Chapter 602 [Reflection]
Hu Qin entered the bathtub and submerged his moving carcass in warm water, feeling the pleasure of dilating pores, and at the same time there was a strange feeling flowing in his heart.
It's not that Xia Yu has just used her bathtub before, although she is not allowed to use it even if others are killed, but she doesn't feel anything unusual because of this, what she thinks about at this time is more about what Xia Yu said before.
The bathroom door closes, and it becomes her private little space, and she has full access to her own Civic. She knows that many people say that she is proud, but she knows that she is just stubborn, so strong. She doesn't like to be dominated by men, she doesn't like to rely on men, she is an independent woman with a lot of personality, and she is a delicate beauty who is very attractive to the opposite sex from a distance, but getting along with each other will give rise to all kinds of problems.
For example, when he tried to get closer to Jiang Hao, the contradictions between the two began to escalate, and the only one who was most comfortable with her was Xia Yu.
However, at that time, there were all kinds of changes, and the relationship between the two became very delicate and complicated, and finally in the face of the cruel reality, the two began to crack, so that there is no way to make up for it today.
What led to the relationship between the two to become like this? Hu Qin asked herself countless times every night after Xia Yu left, she blamed the family, blamed the cruel restrictions on her at home, she blamed the society, it was this deformed society that led to all kinds of values that should not appear, she also blamed Xia Yu, she felt that even if he was driven away, he should not cut off contact with herself, but she never blamed herself, she thought she had done nothing wrong. She couldn't resist.
Now think about it. I really don't have any problems?
If you ask your heart at the beginning. Facing it bravely, will you still not know how to choose a position and be confused? At the beginning, he obviously didn't have any feelings for Jiang Hao, why did he keep separating, why did he take Xia Yu to be bullied by others again and again? She understands now that it's because she's with Xia Yu because of the excuse to cover her and Jiang Hao, and she doesn't want this excuse to disappear and lead to the embarrassment of facing Xia Yu.
Why the embarrassment? Because she doesn't have this excuse, she wants to be with Xia Yu again, does she admit that she likes him? Let yourself be a lady of the sky to take the initiative to admit that she likes the shield she originally pulled? She can't do it!
Come on now. Isn't this all a sin of her own making, if she can put down her face and make a decision, will she still let Xia Yu help her out of the siege again and again, will she let Xia Yu be jealous and hated by Jiang Hao and others, she will not offend the Japanese because she needs to perfunctory Jiang Hao and others, and finally Xia Yu will pay for her mistakes, isn't she the culprit?
Hu Qin suddenly felt a little annoyed, and slapped the pool water hard.
When you found Xia Yu, what was your attitude? It's because he has the ability but doesn't contact himself. So I deliberately sulked, but did I care about Xia Yu's past few years?
Xia Yu's words just now touched her too much. For the first time, she began to reflect on the relationship between two people at the deepest level, but the more she thought about it, the more she felt that she had not done too many things, many times people are like this, when the thought enters a misunderstanding, sometimes she can't get out for a lifetime, and sometimes, an occasional sentence, a scene, can make her rush out at once.
But does it still make sense to figure it out now...... Xia Yu already has so many confidantes, and the most important thing is that he has forgotten the past of the two, does he still have any place in her heart?
With complicated feelings, she put on her pajamas and walked out of the bathroom, and saw Xia Yu lying on her side on the ground like this, already asleep deeply, at that moment she didn't know why, she felt that her whole heart was clenched all of a sudden, and it hurt very much.
Walked up to Xia Yu and squatted down, gently shook his shoulders and said softly: "Xia Yu, go to bed and sleep, the ground is cold." ”
Before the words were finished, Xia Yu was tense, and as soon as he bulleted, one hand quickly and incoherently grabbed her neck, a cold glint flashed in his eyes, clearly with killing intent, and the next second he saw that it was Hu Qin, so he quickly let go of his hand, and said apologetically: "I'm sorry, I'm dazed, are you okay?" ”
"It's fine." Hu Qin's eyes were distressed when he looked at Xia Yu, in such a sensitive state, it can be seen that he must have been in a super tense state before.
Xia Yu rubbed his face, "Is it morning?" I didn't expect to sleep so dead. ”
Hu Qin said apologetically: "No, you haven't slept for long, I asked you to go to bed, the floor is too cold." ”
Xia Yu looked at her strangely, seeing that Hu Qin was a little furious, he touched his face and asked, "What's wrong?" What's on my face? ”
Xia Yu smiled: "You just went to take a bath, why did you feel like a different person when you came back." ”
"Yes, yes?"
Xia Yu didn't continue the topic, looked at the big bed, and said with a smile: "I sleep on the bed, do you sleep on the floor?" ”
Hu Qin's fair face turned slightly red, and he glared at Xia Yu in disguise and said, "You think beautifully, such a big bed is enough for the two of us to sleep, but you are only allowed to occupy one-third of it, and you are not allowed to cross the line." ”
Xia Yu didn't say anything polite to her at all, and climbed directly into bed and said, "The old rule, of course, one-third of it belongs to me." ”
Hu Qin heard him say the old rules, remembered the last time the two of them were crowded on the bed, and his ears became hotter, but he pretended to be calm and said, "You know each other." Seeing Xia Yu facing the wall sideways, she felt better, lay down and calmed down, and suddenly remembered that Xia Yu had fled all the way before, and must have never eaten, so she couldn't help but whisper: "Do you want to help you with something to eat, you must have not eaten for a long time, right?" ”
Xia Yu said: "No, you go and get food now, someone will rush up in less than ten minutes, don't worry, you won't die of hunger after one or two meals." ”
"Tell me the truth, how long has it been since you eaten?"
Xia Yu hesitated for a moment before he said, "I ate a bread in the morning, and I haven't eaten it since." ”
"Oh my God, then you don't have to starve to death, how can you do that."
Xia Yu smiled: "What's not good, don't worry, I'll add it tomorrow, when the time comes, you take the food according to my method, you won't find out, I'll talk about it tomorrow." ”
"Okay......" Hu Qin looked sideways at the man lying next to her, I don't know why, she suddenly lost that sense of nervousness and shyness, this feeling of calm, it seems that only Xia Yu can give.
I remember that when I was in college before, he was only on his own, but now he ......
"Xia Yu, can you tell me about you?"
"Huh? What's the matter with me? Xia Yu's voice was obviously much quieter.
"Anything, what happened today, and what happened after you left Beifu, I want to know."
"Today, I just received a text message from the kidnappers, only giving me an hour to save Tang Tang and tell me the location, but it turned out to be in the military's acting venue, they used me to save people to divert the military's attention and take the opportunity to assassinate General Lin, and blame me, later, you will know, I ran away like a dog." Xia Yu casually said today's danger, and then talked about the past, maybe he was too sleepy, and what he said was also some fragments, so he turned upside down, the more he talked, the quieter the sound, and finally only a slight snoring was left, if he turned around at this time, he would find that Hu Qin had burst into tears at this time.
Although Xia Yu said lightly, she could hear the sadness at that time from between the lines, because she did not have a graduation certificate, the sadness of looking for a job, the jealousy and framing at work, and because of the other favor of the female boss, he quietly left the job he was familiar with again.
Those years of wandering witnessed the growth of a teenager.
As for the interesting things in the school later, Xia Yu had just started and was already confused, but everything he wanted to know was already known.
What right do you have to blame him, Hu Qin tore open the blanket between the two of them, and wanted to turn Xia Yu over gently, but she didn't expect her to turn Xia Yu around with a light pull, and directly turned her into her arms.
Hu Qin stiffened, but did not struggle in the slightest, but felt that his heart was in his throat, if Xia Yu wanted her at this time, she might only close her eyes, but Xia Yu just hugged her, and did not make further movements, peeking at her, Xia Yu was still asleep, just his subconscious movements.
Hu Qin relaxed, and did not break free from his encirclement, but just moved his body down, looking for a comfortable position, buried his head in his arms, listened to Xia Yu's powerful heartbeat, and after a while she fell asleep...... (To be continued......)