She's too easy to hate
Yun Ge still had something to say in her heart, but she didn't tell him.
There were things he didn't need to know.
"Can't you stay for me?"
"What do you think? Da"
He Lingxiao smiled bitterly, and suddenly wanted to smoke.
He may have been infected by Ji Wei.
"When are you leaving, have you decided?"
Yes, Yun Ge will not stop in this city for him anymore, their relationship has long come to an end.
He missed the beautiful scenery of Yunge, and the latter would not look back.
For so long, she was kind to him because he was Erbao's biological father, but he hoped that she still had feelings for her.
It turned out that no, as she had said, her feelings for him had been worn away from the hurt he had done and the despair that was giving her day by day.
"No, I guess it's going to be soon."
It turns out that people really don't wait where they are.
He didn't know how to look back when she waited there, and now he stood where she had stood, and she was no more.
A sour feeling rose in his heart, and the feeling of sadness was indescribable.
"Yun Ge......" He took a few steps closer and grabbed her wrist from behind, "I really, really ...... Don't have your qualifications anymore? β
"I don't know......" Yun Ge's voice was soft.
"What do you mean I don't know...... He Lingxiao couldn't hold back, grabbed Yun Ge's hand and turned her back, holding her in his arms, "I don't know, does it mean that you hesitated?" Isn't it that if you soften your heart, you will give me a chance? Don't go, stay, stay for me one more time! β
"At least not yet! I don't know what the rest will bring. β
Yun Ge was held in his arms and did not struggle.
"How long? I'll wait! β
She looked up at him, reddish eyes.
"I can't give you an answer. I can't tell you like a year, but after a year I still won't say yes to you. This will delay you, so I don't want you to wait, you should have your own new happiness, you don't have to wait for me alone," she said, "Seven years ago, I abandoned Shiqing for you, and now, the only thing I know for sure is that I will not leave Aze alone and throw myself into your arms." Don't push me, I can't do it. β
He always felt that he was going to lose her......
I was so sad that I couldn't breathe.
The thought of her leaving the city made him wonder what his life would become in the future.
He can't leave here with her, he has his own career, he has his own family, it's not that he can't give up the country for her, give up everything, but then what will he get?
Yun Ge definitely didn't like him to be so impulsive, and if he gave up everything, what would he do to ensure her and Erbao's future lives?
He is no longer an adolescent reckless teenager, he has his own responsibility for what a mature adult should do.
And what he should do to Yun Ge is to guard, not to desperately stalk and cause trouble to her life.
"I know, I promise you, I won't force you."
"Well, Xiexie!" Yun Ge finally smiled, albeit a little helplessly.
In fact, after being with He Lingxiao for a long time, the sprout in her heart has a tendency to be germinated, she thinks, after all, he is the only person she has ever loved, and it is easier to ignite the fire in her heart than others.
Perhaps, if she gets along again, she will really fall in love with this man again, it's just a matter of time.
How long it will be, she doesn't know.
So she really can't give him ethereal waiting time, which is good for both of them.
"It's almost time to go back, everyone will be worried if they come out for too long."
"Yes, wait a minute."
Yun Ge pointed to the place next to them.
And He Lingxiao found out that they had come to the pharmacy near the He family's mansion.
This is......
Is that what she's going out for?
"Are you trying to ......?"
"Buy after-the-fact medicine! Yesterday you ...... I didn't wear a condom again......"
"......" how could it be in that situation yesterday......
He didn't have anything like that with him!
Indeed...... Creampie!
Hearing Yun Ge say that he wanted to buy medicine, he still felt uncomfortable.
However, he also knew that he had no right to ask Yun Ge to conceive another child for him.
"It's still less than twenty-four hours, so you shouldn't be tricked if you eat it......" Yun Ge muttered.
"I can't say exactly. If the child is destined for you, it will fall from heaven. After-the-fact medicine is not foolproof, or ...... Don't eat it," out of selfishness, he still stopped her, "If you take the medicine afterwards and still get pregnant, the child will be unhealthy and defective, and the doctor will recommend that you beat it, you are a mother, can you bear it?" β
ββ¦β¦β
She hadn't thought about it.
I'm afraid she won't be able to bear it then......
"Can you not eat it?" He asked, "Let it be, if you are pregnant, you will be born, and if you can't afford it, I will raise it." β
In fact, he didn't know that if he was born, how could Yun Ge be willing to let the child leave his side.
Yun Ge thought about it and walked back.
"Forget it, like you said, let it be, what should come always comes, and you can't escape."
She has indeed heard a lot of aftermath medicine that does not work, and the child is still pregnant.
However, although the child conceived in that case also has the possibility of being healthy, there is a high probability that it will be defective and deformed, and the doctor will generally recommend that the mother remove it.
"Let's go, let's go back."
β¦β¦
The lunch is also eaten at He's house, which is more harmonious, but there is no friction.
However, the He family found that after coming back, He Lingxiao and Yun Ge seemed to be a little wrong, and they felt sullen and dull when they entered the house.
At this time, it's best not to ask anything.
So in order not to make the atmosphere more awkward, everyone did nothing to happen.
Yun Ge finished eating and playing with Erbao, and He Lingxiao and several old men of the He family were still drinking and chatting at the dinner table.
"Guo Rong, don't drink too much!" Aunt He walked over and patted Guo Rong, "I'll have to drive to pick up Ling Xi later, take it easy!" β
Guo Rong is not included in the He family, but the Guo family does not pay attention to the child's surname, so He Lingxi has no opinion even if the surname is He.
He Meiqi's personality is destined to be inconsistent with her in-laws, in order to avoid disputes, she rarely takes He Lingxi to the Kuang's house alone to see the second elder, unless she is accompanied by Kuangrong.
Other times, when Guo Rong was working, in addition to her and her son, there were only servants in their small family, and they couldn't be idle, so they took He Lingxi back to the He family's mansion to see Old Man He.
In recent weeks, the old man's physical condition is not very good, so He Lingxi went to the old man's house for the weekend to accompany the second old man to warm the old man's heart.
Now that the weekend is about to pass, after the He family's dinner, He Meiqi will also accompany Guo Rong to pick up her son at the second family's hometown.
"It's not easy for the family to get together for that day a week, don't ruin everyone's interest!"
"Don't make excuses for your love of drinking! Don't know how dangerous a drunk driving can be? β
"Uncle, listen to my aunt, I'll help you solve it!" He Lingxiao was stunned and snatched the bottle of wine that Guo Rong was about to open, and poured it directly.
"Eh! How do you drink so much? Xie Leyi saw it and hurriedly asked, "You don't like to drink, drink slowly!" It's easy to get drunk when you're in a hurry! β
Yun Ge heard He Lingxiao's voice, looked up at him, and was stunned for a few seconds.
Is it because of her?
Obviously, yes, there is no one else who can affect his mood now except Yun Ge.
However, she was just telling the truth, and this was a fact that they had to accept.
"Mom! Your turn! Tongtong urged.
Yun Ge, Er Bao, and Grandpa He, the four of them are playing flying chess.
"Oh! Right away! Yun Ge lowered his head, smiling and looking fine.
Grandpa He saw everything in his eyes and knew that there was something wrong with the two of them, but he never asked them what happened.
Mo Mo was careful, and also noticed that something was wrong, and asked, "Mom, did you quarrel?" β
"Huh? No......"
Can it be considered a quarrel?
Not really...... There was no dispute, they just talked about the way forward.
"Didn't you?" Momo's tone sounded puzzled.
But...... He looks unhappy......
It's weird...... He was still very happy in the morning and got along well with his mother, why did the two of them seem to be different when they came back?
Adult shijie is really complicated......
"It's okay, it doesn't matter if you're really drunk," He Lingxiao continued to drink without listening to the persuasion, "Anyway, it's Sunday, just sleep later." β
"Get some sleep? Don't you have to send Yunge and Erbao home? The two children are going to kindergarten tomorrow, so you don't let them take the bus and go back by themselves, right? β
"Someone will come and pick them up."
Bai Ze called-called, saying that he had already dealt with the contract with Fengyu, and for the sake of him making a lot of money for Fengyu, he accepted the conditions of breaking the contract and losing money in private, and did not fall out publicly.
So he would come and pick them up for dinner in the evening.
Even though he knew that the two of them weren't the kind of relationship he thought they were, he couldn't be happy.
Family? If they can't be lovers, they will live together as family members in the future?
Is this really possible?
He knew that Bai Ze was a gentleman, and he hadn't crossed their moral bottom line with Yun Ge for so many years, but who could guarantee that in the future 365 days of getting along day and night, he wouldn't do anything to Yun Ge because of his momentary emotion?
Just thinking about it makes his mind mess up.
There is no other way to solve your troubles than drinking.
"Who?" Of course, Xie Leyi didn't know who it was.
He Lingxiao continued to drink and did not answer.
Xie Leyi is annoying, she doesn't know what to do with this son.
The two of them are okay this morning...... Why is this the case as soon as you come back?
Really not?
If not, would he have to wait for Yun Ge all the time?
It's been four years and four years, it's not a solution!!
"Uncle, do you hate me so much?" He Lingxiao suddenly asked Uncle He, who was drinking with his head bored.
He Zidong didn't speak.
"Son, don't mention the past!" He Zixi said, "Your uncle wants to blame you. Everyone will still be a family in the future! β
"Sometimes even I hate myself...... Uncle doesn't blame me? yes, you didn't scold me or hit me, but you barely talked to me......"
"Blame!" Uncle He said suddenly.
Hearing Uncle He's answer, He Zixi was stunned for a moment, but he didn't say anything.
He Zixi is He Lingxiao's father, and he has no position to help He Lingxiao say good things and intercede.
He Erbo couldn't bear to let the family go on like this, so he pushed his eldest brother's arm and said, "Forget it, eldest brother, didn't you say that you won't mention this matter?" Ling Xiao is also ......"
"Second uncle, you don't have to help me speak, the uncle blames me!"
Because in any case, He Lingxin is also his only daughter, the only seedling left by his deceased aunt, but he was tightened by his own hands, how can the uncle not blame?
"But I don't blame you," Uncle He continued, "Blame myself, I don't even know my own daughter!" I went to see Ling Xin, but she still didn't say anything...... That kid has always been very well-behaved...... Weishenme will suddenly become like this...... She wants to be so stupid to do things that hurt others......"
No one can figure it out.
Anyone thinks He Lingxin is well-behaved and sensible, she has never caused any trouble to her family since she was a child, and she has always been well-behaved, who knows that she hides so deeply, on the one hand, and behind her back.
If it weren't for the evidence in front of her, and she herself confessed, they really couldn't believe that she was the one who wanted to kill Yun Ge.
With the strength of the wine, Uncle He suddenly cried with a headache, "It's all my fault...... It's because I didn't teach my daughter well...... I'm sorry to go to her mother who died......"
Something is wrong!
The atmosphere at the dinner table took a turn for the worse, and everyone put down the dishes and chopsticks to comfort He Zidong.
He Lingxiao couldn't see this, got up, and walked in the direction of the backyard.
Yun Ge didn't seem to be in good spirits when he saw him, he should be a little drunk, and he didn't know if something would happen when he went to the backyard alone at this time.
Unconsciously, Yun Ge was slightly worried in his heart, frowned, and couldn't continue to sit in the living room.
"Dabao Xiaobao, you guys are here to play with grandpa for a while, and mom goes to the bathroom."
"Oh! Mom, go ahead! Tongtong had no doubts.
"Hmm." Mo Mo carefully found that Yun Ge's eyes were following He Lingxiao who was leaving before he said this.
Yun Ge left for a while, and Grandpa He sighed for a while, this family, every moment is peaceful!
"Let's go, big treasure and little treasure, go to grandpa's room."
The old man simply left the noisy place and went to find a quiet place.
β¦β¦
Yun Ge searched for a while before finding him near the open-air swimming pool.
"You're hereβ"
Before she finished speaking, Yun Ge, who was approaching her, was suddenly blocked between him and him.
Yun Ge was not in a hurry, looking at him very calmly, "Have something to tell me?" β
Undoubtedly, the smell of wine on his body was very strong, and Yun Ge just couldn't get used to it, so he turned his face away slightly.
"When you go to Linchuan, do you want to live like a family?!" He asked the question of the time he had come up with for a meal.
"Yes," Yun Ge replied honestly, "We are each other's family, we have lived together for four years, and we will continue to do so, I told you, I thought you could understand what I mean." β
"I understand!" His tone was terrible and his expression was terrible, "But he won't!" You know he's interested in you! You're like family, but you're not! What do you make others think about your relationship?! Living together even though they are not husband and wife, and saying that they are family when they are not related by blood, who would believe it?! Are you going to want everyone to poke your backbones and say you're immoral?! β
Yun Ge was a little stunned by his roar, his eyes were slightly red, "He Lingxiao, what do you mean?" β