After eating this orange, Ma didn't take off his clothes, he fell on the bed beautifully, closed his eyes, and in a drowsy state, his mind was full of pictures of Lin Fei and her hugging each other tightly, and for this, her face was flushed. The woman herself did not know where these hallucinations came about. In short, it was very beautiful, very sweet, and gradually entered the dream......

On the shore of the artificial lake of the Dingcheng Health and Nursing School, Ma and Lin Fei walked on the cobblestone path one after the other, the warm wind blew the horse's flowing hair, and the woman's delicate face was glowing with a healthy luster, and the two stopped in a pavilion full of roses.

The horse said lightly to Lin Fei in front of him: "Brother Lin, you see how beautiful the scenery here is, let's take a rest." After speaking, she took out two tissues and carefully threw them on the bench made of Nan bamboo chips.

Lin Fei looked at the horse and said softly, "Small, it's very clean here." ”

"That's not going to work, I'm afraid of soiling my dress." Ma tidied up the snow-white cotton dress and sat lightly on the bench, frowning willow and said, "This skirt was given to me by you, I must cherish it." ”

Lin Fei didn't make a sound, just smiled faintly and sat on the chair opposite the horse.

Ma looked at the tissue on the chair next to him, and felt very aggrieved. A gust of wind blew the paper towel and floated straight out of the pavilion, landing on the surface of the lake, slowly sinking into the turquoise water.

"Brother Lin, you've changed." Ma said quietly, "Is it because you have a sister-in-law that you deliberately alienate me?" ”

Lin Fei shook his head and said lightly: "No, I have always been by your side." ”

"You're lying, if you're not alienating me, why don't you sit next to me?" Ma pouted and glared at Lin Fei.

"I think sitting here is a more beautiful view." Lin Fei didn't look at the horse, but quietly looked into the distance.

"That's good." The horse mustered up his courage, trotted over, and sat down next to Lin Fei.

"You little girl, still the same as before, like a sticky dog's skin cream." Lin Fei smiled helplessly, and just as he was about to move his body, he was grabbed by the arm by the horse and held him in his arms.

"You are not allowed to move!" Ma frowned and complained, "Do you dislike my dirty body?" ”

"Don't talk nonsense, I already told you last time, you are the purest girl." Lin Fei frowned and stared at Ma's face, "Xiao, I didn't dislike you for doing this, and there was no other reason, just because I was married and you grew up." ”

"I've grown up." Ma held Lin Fei's arm tightly, stared at him, and said softly, "Brother Lin, do you say I'm beautiful?" Be sure to tell the truth! ”

"Pretty." Lin Fei nodded, "The little sister is getting more and more beautiful." ”

Ma pouted and said, "I don't want to hear you call me sister." ”

"Don't call your sister anything, you little girl." Lin Fei smiled lightly: "When I met Uncle Ma, you were already a high school student. Uncle Ma wanted to call me a brother at the beginning, how could I agree to him at such an age. So, I called you my sister, and over time, he also accepted me to call him Uncle Ma. ”

"Brother Lin, that's not what I meant." Ma whispered, "I want to ask you, if you hadn't married your sister-in-law, and I said if, would you have wanted me?" ”

Lin Fei thought for a while, turned his head and looked at the horse, "Small, there is no if, this is already a fact." You are a good girl, kind-hearted, and beautiful, Feng Tao is not suitable for you, you will definitely meet a man who loves you and loves you in the future, and you will definitely be happy. ”

"I knew you would answer like this, you know my family best, count me wishful thinking." Ma lowered his head and said coldly, "It's enough to be friends with a family like ours. ”

"Small! How can you say that? Lin Fei sank his face, "First of all, we are all ordinary people, and there is no distinction between high and low. Moreover, you yourself have said that you do not value money and fame so much.

You are a good girl worthy of my respect, a hundred times stronger than those current money worshippers, their criteria for marrying are to have a house, a car, a deposit, no feelings, no dignity, no shame. And you're not! What you do proves that you are a girl worthy of being cherished and loved by men. ”

"Brother Lin, I'm not as noble as you say. On the contrary, I felt ashamed, because I had no affection for Feng Tao all along, and I couldn't use affection. Even if he's not that kind of person, I'm afraid it's hard for me to get together with him.

Because, there is a man who has come into my heart very early, and he is the main reason why I have not been able to accept any man until now. When I saw him walking together with a fairy-like woman, my heart was silently blessed for him, and at the same time it was broken.

I was on the verge of collapse and despair. I knew I didn't deserve him, but I suddenly regretted it. I regret that I didn't have the courage to confide in him and confess my love to him, even if he rejected me, I don't feel any regrets. But I didn't do that, and I regret dying!

Now, I feel like I've been completely depraved, hopelessly degenerate. I decided never to deceive myself like this again, and for the sake of my selfish love, I would rather be his lover, even if it was worth being pointed at.

I don't have too many extravagant desires, I just want him to think of me occasionally and accompany me, as long as he has a little place in his heart for me.

I know it's shameful for me to think about it, but I can't control my heart. I want him to know that there is a girl named Ma who has always loved him, from before to now, and forever ......"

Hearing these words, Lin Fei frowned slightly, slowly stood up, picked off a newly blooming rose, and held it in the palm of his hand. He walked back to the horse, "Little, do you see this flower beautiful?" ”

"Pretty." The horse nodded.

Lin Fei looked at this rose flower and said earnestly: "If this little flower that has just bloomed grows on the vine, maybe tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, or many days later, it will still bloom as beautifully as it is now." At that time, this flower will attract more attention, and among those who stop and linger for it, there will definitely be people who know how to appreciate it more and are willing to take care of it.

And when I selfishly plucked it and held it in my hand, its fate changed. I do take its present beauty for myself, but I ruthlessly deprive it of a healthier, brighter future......"