Chapter 6: Confession
"Stinky boy, it's past twelve o'clock, your mother hasn't slept until now in order to wait for you, which classmate went so late?"
"It's Liu Shengqi, he has been to our house. β
Liu Shengqi is the only one who has a good relationship with Chengyi in school, so Chengyi can rest assured that he can block the gun.
"Next time it's so late, I'll shut you out!"
Father snorted and went back to his room.
"Oh Lao Cheng, did you say that about your son?" The mother shouted reproachfully at the father in the room, "Xiao Yi, don't care about your dad, are you hungry, mom will cook for you?"
"Mom, I'm not hungry, go to sleep. β
"Then you go to bed early, don't study too late. β
"Got it, Mom. β
The mother went back to the room, and Chengyi went to take a hot bath. The fatigue of the day, coupled with the fact that the incident at night caused the spirit to be tense all the time, and Chengyi felt relaxed when he was immersed in the hot water.
Since he didn't go to his classmates to do his homework at all, he had to sit at his desk to make up his homework after taking a shower when he should have been sleeping at this time.
In fact, although there are many homework in key high schools, Chengyi writes questions very quickly, and he has completed more than half of them in school, and these questions are also very simple for him, and it didn't take long for the homework to be completed.
That night, he slept soundly.
"Officer, can you make me ...... See him?"
Yang Yu, Yang Xin's younger brother, said to Yuan Chenyu. His tone trembled a little, and even Yuan Chenyu could see a hint of supplication in his eyes.
"Yes, just ten minutes. β
"Can we, let's say a few words individually?"
Yuan Chenyu raised his eyebrows and didn't speak, which was a tacit acquiescence.
Yang Yu looked at the man who had changed into a prison uniform and was sitting with his eyes closedβthere was no expression on his face, just like Yang Yu had when he first saw him.
The man who was sitting saw the footsteps, opened his eyes, turned his head to look at the door, and opened his mouth, but could not utter a single syllable in his throat.
Yang Yu walked towards him tremblingly, obviously such a short distance, but Yang Yu's every step was so heavy, as if it would take a century to get to the man opposite.
But Yang Yu's gaze never left the person who was sitting, and that look seemed to be engraved in his mind until he died, until he walked to the Nai He Bridge and looked back, and drank the bowl of Meng Po soup, he would completely forget his appearance.
Yang Yu, who was sitting, looked at the young man who was as fast as a snail, sighed, stood up and stepped in front of him in two steps and took him into his arms.
Neither of them spoke, just hugged and hugged tightly, feeling each other's temperature.
A few minutes were too short, so short that they both felt like they had just hugged each other, and time was inexorably gone.
If he could, he wanted to hold each other for the rest of his life, for the rest of his life...... Let him spoil him in his arms.
Yes, they both lied, they were lovers, and they loved each other deeply, and they both wanted to take the blame on themselves and die in each other's place, instead of turning themselves in in order to prove that they were bastards as Yang Yu said.
In fact, that kind of statement is full of loopholes, but he doesn't want to admit the relationship between them, since he is dead, why should he let people know about this unrecognized sexual orientation, and let his lover live to withstand the strange eyes of the world?
It's good that they know about this feeling.
"You bastard, I obviously stunned you, why do you still come?" The young man in his arms was a little hoarse, and tears fell uncontrollably as soon as he opened his mouth.
Feeling the wetness on his shoulders, Yang Yu rubbed the young man's soft hair, the ruthlessness in his eyes was gone, replaced by tenderness and affection that could not be dissolved, and a trace of reluctance.
It turns out that a naturally wicked person will also change for the sake of his lover.
"How can I bear to watch you die, you are still young, you have not done anything really evil, good, in the future, you can no longer be a bastard, you can no longer gamble, promise me, not only to live, but also to live well. β
"But...... But what would I do without you, how can I live without you......"
The young man's shoulders were trembling, and Yang Yu touched his back soothingly, hugging him tighter and tighter.
"Forget about me, find a good job, and find a good girl to marry," Yang Yu's eyes were a little blurry, he blinked desperately, trying not to let the tears fall, "I only hope that without me in the future, you can be happy, you can no longer be bullied, you can protect yourself, and you can ...... Protect the people you love. β
"No, I don't want it, I just want you, you ......"
Before the boy could finish his words, he was blocked by something soft and wet.
They carefully tasted each other's lips, and their kiss was not passionate, but all the affection was condensed in this kiss.
The young man first picked off the other party's lips and teeth, and he finally couldn't suppress the turbulence in his heart, and fiercely plundered the other party's mouth, encroaching on every inch of land, as if he wanted to vent all the reluctance and sorrow in his heart in this kiss.
I'm going to take possession of you, so you're mine.
Yang Yu lowered his head to cooperate with him, his lips were bitten, a trace of blood oozed out, and they were both sucked by the other party, and the overly enthusiastic expression made both of them almost suffocate, but they couldn't get out.
Yang Yu pushed away the young man in his arms and gave him a last, deep look.
The young man could see the strong affection, which was the last confession of the lover, but he could better understand Yang Yu's reluctance and unwillingness to curl up in the depths of his eyes.
The young man knew that he was the person he loved the most, how could he be willing to see that he married a girl, and it was not him who grew old with him in the end.
He did not hesitate to exchange his life for the stability and happiness of his life, so that he could live an ordinary life, how could he fail him.
But how could he abandon him?
"This is the last time I'll kiss you. β
"Little one, I'll look for you again in the next life. β
"I love you. β
When Yang Yu was taken away by the police, he glanced back at the young man who was standing in place and was confused.
The first time he saw him, he was also so confused, standing at the intersection, not knowing where to go.
"Goodbye. β
Yang Yu didn't say anything, but the boy recognized his mouth shape.
Good bye.
It was a word he had never thought of.
But now, they all know that they will never see each other again, not goodbye, but goodbye.
They haven't lived well with each other, they haven't finished what they want to do together, they haven't waited for the moment when they are recognized by the world, they haven't ......
He thought they would be for life, but he didn't expect that he would be destined for a while.
The boy resisted the urge to run over and said "I love you" with his mouth.
Chengyi got out of school, and unexpectedly, he saw Chenjue waiting for him at the school gate.
Chenjue leaned on a white car, not the off-road vehicle of that day, saw him, whistled at him, and Chengyi hurriedly went over.
"Master......"
"Get in the car, your first mission is complete. β
There was silence all the way, but Chenjue didn't say, and Chengyi didn't ask.
They came to the Liuqi River, and with a wave of his hand, the four-legged tripod reappeared, and two white shadows floated out, it was Yang Xin and the beggar.
There was no longer resentment in them, and there was a look of relief on their faces. Dustlord recited a spell that Chengyi couldn't understand, and the two white shadows gradually became transparent and finally disappeared.
Chengyi knew that this was excess.
This also shows that their wishes have come to an end and their resentment has dissipated.
"Well done, Emperor Chengying. Chenjue glanced at Chengyi and said with a smile.
Chengyi didn't react at first, but later understood that Chenjue was talking about his disguise, and scratched his head a little embarrassed.
"Master, that Yang Yu ......"
"Actually, only half of what I started telling you was right. Yang Xin was indeed killed by Yang Yu, but this Yang Yu is not Yang Yu, Yang Xin's boyfriend and younger brother are called Yang Yu, and Yang Xin was stunned to repay the debt, and the person who killed Yang Xin and the beggar were all Yang Xin's boyfriends. β
"Why did he do this?" Cheng Yi was a little surprised, he couldn't understand the reason why Yang Xin's boyfriend did this, it stands to reason that it should be Yang Xin's younger brother.
"Because, these two Yang Yu are lovers, and they both love each other miserably, so Yang Xin's boyfriend will do these things for Yang Xin's younger brother, and both of them are willing to atone for each other, but unfortunately Yang Xin's boyfriend's evidence is more sufficient. Yang Yu and Yang Xin broke up because she discovered the ulterior relationship between them, and Yang Xin resigned because of this incident, she couldn't accept that her brother and boyfriend got together and wanted to leave here. However, congratulations on jumping out of this pit and successfully completing the mission. β
Chengyi was silent for a while, he was a little overwhelmed by this sudden change, but he could accept it.
"Master, that beggar gave me a dream. β
"I know, without my permission, he can't even talk about dreams, he can't even get close to you, if you don't have this dream, then it's difficult for you to complete this task. β
Chengyi was speechless, how difficult is this to complete? This is almost impossible!
"It's impossible for humans, so I'll give you a hint, you're doing better than I thought, you should be an actor who has been delayed by learning, right?"
"Someone is coming. Chenjue whispered, pulling Chengyi and walking to the side.
It was a thin young man, and he walked to the river, as if he couldn't see Chengyi and Dustlord at all.
Chengyi looked up at Dustlord, who nodded, indicating that he had indeed used the Invisibility Charm.
The thin boy stood silently by the river, with no intention of committing suicide or leaving.
After a long time, he squatted down, his shoulders shaking slightly, as if he was crying.
Dustlord shook his head and walked away with Chengyi.
"You'd better go home early, so that your parents don't worry. β
"Was that Yang Yu just now?"
"Yes, he is Yang Xin's younger brother. Dust Jue pursed his lips, "It can also be regarded as a creation to make people, one dies for the other, leaving the other to live alone and painfully." β
A long silence followed.
"If I could, I would also like to have such a love, willing to sacrifice for each other. Chengyi was the first to break the silence.
"What if one of you has to die?" said the Dust Lord casually, glancing at Chengyi in the rearview mirror.
"If there is no way out, I would rather be the one who survives and suffers from lovesickness for a lifetime. β
"The torment of being alive is much more painful than the liberation of death. β
"That's why I can't bear to let the people I love suffer like this, and I'll try to live. β
"Trying to stay alive ......"
Dustlord didn't say anything more and drove quietly, but Chengyi noticed that he wasn't so attentive and didn't know what he was thinking.