He had been dreaming, and in his sleep he was back in the past, back to when he was eleven years old. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

That year was the first time he arrived in the Chu State, and he thought that if he left the Wei Palace, he would be able to get rid of a person, Lou Jie, the upper doctor of the Wei State, and also the brother of the Wei Queen Lou.

But God bless him, this devil-like person, after he lived in the Proton Mansion of Chu State for three months, actually followed him to Chu State and appeared in front of him like a ghost.

The first three months of his stay in Proton Mansion were the happiest three months of his eleven years. Because of Yan Dan, his life instantly became full and beautiful. At his strong request, the courtyard where he lived was very close to Prince Yan Bodan, and there was only a wall between him and her.

He desperately wanted to have a good relationship with her, and found various reasons to visit her almost every day. Sometimes he will deliver a message, sometimes he will send something, these things that can be done by the servant himself. Just to make her remember, there is a person named Gongzi Zhongxue living next door.

His strategy worked well, and Yan Dan remembered him. A few days later, he began to invite him to sit in the courtyard, make a pot of tea, and put two plates on the table. Then she talked with interest about some interesting things about her childhood in Yan Palace, and how she was with her younger brother Ji Shuqi.

He loved to listen to her, her voice was sweet and descriptive, and listening to her story seemed to take him to the Yan Palace, as if he had witnessed how the two children played. He was deeply envious of that Kiki, even a little jealous, and then an urge arose to want to have her, and to have that kind of happiness.

On a sunny day, she also asked him to go on a trip with her, and he was invited to the party of the nobles. Slowly, he stepped into the circle of the court of Chu State, and gradually came into contact with those high-ranking princes.

At first, he didn't like this prince of Yan Kingdom, and was even a little jealous of her, why was he so bright and noble when he was born, just like a white cloud in the sky, white and flawless. And he can only hide in the dark, always thinking about using conspiracies to calculate others.

He came from a bad background, his mother was a Yue person, and after the destruction of the country, he was captured and went to Wei to become a camp prostitute. Later, Wei and Zhao went to war, and the king of Wei personally went to the battlefield, and once he was drunk, he was fortunate to be his mother, and then found out that he was pregnant, so he brought it back to the Wei palace to be a palace maid. Such a humble status is not as good as the laundry maid in the palace, so he has never been raised as an adult since he was born, and since he learned to eat, he has learned to look at people's faces.

King Wei had long forgotten that he had a son, and only when he had to send a son as a proton did he remember that there was such a person as him after being reminded.

He came with a mission on his trip to the state of Chu, and the king of Wei sent him to be a spy to pass back the news he heard every once in a while. He had to do his job well, or no one would remember him and never take him back.

Wei sent someone to receive the news every three months, and when he found out that this person was Lou Jie, all his good mood and quiet life were taken away. He became fearful, sensitive, and hated more people. And this was just the beginning of his nightmare.

Lou Jie likes *** The younger he is, the more he is pleased, and when he was in Wei, he almost suffered from his poison a few times. Now in the state of Chu, he is lonely, like a powerless and struggling kitten thrown on the bed, peeling off the fur, bloody as if he wants to cut out his heart, his heavy force, his rough movements, every inch of his body hurts.

After Lou Jie left, he couldn't get out of bed all day, and even if he got out of bed, it hurt to walk. He can't lie down all the time, he wants to eat, he has to go to the toilet, and if he wants not to be discovered by others, he can only pretend to be the same as usual.

He has a strong sense of self-esteem, and he doesn't want people to see him like this, so when he has to go out, he picks up the path that others don't often take, and walks little by little against the wall.

After a few steps, his cheeks twitched with pain, and he leaned against the wall, beads of sweat sliding down his forehead. He pounded the wall desperately, and the pain in his body was far less than the pain in his heart. Gritted his teeth and swore that one day he would cut open Lou Jie's chest, dig out the liver and bite it, and pull out the skin layer by layer and stick it on the city gate.

At this moment, I suddenly saw a pair of feet on the ground, raised my head and immediately crashed into a pair of sparkling eyes.

Her posture was very peculiar, not high, but squatting on the ground and tilting her head to stare at him with puzzled eyes, "Zhongxue, are you sick?" ”

The last thing Ji Zhongxue wants to see at this moment is her, he is afraid that he will be known and looked down upon, especially her.

He gritted his teeth, "I'm fine. ”

How can it be nothing? Watching his hand on his buttocks, Yan Dan touched his chin and thought deeply, and then suddenly had an epiphany.

"You wait." She snorted, and in the blink of an eye, she was gone. After only a moment, he ran back again, and a hand reached out to him, holding a small bottle in the palm of his white hand.

Zhong Xue's heart moved, "What is this?" ”

"Wound medicine."

He hesitated, he didn't expect her to care so much about him, and brought her medicine. Although the situation was embarrassing at this time, she was the first person in history to care about him.

It's just that...... Does she already know what's going on? His heart was pounding, that kind of fear, the fear of losing him was even worse than when Lou Jie bullied him.

When Yan Dan saw him like this, he thought he was shy, and smiled, "Seeing that you are walking unsteadily, your body must be damaged, is it not that you have hemorrhoids on your body?" ”

Zhong Xue blinked slightly, he thought too much, with her identity, how could a proud son of heaven like her come into contact with such a dirty thing?

He thanked him and leaned against the wall to leave, but she grabbed him by the arm.

She held him by the arm and put the weight of his whole body on herself, as if to carry him back like this. I didn't make much money after earning a little, so I could only let her do what she wanted. I secretly thought to myself, how could this child, who was still one year younger than him, have so much strength?

The two staggered back, and when they entered the room, she placed him on the bed and asked, "Do you want me to give you medicine?" ”

He blushed, "No. ”

Holding the vial tightly in his hand, he felt bad in his heart, and how could someone else be able to medicate the place where he was injured?

Because of this time, he was not as jealous of her as before, and even sometimes felt that she was a very kind child, not hypocritical, but really good to him.

Since that day, he has become more and more clinging to her, and even goes to her room on time every day to drink tea.

Yan Dan's tea is different from others, his tea is not boiled, it is fried with a special process, and the tea taste is fresh without a trace of bitterness. He had never seen such a tea before, and he had never heard of anyone in the Seven Kingdoms drinking it, and such a delicate skill was actually created by her own hands, which made him feel both surprised and a little admired.

She knows a lot of things, and her heart is like a treasure bag, and there are always many new ideas. Even those cakes with tea will change into a new trick in a few days, which makes people never get tired of tasting it. One of them is a flower cake made from fresh flower petals, which is very sweet and is his favorite.

He loves sweets very much, and every time he sprinkles a thick layer of frosting on top of the pastry, he feels sweet to the heart.

Once Yan Dan asked him why he was so sweet and he said that it was because his life was too hard, and he felt that he couldn't live without sweetness. At that time, he didn't think it was the reason, he just wanted to say that to her and win her sympathy. Or maybe he didn't even know what it was because he wanted to eat sweets.

Sure enough, Yan Dan was very sad when he heard his words, and every time he made cakes, he would order someone to sprinkle more frosting. But this kind of preferential treatment will all end when the season comes.

Ji Xi doesn't like sweet, he likes to eat salty, he also likes to make tea, he likes the kind with a slightly bitter taste, and every time he comes, Yan Dan must prepare what he likes, and orders the chef to make his favorite crispy soft cakes and bitter tea, as for him, he can only watch from the side, grit his teeth secretly, and then swallow the tea as if it were medicine.

As long as Ji Yi is here, he must be the one who is ignored, he hates Ji Di, hates him for taking away her attention, hates her for thinking about him in everything, hates her for only having him in her eyes.

On the contrary, he likes to stay by Yan Dan's side, and the more he likes her, the more he hates Ji Di.

Or at the beginning, I wanted to tie her up, wanted to live a good life in the Chu State, wanted to be less bullied, and wanted to rely on her to return to the Wei State one day. But slowly, these attempts became natural, and he got used to following her, even just looking at him, and his heart was warm.

Yan Dan loves to laugh and will smile at everyone, and that smile is very contagious. Every time she laughed, she would laugh all his temper away. Her smile was like a panacea, healing him of all his ailments and mending his scarred body and mind.

In order to see her bright smile every day, he did everything he could to cater to her, and he would do whatever she liked.

Yan Dan loves swords, and her teacher is one of the most famous grandmasters of the Six Kingdoms. He also followed the sword study and searched for famous teachers everywhere, not hesitating to spend all his savings.

Yan Dan likes music and plays well, he also went to learn music, to learn chimes from the court musicians of Chu State, and in order to learn skills, he even knelt down to put shoes on the musician.

Yan Dan likes food, he has practiced good cooking skills, others laugh at him for not being a master enough, and he doesn't care.

But even so, in her heart, he still can't compare to Ji Xi. That person just smiled, and even if he didn't do anything, he could easily get her heart.

Later, he became the Yang Jun of Wei State, skinned the Lou doctor alive and pasted it on the gate of Anyi City for people to watch. The world said that he was cruel and unkind, but even if Lou Jie was skinned and cramped, it was not enough to make up for the trauma he suffered.

This is like being poisoned by Gu, it follows you like a shadow, there is no cure, and sometimes it will involuntarily turn out, and then vomit desperately with nausea, and the acid water that vomits into the stomach is gone, and you can't get rid of it.

Yan Dan once said that he was like a wounded little beast, sometimes baring his teeth at people to demonstrate, and sometimes wearing a mask to pretend that he was good. But no matter what he does, it's just to protect himself, to protect himself from being violated, not to get hurt again.

She was really smart and saw through him at a glance, through his essence, and through his heart. But why can't he see through it, he has a deep affection for her?

She is really his poison, even worse than Gu poison, a "love" poison that she can't get rid of in her life.