1056 It's better to be a relative than a relative

Liu Hanyan paused, stopped, turned his face sideways and stared at Lin Fei quietly, "There are some people, although they are related by blood and are relatives in the legal sense, but they have no family affection, just like those people in the Cui family.

There are also some people, even if they don't have any kinship with each other, but because they have to give silently, they don't ask for anything in return. makes a sincere relationship with each other, and such people are difficult to express in words. It can only be said that although it is not a relative, it is better than a relative. It's like ...... between you and me."

Speaking of this, Liu Hanyan seemed to be having a hard time controlling her feelings, two lines of hot tears quietly fell down the corners of her eyes to her cheeks, and the woman hurriedly pinned her head to the side, and quickened her pace and walked down the stairs.

Lin Fei frowned, walked a few steps to catch up with Liu Hanyan, and grabbed the woman's arm, "Hanyan, wait a while before leaving." ”

Liu Hanyan stopped, shook his head slightly, and his voice trembled slightly, "I'm fine, I just feel very moved, so I can't help crying." ”

Lin Fei said softly: "Raise your head first, look at me, I have something to say to you." ”

"What are you going to say?" Liu Hanyan raised her head obediently, and her beautiful eyes were washed with tears to become more moist and clear.

"In my heart, my relatives have surpassed my qiΔ“, and the happiness of my relatives is my greatest wish and the happiest thing for me. For the sake of my loved ones, I don't care how hard it is, and I don't care how tired it is. I just want to see more smiles on the faces of my loved ones......"

Lin Fei raised a pair of big hands, directly wiped away the tears on Liu Hanyan's face, and swallowed his throat, "You little girl, since we all regard each other as relatives, from now on, we are absolutely not allowed to say anything like moving thanks, let alone tears, okay?" ”

"Hmm......" Liu Hanyan bit his lip and nodded vigorously, squeezing out a smile on his face.

Lin Fei also smiled slightly, strode down, Liu Hanyan followed him closely, and the woman said softly: "I finally know now, why don't I like to hear you say that you are bad, because no one wants their loved ones to say that they are bad." ”

Lin Fei's face showed a little emotion, "Do you want to hear about me, who has always been regarded as a good man by you, about my relatives around me, and some of my experiences." ”

"Of course." Liu Hanyan nodded, and his undried tears gleamed with anticipation.

Lin Fei swallowed his throat and said, "Not long after I was born, my parents left me, and it was my master who raised me as an adult. At that time, in this world, I only had one relative, and that was the old man, Master.

Later, I went abroad and made many close friends who lived and died together, and since then, I have many more relatives around me. Because of a tragic battle, many brothers and sisters lost their precious lives, and their premature departure is an unshirkable responsibility.

Self-blame and remorse made my will extremely depressed, and at the same time, it also pushed me into a low point in my life. No matter who tried to persuade me, it was difficult for me to listen, especially because I didn't believe in my own abilities and thought that I was no longer suitable for the job.

So, I submitted my resignation to the organization, but they just wouldn't approve me to leave. There was no choice but to compromise with each other, and I took an indefinite long vacation.

After returning to the East from abroad, I hope that the ordinary life of TongguΓ² will allow me to quickly come out of the confusion and despair. However, this life seemed to be of no avail to me, and my mind and heart were still depressed and closed.

As one after another people who have had different influences on my life and life appear around me one after another, the ordinary life I hoped for has become no longer peaceful.

The first person to come into my life was a simple and lovely little girl, her name is Su Miaoling. She was only seventeen years old the year we met. Since she was also living here alone, I started to take care of her, and she also helped me take care of my life. Like washing my clothes, tidying up the house, etc.

Over time, we developed feelings for each other, she liked me very much, and I liked her. It's just that I've always treated her as my own sister, and I don't think about her in the slightest, even if I live in a room, I haven't lifted a finger from her.

I'm actually very, so naturally I can't do without women, but since I joined the organization, I have decided to leave a family for the rest of my life. When I needed it physically, I went to women who had no feelings. When it was done, we split up and were unrelated to each other.

The reason why this is the case is not only due to the peculiarity of the nature of the work, but also because of my own reasons. In fact, many people in our organization have their own homes. But I always think that since I marry a woman, I must accompany her to old age. Otherwise, one day I die outside, what will happen to my women, including my children.

During my years of living abroad, I turned down several very good women, including Natalia, whom you see today. Because of this thought, and the fact that the battle had hit my self-confidence, this paranoid thought became even more ingrained when I returned home.

Therefore, even if Su Miaoling and I have each other in our hearts, I didn't accept her, I just regarded her as one of my relatives.

In addition to Su Miaoling, there are two other women in my life, one is Xiaoyue, she was also a little girl who was studying at that time, because she was more compatible with her father, so we were also like relatives. I called her parents Uncle Ma and Aunt Ma and regarded her as my sister.

From then on, until now, I have also called Uncle Ma and Aunt Ma like this, on the one hand, because I was used to the names of the year, and on the other hand, because they were unwilling to let me change my words.

As for why, you'll find out in a moment. Let's talk about the other woman, her name is Xia Lan, and she is a very good policeman. Six or seven years ago, there were still too many unsatisfactory things in our place, and it was Xia Lan who gave me a new understanding of the police and gave me more hope.

Xia Lan was the chief of the Dingcheng Police Department at the time, and because of her, I got to know her subordinates, who were all excellent policemen, my good brothers, and people I regarded as relatives.

The captain of the criminal police back then was named Du Guangming, who was very good, but unfortunately died young and died heroically in a mission. Now the captain of the criminal police is called Zhang Donghu, and many of his subordinates are brothers who have fought with me.

Because Xia Lan offended interest groups, she was secretly framed by her own people and almost lost her life. Soon after recovering from her injuries, she brushed shoulders with death again. In the ward, I accompanied her through two difficult and unforgettable years.

At that time, I still regarded Xia Lan as my relative, and I also regarded her as my close comrade-in-arms, thinking that no matter what the price I paid, I would let her live as a good policeman and a good woman.

In addition to these, there is another very important reason, that is, because she was injured to save a loved one who is the most important to me, this person is named Bai Ruoyun, my wife. ”