You must let me know the truth, live in guilt for the rest of my life, live in your shadow for the rest of my life, and remember your voice and smile for the rest of my life, haha, you are so ruthless. Lulu.

However, I was too stupid myself, I didn't understand your eyes, your helpless eyes.

It's my fault, I'm sorry for you!

I was already panicking, I was going to find Lulu, I opened the door, but, tears blurred my vision, I couldn't see the road ahead, a nurse happened to come by. I bumped into her. She scolded me, and I yelled, "Get out!" ”

She called me insane.

And Tao Ying, who was behind me, hurriedly came over to help me and said, "Xu Mo, don't be like this, don't be like this, you can't do anything about Lulu." ”

I shook my head and pushed her away, and I headed downstairs, shouting as I went. "I'm looking for Lulu, I'm sorry for you. I'm sorry for you, I misunderstood you, I'm sorry, I, I still can't forget you, I'm ......"

As I spoke, I choked up, and my eyes filled with tears, some people thought I was crazy, some people thought. Do I have relatives who are dying, and I am talking about how to be sad like this, but I can't bear the grief in my heart, and I don't know what to say in pain.

I stumbled all the way, but fortunately Tao Ying helped me so that I didn't fall, but when I arrived at the entrance of the hospital, I accidentally bumped into the side of the trash can, and I fell to the ground and cried.

"Lulu, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for you......"

I may have said a hundred words, or I may have said a thousand words, but I don't think I can say enough.

At this moment, Tao Ying gave me a mouthful, "Can you wake up, can you, if you want to save Xiao Lu, then you can go, even if she wants to be with Jiang Yu, but now she has been kidnapped, it may be someone from the Qin family, it may be that Qin Tianwen, then she and her family are very dangerous now, what are you still doing here, sad, sad?" Isn't it interesting, if you are like this, I will look down on you! ”

"Yes, yes, you misunderstood her, you misunderstood her, right, okay, I'm Tao Ying, I don't dare to be with you, I don't have extravagant hopes, you are the young master, you want to pursue your true love, it's normal, I'm just a tool for you to vent your desires when you're confused, I'll go, I'll go, okay?"

After speaking, Tao Ying cried, and then limped outside.

At this time, I raised my head, I looked in amazement at the direction she left, she limped, poor back, I just remembered that I was with her last night, and with her...... Lulu, why didn't you say it earlier, why didn't you say it earlier, I hurt another girl, what should I do, how do I choose?

I hurriedly propped up my body, walked forward quickly, and chased Tao Ying, I shouted while chasing, "Yingzi, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's not that I don't like you, I just ...... I'm sorry! ”

However, just when I was about to catch up, I chased all the way to the corner, I found that there was no trace of her, I panicked, and hurriedly wanted to call her or something, but I found that she didn't have a phone!

What can I do?

I thought, Tao Ying still has clothes and shoes in the hospital, can't go out in a hospital gown, I should go back, I'll go back, wait for her there, wait with her later, and talk to her later.

Lulu and I may really have no way to be together, since she agreed to Jiang Yu's condition, and Jiang Yu also fulfilled her promise to save her uncle, then she will really be with him. And, I originally planned to go to Lulu and want to reconcile with her, but because of Tao Ying's incident, it was difficult for me to ride a tiger.

If Sister Xuanxuan and Sister Xiaoyu had come to me earlier, maybe, I wouldn't have asked for Tao Ying, Tao Ying and I, is it really just the wrong impulse, no, I also like her, but if it is compared with Lulu's feelings, this is a bit trivial, I have been in a relationship with Lulu for more than five years, and it can't be compared.

However, if Xiao Lu hadn't been kidnapped by the Qin family last night, then Xiaoyu and Xuanxuan wouldn't have come to me, I might never have been able to know the truth, and I wouldn't regret it, I would have lived happily with Tao Ying with my hatred for Xiao Lu.

Perhaps, this is fate, this is fate!!

Damn it!!

I covered my face and punched the wall of the hospital, the door was dented, and my hand was bleeding a lot, but I didn't feel the slightest pain, my heart was already hurting and I couldn't extricate myself.

I don't know what to say anymore.

I'm sorry for Lulu, I'm sorry for Tao Ying, I'm sorry for Sister Xuanxuan and Sister Xiaoyu, I'm sorry for Huanhuan, I'm sorry for these women who have liked me and I have liked.

However, I have my helplessness, I have no choice, if Lulu had told me earlier, I wouldn't have had such a thing with Tao Ying, why didn't Lulu say it earlier.

For now, I can only find Tao Ying and be responsible to the end, because I am a man, I have to be responsible for her, otherwise, I am not worthy of being a man.

I suddenly remembered what the madman brother was going to tell me, could it be this thing, so I hurriedly called the madman, and the madman told me, "Xiao Lu's family seems to have been kidnapped by the Qin family, and the news that came last night was only found out this morning, but our Jiang Feng forces can't fight with the Qin family, and I'm hospitalized, it depends on what Jiang Yu does, no matter how decadent Jiang Yu's Jiang family is, there is also a potential master of the eagle hook nose and a group of dark groups, which are also stronger than us." The crazy brother felt that even if I didn't know about it, the Jiang family would go to save Xiao Lu, and I felt that Jiang Yu had a lot of feelings for Xiao Lu. ”

But now all of a sudden, when I asked about it, the madman asked, "What's the matter, Xu Mo?" ”

I said to him, "I'm going to be discharged!" ”

Then I hung up the phone, my eyes went cold, damn the Qin family, Qin Tian asked, you want my life, I didn't die, now you know that I'm back, kidnap Lulu, kidnap Xiao Lu, kidnap my favorite woman in this life, and want to force me to find you, okay, then I'll go to you, if you don't hand over Xiao Lu's family, I won't let you have the ancestral grave of the Qin family!

Although I have to go to Qin Tian to ask, but I am not a fool, my body has recovered almost before I can go, I used the medicine with good effect given to me by the great elder in the village, and I am usually reluctant to use it, this thing is a little less, I can make a special medicine for potential masters, but it is not as good as what the great elder does, he uses wild natural treasures, which is very different from what we do, but at this time, the situation is urgent, in order to rescue Lulu as soon as possible, I have to use it in advance. Low-order private talents.

And, the Jiang family, although I also want to destroy them and take revenge, but now I am not in a hurry, the most anxious for the current plan is Lulu, I want to see Lulu immediately, I want to see her, and then ask her personally, whether she really doesn't love me anymore, whether she really wants to live with Jiang Yu for the rest of her life.

If it is, I will not stop her, love her, I want to make her happy. She was able to do this for her father, and I think she was the greatest woman in history, and the greatest daughter in the world, and she gave up her love for her father, which I admire.

There is a kind of love called letting go.

Perhaps, it's me and her.

Even if we can't be together again, I will sincerely wish her happiness.

Maybe, ten or twenty years from now, I'll go see her again, and then look at her baby, and if it's a little like me, I'll tease him and play with him, and maybe, this is also a kind of happiness.

In life, who can predict who will be with you in the end. Perhaps, to miss is to miss, there is no way.

However, I always firmly believe that the person I love the most in my heart is still Lulu.

Lulu, you must be happy!

Lulu, I'm going to save you, you have to hold on, if Qin Tianwen dares to hurt you a single hair, I will make him regret coming to this world.

I found the crazy brother and asked him to help me find Tao Ying, Tao Ying's body that was sprinted by me last night was not very good, and she shouldn't be able to run far, I was also worried about her, I also looked everywhere, but I couldn't find it.

I also went to Liang Qi, but I said I didn't see her.

I've been recovering for about half a day, and I've prepared things, throwing knives or something, although I don't know how to use it, but it's still a bit useful at critical moments, especially when it's against the enemy, people won't fight you in the open, many people are sneak attacks, and there are wounds or something, there is an air-raid shelter-like building in the Qin family, and there are a lot of dark arrow mechanisms, I have to bring a plate armor to go, we used to make iron coats when we were children, which were made of the skin of the iron pot, but now I will find some soft iron to do, Moreover, these soft irons are made of iron and aluminum alloy, which is relatively strong, and even if the ordinary throwing knife is shot through, it will reduce the damage to my body.

This battle is inevitable, and Qin Tianwen must also be killed, even if I am not necessarily his opponent.

And in the past few days in the hospital, I have not been idle, although I was injured, but because of the combat experience, my Suzaku potential has become more proficient and proficient, and my kung fu can be regarded as a higher level. My Suzaku potential is mid-level, and now I'm a bit upgraded to upper-middle, which is a pleasant surprise because I clearly noticed that the little Suzaku around my heart has grown a little bigger.

If I fight with the Great Elder now, maybe I can fight them to a draw. And when I left the village, I was only able to tie with Tao Long. However, Tao Long's strength could already defeat the Third Elder, but he couldn't defeat the Second Elder and the Great Elder.

This also made me know why those big masters, such as Murong Yu of the Murong family, became famous masters thirty years ago, just because he became more and more brave the more he fought, and learned from the experience of the battle, so that the Vermilion Bird could upgrade his potential and become more proficient. Perhaps, the reason why the Four Divine Beasts are called the Four Divine Beasts is because they are all warlike and can continue to grow in battle!