Chapter 53 Hidden Proverb - It's too early to stay
The two looked at each other, and immediately smiled in unison again. Obviously, the tacit understanding of self-understanding is in my heart.
After saying these words for such a long time, Fadu and Puya also felt a little dry mouth, so they were silent and tasted the flower tea in the cup. The entrance of the tea soup is light all over the body while stretching down the throat.
"What's the plan?" Thinking again, Puya asked intentionally or unintentionally.
Fadu's mind has always been firm, and his faith has never been dispelled: "The teacher's life is like a mountain." He bowed his head, "Don't say that it is the master's entrustment, it is my own will, and I will definitely leave my savings for future generations and contribute to my Buddha." The implication is that he will not give up looking for a way to enter the sacred land of the sacred mountain, will not give up the search for the cave of the scriptures, and will not give up his mission of being a mountain for the sake of his master and his own heart.
Hearing him answer like this, Puya suddenly didn't know how he should feel. She was carried away by the story of oblivion, and now she has to look directly behind this story to peek into its essence; She had to re-examine Fadu, a person she had never known: "You stayed in Linchang, in fact, you were willing, because of this?" But she was still very grateful and moved. Because Fado was willing to trust her, and did not want to deceive her, he told the truth, and at the same time revealed his own secret, which he had probably intended to hide.
"Not exactly." Fadu's voice has not changed.
"Huh?" Puya frowned and was slightly surprised, and suddenly had a touch of playfulness, and listened with great interest how he was "not all"!
Fadu sighed, leaned back slightly, and relieved his somewhat stiff sitting posture: "I have always practiced according to fate. The tone is full of indifference, and there are some heavy precipitations that ordinary people can't reach after the vicissitudes of life, "When fate comes, I naturally don't escape." So I stayed, but it seemed so homeopathic! "The end sank.
If such words were said by others, Puya must have scoffed at him and thought that he was very vain! If he didn't know much about the law before, Puya would have been skeptical, or simply dismissed. She is such a straightforward and hot temperament, and she is a true temperament in the bones of the children of the desert, so she hates the things that Wen Zou Zou has deep meanings, and those things are not deep meanings in her eyes, and I am afraid that they have only become pretentious.
But Fadu is an exception, and no matter what Fadu says now, she can't help but believe it, and she can't help but subconsciously explore it.
"I see." Thinking fluttering, Pu Ya narrowed her eyes, her slender eyelashes swayed without wind, and at the same time, her mind was lurking, "Then what about when you complete the task you are carrying, or if you can't complete the task after all...... What are you going to do? There was a strange feeling in my heart, not to say whether it was puzzled or expected. It seems to be expecting, faintly, that this wandering monk in front of him, who has been cut away from the dust and out of the world, will say to himself that he will stay......
But Fadu's answer was not actually surprising to Puya, and this question did not need to be asked: "Go west, go to the Buddha." "He is indifferent, and his heart is neat and tidy. But at this moment, it was very strange, at the same time that when he raised his head and turned his eyes to touch Puya's face very naturally, and touched the face with the most sincere expectation and the purest and most pure emotion, his pure and unwavering heart was in a trance, and he ...... slightly Soon it was closed again.
Puya pursed her lips and smiled, she didn't know what was wrong with her, she was calm and peaceful on the outside, but her heart was suddenly floating like fire.
She thought that she had affection and reluctance for him, after all, there was still some tacit understanding between them that was close to what the Han people said, "at first sight", after all, they had been getting along for some time. People will always have reluctance and attachment to old people and old things, which is a very tricky feeling.
"Such a rich and gentle oasis forest spring...... Pu Ya swirled her long hair between her fingers, and when she raised her eyes to look forward to it, there was a shallow playfulness in her divine light, and there was a slight coquettishness, "Are you still willing to leave one day?" Although she asked lightly, this was actually an expectation in her heart. But she has her reserve, and it is inconvenient for her to say some things directly, and it is inconvenient for her to tell Fadu directly, she wants him to stay, stay in Linchang, and stay by her side.
Suddenly, Puya was shocked to realize that since when has she changed? She had never been like this before, but now she had learned to speak euphemistically and go around in circles...... This set of delicate battles of the Han people is actually so obvious in her, a desert daughter!
Fadu set his mind again, put down the teacup in his hand steadily, and staggered his gaze at the intersection with Puya: "Buddhism is vast, although all living beings should block the mountains and rivers, they should not make offerings. Raising his head slightly, there was a shadow like a phantom Bharata flower blooming slowly in the depths of his eyes, and his voice was more tenacious than before, "No one or anything can stop me from turning mountains and rivers to find the heart of Zen and worshipping the Buddha, which is harder than the rock, and more tenacious than the pine deeply rooted in the cliff on the cliff!" As the feelings approached layer by layer, the tone also precipitated little by little.
His countenance was so special and solemn, and the invisible aura flowed into a deep battle. In an instant, the Fadu in the dissolving warm light seemed to jump out of the world at once, through the smoke and hit the green darkness, standing on the top of the water and clouds like a tide of sheng songs, talking and laughing! It's so holy, so dignified, so incomparably touching!
A faint sadness suddenly arose in Puya's heart, and this sadness soon transformed into the joy of great wisdom because of the blessing of the invisible Buddha power of the Fadu.
She subconsciously bowed her head, hid her intricate eyebrows and eyes shallowly, opened and closed her sandalwood lips, and said in a breeze-like tone: "Ten trillion Buddha land...... Keep walking, really, can you go to your ideal Buddha country? After she said this, she regretted it again, and it seemed that this sounded a bit of a taste of extinguishing Fado's enthusiasm and questioning Fadu's faith. But that's not what she meant, she didn't!
Fadu understood Puya's kindness, she just tried to let him rest and meet the footsteps, wanting him to have more and more time to see the good wind and scenery of Linchang...... He vaguely understood her.
"The kingdom of Buddha may not be ahead, but hell must be behind us." Calm and indifferent, he replied. What is deeply insisted on in the heart is a belief to others, a belief worthy of respect and reverence, but in the hearts of those who truly understand and truly understand, they will know that this is a way of heaven to be followed.
Whether it is the Dharma, any kind of legitimate and righteous sect, those teachings that require deep understanding and respect by the disciples are not just the rules and regulations that bind the body and mind and the behavior of the teachings. It is a kind of notification of the way of heaven and the truth, and it is to inform the disciples who are destined for it in its own way and opinion, to teach the disciples, and to guide the disciples...... This is the true meaning of real practice and the inheritance and development of a teaching, not self-suffering and self-exhaustion in the eyes of ordinary people, and the rope is not free!
The melancholy in Puya's heart gradually became stronger, and she tried her best to restrain this feeling. Immediately, I changed my mind, thinking that it was really early to say the word "separation" at the moment, and the fate was not over, so how could I start the sadness of the disciples and the parting in the future?
After a moment of thought, she raised her eyes again, looked at Fadu's more serious face, and a smile on her lips "poofed": "You have always only spoken half of what you say?" The meaning of those words has always been for her to guess?
The testimonies are certain.
Puya laughed again, really amused by his sudden embarrassment! The silver bell-like voice is clear and clear, and it is very tugging at the heartstrings.
This bright and delicate rose is really a beautiful thing in the world that can bring joy and comfort people's hearts, and someone must care for her and take care of her......
I don't know why, Fadu suddenly thought so again. Suddenly, I thought of that Lord Xiao at the same time.
With another twist of thought, Fadu almost forgot about this incident, and raised his eyes to look at the queen again: "So all this is the fault of the poor monk, and it has nothing to do with Jingluan...... He was aggrieved. "Again.
Now that he has explained his secrets and everything to Puya, those strangers are coming for his law, then Jingluan can also clear up the relationship among them!
"Nope." Sure enough, as soon as Jingluan was mentioned, Pu Yamingcan's face was darkened. She didn't hesitate for a moment, and answered simply, "I know my man, and I can feel any strange aura from him the fastest and first." He stopped suddenly, as if brewing, and then sighed helplessly, "I always feel that this place is not so ordinary." ”
Fadu frowned, Puya's words made his heart tighten, and at the same time he had a little unpleasant premonition: "If that's really the case...... Then these people may have colluded with Jingluan and used Jingluan to achieve their own goals! "It's strange, it's not a question, it's very sure.
It seemed that he was deliberately avoiding touching the topic of Jingluan at this moment, and the further pressing of Fadu made Puya face the brink of collapse in an instant. The woman who was still softly talking and smiling softly a moment ago raised her hand and clasped her temples as if she was uncontrollable at this moment: "I don't know." The voice was slow and delicate, and it was not difficult to see a scattered mess in it, and it seemed to be mixed with a thin chok, "I don't know...... Please, don't say it, don't say it......"
I never thought that my unintentional words would bring such a deep reaction from the queen! Seeing Puya's gradual loss of shape like this, Fadu felt a little panicked and ashamed: "Okay, don't talk about this, don't talk about this...... It's the poor monk who is not good, the poor monk is not good......" He hurriedly comforted Puya, and his heart palpitated, and there was a subtle pity.
I knew in my heart that Puya's overreaction was because she couldn't stand her lover's dissent and betrayal of Aiqing.
People who can hurt themselves deeply have always been extremely important and extremely important people. The more nervous you are in your heart, the more he will be able to reciprocate and hurt you with the same force!
Some things, some things, she didn't dare to touch, she didn't dare to see the straightforward reality that was never cruel, didn't know how to go around and the so-called euphemism.
In the face of reality, without exception, everyone is weak......