91 Forgetting and forgetting, 4
4 What began to get hard there,
It's like missing something in the midst of that difficulty,
What was it to care about,
It seems that I don't care about anything,
It's a numb and paralyzed pain,
It hurts a lot of things, too,
Is it something that is hard to look back on,
It's like there's something you can't forget,
I can't forget something,
What is there is that I can't forget there,
What I cared about very much, what I wanted to care about there,
But he found that his strength was so weak, and so small,
A lot of what kind of weight is piled up there,
The weight is all there, it's a heavy load,
It's also like a heavy forgetfulness and negligence in it, something that is wrong, a kind of pain,
It is also a kind of injury, and it seems to be a kind of forgetting and forgetting. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
What will be powerless there,
There will be something that you can't cherish and can't cherish,
It's a kind of sudden light in the eye,
In the midst of the brightness before my eyes,
I felt a little glaring and piercing.
She didn't know what she saw,
She didn't even want to know what she was seeing.
She just saw blood, blood red blood, blood red blood,
A lot of bloodstains, she was so scared, so scared,
Everything was like a nightmare, and she wanted to wake up from it.
But she can't do it, she can't do it, she still can't wake up there,
She just couldn't wake up at all, because she felt unbelievable there, and she felt incredulous there, where was he?
Was he really there?
How is this possible? Is this impossible? Why? Why him? No, no......
She's dreaming, she must be dreaming there,
She must have been so lonely that she was dreaming wildly there,
She's going to wake up, she's going to wake up again.
She wanted to wake up, she wanted to wake up, but suddenly she found that she couldn't do it, she couldn't do anything.
She can't expect, she can't forget,
That's something that can't be done, and something that seems to have been forgotten.
It's all the blank, in the void of pain and struggle,
It's something that can't be retrieved from memory,
It's a struggle, it's a struggle every minute and every second,
And in the midst of that struggle and pain, I was sad and forgotten,
Many, many things are forgotten there,
Many, many things are empty there,
Many, many things that can't be done there,
It was unimaginable.
It's not just yourself that you can't imagine,
And the unknown self,
And the one who can't find himself,
It's just that I feel a kind of timidity in the face of that strange field,
Feeling a threat,
It's like there's a threat to life itself,
In what kind of threat to life itself,
It's already blurred there,
It's like a vague thing,
What I cared about, I always seem not to belong to oneself,
What belongs to oneself, and it seems to be something that is hard to care about there,
It's like there's something you can't care about.
Many, many what kind of pain, what kind of injury, what kind of trouble,
What kind of sorrow and pity exists there, disappears there, and is broken there,
I don't know what should be and what shouldn't be,
It's just gone, it's just gone.
What is there is struggling, what is there is there to struggle with exhaustion.
Struggling on the road of sadness and sorrow, and also on the road of sadness and sorrow, the lost self, the lost self.
Is it just because you don't have a companion?
Is it just because you don't have company?
She wasn't confident there, she still felt fear there,
I still felt so scared of what I was afraid of,
It was also in that fear that I didn't know something.
That's what I want to cherish,
It seems that in the midst of some kind of road and journey that cannot be cherished,
I want to be good and struggle painfully,
What to discover in the midst of that painful road and journey,
In that it is life itself that is to discover and defend anew and to find and defend something.
There she struggled, struggling to drink the cold medicine beside her.
The medicine is bitter, bitter.
Although, the white fox's spirit also suspected that this might be a bowl of **,
She was seriously skeptical,
However, she really had to drink it.
At the moment of drinking, she did not hesitate in the slightest,
She decided right there without hesitation, and she did it right there.
I don't know if it's right or wrong, and I don't know if it's supposed to be or shouldn't.
But since she did it there, she wanted to do it there.
I want to be strong there, too,
Just work hard there and don't give up.
No matter how difficult it is, I don't want to give up there.
It was also there that I was very reluctant to give up.
Unwilling to abandon and give up,
It's just because it's very simple something that is hard to forget and forget,
It's like something that can't be forgotten and forgotten.