Chapter 224: Walking on thin ice, the side concubine is worried
"So you did it on purpose." When the cold dew wets the clothes, it is also a long climb down the back. The body and mind are so cold. She seems to have learned to be calm and calm, and in the face of no matter how cramped the situation and no matter how enthusiastic the questioning, she can control her mind like that, and she will not completely collapse, "If my people neglect anything, you must go against me." It is because you have seen through your father's mind that you are secretly deliberately cooperating with him and contradicting me; Because...... If the two of us stand together, the consequences will be terrible for him. This is a firm sentence, and it is also the most clear truth, she suddenly hooked her lips, smiled indifferently, and laughed at herself in her eyes, "For the stability of your crown prince's position, you are happy to fight with me openly and secretly!" "It's not cold, it's a fixed sound.
LONGi did not deny it, and there is no need to deny it: "I was forced by you!" Flicked his sleeves behind him, "Who told you to go toe-to-toe with me everywhere!" Heh......" sneered again, and because of his thoughts, he turned to self-deprecation, turned his face sideways and didn't look at the peace, "Father is really wise!" It was immediately evident that even if he did not do it deliberately, in the face of a power like opium, our two huge forces would fight each other. "This is really the innate nature of ugly human beings, an ugly desire!" ”
LONGi's words brought a touch of cathartic frenzy, and the words were like pearls, and they were straightforward and convincing when they landed. No matter how subconsciously you dodge on your face, don't dare to face it, and don't dare to admit it, your heart has always been the most clear, and that is the most deceptive.
Taiping has nothing to say......
There is no point in continuing this conversation here, everything that should be said has been said, and the purpose of Longji leaving the palace and coming to the princess's mansion has been achieved. As for understanding or not understanding, understanding but deliberately unwilling to understand, deliberately pretending to understand, that is Taiping's own business, the initiative and the right to make decisions are in her, and he can't replace her even if he uses his brains and boils his mind!
Longji flicked his sleeves, shook off the dust covering the corners of his robe, and also made the cold air poured into his cuffs a little sloppy. He turned around and wanted to leave, his voice was low before he walked, and he was a little suppressed but couldn't suppress the gloom: "I'm not here Junchen, I can't give up everything for you!" A certain sentence, so abrupt, that is, he flicked his sleeves and left.
Taiping trembled!
Lai Junchen......
These three words are an old wound, and they are the most untouchable helplessness in her ordinary life...... That person was buried deep in his heart, in the depths of the desolation where his memories were sometimes colorful and sometimes bleak, and he didn't feel anything when he put it aside, but he couldn't hold himself in the dark and dark when he touched it!
Although it was just an understatement, Kelongji's sentence was fatal to Taiping. The words are all mentioning her mistakes in the next life, that beautiful marriage, that sweet love because of her unintentional mistake, her most natural reaction just to protect herself, and she was buried in the consolidated wind for the rest of her life...... You can't go back, you can't escape, you can't hide, you can't avoid it. When I thought about it afterwards, I couldn't help but suddenly think that if he hadn't died, if he hadn't stayed away from her, would everything be different in this chaotic world and this mottled state of affairs until now?
Will his indifference and insolence influence her natural arbitrary power, or will he also be like her, like Longji, and like too many people, gradually assimilated under the skin of this flashy and brilliant world, and become one of the most evil and black-bellied captives on the powerful Shura field, and still can't escape a fate that goes farther and farther away?
I don't know!
In the past, the three people in the Ganye Temple, in the time to the present, have passed away, centrifugal centrifugation, in this world can really be in charge of this magnificent empire, this pearl and jade prosperity, to the end will only leave one person, one person......
The thoughts were stacked, and the tens of thousands of acres of anxiety and chaos engulfed Taiping in an instant! With her heart and emotions stacked, she suddenly lifted her skirt and ran a few steps to catch up with Longji, hysterical behind him: "I 'are' not wanting to live." The accent fell on the "yes", "But I don't want to die 'like this'!" Bite the word "so".
Longji was shocked and stopped his steps!
This is a helpless sentence, with blood and tears.
I don't want to live, because life is too hopeless, because living is destined not to get what I want, and I can only fight for this useless power.
Everything in this world has been dusted, and being here is like being imprisoned, in purgatory, and to live is to suffer sin, to suffer this great sin of immensity; But I don't want to die like this, I don't want to be like a loser, and I don't want to disappear in the canopy of history and the rolling dust...... After all, I still want to grab something, even if I am destined to take nothing with me and keep nothing.
LONGi closed his eyes.
Taiping laughed loudly, looked at his back in the local area, and replied quietly: "You always ask me like this, what about you!" The voice precipitated, isolating the fireworks of the past, and there was a thick trace of sadness, "You have been using me from the beginning, you have been using me since the time when Emperor Wu was in the Ganye Temple!" ”
Longji's mind was in a trance again, he was speechless, he had nothing to say!
Leaving the Ganye Temple was really taking advantage of the peace, and in the years to come, when were they not using each other? There are sincere, and there are also uses, but now I can't sort out a clue and can't identify who owes whom!
But he was the first to take advantage of her, and there was no escape; Even if she is willing, she has her own purpose, so she is willing to be used by him. Even if it's a complementary game. But in the end, he is at fault, and he is destined to owe her this time for the rest of his life...... Is it really just this time?
The fierce wind at night, the intersection of late summer and early autumn, the climate is always expected to be steep.
Longji's mind sank one after another, and his mottled emotions were like a mess.
The same is true of the peace behind him.
It's a great empire, it's a beautiful city. In the era of glitz and luxury, the gold and jade are overlooked, and the splendid is gray, but who is whose beloved? Who can be purer than whom?
The night is as deep as water, the heart is cold and cold, the night banquet of the Red Mansion with the shadows of the people, and the Zhu Column are all over the room, I can only promise you the thin and cool of the widow in this life......
Speechless to Qiankun!.
Longji entered from the side before the palace gate was closed, and returned to the East Palace with a strange heavy mood all the way.
As soon as he went back, the confidant who was close to him told him a "good news" with a solemn face. This should really be a happy event, but at this moment, it makes LONGi's heart feel empty, and it is even more sad that it is difficult to calm down!
It is the good lady Yang in his house, who is pregnant......
LONGi's whole person seemed to collapse!
At this time, it was the time when the autumn wind was tight, Taiping was very happy to fight with him, and there were many of her eyeliners all over the East Palace, and the people in the first palace were already panicked and worried! He usually went to play polo, and he was able to be spread by the so-called "greedy for pleasure and immoral" by Taiping, but he was not afraid that his father would listen to him, the key is that who can stand such a spread every day? What will the courtiers and the people think of him, the crown prince?
So he has always been very cautious, trying to restrain his usual words and deeds, so as not to let the Taiping side catch the slightest handle! Now that his side concubine is suddenly pregnant, what if he is displeased with the Taiping and doesn't know what happened?
The candle shadow swayed, the night breeze pierced the hall, Longji sat silently for a long time, thinking for a long time, and then said to the henchman beside him with a solemn expression: "This child, I can't have it now!" ”
If playing polo can be said to be addicted to entertainment and the prince is immoral, then he has a child, what if Taiping accuses him of indulging in women and is destined to mislead the country?
As soon as these words were finished, a beautiful shadow appeared behind the curtain by the door, it was Concubine Yang who was pregnant with a child, who happened to come over sooner or later, and the words that Longji said to his henchmen were not high or low, and she heard them clearly!
I never thought that these words would be heard by the parties, and because of the embarrassment of things like removing their own flesh and blood, Longji's face darkened, and he subconsciously turned his head sideways.
Flipping Yang's mood at the moment, the candle shadow was faint, and she almost suspected that she had heard it wrong! She waited for her husband to come back with joy in the dim light, hoping that he would be surprised, happy, and stretch his eyebrows that had been entangled for a while after hearing the news...... But what I didn't expect was that I waited for my husband to say such a ruthless and decisive word!
The side concubine made a decision in the local area, and then lifted the curtain and slowly walked over to Longji's side: "Why do you have to decide so much." Her face turned pale, and her gorgeous eyebrows seemed to have withered in an instant, and then she still couldn't hold back her emotions, and suddenly her voice suddenly rose, "We are not traitors. Husband, I am your concubine! We have children above board, what happened to our children? What is there to see our children! ”
Fortunately, the people serving in the East Palace have been carefully screened by Longji again and again, and it is determined that they are all his own people who are loyal to him, otherwise Yang's cross-examination will not be able to hide this matter if he asks such a mouth!
This side concubine is not Wei Zheng, and she can't kill her own flesh and blood for the sake of righteousness. She is just the simplest woman, she just wants to protect the human affection she wants to protect and should protect.
Longji was irritable in his heart, even if he was elegant, he didn't have the heart to comfort a woman at the moment! The side concubine's sharp shout made the seaweed-like annoyance in his heart stack up a lot, and he turned his head suddenly: "The prince's immorality can be big or small!" At this critical juncture, for the sake of the overall situation, this child must not stay! ”
Such a domineering and unquestionable tone deepened Yang's pathos in the snap of his fingers. Her expectations for the whole day and her regret for her husband and children were mobilized, and she took a few steps, stabbing Li Longji for his ruthlessness, and loudly saying that he would even kill his own flesh and blood! The sharpness and coldness of those words made Longji only feel that it was a bloody blade that was killing him inch by inch.
In the end, Yang also stopped this ineffective rhetoric, raised his face with a tough look, and told him bluntly and tenaciously: "I don't drink medicine, I won't drink medicine!" ”
"I'm sorry for you!" The woman's unclear righteousness made Longji's temper uncontrollable, he stood up "Teng", and spoke politely when his anger surged, "I tell you, not only must you drink this abortion pill, but you can't make a noise about it, otherwise there will be no point in me doing all this!" ”
The side concubine was stunned, the deep sense of powerlessness made her only feel that she was in the tiger's den and wolf's den, she retreated step by step as if she was escaping, the silver teeth and rhino teeth were bitten fiercely, and Rouman's body propped up the carved window on one side, and her mind suddenly returned: "Okay, I'll tell my father...... I told my father to go! I don't believe my father, he doesn't want this little emperor! Lilly snorted, then turned and walked abruptly.
Longji panicked along her thoughts, and hurriedly raised his hand to order the henchmen on the side: "Stop her for me and lock this woman up!" "It's cold, like a north wind passing through a valley.