Now, tall women don't have to hide anything from their new husbands. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info She was like pouring beans from a bamboo tube, and told Yang Shaoshi everything about herself and Director Tan...

Ever since Director Tan exposed the two of them in public, she felt like she had been stripped of her clothes, and the feeling of shame and remorse was palpable. She was carrying too much on her back, and she would only feel relieved if she told her other half the truth. She is now anxious to need her new husband's understanding, tolerance, and even some psychological comfort.

However, after Yang Shaoshi listened to the ins and outs of the matter, he felt like he had been hit on the head, and he stood there for a long time...

The tall woman did not get the comfort she expected. She dragged her tired body out of bed, and ran to Yang Shaoshi's back, hugged him tightly, and buried her tearful face on her back, and kept sobbing in her mouth: "Shaoshi... Please forgive me..."

Yang Shaoshi was silent for a long time, and finally spit out this sentence: "Xiaoxue, you deceived me so hard!" Why are you doing this to me? ”

The tall woman was stunned, she let go of Yang Shaoshi, and explained: "Shaoshi, I didn't do anything to you!" What happened between me and that old pervert is in the past. Ever since I met you, I've never done anything to be sorry for you. How long have we known each other? ”

Yang Shaoshi smiled bitterly: "Yes, how long have you known each other?" 'Flash marriages' are terrible. A hasty choice is tantamount to taking yourself into a dangerous journey in life. I was so naïve! ”

When the tall woman heard what he said, she looked even more dazed, and she couldn't help but say sadly: "Shaoshi, what are you talking about?" The first time we first met, we told you that I had a 'past'. You said that you would value me now and me in the future. Are you..."

Yang Shaoshi smiled bitterly again: "Whatever I once said to you, I won't admit it." But by the 'past' we are each of our virgins, but your actions have seriously trampled on the moral bottom line of being a human being. How can it be described by the simple word 'past'? ”

The tall woman snorted and cried at this time: "Shaoshi, I know what I did wrong, it's too late to say anything now." But you have to be considerate of my distress at the time... I... I was very helpless..."

Yang Shaoshi turned around, he ignored the tall woman, and asked coldly: "Xiaoxue, when you sacrifice your hue for the sake of a civil servant's 'iron bowl rice' and some so-called professional titles. shamelessly became someone's junior. Do you think it's worth it? If you are still a college student, is this your outlook on life and values? ”

At this time, the tall woman, who had fallen into misery and helplessness, couldn't hold on anymore after being ridiculed by Yang Shaoshi again, and her body shook a few times before she insisted on not letting herself collapse on the floor. But she took a few steps closer to the marriage bed and tied her whole body to it...

Seeing this, Yang Shaoshi was a little unbearable and wanted to comfort him, but when he thought of his wedding, he was insulted by that drunken old man, and his bloody nature was really unbearable. He could only vent the resentment in his chest on his new wife. How to appease her now is like giving in to the other party. Since the other party has made such a serious mistake, shouldn't he be punished in some way?

At this time, how could Yang Shaoshi be in the mood to have a 'cave room' with her? He couldn't bear to face the painful performance of the tall woman, so he simply left the cave house and left his home...

He originally took a week's marriage leave, but where is he in the mood for a 'honeymoon' at this time? After resting in the hotel, he went to work at a construction site a hundred miles away the next day.

The tall woman saw him cruelly leaving her, and she lay alone on the marriage bed that lacked temperature, and couldn't help but think silently: Her marriage has finally ended, and the next step is to leave, right?

The next day, she couldn't help but have mixed feelings when she saw the new wedding room, everything here was carefully arranged by herself, but soon she had to get out of here. It turns out that all happiness and glory are just passing clouds.

She waited for Yang Shaoshi in her new home for two days, but she didn't wait for him to come back, and she didn't call him, everything was as he pleased.

She went to work on the fourth day after her marriage, and finally mustered up the courage to face her colleagues in her unit, which was also a hurdle she had to go through!

Because Director Tan leaked their secrets near her colleagues in her unit. Therefore, the rumors that she used to have with the old director can be regarded as 'confirmed'. The old director has retired at home, and everything can be left behind. And she has to face the cusp...

Sure enough, as soon as she walked into the unit, her former colleagues flashed at her and pointed at her back...

Even when her usual best friend talks to her, she always asks her about the situation at home, especially how her new husband treats her???

The tall woman suddenly understood that she was already the laughing stock of the unit, and if she divorced quickly, it would be even more ridiculous and generous. Therefore, she dispelled the idea of taking the initiative to divorce Yang Shaoshi.

Her psychology became numb at this time, since her husband thinks that she is a morally corrupt woman, what dignity do you need for others? She will not take the initiative to divorce Yang Shaoshi, unless the other party proposes it first. Her current married life with Yang Shaoshi is 'to be a monk for a day and hit the clock for a day'. His own heart is dead.

It is impossible for Yang Shaoshi to always hide in the construction site, and he sometimes comes back, but his attitude towards her is quite cold, even at home, he is like a stranger.

He hadn't touched her once during their honeymoon.

The tall woman was even more afraid of facing him, because she was afraid that he would mention the word 'divorce' whenever she spoke to her, so she almost avoided communicating with him.

Time flies...

The word 'divorce' never came out of Yang Shaoshi's mouth.

The tall woman was confused and puzzled, and in the days that followed, Yang Shaoshi's attitude towards her eased a little. And he also took the initiative to find her to do a few things that should be done between husband and wife...

Tall women naturally crave his tenderness. However, this kind of warmth has come too little to her, and she has been married for more than a year, but only a few times. How could this fill her lonely and empty body and mind?

She felt that Yang Shaoshi no longer loved herself, and the occasional warmth for herself was just to do some routine actions just for the sake of her husband's obligations. But why didn't he mention divorce?

The tall woman began to pay attention to her nominal husband's every move. She once took advantage of his inattention and secretly checked his phone...

She didn't look at it this time, but when she saw the text messages stored in his mobile phone, she seemed to have found the answer: it turned out that he had hooked up with the female classmate of his first love again!

"Shaoshi, I really regret leaving you, if everything can be done again, I will choose to love you well! I don't know if there's another chance to do this..."

The tall woman started with this text message, and then checked it in the text box of his mobile phone...

"Shaoshi, it's really hard for me now, after the last time I met you, I felt a lot. I'm nowhere to go now, please help me..."

"Shaoshi, anyway, I really thank you so much, you not only gave me a chance, but also gave me the courage to live..."

“・・・・・・・”

In Yang Shaoshi's mobile phone text message box, almost all of them are text messages signed 'Lijun'. She once learned from him that the female classmate who went abroad was called Wang Lijun.

As soon as the tall woman saw these text messages, her heart was extremely cold, and she completely lost hope in this family. Since he has rekindled his old relationship with his first girlfriend, why does he still dominate himself?

The tall woman quickly came to the conclusion that he was going to take revenge on himself for 'manipulating' his feelings. He knows that his conditions are good in all aspects, and if he files for divorce, he still doesn't have to worry about finding a man. So... he used the shackles of this family to control himself. Anyway, he himself has been away for a long time, and he spends a lot of time with that woman. There is no shortage of sexual happiness for men and women. But he wants to punish himself, and when he is old, he kicks himself away again!

She was horrified by this conclusion of herself. Will I still be able to follow this life journey? But now that he has taken the initiative to file for divorce, won't he lose again? Originally, my colleagues in my unit had just forgotten about their relationship with the old director. If they divorce their husbands, they will all think that their husbands still don't want them because of what happened back then. Why do you still have the face to work in the unit?

Why is life always unfair to women? Why are they only allowed to go out to look for flowers and willows, while women have to stay alone at home? Are you willing to wait like this?

At this time, she was already in a dilemma, and the emptiness of her spirit made her desperately in need of a kind of physical and mental comfort.

She has a habit of writing a diary, so she naturally writes her inner hesitations in the diary...

Just when she was at a crossroads in her life, the bureau was assigned a young college student to intern.

What made her heart flutter was that this college student was not only a man, but also a handsome guy.

His name is Gao Xiaofeng, he is only twenty-two years old this year, he is very polite to himself, very understanding, he does not call himself an official title, but affectionately calls himself 'Sister Chen'.

The tall woman gradually fell in love with the big boy, and they often chatted with each other cordially...

The tall woman accidentally told him about her marital misfortune when she was chatting with him about family life. When she burst into tears, the college student graciously handed over the tissue and kept telling her some comforting and warm voices.

The tall woman gradually developed feelings for him, and it increased day by day. For a tall woman who was extremely lonely in spirit, the young opposite sex was like a spring of fresh water, nourishing her dry heart.

Gao Xiaofeng realized that she had become mentally dependent on him, so he did what he liked, and finally one day, he took her into his arms...

After the tall woman was physically and mentally satisfied, she took advantage of Yang Shaoshi's absence to secretly lead Gao Xiaofeng to his house for the night...

Afterwards, although she felt that she was a little 'degenerate', her feelings were uncontrollable. Since she felt that she couldn't extricate herself, she could only go on without hesitation...

Of course, she also recorded her behavior and some psychological reactions.

When she tearfully wrote down the process with the college student, the song "People Traveling" was playing on TV...

Never complain about the fault of fate

I'm not afraid of how bumpy the journey is, I go wrong to the place in my dream, I don't regret it, life has been troubled a lot, and again, and how, if there is no difference, you won't cherish me, a wisp of love under your feet, even if at this time, love is like fire, who to say in my heart, I'm not afraid of the journey, lonely and lonely, as long as you miss me, I'm not afraid of the journey, lonely and lonely, as long as you also miss me

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The song immediately struck a chord with the tall woman, who remembered Yang Shaoshi's words on the wedding night, when her husband described the union with her as a dangerous life trip. Then why not let yourself go on this dangerous road of no return?

Of course, she didn't want to play with her life, and she had the idea of breaking up with her husband and restarting a family with this young college student.

However, the college student only talked to her, but never mentioned each other's personal affairs.

The tall woman had been longing for him to say this. As long as he can confess to himself, then she will not hesitate to accept this marriage.

Finally, one day, when the college student was 'done' in her bed, he suddenly said solemnly: "Sister Chen, I... I have one thing I have to tell you!" “