762 Good That Never Knows (4)
"Before you decide what you want to do, Miss Shen, I'd like to give you an address, you go over and take a look, and then you can make a decision."
After Tony said this, he stood up, found a pen and a piece of paper in the room, wrote a line of words, and then handed it to Lin Shenshen.
Tony glanced at Lin Shen and didn't say anything else, but turned around silently and walked out of the bedroom.
The room was completely calm, Lin Shen maintained the posture just now, and sat on the sofa for a long time, without any movement.
She stared at the empty seat in the room, all that echoed in her mind was what Tony had just said to her.
At this time, the night was not deep, but the bedroom with the window closed was very quiet.
Lin Shen nested alone on the sofa, and for the first time in the six years that his parents died tragically in front of him, he carefully reviewed his life in the past six years.
Pale is her main tone and melody, and the only color and passion is the man Jinyang.
Tony said that the human heart is flesh and blood, and how did she manage to be so cold?
In the past six years, she just felt that the revenge of her parents had to be avenged, the pain of losing her son had to be found, and her brother had to take care of the fact that she had been working hard to live for others, working hard, and living without regrets, but she had never lived for herself, so that she wronged the best man in the world.
It's not that she doesn't know how cruel she is, not only to herself, but even more cruel to Jinyang, but she always feels that her choice is right.
When people live in the world, the first thing they love is their parents, and if they don't love their parents, how can they be worthy of being a person?
As the saying goes, the environment creates people's character, and Lin Shenshen was not like this in the past, but six years ago, she lost too much and became too independent, and she couldn't learn how to rely on her independence.
Although in the bottom of her heart, she has been longing for someone to rely on.
She also felt that it was not wrong for her to avenge her parents, but what Tony had just said to her was full of accusations, as if she had made some kind of big mistake.
Lin Shen slowly closed her eyes, sat quietly on the sofa, and kept asking herself repeatedly in her heart, did she go all the way wrong?
However, she couldn't imagine what she was wrong with.
No one understands how hard it can be when you are betrayed and killed by your own uncle, and it really destroys your trust and worldview in the world.
At that time, she had learned how to trust and depend.
She admitted that many times she really wanted Jinyang to take on all this for herself, but she was afraid, afraid of losing, afraid of losing him like losing her parents.
She's just a coward in the truest sense of the word.
Lin Shen couldn't help but shed tears, she slowly hung her head, buried her head in her legs, curled up on the sofa, grabbed the placket on her legs tightly, and said to herself again and again in her heart: Lin Shenshen, you coward.
She scolded and scolded herself, vaguely feeling that she seemed to have really done something wrong.
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The next day, the weather was still a mess of sunshine