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26. Seek emptiness

Crossing the mountains and obstacles, looking all the way, all the way to find trouble, is a frustrated person, a difficult and

In the loneliness, there is only hesitation and nowhere to rely on, nowhere to be found.

Ye Luo held the Changhong Sword in his empty hand, looking at the veins of the green mountains, the road was far away and seemed to be at the end of his likes and dislikes, and

The journey of his life, the journey of killing, seemed to have no end.

The challenges of life are a struggle in itself, even when there are no opponents

They must also struggle against themselves, and strive to fight and resist their own bad roots and bad deeds.

And when the opponent appears, and when his target and prey appear, the soft hand is not the right hand

The person of the Changhong Sword, the soft hand will only become the victim and food of the sword, this thousand years to stay

I don't know how many living beings have devoured and devoured, and how many have used the lives of their masters.

The sword is a killing thing, cold and merciless, something to be destroyed, not like an animal

The same, like a dog, will be loyal, will be practical, will be obedient.

It's not like people who have a heart and rely on feelings. And he leaves a missed companion, long and long

Xing's partner, but it's just this cold sword, you can imagine how cold his gaze will be

Whether there is love for him, his life is so untender, nothing

Feelings, without any sustenance and warmth.

What was left to him, the most real and solid thing that was left to him in the end, was pain, the pain of life

, and the hatred that is immortal in the past life and still exists in this life.

He knelt down in that temple to seek a teacher, seeking new martial arts, seeking new swordsmanship. He wanted to make peace all the way

He wants to become stronger, stronger, and then shovel everything that stands in his way

Except.

He didn't want to think about the tediousness, not for anyone, and sometimes, he didn't seem to be for it

Myself. He seems to have forgotten the value and meaning of his life, but when the green mountains are reflected in his eyes

In the curtain, the meaning of life...... Like a spring breeze blowing through this mountain and river, it is recovery

The breath of life, the breath of resurrection.

"Ahh Snake! "It's her, it's the Whisper, it's her, it's her childhood, it's her who was afraid of her childhood

Scream.

It was the time when the two of them carried a basket up the mountain to pick wild vegetables together, and he was so small that he couldn't remember himself

How old she is, and she is even smaller.

Halfway up the mountain, on the mountainside, walking among the wet grass, she suddenly

Feeling that something was in the grass, she slid past, and she suddenly screamed: "

Ah, the snake! ”

He calmed down, picked up his sword and chopped the snake's head with a sword, and a small snake's head suddenly blossomed

fell and died on the spot, but the tail trembled faintly a few times, and then he couldn't move anymore.

He wanted to keep walking, he didn't think it was much of a big deal, little girl too

Timid, often startled.

He sped up, and the spirit trotted all the way to catch his breath and followed behind, not yet

He shouted at the top of his voice, "Hey...... Hey, you...... How can you take that snake...... To give...... To give

Killed? ”

"Or else?" He replied indifferently without looking back, "It's stupid to watch her scream."

Scares it, wait for it to be frightened and bite you? ”

"Ah, I'm not that...... That's what it means! She ran and screamed as hard as she could

"I mean...... You...... You shouldn't have killed it, snake...... Also...... It's also life

Yes. ”

"If you want your life, and you sympathize with it, you just don't want your own life, right?

He stopped a little impatiently and said, "Are you a little confused about right and wrong, right and wrong, black."

White, girl. ”

"Yes...... But...... Oh! Before he could stop, he hit him in the back

When she was still a little unstable and staggering, he reached out and grabbed hers with some frowns

His arm had kept her on her feet, and he looked at the girl who was still a little dizzy with a little impatience

, couldn't help but say: "You better save your worries, going to pick wild vegetables is our purpose, isn't it?"

”

"So, what about the purpose besides?" The little girl was confused and didn't figure out what she was asking

I asked in a daze.

"What?" He was stunned for a moment, he was still young at the time, but he was puzzled. But in the years with that

Later, in a cold rainy season, when I looked at the low raindrops alone from the window, I was inexplicable in my mind

Replaying this question, it became two unrelated questions.

- "What about the purpose besides?" "There will always be many purposes in a human life, and there will always be many purposes

**, or ideal, or vision, what you want, what you want, what you want to achieve, what you want to achieve

and...... Revenge.

But what about life in addition to these purposes, if these purposes are achieved, or......

These goals can never be achieved, so ...... There is nothing left in life, and he can do it again

What the.

When the original purpose or goal of life suddenly and suddenly disappears, then life is such a person

What is left of life that is worth living, worth working hard, and worth trying your best with

？

"If, a person only takes the realization of selfish ** as his ideal and goal,

Then his life will always be aimless, aimless. ”

Whose words are this, which were left to him by the elders who thought he was the passers-by of his life

A sentence that he has not yet been able to deeply comprehend.

He just listened to it, just wrote it down, but he was still confused there, confused there

And that question was only in the back of my mind at the time, but it suddenly jumped in the memories years later

Jumping in the mind, it affects the nerves of thoughts, and all kinds of emotions and worries and distant thoughts and confusions.

"It's a lucky thing to be born in this world, to live as a life

It's not easy, so should we cherish other lives as well? Even if it's a small snake

？ The little chanting child's voice still rings in my ears.

He turned around impatiently and continued to climb up the mountain, saying, "If you don't."

If you're afraid that it will bite you, you can choose to save the snake. ”

"Yes...... But ......" the little girl was still a little confused and wanted to say something.

He replied in annoyance, "Don't do it anymore, hurry up and keep up, and try to get home after dark." ”

"Ah...... Oh okay, here it is. The little girl followed without further thought

Come.

There are always hesitations, there are always times when there is no unknown, and there are times when I don't know what to live for, but when

When you have a goal in front of you, you will have motivation, and life needs goals and motivation, even if you don't have it

If you want to set one for yourself, you have to set one for yourself.

When some are forgotten, on the way of life, there will always be some lost and lost memories, or emotions,

or people and things that once belonged, and will no longer belong in the future, feelings and feelings, some can

Seeing, hearing, touching, or something that you can't feel directly, but you still lose ...... It's like...

… Lost himself.

He didn't know that one day when he grew up, one day he was going to say goodbye to her, to be separated from her,

He wanted to give her some promises, wanted to give her some kind words, but he didn't say it, she just shook it

Head, she doesn't need commitment, she doesn't need any fulfillment.

Because time is invisible and terrifying, there will be some that are unimaginable, even such as

It's unimaginable. She just couldn't imagine what would become of him when he left, and neither did she

I can't believe that when he's gone, he'll be back......

She didn't say it, and he didn't know, she didn't expect much from his return, she didn't bring much

Expectations.

At that time, he only felt that Yin Ling was a little quiet, a little unusually quiet, too quiet, too quiet, too much

It's gone, and there's a dead silence in the air.

He thought about breaking the dead silence of the too quiet atmosphere, but he wanted to it several times

opened his mouth, but he still couldn't say anything, couldn't speak.

When years later he returned to the village, when he was among the shocked old men, those

The old and weak people almost unrecognizably shouted: "It turns out that you are in vain, you are still alive."

……”

Then, in the communication with the old people, he learned that she was missing, and he didn't know who it was

Cheated away, or sold, in short, suddenly disappeared one day, disappeared.

And the final conclusion is that the girl who has been with him since childhood will either be married when she grows up, that is

…… It is quite possible that he would have been dead for a long time.

Will you regret it? Will there be remorse? Will it be sad? Will it be angry? Will it be dissatisfied? Will it be hateful?

Years later, he no longer felt anything, when all his feelings were numb

When all the enthusiasm has disappeared, he doesn't know why except hatred, as if again

Only resentment remains.

He had doubts that his heart had cooled, that he had died, that he didn't care, that he didn't care, or something

I don't care anymore, it's like when the meaning and value of life are gone.

What is the purpose of life? He asked, he looked to the heavens and the earth and asked

But there was no answer, it was a reply from an empty and silent air, an answer without an answer. if

If there was really any answer, the only thing that answered him was the coldness of the cold sword in his hand.

When the old man handed him the fiery Changhong sword, he said, "This is between the fiery and the enemy."

A sword made of hatred. ”

But why did the sword, which should have belonged to fire, become cold at that moment? He held it as if

It's not an ordinary Changhong sword, but ...... Icy Sword ...... Delusion?

In a trance, I felt tinnitus, and there was a woman's cry in the middle of the tinnitus: "Missed,

What if, I live only for you? I'm reincarnated, and I'm reincarnated, just for you? ”

"That can only say that you are cheap." That was his cold, ruthless and resolute answer.

"So...... What are you living for? Isn't it for whom? "Who is it

What about inquiries? Whose sorrow is it?

"I'm alive, I just can't die yet, I don't have a reason to die yet, so ...... Alive, people live

It is possible to find a reason to live, not to find a reason to escape. He replied coldly

, just go away, and no longer stop at your own pace.

The woman couldn't hold his sleeve, and the woman couldn't hold him, so she had to watch him leave wistfully.

When someone walked into his life, the heart tightly wrapped him in his heart, but when he

I still want to go, or I want to leave, but I can't keep it, and my heart is absent.

No matter how much you stay, you can't stay.

However, she didn't know why when she really let him go, and years later, he would still hate, and also

Will be resentful, she let him go.

He would also resent her for not caring. She had wanted to ask, isn't it right to set him free? she

But when he never got his answer and reply, the biological mother of the two people was perfect

The land is staggered, and the lives of two people have no intersection like this.

The wind blows the grass seedlings, and the seedlings are green and yellow. "Take good care of them for me." This is a woman's love and pity

The voice of pity.

"Why?" He still frowned indifferently, "These beasts are left to fend for themselves

bar. ”

"But, disappointed, haven't you ever thought about cherishing anything?" The woman asked dumbly, a little disappointed

Asked.

"Cherishing is not this cowardly cherishing." He just frowned and wanted to leave, "And this is with me."

It doesn't matter. ”

"The leaves are empty, you ...... So cold! This was the woman's voice with some sorrow and regret, "You."

I don't know how cruel your refusal is, it's not just this little thing that you refuse, you refuse

It is more of a kind of letting go of the heart, your heart...... Isn't there too little that can be stored?

？ ”

"It's those things that are useless, meaningless, and don't even know how to take them to heart." He doesn't

Looking at her again, he walked away.

He's going to walk away a lot, he's going to leave her a lot. He and she had thought many times that he would leave

Not coming back again, but ...... No one could explain that he was still a day she hadn't expected

Suddenly it came back, suddenly it came back again, it came back to her again.

Surprise? When someone who had been away for many days came back again, all this brought her a surprise

And rejoicing? But why can't she laugh?

He just asked in his heart, and kept asking repeatedly, with resentment: Why back

If you want to come back, didn't you say you were leaving? Why do you want to come back? Why? Who he thought she was

？ Where does he think this is, he can come when he wants, and leave when he wants?

He just stared at her so silently and intently, staring at her countenance, staring at her eyes,

If she asked, he could leave immediately. He's really going to leave right away. He didn't know either

Why did I come back again?

There are many places where people can walk and many places where they can stay, but not every place

It's all a harbor, not every place with accommodation can store a heart. He never found one

A place where you can store your unstable and restless mind.

His heart wanders and wanders. When, the heart is tired. In ruthless killings and brutal battles

In the midst of that fire of anger and hatred was burned, and the exhausted and tired hearts burned out, suddenly

When I want to rest, my heart is already exhausted and I want to find a place to live

Now, the wandering heart is like a wandering duckweed without roots, and he can't find his roots, he can't find himself

I want to come here, I want to see her, I want to come back to see her, I want to see how she changes

Even...... Want to see if she's still there?

She's there, many times when she comes back, she's there, she's not welcoming him, but

It's not like rejecting him.

He thought it would go on like this, but he didn't expect that one day

He couldn't find her, she was gone, and from that day on, he couldn't find her again, he couldn't find her anymore

It's her turn.

He didn't know if she was married or dead, but, disgusted, it was a kind of disgust of the heart, tired

, tired, tired, hopeless, that is hopeless for life, as if it is so impossible to see

Any hope and sustenance.

"Even if it's a snake that hurts people, even if it's a snake that bites, even if it's a snake that bites me

, but it ...... It's also life, and it has a reason why it wants to live.

And...... And ......" The woman trembled nervously and hesitantly, choking for a long time

, suddenly made up his mind and replied, "Ye Luona...... Do you know?

You are also a snake, a snake that bites people, a snake that bites me, and the farmer who wants to save you

Snake ...... But ......"

The woman wept sadly and said, "There are such stupid farmers in this world, even if they know that they will."

The snake that bites people still looks at the frozen snake...... I felt sorry for it, but I saved it...... At last...

… The farmer is still ...... Dead at the hands of a serpent. ”

And at that moment, the moment before he could react, only one flashed through his mind

A wandering thought--she...... She will, directly or indirectly...... will die in

in his hands.