Chapter 169: The Parting of Love
Shen Junru had just walked out of the bedroom, and Tilis had also come out. The old man was sitting in www.biquge.info the outhouse, and when he saw the two of them coming out of the left room one after another, he didn't need to be instructed, he got up and entered the room, and exchanged glances with Shen Junru and Tilis. It seems to indicate that it is 'shifting'.
Qian Chong saw Shen Junru's solemn expression, and felt that what she wanted to talk to herself might not be acceptable to her. He couldn't help but sink in his heart, but he didn't show his face on the surface, and nodded with a smile: "Okay, I'll just accompany you to visit here again." ”
Shen Junru nodded slightly, and walked out of the wooden house side by side with Qian Chong...
Tilis also followed, and Lu Qingxuan, who was in charge of stabilizing Sawyer and Jim, saw this, so he smiled and said to Sawyer: "I'm sorry, I'll miss you for a while." ”
Sawa didn't think it was allowed, and let Lu Qingxuan walk away.
Lu Qingxuan's heart was naturally unsteady, and he said loudly in Chinese to the black-faced man who was napping in front of the wooden house: "Mr. Li, please take care of these two gentlemen!" ”
When the black-faced man heard this, he immediately opened his eyes and poked the bearded man next to him.
The bearded man only raised his eyelids slightly, and then said softly, "We don't have to move, just stare at them from a distance." ”
The black-faced man nodded: "Okay, then you can rest again, I'll be responsible for watching them first." ”
Lu Qingxuan greeted Tilis very courteously and asked with concern: "Tilis, are your feet okay?" ”
Tilis nodded: "Well, it doesn't hurt at all!" ”
Lu Qingxuan said happily: "That's good, we can go out of the valley tonight as planned." ”
Tilis said, "Well, I've been in that room for half a day and a night, and I'm really suffocating." Can you walk around here with me? ”
Lu Qingxuan smiled: "Okay! We're almost out of here, and we haven't taken a good look at the surroundings yet. ”
Tilis saw that Shen Junru was accompanied by Qian Chong and walked to the left side of the wooden house, she was not good to join in the fun, so accompanied by Lu Qingxuan, she walked to the right side of the wooden house...
Besides, Qian Chong accompanied Shen Junru past everyone's rest place first. After all, they are in charge of managing everyone, and they have to take care of everyone's situation.
At this time, the tall woman, accompanied by a middle-aged man, walked around the nearby jungle. The man who threw the roast chicken also sat down with the woman in a short skirt and whispered next to a bush far away from everyone. And the newlyweds also wandered in the surrounding bushes and disappeared from time to time. Each of them had a pleasant expression, as if there was a feeling of rebirth after a catastrophe.
Seeing this, Shen Junru also showed a relaxed look. But she had something on her mind, and she was soon shrouded in a layer of gloom.
Qian Chong walked side by side with her, and when he saw that her face was a little tangled, he couldn't help but ask carefully: "Baby, everyone is happy because they are about to get out of danger, why do you seem to be preoccupied?" Are there any other concerns? ”
Shen Junru shook his head: "All possible hidden worries have been 'prepared for a rainy day' by you." What else should I worry about? ”
"Then you're..."
"Qian Chong, I'm a little depressed, you can walk with me into the distance, okay?"
As soon as Qian Chong saw her expression, he knew that she had something on her mind and wanted to stay away from everyone and talk to herself. He glanced back at Sawa and Jim again, feeling that everything was under his control, so he was relieved to accompany Shen Junru to leave.
Due to the jungle everywhere, they naturally could not walk in a straight line, and some of them walked around the bend.
Shen Junru wanted to stop talking several times, but she always wanted to stop talking.
Qian Chong had insight into all this. He finally took the initiative to suggest: "Baby, your foot injury hasn't fully healed yet, let's sit down and rest, don't you have something to say to me?" ”
Shen Junru bit her lip lightly, but still stopped.
Qian Chong looked around, then took Shen Junru's arm, led her to an abrupt stone, and sat down with her, while he hung down next to her.
"Qian Chong, can you sit down for a while?"
Shen Junru said as she moved her buttocks, trying to make room for the money.
Qian Chong didn't want to sit, but when he found Shen Junru's expression, he didn't seem to want to talk to him head-on, so he had to sit down with Shen Junru sideways.
Shen Junru hesitated for a long time, and finally spoke: "Qian Chong, how long have we known each other?" ”
Qian Chong thought for a moment, and then replied affirmatively: "From the first 'car accident' to today, it has been three years and seventeen days!" ”
Shen Junru's heart was shocked: "You remember it so clearly, I didn't expect that we have known each other for more than three years." ”
Qian Chong sighed: "Yes, since I first met you, my dream has already begun!" ”
Shen Junru's eyes suddenly moistened: "It's a pity that I didn't cherish this time, in the past three years, I have been guarding you, avoiding you, and not putting my feelings into you." ”
Qian Chong nodded with a wry smile: "I know, because of my family background, it has become an obstacle for you to accept me." It's because you're different from other girls that I'm pursuing you without hesitation... I'm not even afraid to get myself bruised. ”
Shen Junru said gloomily: "It was because you were a rich second generation that you seemed cynical and cynical, which made me misjudge you." I don't dare to entrust my life to you. ”
Qian Chong nodded: "I know, because my family is too rich, everything does not allow me to show other opportunities except material aspects." I can only prove my sincerity by 'throwing money' at you. However, I didn't expect this to make you even more taboo. In the end, I had to use the 'dead grinding' method. I know it's not going to make you change your mind about me, but at least it proves that I love you. Or maybe find an opportunity to prove that I love you. ”
Shen Junru thought for a while: "So, you will participate in every tour group I lead." Hoping to find such an opportunity? ”
Qian Chong nodded again: "Well, I know that in the process of pursuing you, I was disgusted by you because of my self-defeating. And, you've got a new boyfriend. If I hadn't been in your sight from time to time, I'm afraid I'd never have had a chance. ”
Shen Junru cried: "Qian Chong, it is precisely because of your reluctance that I feel a little lost, and I also keep a little distance from Hong Ming... I have been with him for a year, but I haven't let him really get it once..."
When Qian Chong heard this, he immediately said emotionally: "Baby, this shows that you haven't really let go of me in your heart." Now, through this perilous journey. You should really know me, right? ”
Shen Junru had mixed feelings, and her tears rolled down her pretty face like a flood that opened the floodgates...
She almost choked up in a voice: "If it weren't for you this time, I'm afraid I'd have died a long time ago... I'm afraid I owe you a lot of money, and I'm afraid I won't be able to make it up in my life..."
Seeing this, Qian Chong immediately hugged Shen Junru into his arms, gently wiped the tears on her face with his hand, and said angrily: "Silly girl, don't say that, as long as you marry me, you won't owe me anything." I need to give more for you to repay your love. ”
After sobbing in Qian Chong's arms for a while, Shen Junru finally broke free from his embrace, stood up, turned her back to him and said in pain: "I'm afraid it's too late..."
Qian Chong was stunned: "Baby... You and Wang Hongming haven't become de facto marriages yet, it's all in time! ”
Shen Junru slowly turned around at this time, and looked directly at Qian Chong with teary eyes: "Qian Chong, I am truly in love with you now, and I don't even want to leave you in this life." But... You know what? If we were all right, would it hurt many people? ”
Qian Chong's eyes were also very solemn and stared at Shen Junru: "Are you afraid of hurting Wang Hongming?" ”
Shen Junru said gloomily: "Except for Hong Ming, haven't you considered the daughter of the secretary of the process?" I've only seen her once, but I feel that she's completely trapped in her feelings for you, you can't be too selfish, you can't completely ignore her feelings, right? ”
Qian Chong smiled bitterly: "Baby, you are a contemporary intellectual woman, you should dare to love and hate in love!" How can you suffer from gains and losses like this? Do we give up our own happiness in order to take care of the feelings of others? ”
Shen Junru closed her eyes in pain, and hesitated for a long time before she slowly opened her eyes again. At this time, she said to Qian Chong: "Do you remember the scene when we first lived in the wooden house the night before? ”
Qian Chong nodded: "Of course I remember!" I'm on guard outside, and I'm waiting for you to sleep. ”
"And do you remember when I was woken up by a nightmare?"
Qian Chong immediately came to his senses and said: "I asked you at the time, but you refused to say, did you dream of him?" ”
Shen Junru nodded: "I dreamed of Hong Ming, dreamed of his painful scene..."
Qian Chong was stunned: "What the hell is going on?" Why did he 'feel pain' in his dream? ”
Shen Junru's thoughts returned to the scene in the dream: "I felt that I was dead, my body... no, it should be a soul floating in the dark night sky... When I got closer, I realized that it was Hong Ming kneeling on the ground and burning paper money, which seemed to be burned for me... When I wanted to rush over with excitement, I realized that I had no body, and he couldn't feel my existence at all. I wanted to say something to him, but I couldn't make any sound... I could only watch him cry while burning paper..."
When Qian Chong heard this, he couldn't help but interrupt: "Do you remember what he said?" ”
Shen Junru couldn't stop crying, and nodded lightly: "He... He was crying to me, blaming me for not leaving him alone, he didn't want to live anymore, but in order to take care of my parents in my hometown, he could only live strongly... and preached that he would often send money to my parents in my name, do you know?" My parents have always been in poor health, and I am the only hope for the second half of their lives. When I heard Hong Ming's words, I was so moved that I couldn't do it... Although I felt like a lonely ghost in my dream, my sad mood also made me cry like a fountain... He also told me in his dream that he would only love me alone in this life, although I am gone, he will not look for other girls anymore...
Qian Chong no longer continued to listen to Shen Junru talk about her dream, but interrupted eagerly: "Baby, you can't tie yourself up with Wang Hongming again with a dream, okay?" Don't you know? Dreams are all reversed! ”
Shen Junru said sadly: "But since we lost contact with the outside world. I feel that Hong Ming and many of my relatives are also grieving because of our 'disappearance'. Perhaps, the authorities have declared us dead in the mudslide. Our relatives are washing their faces with tears every day. What a surprise would it be if we could see them alive? However, if I get along with you, what a blow and irony this will be to Hong Ming and them! ”
Qian Chong was silent. How could he not have imagined that those relatives were breaking their hearts and intestines at this time?
"Baby, can you bear to give up on me just because you take into account Wang Hongming's feelings?"
Shen Junru didn't answer directly, but suddenly said, "Qian Chong, do you know? Hong Ming, like me, came out of a poor ravine, and came to Zhangxin to pursue his dreams. We are sympathetic to each other because of the same situation. When we decide to live together, we can be said to be a blank slate when it comes to material things. So, we decided to save up to buy a house. This may be out of reach for the two of us. However, because of our yearning for a happy family, we still saved up the money we saved a penny... He lives a very simple life, does not waste a penny, and puts the saved money into our common card every month... A few days ago, he excitedly told me, 'We have almost enough money for a down payment.' Our dream of owning a house is coming true! When I saw his happy face, I couldn't help but be very moved... Maybe this is the life I need, in a very ordinary life, smiling happily at each other! ”
When Qian Chong heard this, he couldn't help but look up and sigh: "Some people say that girls nowadays like the fifth king of diamonds." But in you, this concept is completely subverted. My family's wealth has made me lose the girl I cherish the most! ”
Shen Junru listened, and suddenly threw herself into Qian Chong's arms again...
Qian Chong was stunned for a moment, then opened his arms and hugged her tightly...
After a long time, his mouth gently attached to her ear: "Baby, Wang Hongming doesn't want to lose you." I'm afraid I can't live without you! Can you..."
Shen Junru calmed down again, and without waiting for Qian Chong to finish speaking, he pushed him away, and said emotionally: "Qian Chong, we will not leave each other, because we live in the same city after all. We're the closest relatives..."
"Baby, I don't want us to be just relatives... I want to be lovers..."
Shen Junru's expression became solemn again: "Qian Chong, I love you now!" The previous love for Hong Ming has turned into a family affection... However, the family affection between me and him cannot be separated. So, I can only give up my love for you..."