Chapter 4: The Nightmare Returns
Walk through the alleys and up the damp, dark stairways. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
In front of the rusty anti-theft door, Lu Yang put his sister down, and beads of sweat were already on his forehead.
"Brother, I'm tired."
"It's okay, hehe, girl, how heavy are you" Lu Yang gasped slightly, "Brother, I'm in such good health, can I still not carry you?" ”
Lu Hanyan bit his lip, looked at Lu Yang, and didn't speak.
Lu Yang stretched out his fingers and wanted to scratch her nose, but he stopped in mid-air, and it turned out that his palms were sweaty.
He took his own back, wiped it on his clothes, and then smiled and scratched the bridge of Lu Hanyan's nose, "Good." ”
Lu Hanyan pursed his lips, his clear eyes stared straight at Lu Yang, and he still didn't speak.
Lu Yang smiled and was about to say something.
Lu Hanyan suddenly stretched out his hand, took Lu Yang's other hand that was wet with sweat, and rubbed it on her clean face.
Suddenly, sweat stained her delicate face and hair, and she looked a little embarrassed.
"Lu Hanyan, what are you!" Lu Yang said in a slightly raised voice.
"Humph!" Lu Hanyan looked at Lu Yang's appearance, but he was proud.
Lu Yang looked at his sister, he was very helpless, he could only shake his head, what was she thinking, could he still not understand?
"Lu Yang, open the door!" Lu Hanyan said arrogantly.
"Call me brother, girl" Lu Yang said helplessly, put his hand in his pocket and took out the key.
"Click!" There are already some old security doors, and it is a bit difficult to screw.
As soon as the door was pushed open, before Lu Yang could make a move, Lu Hanyan jumped into the room.
What kind of room is this?
The total area is only twenty square meters, and there is only one room in total, but this room is divided into three areas.
On the far right side of the door, there is a window, and under the window is a large bed, and at the end of the bed is on the wall on the side of the door, and a television is hung.
To the left of the bed, there is an aisle with a table, which used to be an area that resembles a screen.
There is a small kitchen with a small toilet and a washing area next to the kitchen.
The decoration of the whole house is very simple, and the white walls on all sides are gray and even a little black because of moisture.
Of course, there are some things that have been colored in this room to make this room have some warm taste.
Posters of anime characters are pasted on the four walls, and decorative green leaves are hung on the windows.
A small cartoon doll full of girlish hearts is placed at the head of the bed.
It's still a small table full of cartoon flavor, and a photo of a mischievous Lu Hanyan sticking out his tongue is placed on it.
It's a small, damp, but warm room that can be seen everywhere.
"Wow! I'm back again! Burst! Lu Hanyan shook his feet and threw himself on the bed.
"Slow down, you'll be dizzy again in a while!" Lu Yang said, "Bah, bah...... I haven't been here for half a month, it's all gray, Lu Hanyan, you get up for me, you look at the quilt, it's all dust, you can lie down"
"Lu Yang, you are so long-winded!" Lu Hanyan turned over and looked at Lu Yang with a pout, "I don't get up, I just don't get up, I'm dizzy, dizzy!" Lu Hanyan said coquettishly with his feet.
Lu Yang had no choice but to say angrily, "Okay, you'll be dirty all over your body for a while, don't touch me!" ”
"Hee-hee, bang......" Lu Hanyan jumped up directly from the bed and jumped onto Lu Yang's body, his legs around his waist, and his jade arms around his neck.
used her hair, which was already covered with dust at this time, to rub Lu Yang's chest.
"Let you dislike me, let you dislike me! Don't you think I'm dirty? I'll get you dirty too, huh! ”
Lu Yang was taken aback by this sudden attack, and his body staggered back a few steps under the force, almost not falling to the ground.
His face sank suddenly, he was really a little angry, he allowed Lu Hanyan's nonsense, allowed Lu Hanyan's willfulness, but he couldn't allow Lu Hanyan to joke about her own safety......
Lu Hanyan, who was rubbing against Lu Yang, found that Lu Yang did not react in the slightest, paused, looked up, and saw Lu Yang's gloomy face, trying his best to suppress his anger.
"Lu Hanyan! Are you crazy! Bouncing around like this, do you know it's dangerous? If you're ...... Don't you know what the outcome will be if you fall? Lu Yang shouted loudly.
For Lu Yang, who easily can't speak loudly to Lu Hanyan, this kind of talk is already very heavy.
Lu Hanyan was startled, looked at Lu Yang pitifully, "Brother...... I'm sorry, I was wrong."
"You come down for me first!" Lu Yang said.
"Brother, I ......"
"Go down!" Lu Yang roared.
"Oh......"
Lu Hanyan lowered his head, pitiful, and aggrievedly let go of Lu Yang's body and got off Lu Yang.
Even though Lu Yang was very angry, when Lu Hanyan came down, he still gently supported Lu Hanyan, and after seeing that he stood firm, he returned to his indifferent face.
"Lu Hanyan!" Lu Yang scolded loudly, "What do you want, if you hit me, I won't be angry, but now, you!" Do you know what you're doing wrong? ”
"Know...... Brother, I was wrong" Lu Hanyan lowered his head, not daring to look at Lu Yang's eyes, and his petite body trembled slightly.
She was not afraid of Lu Yang's anger, because she knew that Lu Yang would not do anything to her, she was guilty, because she knew that she was going to make Lu Yang feel distressed again.
"How many times have I told you, don't ......," Lu Yang yelled at Lu Hanyan.
"Don't exercise vigorously, you can't run if you can walk, you can't stand, you can't jump......" Lu Hanyan took over and said with his head down.
Lu Yang looked at Lu Hanyan with his head down, weak and pitiful, and he couldn't bear it in his heart, but when he thought that if there was any accident, the result would make him regret it for the rest of his life.
Thinking of this, Lu Yang hardened his heart again, and shouted loudly at Lu Hanyan's delicate body, "I know you still do this!" Are you trying to me off. Don't you know what would have happened if something had happened just now? ”
But even if he wanted to harden his heart, looking at Lu Hanyan's appearance, Li Fei's words became more and more persuasive, "Lu Hanyan, you and ......"
"I'm different from ordinary people" Lu Hanyan snatched the words again, looking at his toes, "I know, I know, I know I'm wrong...... Brother, I'm worried about you, but ...... I ......"
Lu Han raised his head again, his eyes were already foggy, "But, I just want to play around with my brother like an ordinary person......
Lu Yang looked at Lu Hanyan's misty eyes under the thick lenses of his glasses.
His lips moved, and he couldn't speak.
Lu Yang approached his sister, stretched out his trembling hands, gently touched Lu Hanyan's thick lenses, and stretched out his fingers to gently caress Lu Hanyan's eyebrows.
Lu Hanyan bit her lip and looked at Lu Yang motionlessly, letting Lu Yang touch her glasses and eyebrows.
Lu Yang's eyes were a little red, and his voice trembled and said, "Cold smoke...... It's useless for my brother."
"Brother... I'm sorry, brother, it was me who was wrong, I was too willful, I was wrong...... Brother, I listen to you, I won't jump around, I'll be very well-behaved, brother...... Don't ...... like this" Lu Hanyan saw Lu Yang's eyes reddening, and immediately became anxious, scared, and guilty.
She knew that she had broken her brother again.
"I'm sorry, Hanyan, I'm ...... Scares you. Lu Yang reluctantly smiled.
"Someday, I will cure you completely, one day......" Lu Yang said quietly but firmly.
"Well, I believe in you, brother, you are the best brother in the world" Lu Hanyan nodded affirmatively, showing a smile.
Lu Yang smiled and touched Lu Hanyan's head, "Hanyan, sit down, I'll clean up the house first, and then I'll make you something to eat." ”
"Mm-hmm" Lu Hanyan nodded obediently, obedient like a kitten.
Lu Yang walked into the kitchen, found a basin, took some water, sprinkled some water on the ground, and then completely began to clean up.
Lu Yang was busy, Lu Hanyan sat on the edge of the bed, obediently watching, as Lu Yang moved, her eyes also moved.
The house hasn't been cleaned up for a long time, and he hasn't been here for more than half a month, and Lu Yang has cleaned up for a long time.
Finally, I swept the floor and washed the kitchen utensils again.
Then, Lu Yang, who was about to start cooking......
Lu Yang walked out of the kitchen, holding two bags of instant noodles in his hands.
"Girl, I seem to have forgotten to buy groceries, and now there are only instant noodles at home, what should I do? Why don't we go out to eat? Lu Yang was also a little embarrassed.
"Poof!" Lu Hanyan laughed out loud, "Haha, silly brother"
"Eh" Lu Yang scratched his head, a little embarrassed, "Let's go, let's go out to eat"
"No, let's eat at home, it's just right, I can also cook instant noodles, let my brother try my craft today" Lu Hanyan got up and said.
"Uh, really eat instant noodles?"
"Then why don't I cook it, you just sit and wait to eat"
"I don't, brother~" Lu Hanyan said coquettishly.
"Okay, okay, come on, but be careful, don't burn your hands" Lu Yang thought about it and agreed.
"Hmph, I'm not a three-year-old child anymore, brother, you don't have to look down on me like this," Lu Hanyan said arrogantly.
Lu Yang smiled bitterly, he had never let her cook, and he was really worried.
But it's just a boil of instant noodles, so it shouldn't be a problem.
The positions of the two changed, Lu Yang sat on the bed, and Lu Hanyan walked into the kitchen.
Lu Yang's eyes also kept looking at Lu Hanyan.
"Brother, how do you use this natural gas?"
"Hold, rotate counterclockwise"
At this time, Lu Yang was a little worried, but fortunately, Lu Hanyan was quite smart, well, the first time he succeeded in fire.
Lu Yang just watched Lu Hanyan busy with his work. The eyes are full of love.
"Brother......" Lu Hanyan suddenly spoke, a little quietly, but Lu Yang still heard it.
"Huh? What's wrong? ”
"Brother, can you stay with me tomorrow?" Lu Hanyan's voice was a little weak.
Lu Yang heard this, but he was silent.
For a while, the entire rental house was inexplicably quiet.
"Hanyan, I'm sorry, I ......"
"I don't need to apologize, I know everything, brother"
"Yes"
There was silence for a while.
"Brother, next month...... Next month is Mom and Dad's third anniversary, shall we go back this year? Lu Hanyan's voice trembled a little.
"Back! Let's go back! Definitely going back."
"Thank you, brother!"
Lu Hanyan smiled, Lu Yang looked at Lu Hanyan and smiled.
After that, it was quiet again in the rental house.
Lu Yang kept looking at his sister, moving cautiously in the bedroom, looking at the fire on the liquefied gas stove from time to time, twisting it from time to time, and opening the lid of the pot from time to time to take a look.
Lu Yang didn't remind his sister that this would delay time, but just looked at it with a smile.
It's just that Lu Yang seems to be a little tired today, looking at it, his eyelids are a little heavy, his head is dizzy, and the whole person is sleepy.
The eyelids are getting heavier,
heavier and heavier,
Getting......
But he still insisted, even though his eyes had narrowed into a slit, he still looked at his sister in the kitchen.
Finally, Lu Hanyan turned off the fire and walked out of the kitchen.
Finally, Lu Yang couldn't bear the sleepiness, fell down on the bed heavily, and fell asleep.
"Huh? Asleep? Lu Hanyan stood on his toes and looked at his sleeping brother.
"Hmph, Brother Lazy Pig!"
……
At this time, Lu Yang, who seemed to have slept deeply, once again encountered the last thing he wanted to encounter - the nightmare that had haunted him for three whole years: an unsolvable nightmare.
Boundless darkness kept invading him, and there was nothing but endless negativity washing over him—loneliness, helplessness, fear, sadness......