Chapter 309: Swollen
Qiao Zhen was stunned, she felt that her brain had become a white paste, she wanted to shout, but she couldn't shout, she wanted to go crazy, but she couldn't move. She forced herself to be calm, calm, to be calm, not to be impulsive.
She slowly calmed down, she clearly remembered that at that time she only felt the shaking of the earth kiln, and then after waking up, her soul was attached to Qiaozhen, who was out of breath, she was a soul piercing, which meant that she would not necessarily disappear in modern times, and should still exist. What she saw just now was the modern Wang Xiumei, a living existence. So the modern self is not dead, his soul is in ancient times, so who is the modern soul? Is it another soul who lives for itself?
Qiao Zhen thought about it in her mind, she glanced at the house again, the people who ate together were warm and happy, she actually got married and had children, the man himself recognized, it was from their village, the man's name was Chunsheng, the family conditions were average, two years older than her, he had always liked her, but he never looked down on him at that time, she never thought that she would marry him one day, and gave birth to a child, so plain life.
What's going on here? Qiao Zhen has a lot of doubts in her mind, how many years has it been since she left? The last time she chatted with the old lady, she thought that ten years had passed in ancient times, and only one year had passed in modern times, but now it seems that this is not the case. It's a mess of time.
Qiao Zhen sighed, she looked around the courtyard, is this her modern home? She didn't know how to describe how she was feeling right now.
Before she could sigh, the scene changed, and she actually went to the house, where her father was eating with a smile on his face, and Chunsheng looked at his wife and children with a smile on his face, and the food was very delicious. Wang Xiumei fed her son, and her face was full of maternal brilliance.
"Xiumei, it's your mother's death day in two days, and you have to prepare in advance for roast meat and paper. When the time comes, I'll go talk to your mother. Wang Xiumei's father said.
"Dad, don't worry. How can I forget my mother's death day. Things will be ready, and I'll go with you to see my mom then. Wang Xiumei's eyes were soft.
"Ambiguous, you have been sensible in the past few years, if your mother is alive. Maybe how happy you are, speaking of which is still that year, you fell off the earthen kiln, the earthen kiln collapsed, you also fainted for several days, your eldest brother and sister-in-law sent you to the hospital and called me, I rushed back from the field, looking at you unconscious, I was angry and distressed, angry at your disobedience, and your mother was gone so early. But how can parents really care about their children, we all feel sorry for you.
When you sober up, you don't pay much attention to me, and you share with us, don't mention the uncomfortable feeling in Dad's heart. I thought you were still thinking about that bastard, and you were still thinking about getting out, but the angry dad couldn't help but beat you. Later, I found out that it was not, you were sad because you felt sorry for us, so you didn't talk much, and then you were willing to settle down and live a good life, and married Chunsheng again. Dad can rest assured, the two of you are living a good life now, and you have given birth to children, and you are also filial to Dad, and you are good to your eldest brother and sister-in-law, Dad is very happy. Dad only now feels that this life is a human life. It's delicious. Dad has to talk to your mother and reassure her. Wang Xiumei's father had tears in his eyes, if his daughter had been like this earlier, the child and her mother would not have died so early, and how happy their family should be.
Qiao Zhen's tears couldn't stop falling. My heart is full of guilt, Dad, Dad, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you and Mom, I was so wrong before, I'm really sorry for you. I hope you can forgive me for being an unfilial girl.
And Wang Xiumei's eyes flashed with confusion first, because she remembered that before, her identity was noble, but she had fought all her life, and she was calculating until she died, and she was tired of that day, she didn't understand how she was attached to this Wang Xiumei after she died, but since she was alive, there was a reason to live. She understands everything about the original owner, and also understands the repentance and pain of the original owner, since she lives for the original owner, then she accepts the family of the original owner, and she must do her filial piety for her and make up for the mistakes made by the original owner.
So she settled down, threw away the prosperity in her heart, returned to the basics, and lived this quiet life.
She looked at her father, at her husband and son, it was good to have them, now it was calm but warm, no calculation, no tiredness, she was in a good mood, she liked the present days.
Qiaozhen listened to the laughter, looking at the warm picture, her mood could not be calmed, she wanted to rush down to hug her father, kiss her father, I really wanted to tell my father that she had repented, that she was doing well, but there was a cry in her ears, the cry tugged at her heart, tore her lungs, who was calling her? Who's crying? Why does she feel connected by blood, why does she feel that this person is so important to her that she can't give it up.
Qiao Zhen closed her eyes, two crystal tears fell, and when she opened it again, her eyes were full of firmness and reluctance, she no longer belonged here, there were people here to live for her, someone to do her filial piety, enough, this is enough, she can put her mind at ease. She should go where she belongs, because there are people waiting for her.
Dad, I'm sorry, my daughter is not filial, you have to take care, Mom, you have a good look at your daughter, your daughter really repents. Wang Xiumei, no matter who you are, thank you, thank you for doing your filial piety for me.
Qiao Zhen read silently, she felt that she was confused again, and slowly she couldn't see anything, and when she opened her eyes with great effort, it was Zhou who appeared in front of her, her mother in this world.
"Mother." Qiao Zhen shouted weakly, the care on Zhou's face was real, and the anxiety in her eyes was also real, so good, Qiao Zhen's eyes were moist, and there were people who cared about her everywhere. She was content.
"You girl, but I was scared to death, why did my mother call you just now, you didn't agree, my mother didn't have the bottom in her heart, and she almost rushed out to shout Langzhong. It's good to wake up, it's good to wake up. My heart has finally landed. Zhou muttered in her mouth, she sat on the bed, because her legs were a little weak, she was tired enough, and she was so frightened by Qiaozhen that she couldn't stand a little steadily, so she could only sit down.
"Mother, I'm fine. Don't worry, what about the kids? Qiaozhen was weak but sane, and she thought of her child.
"Oh, here, take a look, it's a girl." Zhou turned his head and pointed to the child in Wenpo's hand.
Qiao Zhen followed her hand to look, Wen Po smiled, and hugged the child over, Qiao Zhen looked carefully, the child in the mattress was small, the hair was average, not thin or thick, the eyebrows were faint, the eyes were open, and she was turning unconsciously, her nose was small, her mouth was not big, and she was moving one by one, as if she wanted to eat.
It doesn't look good, her skin is very red, wrinkled, and she looks a little ugly, but Qiaozhen still loves her very much, she is the flesh and blood that she conceived in October, no matter what, she loves it.
Qiao Zhen really wanted to reach out to hug her, but as soon as her arm was raised, she found that her arm was sore, and her whole body was weak, so she couldn't hold her, she didn't dare to reach out, for fear of falling the child.
Zhou looked at the love and desire in her daughter's eyes, understood what her daughter meant, she took the child from Wen Po's hand, held it next to Qiaozhen, and let the child lie next to Qiaozhen, she muttered in her mouth: "It's all you, all day long saying that the girl is good, the girl is good, now you have a daughter, if your son-in-law is unwilling, I see what you can do." ”
Qiao Zhen just smiled slightly when she listened to her mother's chatter, she knew that her mother was a little worried that she would not like it if she gave birth to a daughter Chen Xuanyu, but she believed that it would not, Chen Xuanyu was not that kind of person.
Qiao Zhen didn't care, but the little girl seemed to know that her grandmother was talking about her, and her mouth was deflated and she cried.
"Oh, good, don't cry, grandma didn't say you, she was playing with you, you are my mother's daughter, my mother thinks you are good, good. Let's not cry. Qiaozhen coaxed softly, but her hand didn't move, because she didn't know what to do, and she couldn't even pat her.
Zhou glanced at his daughter, and scolded with a smile: "you, as if she can understand the words, how old is she, she knows a fart, she cries because she is hungry and wants to feed." ”
After speaking, Zhou glanced at Qiao Zhen, pointed to Qiao Zhen's chest and said, "What's the matter, do you feel it?" Bloating or not? ”
Qiaozhen's face flushed when she was asked, and she looked down at her chest meaningfully, as if she didn't feel anything. Is this milkless?
Seeing Qiaozhen shook his head, Zhou didn't say anything, some milk is early, some milk is late, this matter is not in a hurry, and there is no way to be in a hurry.
She picked up the child from the bed, patted it lightly twice, and then went to feed the child with Wen Po.
Qiaozhen listened to the child's cry, and his heart was not a taste, he was too useless to be a mother, he didn't even have milk, and the child was crying when he was hungry, what's the matter?
Qiao Zhen was in a hurry, and suddenly felt that her breasts were swollen, this, this is a feeling?
"Mother, mother, bring the child over." Qiao Zhen shouted happily.
"What's up, what's going on." Zhou hurriedly ran over, not understanding what kind of nerves the girl had.
"It's swollen, it's swollen, it's able to be fed, bring the baby over, I'll feed her." Qiao Zhen said excitedly, she really felt the swelling.
"Look at your startled energy, it startles me, think what's wrong with you? It's settled, you untie your clothes and I'll take a look. Zhou didn't immediately go to hug the child, but patted her chest, and her heart almost jumped out of her heart that was frightened by Qiaozhen just now.
Qiaozhen's eyes widened after hearing this, her face became hot, and even the roots of her ears were red, what did her mother say? Look? Look, why do you still show it. If she wants her to show her breasts innocently, even if that person is her mother, she is embarrassed.
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