Chapter 15: You'll Regret It
Lisa looked at me, and now, though her eyes were looking at me without blinking, her hands did not stop moving for a moment, and they untied the gauze around her neck quickly, round and round. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
Eventually, when the wound was exposed to me, my heart was beating violently almost in a kind of collapse. I stared at the place, and there was nothing else in my eyes.
Lisa smiled, she looked at me, and said sweetly, "Come on, my beloved, come over quickly." I'm waiting for youγγγγγγ Her breath was a little short, "I wait for you to let me kindle your life again, and then, please also give me eternal lifeγγγγγγ β
When the word immortality suddenly appeared, my eardrums were hit almost instantly, and my eyes suddenly looked away from her wound, and I raised my head to look at her face. Now, there was still a smile on her face, faint, vague, and now she looked like a touch of soul, seducing me, but hitting my wound again.
"Don't mention eternal life." I was talking to her almost in a hoarse voice. "Do you know what forever is?"
She looked at me, took a slight step back, and then, a little panickedly, shook her head, but, soon, she nodded desperately, "I know, Lyle, I know about eternal life, I think, everybody does." β
"Don't say that word in front of me, Lisa, you're still human and don't know what eternal life is. Don't think it's as good as you expectγγγγγγ "I almost roared.
Apparently, she was terrified, and before my voice was over, she began to cry. She lowered her head, her shoulders shaking before my eyes, and the whispered sobs were clearly trying to suppress them, but they reached my ears anyway.
Seeing Lisa crying, I also realized that I seemed to have a gaffe. I struggled to adjust my emotions, and eventually, when I was able to control myself, I reached out to Lisa.
I put my hand on Lisa's shoulder, "Lisa, stop crying, I'm sorry." I comforted softly.
"Lyle." Hearing my words, Lisa not only did not stop crying, but cried even harder, and she crashed headfirst into my arms, next to my wounded heart, which made me moan in pain.
Lisa quickly realized this, and she lifted her body up slightly, but, apparently, she was still lingering on my chest. Because, and not quite walked away.
Lisa's hand wrapped around my waist, "Lyle, I'm scared, really, I'm scaredγγγγγγ β
I didn't expect her to say, "What are you afraid of? β
"Afraid of losing you, really, Lyle, I'm telling the truthγγγγγγ" Lisa said, and snuggled into my arms again, this time, although still touching the wound, but because of the gentle movement, the pain was bearable, so I endured the discomfort, and reached out to take her in my arms.
"Lyle, we've known each other for a short time, really short." Lisa buried herself in my arms and muttered in a low voice, "But, for some reason, I probably fell in love with you when I first saw you." Then, the conversation with you, although you seem a little careless, but do you know how I feel? All the while, my heart was beating fast, do you think it's strange? Lyle. The first time I saw you, I thought, I've seen you before. Really, I must have seen you somewhere. But, strangely, when I tried to search for memories, I couldn't remember where I had seen you. Perhaps, I really haven't seen you, but you make me feel kind, maybe I just saw you in a dream, and even this dream, I have forgottenγγγγγγ Lyle, you say, is this love? β
I watched as Lisa was now looking up, looking into my expectant eyes.
"Silly girl!" I raised my hand and stroked her hair, "Don't believe this, what you see is not true." β
Hearing my words, her eyes became dazed.
"Yes, I regret it. I really...... Just now, when my brother was with me, I really regretted it, why did I believe you! It's true...... I regret itγγγγγγ β
"Including now?"
"Noγγγγγγ No...... I don't know, perhaps, yes, but I know, I really don't know how to answer this questionγγγγγγ Lisa looked away, avoiding my gaze.
"I've made my choice and have no regrets." Eventually, she muttered.
"Yes, you have no regrets, Lisa." Now, with a breeze blowing and a strand of hair covering one of Lisa's eyes, I raised my hand and gently combed them behind Lisa's ear, "You've chosen." I whispered, so soft that I could barely hear myself.
Lisa looked at me, her eyes twinkling and changing colors, and it took a long time for her to speak, "You'll chooseγγγγγγ Give me eternal life? β
Hearing her words, my heart sank again, and I let go of the hand that was holding her, "Lisa," at this moment, I was short of breath, "It's not a good thing, you have to understand, now, you're still human, you can't feel my pain, when you get eternal life like mine, perhaps, your emotionsγγγγγγ I looked at her, and at this moment, I admitted, I was a little excited, "Your emotions will be over, you will no longer be human, those beautiful, beautiful, all warm feelings, all will disappear." Lisa, if now, you love me, you believe in your love, you indulge in a kind of loving happiness, then, when you have the eternal life you thought you have, all this will disappear, in your heart, only pain, believe me, when the time comes, you will regret it. β
"No, Lyle, this is an excuse, this is a deception, you are lying to me, because, you are stingy with your own blood, because, you are a man who is in the twilight, you expect to get rid of me, you don't want me to follow you all the time, do you?" Now, Lisa's emotions became agitated, "You question my love, your rhetoric, it sounds high-sounding, but, in reality, those are all lies, you are cheating on me, aren't you?" As Lisa said this, her chest heaved with excitement, the flush on her face spread even more with anger, and her gaze met my gaze with chagrin and unwillingness, as if it was about to tear my gaze apart.
"No, Lisa, what I said is true, you will regret it, if you get eternal life, you will regret it, please trust me." I tried to grab her again, but she took a step back away from me.