Luo Zhiheng stood in front of Mu Yunhe's door with a bowl of hot soup, hesitating whether to enter.

"Master, mother, give it to the slave/talent." Xiao Xizi opened the door and said cautiously.

Luo Zhiheng's face changed: "He still refuses to see me?" ”

Three days is a flash for others, but for Luo Zhiheng, it is like a year. For three whole days, from the day he came back from the banquet to the present, Mu Yunhe refused anyone to enter this room, Luo Zhiheng went in, but was kicked out, Mu Yunhe only said one word that day, 'Get out'.

Under normal circumstances, Luo Zhiheng would not take it seriously, and would mess around with him, but Luo Zhiheng left obediently that day. She knew that Mu Yunhe couldn't accept such a huge blow, when the betrayal of her relatives was bloody, a simple-minded person couldn't accept it at all, and would even be defeated.

She knew that Mu Yunhe regarded her as a subconscious enemy, and Mu Yunhe might not want to do this, but those conspiracies and injuries were clearly said from her mouth, and Mu Yunhe rejected and resisted her, she could understand and be willing to tolerate her. She was willing to give him time to digest it, even if he complained about her now or couldn't accept it, he would definitely figure it out one day.

"Let's go in and persuade him to order." Luo Zhiheng handed the soup to Xiao Xizi, and stood at the door for a while, hearing that there was no other sound in the room, she was slightly relieved, and just turned around to leave, there was a sudden sound of porcelain breaking in the room, and she slammed it.

"Master, take a bite to eat, this is all made by the little princess herself, you should feel sorry for the little princess and eat a little." Xiao Xizi persuaded her bitterly.

There was a brief silence in the room, and suddenly Mu Yunhe's heart-rending cough sounded. Luo Zhiheng was so frightened that she hurriedly turned around and ran into the room, but as soon as her hand touched the door, the voice of the nurse sounded behind her.

"Miss, someone is in the palace, please go to the front now."

Luo Zhiheng put down her hand, today is the three-day appointment between Mu Qingya and the emperor of the Southern Dynasty, she concluded that something big must happen today, at this time, the three bigwigs in the palace are too busy to take care of themselves, how can anyone still think of her?

"Whose is it?" Luo Zhiheng asked as she walked out.

"The person sent by the concubine." The nurse said.

Luo Zhiheng's eyes flashed, and after a while, she came to the front hall. The person who came was the second chief eunuch beside Mu Qingya, and he could still come out of the palace at this moment, and it was estimated that most of it was allowed by the emperor.

"Tell me, what's the matter?" Sitting down, Luo Zhiheng asked.

The eunuch's face was pale, and he knelt on the ground tremblingly and saluted and said: "The slave was ordered to come to invite the little princess into the palace for a gathering. ”

This is the first time that Mu Qingya's slave has been so respectful to Luo Zhiheng, but Luo Zhiheng is not happy at all, some are just heavy and confused. Mu Qingya's beloved is dead, according to Mu Qingya's state that day, this woman has obviously collapsed, how can a collapsed woman still have a good state? And it was adjusted in just three days? And the emperor wants to allow Mu Qingya to find her in the palace?

Luo Zhiheng asked, "When are you going?" ”

"Now."

Fingers inadvertently tapped on the armrest, she stood up abruptly and walked back, saying as she walked: "Wait for me here, I'll ask the little prince what he means." ”

Luo Zhiheng came to Mu Yunhe's room again, and this was the second time in three days that she pushed open his door without hesitation. As soon as she entered the house, Luo Zhiheng immediately felt a death-like sense of suffocation and depression.

The darkness enveloped Mu Yunhe again, he once again shrank into the black protective circle, he couldn't trust anyone again after being betrayed by his family, he rejected the entire Shijie, including Luo Zhiheng. When Luo Zhiheng finally walked into his shijie, he was neatly excluded from his heart because of this cruel revelation. He's not ruthless, he's just afraid of getting hurt, and he's just unwilling to face reality.

Luo Zhiheng's heart ached, and he walked into him slowly, he was lying on the bed like that, his eyes were looking straight at the top of the bed, but his eyes were gray and dull. Still wearing the clothes he had come back that day, his face was pale, and his cheekbones were convex, and he had lost a lot of weight in three days. Looks like a fragile ceramic doll.

Squatting beside him, Luo Zhiheng called him softly: "Mu Yunhe, I know you're awake, I know you don't want to face me now, but I have a question that I have to ask you." She sent someone to look for me, she wants me to enter the palace, do you agree with me to go? ”

Mu Yunhe's dull gaze seemed to move for a moment, but the next moment silence returned.

Luo Zhiheng's heart ached, and he carefully took his hand, although he did not reject, but he did not cater to it, like a zombie, there was a corpse in the world, but there was no soul and thought, his heart was empty, and his eyes were empty, and this resistance made her uncomfortable.

"Please, can you say a word to me? You're not torturing yourself, you're torturing me. Even if I'm at fault, you can't just ignore me. I know you're uncomfortable, but I don't have a choice between your healthy life and your affection. Do you call me selfish and cruel in your heart? But do you know how angry I was when I thought about all the truths? I hate to kill Mu Qingya, because she is too ruthless. ”

"If it weren't for you, I wouldn't know Mu Qingya. Because of you, I am willing to try to understand Mu Qingya, and I expect that we can also live in peace with each other, but you see, it is impossible. Mu Qingya is too extreme, everything she has done can no longer be described as outrageous. But I don't hate it now, but I can't forgive it, because it's a fact that she hurt you. ”

"If you really want to draw a line with me because of this, then I have nothing to say. For you, I, Luo Zhiheng, dare to pat my chest and say that I have a clear conscience. So Mu Yunhe, if you give me a word, do you still want me? "How angry and frightened Luo Zhiheng is, and how can Mu Yunhe understand it?

She thought about the beginning, but she didn't know the end. But now that she knows Mu Yunhe's attitude, she still doesn't regret the revelation she started, she wants to save Mu Yunhe from the sea of suffering, although she temporarily pushes Mu Yunhe into another abyss that looks very painful, but she will find a way to pull him out. But if Mu Yunhe didn't even give her a chance, then what else was there between them?

Mu Yunhe was silent, he was like a living dead, although he opened his eyes, he couldn't hear Luo Zhiheng's words, maybe he heard it, but he didn't know how to answer. He began to break out in a cold sweat, his head covered in cold sweat, and after a while his clothes were wet, and his face became even paler, but he remained silent. 13acv。

"Master Niangniang, please don't force the little prince, he hasn't spoken since he came back three days ago, you ask him like this, he can hear it, but isn't he more anxious if he can't say it?" Xiao Xizi couldn't stand it anymore and said anxiously.

Luo Zhiheng's painful expression slowly turned into indifference, she stood up and said condescendingly: "Okay, you Nofu is here to be your living dead, I'll go see your femme fatale, if I accidentally get killed by her, you may not be resisting me!" Let me stay in your memories too, when you used to think that the beautiful haode shadow! ”

Luo Zhiheng pulled out her hand and turned to leave.

Behind him, Xiao Xizi called a few times again and again, and then hurriedly circled on the ground: "It's over, it's over, the little princess is really angry." Master, what can I do? Will the little princess really be in danger? ”

Xiao Xizi, who was in a hurry, didn't see it, Mu Yunhe's eyes blinked a few times, the emotions in his eyes gradually accumulated, and his eyebrows twitched.

Luo Zhiheng came to the palace in a carriage, accompanied by the nurse. Nalan Daibai's death was caused by the nurse, but neither the master and servant felt the slightest guilt, because Nalan Daibai should die, he could do crazy things for his beloved, then she could kill him for the people she cared about! That's fair.

"Miss, do you say that this Mu Qingya is trying to trouble you? For Nalandaibai's death? The nurse asked gloomily.

"Hmph, is she having less trouble with me? After all, the grievances have not been understood, so why not meet each other? I wonder what else she can do when she's at the end of her rope. Luo Zhiheng turned a corner after speaking, Mu Qingya's palace was already close in front of him, but it was heavily guarded!

"Miss, be careful, there are a lot of people here in the open, and there are still many masters in the secret." The nurse whispered in her ear.

"Oh? It seems that the emperor is really afraid that Mu Qingya will have an accident. That's right, Mu Qingya has an accident, and he will also die. Luo Zhiheng sneered and sneered at the emperor of the Southern Dynasty.

Zhiduan is in Yunyan. After layers of notifications, Luo Zhiheng finally entered Mu Qingya's bedroom, but the nurse was left outside. She looked at the bright red and felt very dazzling, and when she entered Mu Qingya's bedroom, she was surprised to find that Queen Murong Xianchen was already kneeling on the cushion.

She looked up, only to see that in the big red bedroom, on the big bed, a woman in white was sitting on the edge of the bed, gently combing the hair of the person lying on the bed, her movements were skillful and gentle, as if she had done a thousand changes, from the side of the face, the corners of her mouth with a warm arc, the light in the corners of her eyes was also gentle, and the whole person looked gentle and quiet.

"You're here." The woman in white spoke, her voice was also soothing and gentle, she slowly looked sideways, the face that had been removed from heavy makeup was no longer charming, no longer hideous, as fresh and elegant as a hibiscus out of water, it was Mu Qingya!

Mu Qingya, who had faded the oppressive dark red and heavy makeup, turned out to be such a gentle person!

Mu Qingya smiled at Luo Zhiheng and said, "Sit next to my sister, and when I comb Nalan's hair, I will entertain you." ”

Luo Zhiheng only felt that this kind of Mu Qingya was too weird, but there was an indescribable sense of reality. She suppressed the shock and confusion in her heart, and sat beside Murong Xianchen, only to find that Murong Xianchen's face was pale and her eyes were red.

"Isn't it strange that I still have the face to come to you?" Mu Qingya suddenly spoke, with a relieved smile in her voice, she picked up a strand of long hair of the person on the bed, and finally raised her body, and the side face of the person on the bed immediately came into view, it was Nalan who had long since died.

She combed her hair slowly and said with a smile: "Because I asked the emperor for a reward, I begged him to give me a decent death." Before I die, I want Zuihou to meet the two people I can't let go of in my life. ”

"Mu Qingya!" Murong Xianchen's voice was low and choked, his face slowly turned blue, and there seemed to be something suppressed in his throat, and he couldn't shout out.

Mu Qingya smiled: "Sister, don't say it, I know you still have a lot of doubts, and I will tell you all today." As for Luo Zhiheng, you are curious about how you can become the person who can't let go of the most, right? Quite simply, what I can't let go of is resentment towards you. A person I love the most, a person I hate the most, before I die, with the two of you by my side, I am the most special person I have ever been. ”

"Shouldn't the people you hate the most be Mu Yunhe and the princess?" Luo Zhiheng said coldly.

Mu Qingya's comb paused, and then continued: "It used to be them, but now it's you." I hate the princess who indirectly killed Rui'er, and I hate Mu Yunhe when he survived, but those were finally replaced by you, because you killed my Nalan! That's why you became the one I hated the most. I suddenly found that hating a stranger was much easier and happier than hating and calculating the person closest to me. Luo Zhiheng, I still want you, so that I can laugh so happily before I die. ”

Luo Zhiheng was not flustered, but asked, "Then do you still hate Mu Yunhe and the princess?" ”

"Where can hatred be easily let go? What's more, so many years? But when the hatred came to an end, I realized that hating someone was so painful, not only for me, but also for the people around me. I let Nalan, who loves me the most, follow me into hell, living in dire straits, he gave up the dignity and integrity of a man for me without hesitation, and all I can give him when I go to Zuihou is afraid that it is just a promise to keep after death. But I don't regret it, and it also started out, life, we can't be together, die, and no one can separate us anymore. ”

"It's just my sister, but she's the most sorry person in my life. I know what you've done for me behind my back, I know how you've helped me clean up the mess time and time again, and I know that you hate me and all your patience and tolerance. Sister, do you know that I always know that you are waiting for me to turn back, you are my shore, I always know that as long as I turn back, you are behind, no matter how strong the wind and rain are in front, I will always have a good sister who will tolerate me unconditionally. So I was unscrupulous. But I'm sorry for you. ”

"I know that the emperor loves you, and the only woman Nan Xiaoqing has ever loved in his life is you, Murong Xianchen. And you silently protect me in your heart, so I use your sisterhood for me to force/persecute Nan Xiaoqing again and again, I am lawless, I have killed so many innocent unborn children, those children are Nan Xiaoqing's, I calculated one harem concubine after another. I didn't do it well, and almost everyone knew I did it, but I was still unharmed. I know that it is because you have pleaded with me in front of Nan Xiaoqing again and again, and Nan Xiaoqing has let me go again and again because he loves you. I know all of that. ”

"You bet your whole life on me, you bet that I still have merciful thoughts in this life, but sister, you will never understand the despair and collapse of a mother who loses her child. I'm sick, very serious. No one can heal me but my Riel, I am jealous and hateful of all the women who have children, I cause them to have frequent miscarriages, I make them infertile for life like me, I know, I am crazy. After all, my hands are stained with blood, and they can no longer be washed. ”

Mu Qingya's shallow voice was full of self-deprecation and trembling, she looked at her hands, and said with a strange and sad expression: "I can't turn back, I have isolated myself in the dark, and only Nalan is with me day and night." We made poisons together, all sorts of them, and I went crazy thinking of myself as a drug tester, and I loved the fear and darkness of the poison that was about to kill me, before I died. I let myself face death again and again, and Nalan rescued me again and again. ”

"Every time I kill a child, I let myself die too. I always wonder if I just died this time. But Nalan won't allow me to die. He was also crazy about his thoughts, he tested himself as a poisoner, he made a good haode himself into a person who had to live on blood, and I knew that I had harmed him. I will sacrifice myself and give it to him to taste, we can't do things between husband and wife, I don't even dare to think about the part that Nalan has lost, I want him to suck my blood in the world. ”

"We will be crazy entangled with each other in this bed, two living dead people who are cold in body and mind, numbly ignite passion at that moment, at that moment the whole shijie is only us to each other, and only in the dark is that short hug, his sharp teeth pierced / into my skin, sucking / Yun's blood surging wildly, I feel that I am still alive, I feel that I am not alone!"

"We licked each other's wounds and lived tiredly. has been entangled all our lives, but the two of us have never been able to really be together. Sister doesn't know, I have been in the same bed with the emperor for 14 years, I hate him, he hates me, we are affectionate in front of people, and indifferent in the future. Sometimes I think about it, I really envy my sister, at least Nan Xiaoqing loves you. ”

Listening to Mu Qingya's intermittent memories of her past with Nalan Daibai, Murong Xianchen had already burst into tears. But Luo Zhiheng was very calm, because she knew that Mu Qingya would not be as simple as gossiping.

Sure enough, Mu Qingya turned to the queen and said: "My sister has always wondered what happened back then, in fact, I didn't go home when I left from you, but went to the pharmacy to buy poison, and then went to the place where Nan Xiaoqing lived. I drugged Nan Xiaoqing. ”

Murong Xianchen's pupils constricted: "It's true?!" Are you going to do this? ”

"Because of my sister, my sister has been suffering, I know that I hurt you, and the person who married Nan Xiaoqing should have been me, but I was so cowardly that I let my sister bear all this for me. That night you said that you wanted to escape, and you asked me to accompany you, although I promised you, but I was reluctant to leave in my heart, I didn't want to leave Nalan, so I had a bold and crazy idea in my heart, I wanted to get rid of Nan Xiaoqing, so that he wouldn't force you away. When you are free, my heart is free. ”

"You're crazy! He's an emperor! Murong Xianchen was terrified when she heard this, how could she never imagine that her little sister, who had always been protected by her, would do such a bold thing?

"I'm crazy! Nan Xiaoqing is selfish and bastard! He wants to get you, and he will do whatever it takes, I hate him! What's more, how could I care that he was the emperor at that time? I just want him dead! Mu Qingya said fiercely.

"I identified myself in front of Nan Xiaoqing, and explained that I was his savior, and he believed it, and I easily gained his trust, because I also told him that I was your good sister. He was very interested in you at that time, and he asked me to tell me more about you, and I naturally told him, and when he said that his mouth was dry, we drank wine, and a jar of wine that I had prepared in advance for the medicine of Haode. ”

Mu Qingya said with a wry smile: "It's just that it backfired, I accidentally bought not poison but strong aphrodisiac/medicine." He drank and after a while, something was wrong, I thought he was poisoned, and I was scared and wanted to run away, but he was grabbed tightly, he pinched my neck fiercely, hated to strangle me, but he couldn't resist the power of the medicine, and I couldn't resist his liliang. ”

"When the tragedy happened, there was only one thought in my head, I couldn't be with Nalan anymore, my stupidity hurt me. He vented in my body like a brute, it was the most desperate and dark night I have ever had, I shouted for my sister to save me, and the funny thing is that the person he shouted in his mouth was Xianchen! ”

Mu Qingya looked at Murong Xianchen with a strange gaze, and seeing that Murong Xianchen's face could no longer be expressed in shock and paleness, she instead asked with a smile: "Sister, do you say this is ridiculous?" The two people in a tragedy, shouting in their mouths and thinking in their hearts, turned out to be the same person. ”

"So...... This is the true / phase of the year?! Murong Xianchen's straight body, which had been sitting, instantly softened, her tears rolled down, she covered her face with her hands, crying suppressed and desperate: "It's for me, it's for me......"

How do you want her to repay all the pain and love debts in this tragedy? Her beloved sister, her beloved husband, who has been pestering her and making her suffer for twenty years, turned out to be like this! How much lighter is this true/phase than the true/phase poisoned by Mu Yunhe?

Mu Qingya walked down from the bed, her body floated over as if she had no weight, and knelt in front of Murong Xianchen, her pale hand carefully held Murong Xianchen's hand, her eyes were calm and clean after washing the lead, with tears in her eyes: "Sister, I ask for your forgiveness." I know I'm unforgivable, I know I'm bad, I know I'm hopeless. But please forgive me, fourteen years of estrangement is not my intention, I just know that I don't have the face to see you anymore, I am no longer the simple and enthusiastic Mu Qingya I was back then, I am crazy, I am afraid to see the disgust and fear in my sister's eyes, I am afraid to see my dirty and depraved self in your eyes, in that case I will lose even hatred, and I will never be able to live anymore. ”

Murong Xianchen raised his head, the two sisters were so close for the first time in fourteen years, they were the friendship of their youth, they had traces and figures of each other in their most splendid years, they were people who said that they would be sisters for the rest of their lives. But as time passed, hardships and hatred made them go farther and farther away, misunderstandings were rife, and their trust and friendship became thinner and thinner.

How can a fragile friendship bear the weight of truth/appearance?

"Didn't you tell me earlier? weishenme want to brutalize me for so long? You know that I have a grudge against what happened back then, and you still want me to resent you? Isn't it nice to look at me in agony and confusion like a fool? Murong Xianchen angrily accused, but tears snaked to his jaw and fell cracklingly.

Mu Qingya hugged Murong Xianchen, and the corners of her dry eyes finally moistened: "Because I know that I can't say it, if I say it, you will no longer be happy." I know how stubborn and strong you are. If this love is gone, you will still laugh, but you will not laugh happily. I've seen your obsessive eyes behind Nan Xiaoqing's back, and I've seen your happy smile when you were hugged by him, I really can't hurt you. ”

"You are in love with my enemy, and I can't bless you, but I don't want to ruin you. Although Nan Xiaoqing is very damned, he can make my sister happy, even if it is only for a short time, and I don't want to destroy it. You are a piece of pure land in my heart, my hands are already stained with blood, and I don't want to have my sister's blood in these unwashed blood. ”

"Elegant! I'm sorry, I don't know this, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry......" The indifferent alienation on Murong Xianchen's pale face was finally shattered, she didn't doubt Mu Qingya's words, she believed it.

"Let's go, let's go to the emperor, I'll beg him, I'll beg him to let you go." Murong Xianchen suddenly took her hand and said eagerly.

Mu Qingya struggled for a moment, pressed her wrist and said, "Don't!" We don't ask him, there's no need. He has always hated me in his heart, because I was the first person to drug him, and later I also gave him Gu poison because of hatred, Gu was given to me by Nalan later by my side, and it was only in the last few years that she found out that she had been poisoned. He wanted me to die immediately, how could he let me go? ”

She looked back at Nalan who was quietly placed on the bed, and said with a gentle smile: "What's more, he has already left first, I can't delay any longer, he promised me that he would wait for me on the Huangquan Road, he has been waiting for me for a long time in his life." Now, I can't leave him alone on the cold Yellow Springs Road for a long time. ”

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