Chapter 67: Contradictory Souls
"Haha, Lyle, Liz. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ο½iqugeγ Shortly after Lisy and I appeared, Joseph came out of his priesthood and said to us with a smile, "Lyle has made such a great progress, he can appear in front of me like this, Lis, it's your credit." β
Lisi looked at Joseph and smiled without saying a word.
"What about Joseph, Paul and Catherine? Why haven't they come back yet? As soon as I looked up, I saw that there was still only Joseph in the room, and I thought something strange and asked.
"Yes, the two of them, they've been out for so long, aren't they too nostalgic for the taste of human beings." Joseph said, a look of disdain on his lips.
"It seems like a long time." Lis's brow furrowed slightly, "I'm not worried about Catherine, I'm just worried about Paul, after all, he's too young, I'm afraid he'll lose control." β
Hearing Liz's words, I didn't understand what she meant by losing control.
However, just when I was a little confused, Joseph continued, "No, Paul should have known how to control himself, and my father kept telling us that if we broke the rules, we would be expelled from the ranks, so Paul would not take such a risk." β
So far, I don't know what they're talking about.
"Do you want to look for them, in case, Paul suddenly rises to the desire, and Catherine can't stand it, then, the result is terrible." Liz said.
"Lise, what do you mean?" Hearing Lisy and Joseph's conversation, I still couldn't understand what they meant, whether it was a man-woman love that imitated humans.
Hearing my question, Liz looked at me, "Lyle, I'm worried about Paul, after all, he's too young, I'm afraid he won't be able to control himself, after all, this is a place where humans live, there are too many attractions, if he breaks the vows, and Catherine doesn't stop it well, the consequences will be serious." β
That's when I understood, Liz and Joseph, who were worried that Paul and Catherine would attack humanity in the silence of the night, something that could not be allowed in this group.
Joseph looked up and looked out the window, and I followed his line of sight, and at this moment, the moon was already high in the sky, and it was clear that midnight had arrived.
"Well, I'll go out and have a look. Lise, you and Lyle are in the house first, and I'll be back soon. With that, Joseph put down the book in his hand, and then, in a flash, the figure disappeared.
Liz looked out the dark window and let out a long breath.
"Paul was the worst vampire of any of us, and there was a time when he couldn't control himself and almost fouled, but that time I found out, and I stopped him in time to prevent the tragedy from happening. And now, there is nothing wrong with Catherine herself, but, if at Paul's instigation, I can hardly say that Catherine will not make mistakes, so γγγγγγ Lisi looked out the window and said worriedly, "I hope it's okay today." Vampires are usually calm and sober, but at certain times, especially when dealing with humans, they often make extremely irrational mistakes. β
I listened to Lis's words, and I had some inexplicable feelings in my heart.
Isn't it?
Now, all the people here are vampires, and vampires, it is their nature to suck blood, and now, under Caesar's hands, this team has made a rule that does not allow bloodsucking, which is almost a practice against nature.
I thought of the heartfelt longing that surged in my body a few days ago, when I faced a human being, when I faced the girl Lisa, who was still a human being, they were not controllable at all, it was nature.
"Lisa," seeing that Lisa was still frowning at the moment, although I couldn't bear to disturb her, I still asked her about my doubts, "Lisa, does Caesar rule that all our vampires are not allowed to offend humans." β
"Yes." Liz said.
"If so, then, how did we survive and today, and how do you still have such profound abilities?" I said.
Hearing my words, Lis's expression changed slightly, and she seemed a little surprised by my question.
After a moment of silence, Lisi said, "This is the question that has been bothering every vampire of us, and there is no answer to this question at all. Therefore, each of us vampires is an extremely contradictory existence. Desire, morality, benevolence, everything is intertwined, confused, and then, confused. We are constantly looking for ways to break through ourselves, to survive and not to harm humanity. It's hard, but we've been trying, all the time, all the timeγγγγγγ Trying. This is Caesar's goal, he has been looking for this way, and to this day, he is still looking for it, although it is very tortuous, but it is very persistent. He didn't succeed, but his achievements were enormous. Lisi paused for a moment at this point, and then continued, "Lyle, Caesar has gone through more than 3,000 years, and in these 3,000 years, he still relies on his own strength, his own faith, and has gone through a series of hurdles, unimaginably difficult roads, and he has experienced a lot of exploration. So, now, we have taken very few detours under his teachings, he has made us cultivate our physical abilities without blood, he has taught us his skills with his own hands, he has taught us how to face our bodies. Teach us how to overcome our desires. β
Hearing Lisi's words, I understood a little, but I didn't fully understand it.
"Lyle, as a vampire, when he doesn't have anyone's help, when he only exists alone, he must replenish his abilities through the fresh blood of humans, improve himself, and keep himself alive. So, the time when you just became a vampire was the most primitive and the most sinful experience. In fact, once the vampires enter a higher stage, they will absorb the aura of nature through internal force to replenish themselves, and completely get rid of the low-level survival method of relying on blood sucking.
However, there are not many vampires in this world who can really reach this level.
Caesar is one, but, in fact, we also know that he is not yet fully reached, and sometimes, when facing humans, his greedy nature will also explode, but he hides it, and I can see his pain, just as I always face my own pain. However, his pain lasted much shorter than ours, but every time he broke out, it was extremely intenseγγγγγγ β