The two of them jumped out of the window, and the Childe's Mansion became exceptionally silent at night, with only a few night watchmen carrying lanterns occasionally passing by, and few people came out in such a late night. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

They walked through the West Garden, passing by the place where the little warbler lived, where the lights were still on, and two figures could be faintly seen through the window screens reflected by white candles. One sitting, the other standing, the two look at each other, so quiet, so harmonious. Although he couldn't see Ji Yi's expression at this moment, he could still feel his sadness and deep pain at the moment.

He must be grieving for the unborn child......

Sanchun couldn't help but stop and look at it for a while, and there was a sour feeling in his heart. If there is a feeling in this world that can surpass love, it should be family affection. In his heart, I'm afraid that children are more important than everything.

Dong Dongtian came up, "What? Want to talk to him? ”

She shook her head, what else to say goodbye to at this time.

Turning to leave, I accidentally kicked a copper kettle under my feet, and I don't know which careless gardener threw the kettle here after watering the flowers?

Two people in the room heard a noise, and someone poked their head out of the window.

"Let's go." Dongdongtian dragged her, and the two quickly ran forward.

Xiao Ying saw the window open and asked, "Childe, what's wrong?" ”

Ji Yi suddenly ran out and stood at the door looking around, was it his delusion? I actually saw Sanchun, how could she appear here at this time?

Xiao Ying had just finished giving birth, and she couldn't move casually, but she still wanted to get up in a hurry, and shouted in her mouth: "Childe, childe-." ”

Ji Yi heard the cry and hurriedly turned back to support her, "You are not in good health, let's lie down for a while." I'll come when I go. ”

Xiao Ying didn't follow, and grabbed his sleeve tightly, "Where is Childe going?" ”

Ji Yi didn't answer, Xiao Ying saw that his expression already understood, and couldn't help but sigh faintly: "It turns out that Gongzi can't let go of her after all, she is not your person for a long time, why should Gongzi be persistent." ”

"You go to bed early." Ji Yi shook her off and pushed the door out.

It's not that he can't let go after all, but he doesn't want to let go at all, how can his feelings for Sanchun be understood by a little warbler? He knew that she was trying her best to separate the feelings between him and Sanchun, and he also made a very cold look towards Sanchun according to her intentions.

But he is not really cold, his heart for her has never changed, and he is also sad to see her sad. And the reason why I did this was just to protect her in a different way.

It wasn't until he ascended to the crown prince that he knew that there were too many dangers around him. For some reason, his body seems to be much worse than before, not only is he often unconscious, but he has also been poisoned twice in a row in the house. If he hadn't been accustomed to smelling poison since he was a child, I'm afraid he would have bled to death long ago. And this time Xiao Ying's horse went crazy, it seemed to be an accident, but he investigated the horse, and found that there was a needle on the horse, wrapped in a soft cloth, and with the friction of the belt on the horse's body, it pierced into the horse's acupuncture points little by little.

His mansion is full of dangers, no one knows who will suffer next, he doesn't dare to be close to Sanchun, she has no relatives in Zhao State, once she gets his favor, I'm afraid she will die faster than anyone else.

But will such a temporary snub force her to leave him? No, he didn't believe it. He wanted to make sure Miharu wasn't in the house.

Hurriedly went to the West Garden, Sanchun's room was locked and didn't open it after a few pushes. A few maids in the next room had already fallen asleep, and he knocked on the door for a long time before knocking on someone.

Seeing Ji Xian, several maids were very panicked, "Childe, why are you here?" ”

Ji Yi snorted coldly, "What about Madam?" ”

"Madame said she was uncomfortable, so she should have gone to sleep, right?"

Should? As close maids, they don't even know what their wives are doing, and it seems that the rumors in the house that the maids have been neglecting Sanchun recently are not groundless.

He said, "Lead the way." ”

"No."

The maid led him to the main house, where the door seemed to be plugged in, and he couldn't push it open.

Ji Yi walked over, the window was open, there was a big gap, he opened the window, looked inside, the bed was empty, there was no shadow of Sanchun, and the room was too, except for the smoke rising from the incense burner, there was a dead silence around.

gone, really gone, she still left him behind.

"It's okay to go, it's okay to go." He sighed long, and couldn't tell what it was like in his heart, he was afraid that she would go, and he wanted her to go, and he was extremely conflicted.

It seems that he has no chance with her in this life, God let him miss it once, and now he has missed it again, is their fate really over? Is it over?

Holding on to the window, tears almost flowed out of his eyes, if he had known that he was going to come to this point, he would not have begged his father to marry her, but he mistook her and mistook her.

If he had known that he would lose her if he won the position of prince, then he should not have asked for this position.

There was a faint sourness in my heart, a faint desolation, and I stayed in this room all night, sitting on her bed, holding her clothes and caressing them gently. It seemed that in a trance, I saw a woman floating into the room and sitting opposite him, smiling.

"You're back......," he chuckled, reaching for her hair, only to feel the breeze blowing through and the fragrance hitting......

The next day, when the maid of the West Garden found him, he had already passed out on the bed where the second lady had slept before.

As if he suddenly fainted in the room that day, like a sign of half a minute, his spirit seemed to be sucked away by something, and he invited several doctors to see it and didn't see any symptoms. Among those who dared to pinch him, there was no sign of awakening.

I was in a coma for seven or eight days, and when I woke up again, I was already in a trance, as if I had just had a dream.

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Sanchun and Dongdongtian came out of the mansion, and sure enough, a carriage stopped at the back gate, and they got into the car and went straight to the city gate.

The city gate was opened on the fifth watch, and they waited until dawn before they left Handan City and went to Yan Kingdom.

On the way, Dongdongtian tried to persuade her to go to Wei State, saying that Chengyangjun was waiting for her, saying that he wanted to see her so much, Sanchun just smiled when he heard it.

She just wants to live a peaceful life now, and it is impossible for her to accept Zhong Xue for a while.

Zhong Xue told her that if she really didn't want to, she must not be forced. Dongdong Tianjian couldn't persuade her, so he had to send her to Yan Kingdom safely.

At the border of Yan Kingdom, Sanchun called the carriage to stop, and she just wanted to walk alone on the rest of the road.

Dong Dongtian touched his nose, "Do you really want to live alone in the future?" ”

"Yes."

"Don't want a man?"

Miharu glared at him. Dong Dongtian was bored with himself, so he had to take care of himself, anyway, he didn't want to follow her much, and it was a good thing to get out early.

After Dong Dongtian left, Sanchun went to Jiancheng alone, this city is the place where she has the deepest feelings, if possible, she really wants to spend her life in this place.

Coming out of the Zhao Kingdom, she carried a lot of valuable things with her, although the coins between the seven countries are not interconnected, but the vision of seeing things is the same. Especially in the Yan Kingdom, the price of jade is very high.

Sanchun pawned some things, exchanged them for some coins, and bought a small courtyard in Jiancheng, with only three rooms, one main house for her own living, and the other two for sundries.

In fact, she didn't have any miscellaneous items to put away, but she felt empty in her heart, and she always wanted to find something to fill up, so she bought a lot of wood and came back, and piled up the other two. Looking at the full room, I didn't feel that it was full, but my heart was empty.

What should she do? What should she do?

I silently locked myself up for two or three days before I remembered to go out. In fact, it's not that she communicates, but that she is hungry and can't bear it anymore.

Living alone, everything is inconvenient, especially she can't cook, and every time she burns a fire, she almost sets the house on fire. Thinking that she couldn't always eat out, she found a little maid for her through the Ya Po in the city.

She lived in Jiancheng for a year when she was the prince, and she was quite familiar with this place, and it was not difficult to find someone, and she really found a little girl in a few days.

She calls herself a winter bamboo shoot, and she is only thirteen or fourteen years old, and she looks clever, but she doesn't like to talk much. Sanchun is like such a person, and it is good to be quiet and quiet, which is in line with her current state of mind.

The days passed day by day, and it has been two months in the blink of an eye, and she has really lived very quietly in these two months, every day with Dong Zhu and her, sometimes without saying a word for a day, just the two of them silently and quietly facing each other.

From the point of view of her heart, Sanchun is really not a person who can live a quiet life, when she was in Niushan Village, she was accompanied by Qing, someone was bickering, and someone was cleaning up, and she didn't feel how boring her life was. But now I live a life of staying at home, and I face the stuffy gourd of winter bamboo shoots every day, and I can bear it at first, but then I can't bear it anymore.

She began to miss, began to think about Qing, thought about Shuqi, and even thought about Ji Xi, thought about Zhongxue, and thought about what they had been through.

Although I persuaded myself that I should forget, forget everything before, and really be an idler who escaped from the world. But obviously she can't do it completely, and two months is already her limit.

She sighed, it seemed that she hadn't been stimulated enough outside, or that she had to find something to do.

Then she began to learn to cook, to learn to chop vegetables herself, but several times she cut her hands, and pulled a few cuts on her thin white fingers. She sighed deeply, even if she had never been so blunt when she was raised to kill people before, and then even the winter bamboo shoots who didn't like to talk couldn't help frowning and asked her: "Girl, why don't you learn to cook, the weather outside is very good, it's better to go outside." ”

Sanchun was moved, and for the first time in two months, she changed into men's clothes and went out with winter bamboo shoots.

The sun outside is very good, today is a sunny day, and it seems that the mood has become good. She took a deep breath and strode out the door.

Dong Zhu followed behind and asked, "Girl, where are we going?" ”

"You can go anywhere."