You really shouldn't leave Beijing, leave her, you know that you can't leave her.

He likes Lin Shenshen so much, he likes to wait for her in Beijing for six years, and he has no regrets, but why did he break his promise to Lin Shenshen?

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Jin Yang sat in the car from the morning until the afternoon, and he always maintained the same posture, not moving a bit.

On the way, the mobile phone rang countless times, but he was not in the mood to answer at all, and he didn't even want to take a look at who called.

He didn't know how to describe his mood at this time, outside the car window, the winter city of Beijing was unusually sunny, looking beautiful and warm, but he felt that his whole body was cold to the bone.

He didn't even dare to think about what kind of mentality Lin had when he was looking for him on that cold night yesterday with a mobile phone in his arms.

As soon as he thought about it, tears welled up in his eyes.

It wasn't until the sun moved to the west that Jin Yang touched his face, started the car, and drove away from the door of the mobile business hall, he didn't know where he was going, in fact, he wanted to go to the hospital to see Lin Shenshen, but he found that he didn't have the courage to go at all.

Or, rather, it is a wordless face.

He didn't know what kind of face he had to face the woman who needed him so badly, but couldn't find him.

The promises he made to her were all from the bottom of his heart and from the heart, but now, he himself felt that the touching words he said in the middle of the night were like sharp jokes, laughing at him for not being able to do it.

Lin is deep in his heart, and now he hates him to death In fact, he also hates himself...... He knows that this creation is too tricky, and not all of it is his full responsibility, but a man, in the face of such a thing, always has to take responsibility, no matter who he and she were wrong, and now it is his fault that such a life-threatening ending is actually his fault.

Jin Yang sighed, touched his pocket, and found that all the cigarettes he was carrying with him were finished, and he wanted to stop on the side of the road to buy a pack of cigarettes, but found that his legs seemed to be filled with lead, and he couldn't move at all.

He didn't eat for a day, he didn't feel the slightest hunger, he drove around the city of Beijing, aimlessly, until nightfall, the whole city was lit up again, and his car slowly drove to the hospital where Lin Shen was.

He looked at the road in front of him to the hospital, but he didn't have the courage to drive in, he just put the speed to the slowest speed, and the car behind him was in a hurry, and the horn was extremely harsh, but he hesitated for a long time without turning a deaf ear, and then slowly turned the steering wheel and turned in.

He parked his car on the road opposite the main entrance of the hospital, and in a blink of an eye, he could see the high-rise emergency building.

It wasn't until it was more exposed and there were finally only three or two people at the entrance of the hospital that Jinyang pushed the car door, got out of the car, then locked the car, stood next to the car, looked at the hospital door for a while, and walked over.

At this time, it was already eleven o'clock in the evening, and Jin Yang followed the hospital's signs