Before she was seven years old, she had little contact with people, and the queen mother was very strict, and set a lot of rules for her, not allowed to play with the little palace maid, not allowed to talk to foreign ministers, not allowed to see people outside the Changning Palace, not allowed to go to places other than the dormitory and study, unless summoned by the king, not allowed to leave the Changning Palace ...... at will. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info In short, there are many, many things that are not allowed.

She has always adhered to the rules of the queen mother, although sometimes she wonders if these are right, and occasionally sneaks out a few times, but on the whole, she is still very obedient.

Until one day when she came back from the study and passed by Jingfeng Palace, she met a person. It completely changed her perception of men and women.

Originally, she wouldn't pass by here, but she was taught a few words by the teacher that day, and she felt very uncomfortable, so she spared a big circle in the palace and wanted to go through the Yuhua Hall and Jingfeng and then go back to the palace.

Jingfeng Palace is said to be a palace, but in fact, it is just a synonym for the cold palace, no one will come here, even if someone passes by, it will be unlucky, and everyone who walks by is a little hurried. She was in a bad mood that day, and deliberately walked slowly, and as she walked, she suddenly saw a boy slightly younger than her crouching in the corner of the wall, whimpering and crying.

In the palace she had only seen two kinds of people, one was a woman, the other was a man who was neither male nor female, and for men, except for his father, who did not see him a few times a year, she had never seen a second animal that could be called a male. And this little boy, no matter how he dresses or behaves, he doesn't look like a little eunuch at all.

Curious, she squatted on the ground and asked, "What are you doing?" ”

Either the smile was too bright at that time, or maybe she was born with a good person, the little boy was stunned the moment he saw her, and then he began to cry again, crying louder than before.

She had never coaxed a child, let alone seen a child younger than herself, and she was at a loss for a moment, thinking that she had scared him to cry.

stayed on the side for a while, and then tried to persuade him, "Don't cry, what is there to tell me, I am the prince of Yanguo." ”

The trick was so clever that the little boy stopped crying for a moment, and then threw himself into her arms, as if an unweaned child was looking for her mother.

She was speechless, and she didn't know what to do with her hands at first glance. Or should he push him away, his tears staining her new dress of freshly cut gold silk brocade. This is her most precious one. But when she saw the little face full of tears, she suddenly didn't want to push it away. I didn't feel anything at the time, and it wasn't until I thought back many years later that I interpreted it as a flood of her motherhood. Although she didn't know she was a woman at the time.

called the palace maid of Jingfeng Palace, only to know that this child was actually his own brother.

At this moment, the brotherly love that had been hidden for a long time immediately emerged like a flood.

She actually has a younger brother, her own brother, a brother who is only two years younger than her. She was very happy, hugged his face and kissed him again and again, and said that she would be with him in the future and be a pair of close brothers.

She wanted to take the little boy back to her bedchamber, but Nucleus did not agree with her, and repeatedly told her that the queen would not agree, and asked her to ask the queen for her opinion before making a decision. He also said that the boy had a special identity and could not be brought back casually.

She disagreed, warning Nu'er not to say it. At that time, the queen mother was sick and had no time to care about her, so this five-year-old little man stayed in Changning Palace. The boy's name is Qi, and in order of eldest and youngest, it is the word Shu, also called Shuqi, as if she was the eldest son and was called Bodan.

Shuqi told her that he cried that day because his mother had died and there was no one to take care of him.

His mother was originally a maid in the palace, and the king was drunk and accepted the favor in a daze, and gave birth to him in a daze.

The king of Yan is also a man, just like most men in the world, he was born with a kind of luck in it, he quickly forgot about this palace maid, and the son he gave birth to was also thrown aside. The queen put them in the cold palace, and he and his mother lived next to each other day without any care.

His mother's death is an unsolved case, and it is said that she hanged herself in her room the other day. Some people say that she hanged herself because she couldn't bear to be snubbed by the king and didn't want to suffer in the cold palace. But she vaguely felt that something was wrong here, if a woman really wanted to die, she would have committed suicide a long time ago, so why wait until five years later?

In the past year or two, the queen mother has not been in good health, and every time she is called to the bed, she sighs, and seems to be quite worried about her in the future. The queen mother's worries were everywhere, and she began to exclude dissidents from the palace, she killed two concubines who were favored by the king, and some people even said that the death of Mrs. Wang and her son was also related to the queen mother. But the legend is just a legend, and it disappeared in a few days, and about those who dared to talk nonsense were buried in the ground.

She didn't know why the queen mother did this, but it should be for her, for her prince to sit safely, and for her to ascend the throne as the king of Yan in the future and become a hero.

She has always believed in her own ability, thinking that she can be a good master of a country, but in fact, the queen mother does not need to worry. After persuading the queen mother several times, she was severely reprimanded, saying that she didn't know the height of the sky, and said that as long as there was any prince in the Yan Kingdom, it would be difficult for her to keep the throne. She was puzzled, and she couldn't stop the queen mother's actions.

Seeing her getting worse day by day, losing weight day by day, and hurting her mind for her business, she felt very sad.

Shuqi's matter, the nuclear man finally told the queen mother, probably because she threatened him that if he dared to leak a word, he would be sent to the knife room to be castrated again. Maybe it's not for her, but for the queen mother, he is probably afraid that the queen mother's condition will worsen and leave too early. The nuclear man's loyalty to his mother was beyond her imagination, and even after his mother, he committed suicide by taking poison. Some people say that the queen mother was kind to him, and some people say that he will live and die only if he has affection for the queen. Whatever it is, it is after death, and the dead cannot speak, and the reason for this will always be a secret.

But now, for people who have always been lonely, it is a happy thing to have a companion of a similar age. She eats and sleeps with him every day, goes in and out with him, and her life is full of fun. With him by her side, the smile on her face became brighter, her homework seemed to be better than before, and the teacher scolded her less and less.

In the spring, the queen mother finally couldn't support it anymore and passed away. When she was dying, she took her hand and told her to take good care of herself and not let others know her identity.

At that time, she didn't know what her mother was worried about, and she didn't understand it until the last moment of her last breath. And many years later, I finally understood, and it became clear what her worries were at that time.

I was very emotional, and I regretted that she couldn't understand her deep meaning.

Every mother in the world wants to arrange the best path for her children, but every child in the world wants to resist desperately, if every mother can predict the future, I don't know how much less to worry about. It's a pity that her child, like all children in the world, wants to break free from her parents and wants to do things according to her own ideas.

The queen mother is gone, the entire harem is her world, and Shuqi's identity can also be put in the light. She went to the king to let Shuqi live with her, and also asked Shuqi to be restored to his status as a son, so that he could study with her.

The king approved all these things, and praised her for her charity, and in time she would become a wise lord of a generation.

She was very happy, and her relationship with Shuqi became more and more intimate.

After two or three years in a blink of an eye, the two have been safe and sound, until one day when she went to the toilet, she suddenly found that Shuqi was standing and she was squatting.

Puzzled, she immediately broke in through the latrine on the left side to watch how he peed.

Shuqi blushed with shame, clasped her hands tightly in front of her, and said that she wouldn't let her see anything. Later, he couldn't hold it back, and his hands were covered with urine, and even the placket was splashed a lot, and a few drops were splashed on her.

Shuqi was very scared and wanted to wipe her in a hurry, but she didn't pay any attention to the dirt on her body, just stared at what he showed up with wide eyes, and stretched out her hand, "What kind of monster are you?" ”

Shu Qi hurriedly tightened his pants, and his red face tightened without saying a word.

She was very strange, very strange, the two of them had slept together for two or three years, and she hadn't noticed any difference in their anatomy, their chests were the same flat and fleshy, but why did he suddenly have such a strange thing.

She asked him, "Are you a man?" ”

He nodded earnestly, patting his chest to assure him that it must be a man.

If he is a man, then what is she?

She thought hard about this question, and she couldn't figure it out for a long time. She didn't feel like a woman, at least she didn't have something bulging on her chest, so ...... Could she be a eunuch who is neither male nor female, like the nuclear man?

She cried so much that her eyes were so red and swollen that she couldn't even see the road. Later, she asked another grandmother who took care of her, and she said that it didn't matter if she didn't, but the time had not come, and when the time came, it would grow naturally.

She believed it, and how could she know that what she said and what she said were completely different things.

Since that day, she has been watching herself grow a thing like Shuqi every day, but unfortunately until she left Yan Country to go to Chu State, that thing did not grow, but two snow-white snow-white things like buns burst out of her chest on it.

The night before leaving Yan for Chu, she lay down with Qi, touching her chest from time to time, and then touching his. After repeating this several times, Qi couldn't help but ask, "What is my brother doing?" ”

She was embarrassed to say and turned her back to pretend to be asleep, but he leaned over and held him tightly in his arms. At that time, she never imagined that a little person who was shorter than herself would one day grow taller, and she really saw the difference between men and women.

Thinking of Qi, I couldn't help but sigh, I haven't seen him for a long time, he should be doing well now.