I miss the days when I was still a human being. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

They were almost as fleeting as a passing moment in the long river of my conscious life, but the impression was deep and unforgettable.

I am nostalgic for the days that belonged to humanity.

Now, although Caesar has given me a golden body, in the depths of my heart, in the softest place of my heart, the shadow of man, the character of man, has always been impossible for me to discard, and often haunts my dreams.

I love human beings, I love human beings deeply, and my emotions are indelible in the time when I stay in the time when I belong to human beings.

"Don't talk about humans like that, I don't like to think of humans like that. Humans aren't what you think they are, Sith Lady. I said.

The Sith looked at me as if he were dissecting me, and those razor-sharp eyes were like swords that were always trying to disintegrate my mind.

"Tell me, what does a human being look like in your eyes?" Sith looked at me for a moment, and eventually, as if he was tired of himself, "In my eyes, humans are a bunch of obscene, forced creatures, who are not supposed to multiply on a large scale in this world. ”

"What do you mean?" When I heard the Sith's words, my heart couldn't help but feel nervous.

"Humanity is now almost the master of this world. You see, if there were no vampires, or rather, highly intelligent vampires like me, humanity would not have been able to find anything that could restrain them. Sith looked at me with something incomprehensible in his gloomy eyes.

"Humans are not as arrogant and obscene as you say they are." Now, I don't want to hear his nonsense at all. "Humanity is great, they put in a lot of effort to survive, and it is because of these efforts that they finally stand at the top of this world. Even though humans occasionally make mistakes, the mainstream of humanity is always admirable. "I spoke generously to him.

Sith looked at me for a moment, and finally, he let out a cold snort from his nose, let out a breath of cold air, and said, "I didn't expect you to have such deep feelings for humans. ”

"As long as I have lived with my heart, as long as there are people I have loved at that time, there are people I love, I will cherish them. I love humanity because when I was a human being, I had my grandmother who loved me, I loved my sister, and I also loved my Kate. It is because of this love that I cherish my time as a human being, and I still love the human race today. ”

At this I paused, and I watched the Sith frown, even frowning, trying to think my words, or rather trying to keep up with my train of thought, but, somehow, it seemed to me that something that a normal human or a vampire could easily do was so difficult for him.

I ignored his hardships, in fact, for some reason, the more difficult he looked, the happier my heart became.

It can be seen that I don't have a good impression of this person from my bones.

"I love human beings." Seeing that the Sith frowned, I was more than happy to continue. "Now, I'm a vampire, but even so, vampires come from humans. I came from a human being that I love, and that's where I am very happy。。。。。。。 ”

"Shut up!" Now, as I said this, the Sith suddenly roared, and at this moment, like an enraged wolf, and like a wild dog with a scar on it, he roared loudly, "Do you know what you're talking about now? If you don't want to die just yet, I'd advise you not to say anything more. Did you know that when you are flaunting your love, you are trampling on the dignity of those poor people. The Sith said this, his face gloomy and dark.

At this moment, he gasped for air, obviously very emotional.

Eventually, he calmed down.

"Do you know why I hate what you just said?" Once he had calmed down, he began to ask me.

I didn't take over his topic, but looked at him in silence.

"When I was a human being, I never experienced this kind of feeling, this most precious thing that belongs to human beings, I just watched others have it, and I didn't have anything." The Sith's brow furrowed, and his face was full of pain.

I didn't expect him to say that, it was really something I didn't expect.

"When I was a human," the Sith paused, perhaps at the look of surprise on my face, and then continued, "when my human parents brought me into this world, they abandoned me. ”

When I heard this from the Sith, I was completely stunned.

I didn't expect that when he was still a human, he would have such a tragic experience.

Sith's eyes were slightly red. He turned his face away and wiped it gently, and when he turned his face again, I noticed that there was a tear hanging from the corner of his eye.

I was shocked to see this scene in front of me.

I didn't expect the Sith to cry, and a person like the Sith should be a person without any emotions in my impression and feeling, especially with such fragile and sensitive emotions as she does now.

"When I was born, I was just a premature baby, so thin that anyone would say I couldn't feed it, and, at that time, my body was ugly. As a little baby, I was abandoned by humans. ”

Ugly?

I really can't imagine what a newborn baby can be ugly, in fact, newborn children are extremely ugly.

Just when I was confused, the Sith seemed to understand what I meant, and continued, "My complexion is different from that of a normal baby, a mixture of pale and gray. So, when I was just born, the shameful midwives of humanity said that I was not a good omen, and even said that I would represent a catastrophe in the future, the embodiment of a catastrophe for humanity. At this, Sith's face turned ugly, and his hands were clenched into fists, "If I ever see that tongue-chewing midwife again, I'm sure I'll tear her apart." ”

Hearing the Sith's words, I couldn't help but feel a little sympathy for him, I didn't expect that when he was still a human, he would have such an experience.

"Actually, it's not just the midwife who says this about me, it's everyone around me who says that about me."