Chapter 91 Murmuring in a daze
After the twilight, Fadu personally sent Master Zhang away. Immediately, he guarded the bed and took care of Queen Puya seriously.
Master Zhang had boiled the ginseng soup before leaving, and now that the temperature was no longer hot when it was put aside, Fadu tried the warmth just right, and then brought it in to feed Puya to drink.
Puya's condition is still not very good, but that breath is so horizontal in his throat, but there is no tendency to deteriorate, but no matter how you look at it, it looks like she is hanging for her life. Fa Du Yun Gong instilled a burst of true qi in her, and then asked her to sit up against the soft pillow that had been propped up.
But Puya's body seemed to be weak and boneless at the moment, and the pillow was no longer reliable. After a slight tossing and turning, Fadu had no choice but to act cheaply, and he didn't care about a lot of care, so he let Puya lean on his shoulder, and then fed her the ginseng soup spoonful by spoon.
Although before Master Zhang came over, Puya woke up for a while, and said something with Fadu. However, when Fadu and Master Zhang stood in the courtyard and chatted for a while, Pu Ya fell asleep in a daze, and Fa Du was not even sure if Pu Ya really knew that he had been here, and whether he had only regarded his arrival as a midnight dream.
But none of this matters, the important thing is that her body can recover as soon as possible, always lying and sleeping like this, consuming this mortal body!
The ginseng soup was carefully fed by Fadu, and Puya drank it. Later, he gently wiped the traces of her lips with a square scarf.
Although he has traveled to many places, he has a strong way of survival. But heaven and earth can see that he has never taken care of a woman like this, so when the square scarf touched her lips, the heart in his chest moved defenselessly...... The slight emotion plucked the soft strings of the heart, just once, as if throbbing, and as if uncomfortable, like a dragonfly dotting water.
On the dim candle flame lit, he slowly put Puya down and lay down, not worried about her safety, he didn't dare to relax for a moment, didn't dare to leave a step, found a small stool and sat on the edge of the couch to guard her silently.
The woman on the couch described her as withered, but the beauty of the pulsating between her eyebrows and eyes did not seem to have diminished, only because of this weak sick body showed a gratuitous poignant. Looking at it, one of Fado's hearts seemed to melt. It is true that he is soft and quiet, but it is very strange that even if his state of mind returns to the quiet beauty of lotus blossoming at this moment, his eyes still can't take away her beautiful face and soft sleeping face.
The moonlight was crumpled, irrigated and slowly sprinkled down the window, decorating this picture of the sleeping beauty, and a holy momentum was born.
Maybe it was because the night was too quiet, or maybe the atmosphere was too precipitated, Fadu couldn't help but slowly tell Puya about his feelings when he came to Linchang, how he felt before, how he felt after, and how he felt after meeting her......
Before coming to Linchang, he just shuttled through the long desert with his usual tenacious and casual state of mind, seeing the old castles and mottled prayer flags, and the white canopy and flowing clouds washed by the wind and sand...... The majesty and magnificence of this nature seem to emphasize its deep color in the desert of western Xinjiang. The flow and change of the four seasons is not as vivid as that of the gentle Han land, but this tenacious wind bone also has a unique beauty.
Fadu walked all the way, admiring the majestic landscape that was eternal in the eyes of ordinary people, but in his eyes it could change at will. At that time, he didn't even know what a lovely ancient royal city awaited him in front of him. With great joy and excitement, with his mission and his persistence, he was happy to do a walk that was destined not to stop in this world of sava, and he was destined to have no person or thing or place that would make him stumble and stay forever.
When he accidentally broke into the rich Linchang on the oasis, he didn't even know that he had inadvertently entered the boundary of Linchang, because this city is really peculiar, the periphery is surrounded by rolling yellow sand, it looks barren, and the imperial city is ambiguous, soft and rich, where it is peaceful and quiet, like a paradise that has been widely spread in the Han Dynasty!
At that time, Fadu couldn't help but praise this beautiful and magical city from the bottom of his heart! And he wouldn't know that his encounter was much more than just an encounter with this city. Fatalistic, fate-like, he was fascinated by the peculiar performance method and familiar rhythm of a "Pingsha Falling Geese" song, in fact, the reason why he came to Linchang by mistake was also due to the traction of this song, and then because of this song, he met Xiao Jingluan, the prince of distress who was also a person of the Han land, and he formed an unspeakable wonderful fate with Jingluan, Jingluan recognized him as a Buddha, and he also promised to help Jingluan Pudu Queen and help Jingluan return to Han one day......
At that time, Jingluan brought Fadu the feeling that he was really just an extremely gentle and handsome, sincere and pure prince of the Han Dynasty, and because of the ups and downs of his life and the encounter of hardship, he had a different kind of poignantness. With the great ambition of a Buddha to perceive and sympathize with this confused soul, he hoped that he could lend a helping hand and make a liliang to help him go ashore from the abyss, and thus get rid of his suffering!
In this way, Pharadu agreed to stay. It is precisely because of this that Fadu had the opportunity to recognize the senselessness and sincerity of the Wind Lotus girl's sacrifice at the palace banquet, and also met the lovely girl Puyamedo......
Queen Puya is kind, even if she looks so sharp, even if the subjects of Linchang are revering their queen, there is no one who does not respect and fear the majesty of the queen. However, Fa Du has a pair of cold eyes and insight into the situation, but he clearly understands that there is no woman who is not weak, and no woman is born willing to be tough and sharp...... The reason why they become female husbands who do not lose their eyebrows is because of their involuntary fate and instinctive self-preservation in their hearts.
Whether it is destined by God or artificial, such a woman is always so distressing!
I don't know when it started, and I can't remember why, but Fadu firmly believes that Puya is deeply rooted in goodness, and firmly believes that she will definitely have her own "fruit" of happiness after enlightenment. He was happy to help Puya, and he was very willing to help her and protect her...... Maybe it's not just great love, maybe there's something else.
Fadu admits that he seems to have something unusual about Puya, and even if she were to save Puya in any sentient being, he would do the same, but that unusual feeling is in his heart and cannot deceive his own heart.
But this is definitely not the love of men and women in the world, it is not a plan! The testimonies can be affirmed that this is not an evasion, but a real affirmation.
This feeling is very strange, of course, not all the time, but suddenly and suddenly in the most casual moments, sometimes when he calms down, sometimes when he is reciting sutras...... Disturbed by his mental disorder, like a demon, he is in a mood for the tide!
This feeling is more unique than great love, and more ambitious than the love of men and women...... I can't tell it, I can't tell it. Perhaps, this is the "fate"!
Also, the word "edge" is the most haode interpretation, and it is nothing more than this!
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In this way, Fadu subconsciously babbled a lot of things to Puya, of course, he said it himself without responding. However, for a moment, Puya would open her eyes slightly, and what was reflected in Fadu's eyes was a clear vein.
At the beginning of this, Fado was in a trance, and then asked her in surprise and caution if she had woken up? How does it feel?
But Puya only nodded slightly, she seemed to be able to listen and see it really, but she didn't give him too much deliberate response. This puzzled Fadu, wondering if it was a moment of awakening on the part of Puya, or if it was just his own delusion.
In the midst of his ups and downs, Puya's glass-like reflection of the candle flame and his image's eyes became cloudy again, and it was a few moments of extreme speed. Then she closed her eyes again and seemed to fall asleep again, and her consciousness was not very clear.
Gradually, the testimonies lost much hope.
But in the second half of the night, Puya seemed to be in the prison of a nightmare, she began to frown and shake her head uncontrollably, and the whole person seemed extremely unstable!
Fado subconsciously raised his hand to hold her shoulder, and called her name in her ear repeatedly.
But it didn't work, Puya fell into the illusion she had weaved, and she moved a touch of mental power that shouldn't be moved, and she began to throw everything away in the hallucination, only whispering softly to her dead father and mother: "Forgive me...... Forgive me......" Her voice was full of weight, and she carried a lot of weight, which must have weighed on her body and mind!
Then her countenance began to flow, or a low cry, or a slow smile, or these fragmented, slurred nightmare words, and very rarely she seemed to hum the tune of the children's songs that were frequently sung among children in the unique ancient town of Linchang......
Fadu saw it in his eyes, but he couldn't wake up Puya at this time!
He understood in his heart why Puya remembered her parents, because when the child was at her most vulnerable, the subconscious intuition seemed to be the first to reflect the parents, and she longed to return to the arms of her parents, and she longed for it; At the same time, she also knew that Weishenme would pray for forgiveness from her parents, because the throne of Linchang was passed to her by her father, but now she has failed her parents' expectations, making this Linchang a mess because of a foreign male pet!
This is really a dereliction of duty on the part of Puya as a queen, and I have to say that it is a dereliction of duty, even if there is a hardship, it cannot be excused. Therefore, she also deserves to bear the "fruit" that comes with this conclusion, and only she can bear it herself, and how can others replace it?