Chapter Seventy-Five: The Sigh Gap Is Lifetime
The wide robe and the belt of the falling jade fluttered in the wind, tossing and turning, bringing a burst of extravagant charm, echoing the splendid appearance of the prosperous Tang Palace, and sweeping up the exciting beauty and magnificence.
Junchen stumbled all the way, walking very slowly and slowly.
At this moment, there was a whirlwind of mixed feelings in his chest, but when he patiently wanted to taste and pursue it carefully, it was very strange, he only felt that this heart was empty, and he couldn't taste anything!
Is something missing? What has been growing deeply, cherishing in my heart, and being very precious...... Is that so?
He can't see through it, he can't hide from it, and he can't escape it. No matter how deliberately and hard he tried to suppress it, he could never forget or lose the peace.
The word "love" in this mere can actually torture him to such a point? It's ridiculous!
But I couldn't laugh anymore, only I wanted to cry, but when the tide of love was forced and blocked in my heart, I often couldn't even shed tears!
When the original intention of love is no longer there, what will be missing? Thinking of the seclusion of heaven and earth, even if you are sobbing and laughing at yourself, you can't maintain it.
In this vast world, it seems that only Lai Junchen is left, and the long streets and alleys are still full of people and voices, but for Lai Junchen, they are all reckless snow and cold!
I don't know how long this heavy pace has been dragged along, the wind has passed, and the roundabout momentum has torn up a few new flower willow leaf petals in early spring, Junchen came back to his senses, looked at the pale green willow leaves that swirled and fell, and suddenly found that he had returned to Laifu.
Outside the vermilion main courtyard gate, a petite figure stood tall. It was Wang Yusu, who had been waiting here early to watch Langjun.
Raising his head and staring, as soon as his gaze touched, Yu Sufu saw Junchen.
Junchen seems to have a clear floating light everywhere he goes, which makes him always clearly recognized at a glance even if he is not in the sea of people. And at this time, through a layer of pale golden sparkling sunlight, Yu Su turned his head sideways, as if he saw a thin layer of gloom on his face. And because of the nameless loneliness at the corners of his eyes and eyebrows, Lai Junchen was more and more wanted to cover up and show a tendency to be out of the world.
Yu Su's heart moved, and he subconsciously slowed down, and then hurriedly raised his feet and ran all the way down the jade steps, and Lianbu Yeye walked to Lai Junchen's side: "My lord...... What happened to you? She raised her scorching hibiscus face, and her voice was soft and sticky, and her voice was always full. There is a little hesitation and a little hesitation between the lines, and Yu Su is soft.
Speaking of which, she is his wife, and she is the wife who has not been "newly married" for a long time. The husband and wife cared about each other, but she had to think about it without bothering and exhausting, for fear that one would accidentally touch his brow!
is so unfamiliar that where is the intimacy and spirit that husband and wife should have?
Wait a minute......
"Couple"?
After thinking about it, Miss Wang Si couldn't help but laugh secretly in her heart! Between myself and him, I am afraid that there is only revenge and being affected quickly. It's just a feeling of helplessness! Lai Junchen treated her well, pitied her innocence, and respected her background, which she should be sincerely grateful for in sadness. As for the word "husband and wife", can they really afford it? Is she really a virtue and a virtue? She'd been asking herself this question more than once, huh!
Words like "husband and wife" and "husband and wife" are too extravagant, for them, no, for herself, too extravagant, too extravagant!
No one can win the game with time, no one can lose, the heart-warming love that has been paid...... If Yu Su has no affection for Junchen, then all this will be done! The more he was with Junchen for a long time, the more Yu Su fell into a panic of recognizing himself! She couldn't deceive her heart more and more, and found more and more that her love for Lai Junchen had been planted early!
If it was said that under the too gentle clear moon at the beginning, an unconscious chance encounter between him and her was just the conclusion of fate, a moment of pleasing to the eyes and heart; Then in the future, those unstoppable thoughts and thoughts will be determined to be the continuation of the love seed in the depths of the heart! And when fate was circling and the streamer was endless, intentionally or unintentionally, he forcibly took her out of the Duan Mansion who was married to a woman, and the moment the former people met again, she seemed to drink a poison with a smile unconsciously, just like the natural poison has entered the bones! And when he unexpectedly placed her in the East Courtyard and gave her the identity of a dignified wife, she could be said to follow him willingly and hibernate for him!
This kind of feeling is very pretentious, and Yu Su is almost unbearable. This kind of love is actually a shame for her, but it is not her reputation and her ups and downs that suffer, but her love for him is destined to be unequal in return!
How she wanted to be a real husband and wife with him...... Instead of such a bumpy entanglement, strangeness and disobedience!
Junchen only felt a dull pain in his mind, and at this time, he obviously didn't have the slightest energy to put it into Yu Su and feel what she was thinking. His heart is full of weight, and if he were someone else, he would not have this kind of torment similar to his conscience, but it was a peaceful colt...... And Taiping, I'm afraid that since then, I will resent, and even deeply hate him!
As soon as my heart sank, my mind felt like it was about to tear! Entangled like Junchen, he couldn't hold on anymore, and when he turned his eyes, he just saw Yu Su beside him looking at him with concern in his eyes, just like that, he was unexpected, and a heart in his chest seemed to be pounding! There is no way to argue what kind of emotional trick this is, Junchen didn't say anything, he dragged Yu Su in front of him into his arms and hugged him, hugging him tightly.
Yu Su was startled, and his lips subconsciously opened slightly, but he didn't say a word for a long time......
The distance between the two of them was very close, and the two bodies were close together, close to the heartbeat, through the skin and seemed to be relying on each other. Junchen's complicated and tangled emotions finally had a place to put it in a safe place at the moment when he was pregnant with Yu Su; He hugged Yu Su, as if he wanted to hold the rare and meager temperature left in the world.
At this time, Lai Junchen was obviously decadent and negative and out of place. He was so vulnerable, over and over again, hoarse, constantly asking, "Am I a devil?" Isn't it...... Isn't it ......"
Who can believe that Lai Junchen, who is so awkward and a little down-and-out at the moment, is the Zuotai Yushi Zhongcheng who is deeply trusted by the Empress Wu, who holds life and death in his hands, and is elegant and absolutely undignified when he even interrogates his life?
But the tide of love that filled his heart annihilated him, and Junchen's heart was destined to have no way to talk to the second person! He could only accept the colic without words, those subtle tricks, that shallow conscience suddenly jumped out of the mound of his heart again, and Lai Junchen had a kind of inexplicable fear that he would be cut by a thousand knives by this mental power!
Xue Shao died in his hands, and it was he who bowed down to judge Xue Shao's death and freeze the time of Xue Shao's death...... It's him, it's him! It's him!
This thought became stronger and stronger, and in the end, it turned into a scorching life-killing talisman, as if Junchen had to pledge his life and not give up!
I can't do it, I can't do it anymore, I can't still pretend to be safe and maintain the calmness on my face and the strength of this heart! Another subconscious drive, Junchen hugged his arms tightly.
Yu Su was stunned again! Obviously, Junchen's embrace had already caught her by surprise, and at this moment, he suddenly hugged her more and more closely, which made Yu Su even more flattered.
A woman's heart is actually very small, and sometimes she only needs a little unconscious warmth from the person she cares about.
This embrace is enough for Yu Su to cherish for the rest of her life, even if the next moment she is greeted by the painful alienation, Yu Su also feels that she is worth it!
She was moved, and she really wanted to call him a "husband" and a "junchen". She will always be by his side, because she is willing to be by his side like this, as long as he is there, she will definitely accompany him, whether rich or poor, whether cold or warm, happy or sad, she is not afraid or fearless, because as long as she sees him, it is already a wonderful thing!
But Yu Su put away his thoughts again, thinking about how to comfort Lai Junchen.
As smart as her, how can she not understand the distress in Junchen's heart? She also knew why he behaved so unusually.
originally thought that there was nothing in his heart that could make him hesitate and make him crazy, not even Princess Taiping; But I still didn't guess right.
As a wife, she should come to comfort him, but she really doesn't know where to comfort him! After tossing and turning, Yu Su tried to speak slightly: "I understand that the adult's body is involuntarily, and the princess also understands...... She doesn't blame you, and you don't have to blame yourself. After a meal, she told him like this, probably what she really thought in her heart.
These words drifted around coldly, and Junchen snorted, sneering and laughing at himself.
Taiping understands...... She understands? Does she really understand? Will she understand? Oh, she never understood! Even if he understands, he is still to blame, and he is to blame for being the scapegoat of the martial arts!
Isn't her indifference to herself in prison enough to illustrate? Isn't it enough......
Junchen once thought that he would not shed tears, because no one in this world really felt sorry for him. And now I suddenly feel that my eyes are moist, but it is because this heart suddenly hurts.
He thought like this, I came to Junchen for you Li Lingyue lost her soul and regretted that she was helpless at the beginning, but what about you? And what did you do to me? You blame me, you blame me, you snub me, you ignore me, you hate me...... You are selfish! You know, you sensibly stand in your own situation, thinking that you have supreme reason, but you never stand in my perspective to think for me? You're annoyed that I hurt you, but what about you? Look at it, but you didn't hurt me tenfold, hundredfold, or thousandfold more than I hurt you!
Most of the emotions in my heart are due to grievances, and thousands of depressions are pouring up, and the aggressive Lai Junchen can't breathe, and he doesn't even have the weak strength to speak.