Oh, He Lingxiao? I don't know
"I'm ...... He Lingxiao. ”
In fact, he was very sure of Momo's voice, but now that the situation is special, he clearly confirmed that he denied himself because of the tension in his heart.
After all, whether the person behind the door is yesterday's child Yun Moshen is directly related to whether his mother is "Yun Ge".
His visit to Verona today was a gamble with unknown results, but whether he won or lost, he couldn't change the fact that he was Loser.
A person who can't even see his own heart clearly, and can't even protect his wife can't protect haode people, isn't it a Loser in life?
In fact, Fu Zhan was very worried about He Lingxiao's state, and at first he didn't agree with him to go to Verona alone, he simulated the aftermath with MINI several times, guessing whether He Lingxiao would go crazy halfway, or even if he really saw the living "Miss Jing", people were overstimulated and fainted there.
And so on and so forth for all possible possibilities, they were suspicious.
But they forgot that a certain young master is the boss, and he said that he can't follow, so he must not follow Qi.
He insisted on going to the small town of Verona alone, and did not let them make a small report to the chairman, which can be described as a secret operation.
There were two flights to Verona recently, one was early in the morning and the other was noon the next day, obviously He Lingxiao could not have the patience to wait until noon the next day to get on the plane.
From Taocheng Airport to Verona Airport, a 12-hour flight, and then there are large and small transfers along the way, turning around and turning around, and the location becomes more and more familiar.
It's like the road between the two of them all along, nine turns and eighteen turns, but they didn't turn to Zuihou together.
The buildings in the city are almost the same, not long ago when he came to Verona Town with Bai Yaoyao, he only began to pay attention to the scenery along the road when he entered the area of the town, and what he saw today slowly merged with the scene in his memory.
Yes, there is nothing wrong here.
For more than ten hours, I didn't close my eyes for a day and a night, my mind was blank for a while, and I was crowded with the appearance of Yun Ge and the two children for a while.
Either way, however, he couldn't think about anything else, and even if he wanted to rest, he couldn't sleep with his eyes closed.
It's not that I don't want to sleep, it's not that I abuse myself not to sleep, but I really can't sleep, or I don't even have the idea of sleeping.
In the midst of such mental tension, he finally found this small house with only two floors.
In April, the red, purple and purple flowers in the yard are blooming, and the neighborhood is a beautiful spring scene, with a hint of warm and cozy smell.
Just standing like this, thinking about it, I feel very happy if I can live in such a quiet town with the people I love, away from the super fast pace of the city, and block the hustle and bustle of nightlife.
He didn't dare to look forward to it, or even fantasize about life after today, what he desperately wanted to do now was to confirm that she was still alive.
"Ding-dong."
The door didn't open, and Momo hadn't opened it since he asked the question, so he pressed it again.
"Dabao, who? Didn't Mrs. Mary bring delicious food to our house again? ”
"Oh no, Mom," Momo replied after taking a few steps back, "I didn't hear clearly, I'll ask again." ”
Whoop - Boom -
There was a snorting sound on the intercom in front of him, and He Lingxiao leaned over vigorously, but he couldn't hear what the people inside were saying.
Momo could vaguely be heard talking to his mother, and he tried to tell if it was Yun Ge's voice, but he couldn't hear anything.
"I'm sorry I didn't hear clearly, who are you?" Mo Mo really repeated.
In fact, he heard it, but he was stunned because of the three words "He Lingxiao".
Mo Mo didn't expect that the person who came would be their father by blood, which surprised him a little.
He thought that they would not have a chance to meet in the future unless his mother took the initiative to tell them and allowed their siblings to go back to see him.
So Momo is preparing to hide this only memory in his heart, and no one will tell him, including Tongtong, if Tongtong, who can't keep secrets, knows, then the whole family will know.
Who knows......
They arrived home in the morning, and he chased them in the afternoon.
This...... Wouldn't it be too fast?
"Is it Yun Moshen's child?" He Lingxiao held his breath, "Remember me, I'm He Lingxiao, we just met in the cemetery yesterday." ”
"Dabao...... Who is Dabao? ”
Yun Ge was washing fruit in the kitchen, and when he withdrew a few steps and turned his head to look, there was no shadow of Momo at the door.
"This kid ...... Do you know who opened the door blindly? ”
It's true to mutter, but Yun Ge believes in Momo's IQ, although this kid is small, he is very smart, and strangers he doesn't know will not open the door, let alone run out directly.
So Yun Ge thought that it was probably an acquaintance who lived around here, so he didn't have to worry.
……
Mo Mo didn't open the door inside, but put down the intercom, and the person ran out of the house directly.
As soon as the door of the inner room opened, he saw the man standing outside the fence, it was really him......
Mo Mo went to open the door in the courtyard, looked at many people who were taller than himself, and asked, "How do you know that my family lives here?" ”
"I asked," He Lingxiao replied honestly, "I asked them...... Where is Yunge's home......
After saying that, he kept staring at Momo.
So Momo lowered his head, a little weak.
It's been discovered......
The reason why He Lingxiao stared at Momo was because he knew that Momo was such a smart child, not to mention whether he had associated the word "Yunge" with his mother, that photo...... He already knew that when he saw that picture, didn't he?
At that moment, Momo was in a daze, but he didn't think of a deeper meaning.
This kid ......
Maybe you already know who he is!
He knew that the picture on the tombstone was his mother, but he didn't say it, he pretended to be a stranger to look at it, and he didn't tell him that Yun Ge was still alive......
Even the kids don't forgive him, do they?
Momo was like a child who had done something wrong, keeping his head down and not speaking.
Even if he didn't look up, he could feel the burning gaze above his head, staring at him uncomfortably.
Mo Mo didn't know what to say, raised his head, and asked, "Are you here to find my mother?" ”
He Lingxiao felt a pimple in his heart.
He knows, he knows......
This kid really knows! He knows what he's here for, and that proves that he knows something!
The man who spoke in the room......
Is it Yunge?
He didn't know how to describe his mood at this moment, it was very complicated, there were all kinds of small emotions, and he was about to confirm a certain fact, and his heartbeat was already speeding up to the fastest.
Please forgive him for being cowardly, and the closer he gets to a certain fact, the less his heart can be settled.
"May I?"
Hearing that voice, they all trembled, Mo Mo made a selfish move, looked at him and nodded, "Yes." ”
He just thinks he's opening the door to a stranger uncle who comes to find his mother, and his mother won't be angry, right?
To be honest, He Lingxiao was nervous, and Momo was also worried.
He was very worried that his actions would make Yun Ge unhappy, so he had always been very well-behaved, and everyone praised him as Yun Ge's intimate little padded jacket, which was actually the case.
"Xiexie......" When He Lingxiao said these two words, he trembled very much.
Mo Mo walked in front, He Lingxiao walked behind, and the closer he got closer, the harder his heartbeat became.
When he walked to the door, He Lingxiao stopped there, stunned.
I'm scared......
I wanted to see her, but at the same time I was scared......
This feeling of fear comes from the soles of the feet all the way to the top of the head, lingering.
Mo Mo turned around and saw that his hands were clenched, as if he was nervous.
The water in the kitchen was rattling, and Yun Ge was washing apples and peaches with his back to them.
When Mo Mo wanted to speak, he heard the sound of walking and Yun Ge asked, "Who is here, Dabao, why don't you speak?" ”
The voice ......
He Lingxiao already had the city wall beginning to collapse in his heart, and he walked into the house.
Voices of nostalgia...... The back of nostalgia......
What saddened him was that her back was the one he remembered the most, and this secret meaning represented how many times she had turned away from him in grief and despair in the time they had ever been along.
Otherwise, how could a back touch the defense line in his heart, making his heart collapse so that there was no dust left?
It's her......
He was 100% sure that it was her......
She's alive!
Mo Mo took a small breath, and put himself out of the matter in the most casual tone, just being a messenger of information.
"Mom, a man named He Lingxiao is coming to you."
At that time, he took a step and appeared not far behind her.
The word "Yunge" was stuck in his throat, and Rao was choked in his heart, which was very uncomfortable.
He couldn't make a sound......
Yun Ge's back froze for a moment.
There was a pause in the action of washing the fruit, and only the sound of rushing water was left in the kitchen, which was particularly obvious.
He Lingxiao......
I have to say that these three words, since the day she left Taocheng, have never appeared in her ears again.
She blocked all outside news about him.
Bai Ze didn't think so, this was good, escaping was not the way, several times he wanted to tell him that someone in Taocheng had been crazy about her, but before that person's name could be spoken, Yun Ge already knew what he wanted to say and stopped him.
Bai Ze said that he would choose to tell her, but he didn't want her to regret it in the future, and he was the indirect person.
Yun Ge told him that she had no regrets. Whether it is Jing Yunge in the past, or Yunge now, she will not regret it. She has the right not to listen to the gossip of someone who has nothing to do with her, this is her freedom.
It's been four years......
The name suddenly appeared in her hearing range without warning.
He Lingxiao was organizing the language, he looked at Yun Ge's back and had a lot of things to say, and choked in his heart.
Just when his mouth just opened, he heard her smile lightly: "Oh, He Lingxiao? I don't know. ”
Cracking sound.
The heart is like a fragile piece of glass that shatters to the ground after being violently shaken.
Yun Ge's shallow smile was more like a deadly poison injected into his heart, and it began to attack, convulsions, pain, and zuihou died.
Along the way, he thought too much about what they would look like after they met again, and he also had unrealistic visions, but the thousand words he wanted to say were scattered in this second, and he couldn't catch them.
The steel shield in my heart was completely defeated by a faint "I don't know".
He didn't expect that the three simple and ordinary words "don't know" would actually stop the operation of his internal organs, and he felt the message from the brain: pain.
He also realized that the speaker had no intention of listening to the listener, and he used to be open-mouthed, never considering the feelings of others, and always thought that Miss Jing was too hypocritical, and he was hurt in a few words, and his resistance was too weak.
Now that I have experienced this heartburn, I know how strong and forbearant she is, and I am so fragile that when I hear the word "I don't know", I already feel that I am about to suffocate to death.
Looking at Yun Ge's back, and then at He Lingxiao, Xiao Momo stood aside a little entangled.
He knew that his mother's "not knowing" made him sad.
His pain, Momo had seen it with his own eyes, so there was a little unbearable feeling in his heart.
But Yun Ge's flawless reply made Mo Mo very entangled, and he didn't know what to do—because no matter how he looked at it, whether he still loved his mother or not, his mother ......
I'm afraid that he really doesn't know him anymore.
Yun Ge knew that some people had some things, even if many years had passed, they still had to solve them.
That person has found the door, and all she can do now is face it and not run away.
So Yun Ge turned around.
He Lingxiao finally saw the face that he had been missing for a long time.
She hasn't changed, she's changed again.
The appearance has not changed, but it has become an inner soul.
In the past, he could still think about whether she liked him affectionately, but from the body of Yun Ge in front of him, he only saw the three words she said: I don't know.
He couldn't help but think, in this world, is there a word that is more cruel than "don't know" and makes people feel the pain of ten thousand arrows piercing their hearts?
From her, he could no longer feel the slightest affection she once had for him, indifferent and indifferent...... A stranger's sight.
He thought that if Yun Ge said to him fiercely, "He Lingxiao, I hate you", he would be overwhelmed with joy, and he never looked forward to hoping that a person could hate and hate himself.
Because that proves that she still has a little place in his heart, even if it is just hatred, she at least remembers him.
And not as it is now...... Let him know that he has completely withdrawn from her shijie and life, and has disappeared cleanly, and there is no dust left.
"You're still alive......" His voice was hoarse, with an indescribable vicissitudes.
In just a few seconds, it was as if he had gone through decades of aging, and his heart had been corroded to the point that there was not much left.
He imagined that Yun Ge in the past would next say "let you down" against him, unfolding her thorns all over her body, stabbing him painfully.
He didn't wait.
Yun Ge just told him, "I'm fine. ”
These three words, no love, no hate.
Yun Ge told him in the most bland tone, hoping that he would understand that her life did not need him to intervene again, and there was no need to feel guilty.
Because she's doing well.
What He Lingxiao was thinking, Yun Ge didn't guess, Momo wanted to know, but couldn't guess.
Very good......
Two good words, as if it were his salvation.
But he wanted to hear her scold him, hate him, resent him, protect himself with her thorns, and stab him, and he would rather be pierced in the head than endure this feeling of death......
Yunge ...... You weishenme not?
He thought that this was all there was to it, but he didn't know it......
"Daddy! It looks like a guest is coming, let's go down and have a look! ”
"Little treasure! You run slowly, and if you fall, you will cry again! ”
Tongtong's voice, a slightly familiar man's voice......
"Ge'er, who's coming-"
When He Lingxiao remembered whose voice it was, he saw Bai Ze dragging Tongtong's hand downstairs.
Bai Zebi Yunge's reaction was much more shocked.
He finally knew how Yun Ge felt when he saw him and Lin Xi together.
There was no sound in the room for a while, except for the sound of water.
And his shijie ......
Buzz-buzz-
There was only the sound of tinnitus in his head, everything around him could not be heard, Bai Ze and Yun Ge seemed to be talking about something, he couldn't hear it.
Mo Mo stood there, watched He Lingxiao take a step back, and smiled bitterly: "I'm sorry to bother." ”
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