Chapter 19 Companionship
"Lyle, don't expect anything, I'm not going to walk with you. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info," Lisa said.
"I wasn't expecting that." I looked at her and smiled, I can't describe the smile, maybe a little bleak, maybe, anyway, I can't tell myself.
"Lisa, now, you have got your wish, and I, the injury is much better, since you don't want to stay with me, then, let's break up."
"No, Lyle, it's not that easy."
I didn't expect Lisa to say that, and to put it so categorically, it was non-negotiable.
"Lyle, it's because of you that my life has changed completely. Now, do you think it's that easy for you to leave me? ”
I looked at her, at Lisa, who was now a woman again, and felt like I didn't know what to say.
"Since you don't want to stay with me, and you don't want to leave me, what do you want?"
"I want to kill you."
I laughed at her words, and, the more I laughed, the harder I laughed, "Do you want to kill me?" I told you a long time ago, don't become a vampire, if, when I become your father, there is only one result, and that is, you want to kill me, and it is. ”
"I want to kill you, but not now." Lisa said, "Lyle, do you think you know me?" You're wrong, you don't know me at all. I am a woman, a woman who has ever had love. You cost me everything. I won't leave you, and 。。。。。。 Someday, I'll kill you. ”
I looked at her, at her indifferent expression, unhurriedly stating a simple fact, and felt a little ridiculous.
After looking at her like this for a moment, I withdrew the smile that had been hanging on the corner of my mouth, "Lisa, now, I have completed my mission, what kind of person you are willing to become, and what kind of survival method you are willing to live, then, please feel free." Even if you want to kill me, or if you want to kill me someday, you can do it your way, whatever you do. You have that right, Lisa. However, I also have my right to live my life my way, without your influence. ”
With that, I slowly stood up from under the big tree, adjusted my senses, and felt like I had recovered a lot.
"Now, I'm getting out of this area," I said, turning slowly, "are you coming along?" ”
Lisa stood in place, not moving, "You haven't recovered yet, Lyle." ”
"It's much better." I said.
"Perhaps, I should kill you now, perhaps, my waiting will cost me a chance."
"Lisa, feel free, whether it is now or in the future, I will accompany you."
I stopped talking to her and walked slowly in the direction of the dim sun of the grove.
My wound, the place near the heart, has healed at the moment, and it seems that as long as it is not a fatal injury, and there is enough blood to replenish in time, the vampire's healing ability is still very strong.
I was a little relieved to find out about this.
I didn't look back at Lisa, it didn't matter to me whether she existed or not.
If she wants to kill me now, I'll accompany her to a fair vampire battle with her, and I know that in the end, it's not necessarily me who loses.
So, I don't need to ignore her, just live my way. Now, though, I don't know what my lifestyle looks like.
I hadn't walked far when I heard footsteps behind me.
When I realized this, a smile appeared on my lips.
Lisa, she came along.
For some reason, in my heart, I had some expectations, and she followed me and accompanied me. Although, originally, I didn't want to create her.
At the moment, I'd rather her follow me than Jack with me.
It's a very strange feeling. Originally, I had that friendship with Jack, but after this change, this earth-shaking change, I never wanted to see him again.
Today will be an unforgettable day after I became a vampire. During this day, I encountered countless dangers, which allowed me to taste all the disasters that vampires could encounter in a very short period of time, and even face destruction.
I lost my friendship, I lost a girl who loved me, and I almost lost my life.
I've been through so much, and it's all Jack gave me. There will never be another friendship between me and him, and these experiences will be like a sharp sword, forever stuck in my heart for the days to come, and I will never forget all the pain he gave me.
And now, the footsteps that were silently following me, soft, and seemingly with some caution, were what I expected.
Because, as a vampire, I know that we are afraid of loneliness, but I don't hate her, because, although I created her, she didn't hurt me, it was Jack who hurt me.
However, I also know that she hates me.
Still, so what?
She can keep her hatred for me just as much as I keep her hatred for Jack.
Let it exist, and then, continue to live, as a vampire, continue to live, and strive to exist.
"Lyle, wait for me." Finally, after a period of silent walking, Lisa spoke again.
I stopped, turned around, and looked at her, "You're still coming along, aren't you?" ”
"You know I'm always following you." She didn't smile, and I felt a little awkward about it.
"Are you going to follow me all the time?"
She paused for a moment, "At least as long as you're alive, that's it. ”
"Okay." Hearing her words, I laughed again.
"Lyle," she said now, suddenly, she took a few quick steps, and then, reaching out, took my arm, just as we had seen couples walk when we were humans, and her arm was in the crook of mine. "Now, it seems like I've got my wish." She said quietly.
"But, the taste has changed, and now you understand, why didn't I turn you into a vampire in the first place."
"Shut up!" Hearing my words, she said with some frustration, "You won't make me a vampire, but you will make me disappear and lose my life, you think, I will thank you." ”
"I'm sorry." I said.
She stopped talking, took me in her arms, and walked quietly for a while.
When we saw the vaguely empty mountain road not far away, she spoke again, "Lyle, where are you going?" ”
"I don't know." I say. "Lisa, I wasn't born long before you, actually, I just became a vampire."
"Lyle, do you mean today?"
"Yes."