Chapter 266: The dream is awake, the song is over, and the people are scattered.
In the end, this story was finished, but when I looked back, I found that it was intermittent, and I actually spent this life telling this gentle and ghostly, unfinished story of human and ghostly love......
Longi was emotional.
The end of the story is: the scholar holds the corpse of my fair lady and dies together.
Only one night of love made him devote his whole life to protect it safely and never forget! The chaotic floating life has been properly combed, the bleak days are lit up, and the flowers of prosperous and boundless love are blooming wantonly! A love affair that fell from heaven in life was so intense to the extreme.
But only Saburo himself knows how complicated his thoughts are and how hot his thoughts are. Where is this telling a story, this is clear, this seems to be through the story, let the characters in the story do what they want to do, but can't do, can't do!
In the end, the hero of the story is caught in a constant cycle of death, which is sad, but it is also joyful. At least he can go through life and death with the lady he misses again and again, and he can taste the sweetness and joy of love at the peak of one night again and again! So what does it matter if you have a memory, remember it or not? As long as she is by her side, as long as you can see her again and again, then why not be like a monkey being played and a puppet being pulled by the strings forever dull!
If you have a choice, LONGi is also willing to indulge in this never-ending cycle of going around and around! It was when he returned to the very beginning of his memory, he thought, he could still remember something, remember something crucial, that is, never hurt her again, never again, no more......
But life has been so hard, life has been so depressed, everything seems to be the best relief to come to the end, for the two of them, for all the people who are struggling and suffering in the Gu, it seems that it is better to die than to live.
So he thought, if he could choose whether to return to the original point or not, she would definitely not be willing to choose to go back. She is willing to let go of everything, she just wants to be liberated as soon as possible, and to get out of this boundless sea of suffering where the five aggregates of greed, hatred, ignorance, delusion, and attachment gather, and love and hatred converge and form one place!
The dream woke up, the song ended, and the people dispersed.
The unmarked wind stirred through the swaying curtains, and the graceful rhyme swirled everywhere around.
Guarding such a vein of tranquility at that time, as if following the tide of Sanskrit sound in the void, gradually, the way to return home to return to one's own nature has become so clear, everything is so clear......
Taiping smiled and bowed, the kind eyes and waves of deep flow looked at Longji for the last time, she has immortalized his appearance in the soul, the souls of the two of them have been imprinted with the mark of meeting in the next life, but there is a fate, when they meet in the future, the tacit understanding of the natural maturity, the moment of the eyes and waves, even if there is no longer this unforgettable memory, I believe that they will be able to recognize each other in the vast sea of people and in the magnificent fate! Then the heart pounds, then ignorance, and then ......
Longji was faintly determined in his heart, and he was so determined that if he could see her in the next life, if he could see her return in the next life, he would not let himself have any regrets, he would ignore it, break through all the shackles of the world and annoyance to be with her! May she be prosperous in the floating world, and let her be safe for a lifetime!
He has been obsessed with deep seeds!
In a trance, Taiping retracted this flowing eye wave, and she had no regrets. At this point, he turned his body abruptly, slowly, with a pale smile on his side, hooked the corners of his lips and muttered: "I took my mother's shadow and walked away from this life, this life." We all seem to be thinking about becoming anyone else but ourselves. And now, I just want to be myself...... I'm tired, so tired, so tired. I'm going to sleep......"
The slender jade fingers like onion roots picked up a few white silk flowers on a delicate plate, and walked towards the inner room behind Xu Fei's curtain step by step.
A wandering look looking back can fall into the whole world; A drop of tears floating down from a hundred hammers can pay off a person's life. LONGi's cool eyes suddenly moistened, and a tear that had condensed a lifetime of hard work and infatuation suddenly burst out of his eyes and hung on his eyelashes.
There is a word, he has never said it to her face in his life, and now looking at the light dress and plain skirt, she raised this plain face, and walked away from him a little bit with this pure body that washed away the lead, his mind jumped, he felt that he should say it, no longer have to bear it, he should say it to let her know, it should be......
The mixed thoughts were tossing and turning again at this time, the thoughts were fluttering, the thoughts were coming, and the Taiping thought for a moment, and suddenly remembered what he had said to her many years ago.
When Xue Shao left that day, she cried and fell into his arms, and he told her, "You still have Junchen."
After Junchen also departed, she fell into his arms again with tears in her arms, and what he had said to her was still in his ears, saying, "I promise you that you will not lose me again." ”
How moved she was at the time, she said: "From now on, you are my life." It's just you, it's only you're my life......"
Devoted their lives to completing this providential life path, isn't this the sadness of a prophecy in the dark? Oh, he kept his oath that day, he did not break his word, she really will not lose him again in her lifetime; Because, he's going to lose her forever......
At this moment, Princess Taiping is so calm, there are no tears, no looking back, no futile tossing and turning or entanglement. When people are about to die, they will eventually add a great freedom to let go of everything.
Her tactful steps froze when she raised her hand to lift the curtain, turned her back to Longji, and said indifferently: "I said you are my life, but you really want my life......" She smiled slightly, but it was ethereal and free, "The world is turbid, I am alone, the world is drunk and I am sober, heh...... It turned out to be the complete opposite. The whole world is turbid, I am more and more turbid, and everyone wakes up and I am drunk alone! That tone precipitated abruptly, not gloom and sadness, but the truth, a simple and straightforward understanding, "It turns out that you have been using my ...... all along"
Longji was suddenly shocked, and a huge telekinesis broke through the last line of defense of his soul!
As if he had exhausted all the strength left over from his life, as if he had exhausted all the rest of his life, he rushed forward and caught up with the decisive peace with a more domineering, resolute, and helpless state of mind!
It was a steady and tenacious voice that precipitated a lot of meanings and half-life thoughts, and there was a thin choking hidden in the sink, and the voice was fixed and dumb, but every word was clear and clear!
The room was full of golden light, the field of vision was misty and watery, he could no longer see the people in front of him and everything in front of him, his mind roared, the drums were beating, the heat was wet, the tenacity was clear, the bitterness was bitter, and he was helpless...... He shouted loudly in a mixed mood: "Ling Yue, I love you......"
Outside the window, a tight and heavy rain suddenly rose, and the clear rain wet this majestic prosperous world and washed away all the traces of yesterday's floating world. When the rain stops, everything will return to its former state, but it is destined to take on a new look. This secluded world is still thriving, still clean and dirty!
One year old and one year old; Day by day; Autumn after autumn; One generation urges another.
a reunion and a parting; One joy and one sorrow; One bed and one bed; In a dream for a lifetime.
Looking for a partner, he will be with us for a while; That generally knows each other, blows for a while and sings for a while......
The demons and monsters are exhausted; The entanglement of the chaotic fate and the difficult one is finally in this vast dream of the Red Mansion, and there is a seemingly end to it.
The hazy sky, which has been muddy for a long time, is about to clear.
However, the reincarnation does not stop, the karma does not disperse, one day, one generation after another, a new round of power calculations, fortune and destiny, and in a new look, a new attitude, slow and orderly!