Chapter XII
She has been reborn, and everything in her past life is nothing more than a painful memory for her, and a fantasy that others have never even heard of! She doesn't want to put her past life in front of others, but she can't do nothing and let her present life go in the direction of known misery!
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If she wants to have a better life, if she wants to break the fate of her previous life, she can't be swayed by everything in her previous life! Especially the love and hatred in the harem......
Jiang Yi, Li Ling, Empress Dowager Yao...... It's just someone who is inextricably linked to herself, but it's not the person she cares about!
It can only be so.
For others, she knows too much about what is coming, and knowing the changes in the situation in the court in the next nine years is like preparing an oil-paper umbrella in advance knowing that it will rain, and storing food in advance knowing that there will be a famine!
And does this mean that she has more resources than others, and she has more opportunities to turn around than others?
You won't get drenched when it rains, and you won't be hungry when you're famine!
This is God's favor for her, she should stretch out her hands to hold it, carefully protect it, instead of squandering it wantonly.
She doesn't want to marry Li Ling, and she doesn't want to bear the pain of losing her three children anymore, so she must use the memories of her past life to change the path of this life!
Instead of blindly immersing yourself in the pain of the past and not being able to extricate yourself, it is not self-pity!
To be born again, you should have the appearance of being born again, and you must not live up to the meaning of being born again!
At the same time, Su Jie also understands in her heart that how difficult it is to truly not be swayed by the grievances and grievances of her previous life?
But she is willing to give it a try, and she is willing to work tirelessly for it!
Su Jie locked herself in the room and thought about it for nearly two hours, and Mama Liu walked back and forth outside the door for two hours.
Finally, when he heard the sound of the door opening, he hurriedly came over, and the rest of the maids followed suit.
I thought I would see a crying face and swollen eyes like peaches, but I didn't want Su Jie's face to be calm and calm, and her eyes were as quiet as a deep pool, if you didn't look at the strands of hair scattered from her sideburns and the makeup that took a little bit, there would be no way to connect her with the person who locked herself in the house and threw things earlier!
Su Jie's aura around her body is very powerful, like a king looking down on the world, where her eyes sweep, the maids and maids all bow their heads oppressively, and they don't dare to say a word!
This kind of temperament and feeling have never been seen before, but there is still a bit of the shadow of the emperor when he accompanied Concubine Su last year!
The mother-in-law who has seen the world in the house said that it is called the demeanor of a king.
Mama Liu's eyes widened, and she looked her up and down carefully, for fear of bringing an injury!
It was already past the time, and the old lady who entered the palace for the New Year's ceremony all returned to the house, and the subordinates of Qingzhiyuan were quite decent, and did not poke things out, Su Jie nodded with a little appreciation.
"Go in and pack up, get your pen, ink, paper, and inkstone, and I'll come back later." The mood is cleaned up, and the Diamond Sutra that my mother asked me to copy still has to be copied.
A few maids blessed themselves in response, and only after she was gone did they enter the study.
Although they had been mentally prepared before, when they really saw the chaotic scene in the house, several little girls couldn't help but take a deep breath!
Qingshuang came in with hot water, served Su Jie to clean her face, and put on her makeup again. Today is the Chinese New Year's Eve, Su Jie is very suitable for the occasion to wear a bright red moonflower skirt, the upper collar is embroidered with colorful silk threads with the pattern of rich flowers, the neckline is also inlaid with a circle of rabbit hair, and the smaller face with a bigger palm can be blown and broken.
"Miss looks so good in red! It's like a doll on the New Year's picture that the eldest young master brought back from Jiangnan! ā
Dongyue dug up the balm and got hot in the palm of her hand, took Su Jie's hand and wiped it, and at the same time didn't forget to praise it, maybe she wanted to sweep away the dull atmosphere in the house, but also wanted to make the eldest lady happy, and she was also contaminated with some New Year's flavor!
Su Jie smiled slightly after hearing this, in fact, she looked better in blue and dark colors, but in her previous life, due to identity restrictions, most of the clothes were mainly red, and other colors were rarely touched.
"Mama, send all the purses you prepared earlier!"
After figuring it out, she was in a good mood, not only for the New Year, but also to make the big guy happy.
Su Jie is like this, her self-control is always amazing!
Mama Liu answered "yes", invited Qingshuang to go with her to send the New Year's money, received the bulging purse, and the maids were all elated, and they all thanked the reward outside the main house, and said a few auspicious words before leaving.
Seeing this, Su Jie's eyebrows and eyes also smiled, sweeping away the haze brought by Li Ling earlier.
"Dinner will be served by Mama and Twilight, and you can also have a lazy fun today!"
The latter sentence was said to the other maids who served in the house, and when they heard this, everyone was happy, and the atmosphere was finally lively.
After freshening up, Su Jie went to the study again, and it wasn't until before dinner that Mama Chang, who was next to her wife, came to invite her, and then put the pen out, and this was already after nightfall.
The days of winter are always like this!
The next person cleared the snow on the road early in the morning, and the palace lanterns illuminated along the road were replaced with festive red lanterns.
Xu wanted to be in a better mood after opening, Su Jie also broke a few plums that bloomed along the way!
The Chinese New Year's Eve dinner was set in the elegant hall, in the form of one person and one table according to the ancient ceremony, and when Su Jie arrived, no one was seated.
"The eldest prince hasn't come back yet, and Mrs. Tai said that the reunion dinner can only be held after waiting for someone to be reunited!"
Mama Chang explained, Su Jie nodded after hearing this, handed Lamei to the maid waiting in the hall, and went to the apse with Mama Chang.
Su Yuanzhen and Mrs. Xiao accompanied Mrs. Tai to talk, Su Jie went in and obediently blessed her, Mrs. Tai took her hand with a smile, and called Su Jie's heart warm.
The Mrs. Tai of the Dingguo Mansion is Su Jie's grandmother, and now she is seventy-nine years old, and she was a Mrs. of Yipin when she was the emperor. He gave birth to three sons and one daughter in his life, all of whom have contributed to the country.
Su Yuanzhen is the youngest of the three brothers, and he was not allowed to inherit the title of the Duke of the Kingdom, but the two elder brothers died on the battlefield at the age of twenty-one, and he became the only person in the Guogong Mansion. ā
A family like Dingguo Gongfu, which has been passed down for several generations, has a strict family education, and the marriage of children is never sloppy, and there are no concubines around men, which can be described as a model of monogamy.
Although Su Jie's eldest uncle and second uncle sacrificed their lives for the country, they did not marry a wife and have children, so in addition to Su Guifei, who married into the royal family, the Guogong Mansion only has the blood of her father Su Yuanzhen, and Su Jie's brother Su Lin is the only one who is the same generation!
It can be regarded as a withering descendant.