I ignored Lisa, cruelly left her behind, and walked briskly to the door of the room, quickly dodging out of the door. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

This room was not a back room, in fact, I had already walked outside when I stepped out of this door, and now that I had stepped out of this winding labyrinth, and had left the woman who had almost left me breathless, I could not help but feel a sense of relief in my heart.

Now, it was dark in the outside world, and I didn't have a clock, so I didn't know the time, but judging from the moon hanging high, I estimated that it was close to midnight now, and the time passed quickly.

At the moment, the outside world is quiet.

It was still a patchwork of houses, stacked on top of each other, and the endless countryside was all around the houses, and the night breeze blew on me on all sides, making me feel a little cold.

Now, I just want to get out of this place, this cozy-looking room with a woman only makes me feel parched and distraught.

Leaving here and finding a place of purity is what I desperately want to do now.

However, at this moment, I sensed a strong irony.

yes, what a ridiculous thing that is. It seems that in my life, this experience has come up quite often, and that is to run away.

I'm always on the run, from one place to another, and then from another place again, to a new environment, is that what life is all about?

I was at a loss.

In this way, in this silent night, I walked in fragments, and my body seemed to be numb.

I'm a vampire, a vampire who exists alone, I can have a lot of love, but I can't help but abandon them and let myself exist alone, live, exist, and live again.

I'm a monster, and I don't need to worry about the daily chores like humans, because I don't need food to live. Even, when I met Caesar, I lived, I didn't even have to do with blood, I just existed like that, great? Is it free? I don't know, but I'm running away, it seems, forever, running away from the woman, the woman who has been following in my footsteps, hurting herself and hurting me.

In front of me, unconsciously, there is a flowing stream, it seems that when I am lost, or when I am troubled, there will always be some places that will make people feel pure, just like at this moment, the stream in front of me, looks familiar, maybe I have been here, I vaguely remember, the last time I met Lisa, it seemed to be by the stream, I once saw Lisa's reflection in the stream of the stream, and her face in that reflection。。。。。。。

And now I am here again, just to escape her, to escape the poor woman who has me in her heart.

She's a vampire, and so am I.

She has love, and I don't。。。。。。。

I stood like this, standing on this vast dark black earth, standing under this silent sky, the gray moon poured that hazy light on this dark land, pouring on this land where I was standing, I felt dazed, I didn't know what to do, I ran away, but there was nowhere to escape.

That woman, she will always follow me, because, when she was still a human being, she fell in love with me, then, for the endless years to come, she will always love me, as long as I exist, as long as she exists, she will continue forever.

I took a deep breath, as if I had gone back to my hazy human time, where there was my love, the people I loved, but there was no love. My human world can be colorful, it can be bleak, no matter how you describe it, there can be a lot of content in it, even including my friendship with Kate, although when we became vampires, our relationship has been gone, but in my former human world, there is only no love.

But now, this woman named Lisa is desperately trying to incorporate her love into my life, even if I can't take it。。。。。。

My mind was in a state of confusion, and I felt almost ashamed of myself in the moonlight, and at last I felt that I could not bear it anymore, and for the first time in my life, I roared almost hysterically at the vast land.

The world, after a little surprise, was still quiet.

Behind me, there seemed to be something, they came and went, I could feel it, but it was never clear.

I turned around and saw nothing.

Behind me, there is still the vast countryside of land, vast, even a little vicissitudes, just like my mood at the moment, full of a helpless feeling.

A hand, still quietly on my shoulder, was a cold hand, in fact, as long as it was not human, that hand must be cold.

It hardly takes me to look back, I already know who it is.

"You're still coming along." I said quietly.

Behind me, there was a woman's cry, a quiet, suppressed cry.

"Lyle, do you really hate me so much?" Finally, she spoke.

"Lisa, I don't hate anyone, how can I hate you." I answered her, but my voice sounded so weak that it didn't carry any weight.

"To be honest, I don't know why I love you, actually, Lyle, you don't have any good at all。。。。。。"

Lisa wanted to continue, but I didn't want her to continue, "Lisa, I know I don't have merit, it's not a problem, but the problem is, you're in love with me。。。。。。。 ”

"Yes, I'm in love with you." Lisa's voice didn't hear any emotion at the moment.

"I'm sorry, I can't, can't。。。。。。。 You can't force yourself. I finally told the truth, "Lisa, I was wrong, I shouldn't have chosen you at the beginning, please forgive me, at that time, I was just born, and I didn't understand anything." I, I just know, vampires are bloodsucking by nature, I can't go against my nature, I, I didn't think anything at the time, Lisa, I'm sorry。。。。。。 ”

Lisa looked at me, in her gaze, flashing something, crystalline, translucent, that changing color gaze seemed to have a charm, I couldn't help but stare at it, stupidly, as if finally drunk.