After answering the troops, he immediately followed the troops to the disaster area to participate in the rescue, for so long, he was busy every day, and he didn't dare to let himself be more idle, as soon as his brain stopped, he would go crazy and think of Tian Yuan's tears when he left, how afraid he would suddenly call Tian Yuan and tell her the truth.

He thought that before leaving, he had arranged everything for her, swept away all her difficulties, and if she was strong, she would definitely be fine.

Xia Shang really didn't know what to say, his Yuanyuan, the Yuanyuan he put in his heart, endured so many hardships when he was away.

Xia Shang couldn't wait to slap himself twice, how much he hated himself, but he left Tian Yuan at this time, thinking that in the name of her goodness, he pushed her away from his side, but he didn't know how much she wanted a hug and comfort from her.

"Yuanyuan, don't do anything stupid, promise me, listen to my explanation, forgive me, wait for me to go back in City A, okay?" Xia Shang's heart throbbed minute by minute, and this pain was more painful than a bullet piercing his heart and stopping in his bones and blood.

The other party did not answer, but Xia Shang knew that Tian Yuan must be listening, and he immediately said, "Yuanyuan, pushing you away is a last resort, I am about to have a more dangerous mission, this task is related to the safety of my life." Yuanyuan, I just don't want to delay your youth, I don't want to delay your time, I don't want me to be on a mission, you have to worry and be afraid for me, I don't want one day, I die outside, you have to be heartbroken, so I thought, as long as you blame me for hating me and resenting me, when I die, you won't be so sad, and you will be a good person to live a life that belongs to you. Yuanyuan, do you understand? It's not that I don't love you, I feel sorry for you, I feel sorry for you when you don't have me, alone, you will be lonely, you will be sad, you will miss me. ”

The words fell, in exchange for Tian Yuan's crying on the phone.

"Xia Shang, you always say I'm stupid, but you're even more stupid than me, push me away, just for my good? But do you see that? I'm not good at all right now. Without you, when I'm sad, I don't have a shoulder to lean on, and no one will give me a hug like you when I'm embarrassed. Push me away, you will only make me feel as if I have been abandoned by this world, abandoned by love, let me magnify this helplessness a hundredfold, ten thousand times, Xia Shang, it hurts, it really hurts, do you know the way? ”

This kind of pushing away is not for her good, but for her to bear more abandonment and helplessness.

"I'm stupid! Yuanyuan, I was wrong, forgive me, okay? Wait for me to go back, and let you punish me? You have to remember, we are still going to get married, if you end your life like this, where will you let me find a second Tian Yuan in this world? This kind of powerlessness, he understands, just like he wants to desperately return to her identity at this moment, but the distance blocks everything.

The person on the phone couldn't cry anymore, Xia Shang couldn't wait for Tian Yuan's answer, just listened to her forced cry, little by little.

At this moment, my heart is burning and my heart is painful.

I see, I see.

Tian Yuan held the mobile phone and cried and laughed, she thought that he was her only one, but she didn't know that he also regarded her as the only one.

Over there, Old Man Xia gave Mrs. Xu and Lao Wang a look, and approached her little by little while Tian Yuan followed Xia Shang's phone call, just when the two were about to reach out to pull Tian Yuan, unexpectedly, Tian Yuan suddenly burst into tears and never spoke again, looking back at them.