194 Night Talk (2)

The thick scarf is like Kim Taeyeon's mask, which can indeed keep out the cold, but it cannot show the true self. If others can't see her expression, they don't know what she thinks, and naturally they can't understand her true feelings.

The scarf was taken off, and that time she threw aside the strong coat she had been trying to hold on, threw away the many shackles of moral reason, and went to the best hotel in Seoul with the only man she felt 'safe'. As the night passed, she had planned to never show her naked-naked self in the bed again, but she didn't expect this man to be as troublesome as all the men she could find at the time.

He said that this was just the beginning, and Kim Taeyeon only thought he was cheeky. She wanted to forget everything about the man, but the ensuing situation was no longer under her control. Especially when he stood on the stage and said Girlhood in person, the loneliness and depression that no one cared about immediately turned into a sincere fear that everyone watched, but what she couldn't ignore was that at a certain moment, the pleasure brought by this reversal fascinated her very much.

The second time he took off this scarf was at M's show, he left temporarily, Kim Taeyeon watched the performance on stage alone, and the war of the year-end awards season burned almost all the groups in the entertainment industry, but it never burned to Girls' Generation. The company's idea is unfathomable, and there has been no news since the MV shooting of 'Dancing-Queen', Kim Yeon-pyeong just said that it was going to be soon, but who could feel a little strange message on his face.

Recently, members have asked her about this news more often, and there has been no news since the announcement of the theme song of 'Virtual Idol'. Everyone also knows that Kim Tae-yeon doesn't know anything like them, but the routine inquiry can help them feel at ease.

It's just, who will come to Ahn Kim Taeyeon's heart?

She's annoyed, and this irritability makes her want to yell and scream, and makes her want to lose her temper at whom. There is a limit to what she can bear, and she feels that she is about to reach the limit.

She began to miss the former self, missed many people at that time, and many things.

When that hand was on her shoulder, she wanted to lean on.

When the cheeky man said help her, she wanted to nod her head in agreement.

But like the trophy that didn't belong to her, what she thought was hers was not hers.

Today, in the car that warmed up again, she took off her scarf and looked at herself as she looked at the reflection on one side of the window.

The two have been silent since they got in the car, and Lim Weiran originally wanted to talk about some work topics to liven up the atmosphere, but Kim Taeyeon was always testing his adaptability. From the moment he wanted to smoke because she couldn't smoke, all his plans were useless in front of this girl, and now even God wanted to test him like this.

I wanted to put on some music to lighten up the atmosphere.,But I found that the Girls' Generation CD in the car was taken by someone who didn't know who took it.。 Turning on the radio, the initial channel is playing No-Body, followed by a radio interview with Wonder-Girls, and finally a radio DJ discussing boyfriend cheating with a female listener.

He turned off the radio, his face growing more and more embarrassed, and he had to continue to concentrate on driving, and then remained silent.

About ten minutes later, the destination was almost there. The familiar scene outside the window made Kim Taeyeon no longer think cranky, and even looked back at Lin Weiran, who was driving. As Mercedes got onto the bridge, even into the side lane and started slowing down, she finally couldn't help but ask, "How the hell do you want to help me?" ”

"Do what I can." To say it is to say nothing.

Kim Tae-yeon patiently asked, "What can you do?" ”

"Take time out to see your former you."

The Mercedes-Benz slowly stopped, Lin Weiran turned his head to look at Kim Taeyeon, and continued: "I don't know what you were like before Lu Dao, and I don't know what part of Lu Dao you want to get back, so I went to watch the video." ”…,

"The ones we filmed after our debut?" Kim Taeyeon was unbelievable.

Lin Weiran nodded and confirmed: "Well, I've seen it all." ”

Kim Taeyeon avoided Lin Weiran's gaze, looked out the window and asked, "What is this for?" You're a producer yourself, so you don't think everything on that video is real, right? ”

Lin Weiran replied: "Three points is really enough." ”

Kim Taeyeon fell silent again, and the street lamp next to her sprinkled the dim light into the car, shining on her, but it smelled a little cold. Lin Weiran hesitated for a moment, but still tried to say in a soft tone: "I don't know you before, so I don't know you. I just remember the first time I met you, you were a girl who was used to caring about others. I don't know more about you, and there is no way to understand it, you don't believe me, because our relationship is really not trustworthy. I don't know exactly what I've been up to all this time, but I just want to tell you one thing, you weren't the only one who wanted to do anything that night. I also want to tell you that if it weren't for you, I probably wouldn't be where I am now. ”

There was a soft 'click', and it was Lin Weiran who opened the car door on his side.

"Let me do something for you, anything. The car is parked here, and it won't leave until I'm done with what I want to do. ”

Lin Weiran got out of the car, but Kim Taeyeon was still looking at the storage box in front of her in a daze, her eyes were scattered, and she looked restless.

It's been a while since the situation got out of control, but Kim Taeyeon still hasn't gotten used to it, she has broken some rules, and she doesn't know what price she has to pay. She didn't know what Lu Dao would do in the future, how Lu Dao would face Lin Weiran like this, and how Lu Dao should face Lin Yun'er before and after the know. She was terrified of these unknown situations, and as long as she heard Lin Weiran's name, she would be uneasy, and she was very frightened.

This is the Han River Bridge, and a clip from the first variety show filmed by Girls' Generation came from here. She didn't expect Lin Weiran to watch those videos mixed with scripts and performance elements like a fan, and then said that she wanted to understand her past self. She wanted to laugh, but found that she couldn't, because all the flashes of the past Kim Taeyeon were condensed into the videos that she now thought were fake.

I don't know how long it has been, it should have been a while, she glanced at Lin Weiran, who was standing under the street lamp waiting for her, and the dim light took advantage of his back.

Grabbing the scarf on the gripper, Kim Taeyeon decided to go out.

There are many descriptions of murder, straightforward, blunt, and even full of art, whether in novels or film and television works, directors have a strong obsession with murder. They portray the killer as extraordinary, so that each killer has a special story behind it, so that ordinary people feel that it is very far away from themselves.

Lin Weiran didn't have to go that night, but he finally went. It's like he returned to China and lived his ordinary life honestly, but he finally chose to stay.

He never dwelt on what would happen if he could make the choice again, because it had already happened, like the end result of the equation.

This result has had a lot of influence on him, poetic to say more complex and profound, and in layman's terms, he has his own story. With everything he wants, he begins to feel that his story is going to reach a climax, because this is an extraordinary story, so there must be an extraordinary process and ending.

He began to swell, though it didn't show itself. However, he encounters Kim Tae-yeon, whose story doesn't go as expected, and he feels like it's another ending for himself.

There was a noise behind him, and Lin Weiran turned her head and saw Kim Taeyeon who got out of the car, she was not wearing a scarf. …,

A street lamp illuminates the figures of the two, the cold wind in November cannot be underestimated, and Lin Weiran, who is still wearing an autumn suit, has suffered a lot, even so he still walked to the railing by the river with Kim Tae-yeon, regardless of the wind there is even colder.

In the summer, there are a lot of pedestrians to cool off, and during the day, there are a lot of tourists to take pictures, but at this time of day, there are many fewer cars speeding on the bridge. They stood on the edge of the railing and looked into the distance, and the scenery that would have been gorgeous in the day was now pitch black, except for the faint faint surface of the river that was faintly visible by the lighting on the bridge.

"I heard the forecast that it will snow today, and it is the first snow."

Lin Weiran's abrupt words made Kim Taeyeon stunned, and it sounded like a casual chatter without words, and it seemed that he had specially chosen this day. Thinking of the ambiguous implication of men and women watching the first snow together, Kim Taeyeon had an urge to sarcastically mock him, but he endured it as usual, just silent.

She wore her hair loosely, and a river breeze blew through her lingering sea, and the hair around her ears was lifted, and the metal studs reflected a faint light under the street lamp. In fact, the scenery on the side behind them is better, where you can overlook the city, even if you still can't see the river under your feet, you can look at the lights of thousands of homes. During the shooting, because I didn't go along and didn't bother to turn around, PD set the location here, and the scenery was not as good as there, and it could even be said that there was nothing.

"Kim Taeyeon, you can do it!"

A shout completely interrupted Kim Taeyeon's memories, and she looked at the man next to her who was making a trumpet shape with his hands to his mouth, opening his mouth slightly and widening his eyes.

"Kim Taeyeon, you can do it!"

The dumbfounded Kim Taeyeon watched Lin Weiran puff out her chest slightly, and the next moment, the words that she shouted weakly because she was a little shy at that time echoed in her ears again.

Lin Weiran gasped, and these two shouts seemed to use a lot of his strength. When Kim Taeyeon saw his red ears, she didn't know if they were frozen or ashamed.

He turned his head and lowered his hands, his gaze dodging at first, but at last he met his own.

Kim Taeyeon blinked and asked, "What can I do?" ”

Lin Weiran also asked, "What do you want to do?" ”

Kim Taeyeon blinked again, not knowing what to say, she lowered her eyes, ready to be silent again, but was interrupted by a shout.

"Kim Taeyeon, you can do it!"

Raising her eyes was Lin Weiran's appearance of shouting at Jiang again, she couldn't think, she instinctively wanted to laugh.

Lin Weiran said she could do it, so she smiled.

'Flutter', seeing Kim Taeyeon covering her mouth and turning around, the embarrassment on Lin Weiran's face also turned into a smirk. He put down his hands, and the action of acting like the hero of the TV series just now made him break out in a cold sweat, and now he was blown by the river wind, and the result can be imagined.

When Kim Tae-yeon's shaking shoulders calmed down slightly, Lin Weiran immediately asked, "Don't you shout twice?" ”

Kim Taeyeon shook her head with her back to him, not wanting to look back at him because she didn't want to give him a good look. But Lin Weiran's appearance made her cold again.

Lin Weiran didn't give up, he quickly walked around in front of Kim Taeyeon, looking at her who instinctively raised her head, leaving the sea with a broken part on her forehead, the panic in her eyes and the appearance of deliberately retracting her smile but couldn't do it made her more like a stubborn child.

"Doing so contributes to physical and mental health ......"

Lin Weiran wanted to persuade, but he was helpless and his eloquence was limited, and the feeling of goosebumps all over his body after shouting was not helpful for physical and mental health, and he couldn't make up any more lies, so he opened his mouth, and this appearance made Kim Taeyeon laugh.

Turning her back to him directly was too much like a joking couple, so Kim Taeyeon turned sideways to face the pitch-black Najiang, she kept her head at an angle that Lin Weiran couldn't see clearly, and wanted to let the atmosphere cool down, but she felt Lin Weiran's hands quickly raised. …,

"Kim ......" Lim Weiran stopped after shouting only one word because Kim Taeyeon suddenly grabbed the hand on his arm.

The two looked at each other, Kim Taeyeon was completely speechless, while Lin Weiran seemed to be used to being cheeky. He was insistent, which could be seen from his eyes, and Kim Taeyeon didn't know how long he could shout here, but she felt as if she couldn't bear his next sentence anymore.

She lowered her hand and whispered: "I could do it then, but now I ......"

"Kim Taeyeon, you can do it!"

This man is messing around...... However, there is also something cute.

Kim Taeyeon asked helplessly: "Can't you change it?" ”

Lin Weiran swallowed his saliva, and his hot cheeks still couldn't stop him. He put his hands to his mouth again and shouted, "Kim Taeyeon, both past and present......"

The shouting stopped abruptly, and all that was left was a cough. Lin Weiran really tried her strength, so she coughed loudly.

Kim Taeyeon's right hand was raised, wanting to pat Lin Weiran's back, but in the end, it was clenched into a fist and placed beside him.

The coughing stopped, and Lin Weiran gasped and looked at her, with the impression that this was the friendliest smile Kim Taeyeon had shown to him except for a formulaic smile.

Even though, Lin Weiran could only tell from the slightly curled corners of her lips that she was smiling again at this time.

"I can do it." She whispered, not much louder than the wind here. But her eyes changed, becoming a little calm, and no longer so deep, as if there was still a bit of relaxation.

She turned around and put her hands on her cheeks like Lin Weiran.

"I can do it!"

I heard a choked voice before I felt the two lines of tears sliding down her face. She gasped twice and shouted again, but already with a crying voice.

The third time, she didn't shout, she just put down her hand and let the tears on her face flow wantonly in front of Lin Weiran.