Chapter 141: Li Juan's Love
Chapter 141: Li Juan's Love
If he hadn't divorced, Li Juan wouldn't have let Wang Jujun open a winery, let alone think about him so wholeheartedly! Although Wang Jujun's figure was already deeply buried in her heart at that time, it was only buried deeply, at most, she was doing her best to help people and family chores.
When did Wang Jujun start to enter his inner world, Li Juan herself didn't know. She only knew that when she married Mu, Mangzi was only ten years old (it seems that Mangzi is still in his teens, although he is nineteen, almost twenty, but after all, he is not twenty, it should be considered in the category of teenagers!) But such a teenage little guy gradually entered his heart.
Li Juan originally thought that her life after marriage would be happy and happy. Because in the countryside, there are only a handful of women like her, not to mention in the village or even in the township, not to mention that she still has a job, if other men can marry a woman like her who has a figure, a face, a hall and a kitchen, and a job, it is afraid of falling in her hand, holding it in her mouth for fear of melting, and she is offered as a baby.
But I never thought that wood was different from ordinary people, and I didn't know how to cherish Li Juan at all, not long after I got married, I used the excuse that I wanted to improve the life of the family, and I wanted to work outside, thinking that so many people in the village were working outside, if he didn't let him go out, he would definitely feel uncomfortable, and Li Juan didn't stop him, and he rarely came back when he knew that he went out, leaving all the things in the family and the fields to take care of alone, and even when she gave birth, he never came back to see her, If it weren't for Wang Jujun and her parents who have been helping her, Li Juan really doesn't know what she will become.
Maybe it's gratitude to Wang Jujun's family. Maybe it's because of more contact, tall and handsome, and thoughtful, no matter what you do, you can do everything beautifully, so that you have nothing to say, Wang Jujun's figure is buried deep in Li Juan's heart like a seed, and slowly begins to sprout and grow with time. This made Li Juan sigh when she was talking about Wang Jujun with Hao Xiu, "It's a pity that neither of us has a sister, otherwise, it's not bad to marry a sister to Mangzi." His family conditions are good, and his parents are honest people, so he must have some time to marry into his family. Hey, no matter how good a man is, it's all someone else's ......" (see Chapter 24: How is a reckless man; Chapter 25: The Dreamers of the Tooth)
In fact, Hao Xiu and Li Juan sighed like that, they wanted to have a sister to marry Wang Jujun. It is obvious that their hearts are occupied by Wang Jujun, and their own conditions do not allow it, and they just want to fantasize about a sister to replace them.
Especially Li Juan, usually when she encounters a job that she can't do alone, or something that doesn't go her way, with the help of Wang Jujun and his parents, it's okay to talk about it. But there is a small disaster and a small illness that can only be resisted, especially when the burn is so severe. If it weren't for Wang Jujun's timely appearance. Carrying her to the health center for treatment, she may not know what will become of her. Although that time it was burned very strictly. But Li Juan's mind is not confused. Everything Wang Jujun did was seen in her eyes and buried deep in her heart! Every time she thinks about it, she will burst into tears and be moved!
The road from Li Juan's home to the township health center is not very far, but it is not close either. The mountain road is rugged, even if Wang Jujun is young and strong. It's tiring enough to carry her all the way. But he didn't complain at all, just wiped his sweat occasionally, and hurried away, and when he arrived at the hospital, he was busy for himself all afternoon, and when he came back, his fever subsided. He also carefully asked some questions to the doctor, especially the light strength that carried himself home and put himself on the bed, as if he was a porcelain and would break if he was not careful. He also boiled porridge and fed himself one bite at a time, and after he finished eating and lay down again, he hurried to his house, and he didn't eat a bite of the porridge he made himself. At night, she also found her cousin to take care of herself, no one has ever been so nervous about herself when she is so big, and she has been so good to herself, that is, from that time on, Li Juan really realized the status of Wang Jujun in her heart!
Although she already knew Wang Jujun's status in her heart, Li Juan clearly knew that her man was wood, so she buried her love for Wang Jujun deep in the bottom of her heart, and put all her body and mind on wood and his home.
Rural women are very persistent in their feelings. They think that they have chosen a man, and that man is their heaven, their earth, their pillar, their love. Marrying him, it doesn't matter whether he is good or bad, how he treats himself, his whole body and mind should be in this man, and no one can replace him. This is why so many families in the countryside are on the verge of being broken, and even tortured by men in every way, but they still choose to endure silently and struggle to support and maintain that family, and Li Juan undoubtedly belongs to such a woman.
They think that loving someone is not about hugging and hugging, not about kissing me and me, or about the exchange of interests, but about being able to read you and pay attention to your mood. Two people who love each other don't need to be together every day, as long as they think about each other and love each other. After loving each other for a long time, the personalities of two people will gradually complement each other, the temper that loves more will become better and better, more and more accommodating, and the character who is loved will become more and more domineering, but they can still walk together because one of them is trying to cater to them. There is always someone who will change himself and put down the bottom line to cater to you and indulge you, not born with a good temper, but he is especially afraid of losing you, so he would rather trap you in his arms as he pampers you more and more. In fact, personality incompatibility is just an excuse for not loving, you must know how to cherish and protect everyone around you, because of the five hundred times of looking back in the previous life, we have met in this life, people who really love you, will not only focus on the body or wealth, but more care about your love, you will be tired I will feel distressed, you are sad I will not bear it, you coquettish I will give in, you are unreasonable I can bear it, this is true love! True love that belongs only to your own man!
They think that no matter how intimate a relationship is, there will be misunderstandings and disagreements, there is no husband and wife who do not quarrel, only a family that is not harmonious. Anger will not solve any problems; roaring, what hurts is heartbreaking, is love; The Cold War will only escalate the contradictions indefinitely. It takes many years to warm a heart, and it only takes a moment to cool a heart. Some reason, let it pass; Some words, endure and be harmonious; Some things will be clear by asking. Giving each other a chance is the crystallization of the sublimation of love. tolerate and forgive each other; Accept each other and cherish it with your heart, so that you can never abandon your life.
They believe that the real relationship between husband and wife is not commitment, not agreement, not condition, but trust and understanding. No matter how much you promise, it is a lie if you can't keep it; No matter how good the agreement is, it can't be sincere, it's harmful; No matter how hard the conditions are, not being able to get along is torture. Love requires an unwavering trust, as well as a genuine understanding. Love is not an accusation, it is not about making the other person live according to their own thinking. Love is tolerance, love is regression, love is change for each other.
They believe that loving someone is not a matter of life or death, but a habit. As a woman who is accustomed to her man's snoring, from not adapting to getting used to it and then not being able to sleep without his snoring, this is love; As a woman, she will change and accommodate for her man, this is love. For his own man, as much as he accommodated, he loved as much as he could. If you love him, you should hold his hand, walk through the wind and rain side by side with him, hold him in your arms to warm him when it is cold, pay silently, let the two hearts rely on, share one heart, and face all the troubles; When a man is tired, give him encouragement, understanding, and comfort, no matter how inappropriate his hands are, if you choose, you must snuggle up to his side, and always stay with him on the same journey with him for the rest of your life!
They think that if they choose their own man, they should be sincere in return, as long as they pay their sincerity for their man, even if the coarse clothes and plain cloth are beautiful, and the light rice and tea are also warm. Keep each other in plainness, have it in simplicity, and be heart-to-heart, and the love will last for a long time. We need to be content in life, and only when we are content will we be happy; Your own man needs to be tolerant, tolerate all the harm he does to himself, and the family will have laughter......
If it weren't for Mu Tou's insistence on divorce, and there was already another woman by his side, Li Juan would not have agreed to divorce him so lightly! She will endure, she will suffer a qiē injury to keep their family afloat! She will exchange her sincerity for wood, even though wood has never cared about her and never given her any happiness!
As a woman, the greatest happiness is that someone cares. Some words, no need for sweet words, just be considerate and caring; A love does not need to promise an oath, just to keep it silently; A love, you don't need to miss it every day, just ask for it. As Li Juan's man, Mu Tou has never cared about her, and now he is ruthlessly abandoning her. If it weren't for Wang Jujun's thoughtful care for her, which made her feel concerned, she really didn't know what she would do in the future.
It is really because of the ruthless abandonment of wood that Wang Jujun's figure has expanded infinitely in Li Juan's heart, and his thoughtfulness and concern are silently soothing Li Juan's heart full of trauma, so that Li Juan confirmed her heart, and transferred all her feelings for wood to Wang Jujun's body, and determined that Wang Jujun replaced wood in the depths of her heart and became her second man and the last man in her life, so that she willingly surrendered her future life to Wang Jujun, and regarded him as the only support. The motivation to survive. Although it is impossible for him to be with Wang Jujun openly on his own terms, what does it matter, as long as he can silently support him behind his back, love him, and have him, it is completely enough.
It's really because Li Juan's heart is completely occupied by Wang Jujun that Li Juan thinks about him so wholeheartedly! Although there has been no substantial progress, he is her sky, her earth, and her pillar in Li Juan's heart!
Although Li Juan is studying outside and does not work in the unit, the environment she is in now is after all a place where high-level people gather, and she will still learn about some policies and changes of the Post and Telecommunications Bureau first, and the reason why she wants to ask Wang Jujun now has she ever thought about what the Post and Telecommunications Bureau does not need temporary workers to do? And he opened a distillery because when she was studying, she heard that the post and telecommunications bureau was about to carry out rectification and temporary workers would be all decentralized. (To be continued......)