Chapter 81 Wife's Diary

After Yang Shaoshi ran into the bedroom, he went for his wife's personal belongings. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

He found that the drawer on his wife's bedside table had been locked. Usually neglecting his wife, he naturally does not pay attention to her personal belongings. Now that he has obtained the evidence of his wife's 'red apricot out of the wall', he must turn over the 'secret items' hidden by his wife to see what it is.

Unable to find the key to open the drawer, he took the tool and destructively pried open the drawer.

When he opened the drawer, he couldn't help but be stunned, there were almost no other items in it except for a diary.

His eyes were focused on the thick diary...

Could it be that there will be a record of her shady things?

Yang Shaoshi's heart moved, and he curiously opened the first page of the diary...

When his eyes were fixed on the contents of the diary, he was instantly attracted and could no longer leave it. Sure enough, it records many things about the wife's affairs with other men, but the wife's psychological activities are also manifested in it. He flipped through every page of his diary...

As the content deepened, his expression became mixed. The heart of his wife, who has been living with him for several years, seems to be opened by him all of a sudden!

In this diary, the tall woman first recorded the process of being 'sexually harassed' by her boss in the workplace for her future...

And there's an attached mental activity below.,It's a **naked inner confession...

"From the moment I gave my chastity to the old pervert, I felt that my pure soul was also imprinted.

I paid such a precious price in exchange for the status of a city man and a civil servant, but I don't know if it is worth it? Alas, I want to find someone to confide in my inner grievances and struggles, but I am ashamed to tell others about my filthy behavior, even if it is my best friend...

I can only quietly record it here, which can be regarded as a cry out for an unfair society...

Alas, I've heard about the unspoken rules of the workplace for a long time, but now it's about myself...

For a girl to gain a firm foothold in the workplace, it is more difficult and difficult, and even more things have to be paid than men. ”

After reading this part of his wife's heart, Yang Shaoshi's eyes flashed with tears, was he sympathetic or pity? I can't even tell myself.

He continued to look down...

When he mentioned himself in the diary, he didn't feel a move, his eyes widened again, and he almost word-for-word checked every detail of his wife's record of how she felt when she first met him and spent the night in his own home...

Yang Shaoshi didn't expect his wife to be so careful, and she could describe the process of himself and her 'first time' so vividly. There was a hint of relief in his eyes, and the scene of that time quickly rose in his mind...

Next, it's another wife's voice...

"Since the old pervert retired, I am finally free, and when I think back to the past few years, my youth has been ruthlessly destroyed, and my heart is extremely bleak...

He appeared, and the first time I saw him, I felt like I was electrocuted. He was like a beacon that illuminated my dim emotional world. When I gave myself to Him without reservation, I had no regrets and felt extremely happy.

Will he be the hero of my life? Unfortunately, I have lost my virginity and cannot leave my most precious things to him, but he seems to be tolerant and does not mind that I have lost the first time, and is comfortable with his past. Listening to his confession, I felt extremely gratified. In the future, I can finally step into love and be reborn as a human being. ”

When Yang Shaoshi read this, the tears of the bean finally burst out of his eyes...

Next, the tall woman recorded the process of the wedding being disrupted by the old director and the wedding night...

Yang Shaoshi left her mercilessly, and the hysterical cry that made her feel like she had a nervous breakdown...

"That old pervert was at my wedding scene after I broke away from him, and when he brazenly mentioned the past that had humiliated me, I was moved by the eyes of everyone around me, including Shaoshi, when I felt like I had been stripped naked and tied to a pillar of shame. I wish someone stood up for me!

But... I entrust all my happiness to him, and he has also managed to fall into the ground!

When I was in pain and helpless, he accused me mercilessly! And left me in the cold marriage room... Why did he do this to me? Could it be that where did he go, who seemed tolerant at the beginning?? ”

When Yang Shaoshi read this, tears of remorse came out like a flood that opened the floodgates...

Below, the tall woman mentioned Yang Shaoshi's disregard for herself, but did not file for divorce. She herself fears divorce. Because I divorced as soon as I got married, I couldn't look up and see people in the unit. She only has to maintain the veil of formal marriage, covering herself from humiliation and embarrassment...

When the tall woman mentioned Yang Shaoshi's cold war against herself, she described him as carrying out cold violence against herself...

She had no choice but to endure mental pain, helplessness and struggle every day...

When she recorded that she had inadvertently peeked into the 'secret' of Yang Shaoshi's mobile phone, she expressed intense anger and despair in her heart...

"When I saw the text message sent to him by his first love, Wang Lijun, I finally understood why he treated me like this. He had already rekindled his feelings for that woman, but why didn't he abandon himself yet? Maybe it's because the woman still has family problems and can't be together temporarily. But they must already be together. Now it can be explained why he rarely goes home. Maybe you've already started another family with that woman outside. When the two of them solved all the problems, they officially had a showdown with themselves, and finally rolled themselves out... But since he has no self in his heart, why didn't he file for divorce earlier? It turned out that he had sinister intentions, and since he had another woman outside, he wanted to tie me up, not only to carry out family 'cold violence' on me, but also to use this shackle to consume my youth. He's going to punish me all the more... I don't think he will let his plot succeed! I want revenge!! ”

When Yang Shaoshi saw this, a wry smile and helplessness appeared on his face, he knew in his heart that his wife had completely misunderstood. But it seems that she can't be blamed, when she refuses to communicate openly with her, all misunderstandings can happen.

The night was already deep.

He was completely entangled by his wife's diary, and he didn't feel sleepy at all, so he cheered up and continued to browse...

However, the tall woman then told the story of her relationship with the young colleague...

Yang Shaoshi looked at it, and his face showed a shocked expression. He didn't expect that his wife was already having an affair with another man, and it didn't just happen in Gana.

When the tall woman described all the things that happened with the college student, including **, in detail, Yang Shaoshi turned from shocked to angry...

Syllable!

He couldn't read any longer, and slammed the journal to the floor. He hid his face with his hands and sobbed...

For any man, I am afraid that he will not be able to appreciate the emotional fragments of his wife and other men with interest. He Yang Shaoshi is no exception!

He finally calmed down and threw his head back and took a deep breath.

He lowered his head again, and his gaze fell on the diary on the floor...

There's still a lot he hasn't seen, and now that he's 'broken in', he has to know a result.

The next content shocked him a little...

The tall woman left her with the college student who was playing with her again, and after choosing the situation of the director's daughter, she took a kitchen knife and wanted to cut her muscles and veins with a knife, Yang Shaoshi broke out in a cold sweat. Unexpectedly, his wife almost didn't commit suicide.

"I can't die, it has nothing to do with courage. Because I haven't gotten true love yet! He can live outside drinking, so why should I end myself like this? I'm just over 30, and I'm still in the mood for a woman. I must continue to muster up the courage to pursue my true love. Although I am miserable at the moment, I have not lost my whole life yet! ”

When he saw his wife's psychological activities again, Yang Shaoshi's heart was mixed. His expression changed from anger to desolation, and finally to a hint of pity. He secretly said in his heart: In fact, for him and his wife, 'true love' has already appeared, but they don't cherish each other. 'True love' has passed away unconsciously!

No, it should be that I didn't cherish it. But when you know how to cherish it, will that true love come again?

In the end, the tall woman put her emotions into the network, and when she and the 'Ichima Pingchuan' went from acquaintance to familiarity, and finally 'love'...

Yang Shaoshi witnessed these records, which made him terrified. Although he himself is not involved in the Internet, he clearly knows that the Internet is more complex than reality, and the people in the Internet are more uneven. Could it be that the man with his wife is her netizen?

When he finished reading the last chapter of the diary, he finally figured it out: the man who was currently with his wife was the 'Ichoma Pingchuan', and they hadn't met before!

"He's enthusiastic and steady, and although he's always been chatting online, he's not frivolous at all. When I boldly told him about my past, he didn't dislike me at all, but only sympathy and pity. He told me that to be a good man, you must first have a forgiving heart. That Yang Shaoshi is not qualified to have me at all, he is like wine in a deep kiln, although it is hidden and not revealed, it can make me smell and get drunk. ”

Here's what he saw his wife say about her online lover. It caused him to sigh.

He closed the day weakly, and his heartache and remorse overflowed...

He had always thought that his wife was traveling abroad with a realistic man. Only now did I figure out that it turned out to be a netizen who had no real contact. Even the man was empathetic on the Internet and soothed his wife's wounded heart. But will he realistically behave like that on the Internet?

It was late at night, and the whole neighborhood slept in the silent twilight, but his house was still brightly lit.

He stood up and paced back and forth in the bedroom...

At this time, Yang Shaoshi was born from pity and pity. What would happen if a wife roamed in a foreign country with an online man, and suffered emotional damage again?