Chapter 53: The Beginning of the Misunderstanding (1)
It's a cruel thought! Even if Taiping had such a plan in his heart early on, he just used the topic to say it. But she still couldn't be as calm as she imagined, and she found herself still jealous...... Even this thought is more and more involuntary for her to restrain herself, no matter how she makes an indifferent and indifferent appearance on her face, even if she deliberately puts this posture frivolously, the integrity of her heart still can't be deceived.
She suddenly wanted to leave the subject and never mention it again, and even turned around and walked away without saying anything, because she felt that she could not hold on to this careless and breezy posture on her face......
But between the light and shadow, Lai Junchen's gloomy face was shrouded in a faint layer of starlight. His Adam's apple moved slightly, and he exhaled Helan, somewhat helpless. I don't know if it's an illusion, Junchen only feels that his eyes are a little wet, and I don't know if it's a slight red from the fog.
And Taiping had quietly turned around Furong at this time, and she was already weak-hearted, so she didn't seem to dare to face the Lai Junchen in front of her anymore.
This originally ambiguous tryst under the moon was just because of an unnecessary misunderstanding, but it was not a misunderstanding, but it was a hundred turns and thousands of knots after this misunderstanding, those thoughts and considerations, and it was pushed to such an embarrassing point in this way!
The two of them were silent, and for a while the atmosphere only felt that it was sinking vigorously! And the thoughts that were raging in my heart turned into a barren void because they were gathered and stacked too luxuriantly! It was as if it had been stuffed into a handful of weeds, and it was very uncomfortable to play with it.
Sometimes it's not wrong to say less and do less, but if you fall silent when your heart is forced here, it will often push the situation to a more violent extreme!
The more silent the atmosphere is, the more I feel that there is a huge stone pressing down according to the heart! The circulating winter wind is like a sharp blade, and at the same time as it brushes through the skin, it cuts a shallow opening, and the heart is throbbing.
Taiping only felt that he was about to be suffocated by this atmosphere! And Junchen was trying his best to press the flame rolling up in his heart, this is a nameless fire brought up by Taiping! If nothing else, it seems that it is only for the good intentions of the Taiping Fangcai...... On what basis did she judge his love and earnestly put into the so-called good intentions!
This inexplicable temper is actually just because I still care about peace in my heart, and how angry I am when I care. But even in the name of love, Junchen found that his originally good self-control was in front of the peace, but it suddenly became useless! He had tried his best to suppress it with reason, but at this moment, those surging emotions seemed to fill his heart in an instant!
Staring at the pale lover in front of him and taking a deep look, Junchen did not continue to hide his anger, raised his sword eyebrows, lowered his eyes, and his voice was unprecedentedly deep and cramped: "Are you teasing my feelings for you like this?" Heh......" After finishing his words, he chuckled, and with a little hypocrisy, some tiredness, and some feelings that seemed to him not even knowing how to explain clearly, he immediately brushed away with a prickly negative breath.
Yu Guang caught a glimpse of Taiping, who was standing on the ground and looked indifferent, Junchen suddenly raised his head in panic, but he didn't look at her again, he decided to make a fuss about this temper to the end!
He's annoyed, really annoyed! Annoyed that she ignored her sincerity and self-care for her all along and made such a shallow and irresponsible decision! Annoyed with her casually, casually just pushing a woman to herself!
His affection for her was unique. He is not her and does not seek to be so-called responsible to any party. He could have allowed her to leave him to marry her, but he could not accept that he would marry any woman but her!
Even if marrying a wife and having children is an inevitable process, even if it is an experience that he cannot escape in the future, at least it will not be now. He wasn't ready, and besides, she made such a decision herself! What is this, how funny is it that a lover personally chooses a lover to accompany his lover?