Chapter 264: Love in this life is hard to achieve

This heart-rending laughter made the peace mind more and more crazy. It is so sad, so sad, so hopeless, and so helpless......

Taiping also laughed, but it was a silent laugh that hooked his lips! She raised her head, looked at the son in front of her leisurely through the wet light of the smoky water. The red sandalwood lips slowly opened, with a bit of unreal nightmare-like etherealism: "I love Junchen, I love him...... But I can't hold him. Another hook of lips, how helpless, sneering. Immediately, he fixed his gaze between Longji's eyebrows, who had already smiled, his chin slowly and his voice suddenly froze, "And you, have never been under my control!" The latter sentence was raised on the ground, with a touch of sharpness.

In Taiping's own heart, there has always been a very pertinent pondering about these two men who have passed through the fate of her life and the vicissitudes of her life. She didn't know much about them, but she probably knew somewhat.

"Although he has a casual attitude and behaves like a game, you are not as focused as he loves me." Taiping did not move his gaze between Longji's eyes, and the fierceness in his eyebrows and eyes gradually turned into a powerless decadence, but he had a vein of upholding excellent rationality, word by word, and chiseled at the soft place of Longji's heart, without tactfulness or vanity, "Your love contains too many impurities, you are too complicated, and your inner scheming is too deep, you make me feel terrified and afraid!" ”

These words are so true that Longji cannot deny them, so that he has to face all this directly. And Taiping's last sentence "You make me feel scared and scared" is the simplest, crispest and irreversible summary of this forbearance and savings over the years!

Longi's heart trembled suddenly, only slightly at first, that is, the tremor became extraordinarily rich and cramped!

Taiping is right, she has such a pair of wise eyes and precise insight, she can always gradually figure out a person from things big and small. Even if she didn't touch it transparently at the beginning, but from the beginning to the present, after the changes of the mulberry field and the overturning of the world, after the next life, she calmed down and recalled the little past, but the whole person was clear and clear!

At that time, when Emperor Wu was there, he misunderstood Junchen about Taiping, and at the last moment when Junchen was taken away, and at the last moment when he was taken away by Taiping, he secretly revealed his heart to her. What Lai Junchen thinks is that he will not take the initiative to hurt Taiping no matter what, even if Taiping shows his edge first, he will only protect himself and will not fight back. Even the most fatal blow that she gave to the last straight point, he didn't even do it to protect himself......

Many years later, it is also a matter of life and death, what a similar scene, different people in the same situation, what Li Longji thinks about today is that if Taiping does not come back, he will let her go, and if she comes back...... Kill her!

This is the most fundamental difference between these two people, of course, this does not mean that who values her Taiping more than anyone, but it can understand one thing, that is, Junchen makes Taiping Jue's mind flutter and can't hold it; And Li Longji, who has a deep mind in his heart and is so skillful in pursuing this inconsistency between the outside and the inside, will never be under her Li Lingyue's control!

After a while, LONGi gradually calmed his mind. He closed his eyes slightly, then slowly opened them, and looked at the woman in front of him and bowed his head: "Taiping, ......" The voice was slow, and his eyes swelled with a faint self-deprecation, a shallow smile, so bitter, "My love has too many impurities, mixed with conspiracy and exploitation." But don't you too! After a sudden pause, he slammed his voice fiercely.

All of a sudden, it was too quiet and silent.

She couldn't refute it, she could only be speechless!

The silence disturbed the already precipitated heart fell more and more, Taiping pursed his lips, and then he raised his head, and sighed: "Maybe this is the cause and effect in the dark!" Then he muttered to himself, and his thoughts fell into the prison of himself in a chaotic manner, "Junchen didn't hurt me at the beginning, but I was the first to deal with Junchen." My attitude towards Junchen has made you foresee my attitude towards you in the future, so you will strike first in order not to repeat Junchen's mistakes......"

"Taiping!" Longji interrupted her with a blink of an eye, and immediately settled his tone, "Don't be cranky and try to excuse me. The reason why I have come to this point has nothing to do with you, nor is it because what you have done has affected me. He immediately sighed, "It's just that the situation is like this, naturally." "Like a gust of wind and a hint of rain, it is clearly so light, and the partial life is suddenly flirting and detouring in the heart.

Taiping was stunned, his voice was hoarse, but his face was very sharp: "Why do you have to be so cruel and say it so bluntly!" The interrogation was very weak, and the whole person was very depressed.

Hearing this, Longji snorted, and a burst of fire jumped in his cloudy eyes: "Isn't it the same truth if it's not straightforward!" As soon as he drank it, he immediately smiled slowly, "I'm cruel...... Oh, can't our princess bear this little cruelty now? The end notes changed to deliberate ridicule, and he kept moving closer to her.

"You!" This word sounded very contemptuous to her, and Taiping was annoyed in her heart, and suddenly felt that she had been humiliated by him again!

At this moment, Longji had already walked to a place close to her, and he looked at her face full of grief and helplessness, sadness and resentment, and his heart was surging violently. The fiery longing and natural desire to conquer were all ignited by her at this moment!

He didn't care, he didn't care anymore, he didn't have any more useless and stupid verbal battles with her, he suddenly raised his hand and hugged her, and his burning lips kissed her forehead, nose, and lips all the way to the lips with great speed.

But as soon as he ate the pain, Zhengdi was bitten by the Taiping's equal, even fiery revenge!

He was in pain but didn't let go, but hugged her tighter, as if he wanted to rub her whole body into his body!

Taiping is nameless and angry, she is such a strong person, she will not be willing to succumb to the constraints brought by Longji at this moment, stubborn and stubborn constantly struggling.

Both of them tried their best and struggled unreservedly in this powerless sinking. It turns out that a woman who is in love and full of resentment in her mind can actually burst out with such a brilliant tension! After a while, the two people, who did not win or lose, rolled down to the soft carpet but still hard ground.

With that sudden force and a roll, Taiping finally broke away in embarrassment, and his hair was scattered and his dress was messy. A collar slipped down the shoulder, revealing the soft undershirt and snow-crystalline skin. She cares flawlessly, and her whole person is decadent and languishing like a withered leaf shivering on the branches in the depths of winter, and she is unwilling to be buried in the wind and snow. The anxious anxiety flashed in his eyes, that is, he was so powerless to let go of everything, how panicked and poignant his expression was!

Longji's body was slumped on the ground, looking at Taiping fixedly, his mind was turbulent, and he laughed again. This laughter affected the heart that had been precipitated for many years, and with the love that could not be fully understood in words, they vented it together!

A lot of times, a lot of things...... It's all like that, involuntarily and insincerely. It seems that in this life, the scattered love threads and entangled hearts can no longer have a clear order, let alone the good fruits that are concluded after flowering.