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"Eat slowly, be careful of choking." Lin Fei frowned, and handed a bottle of water to Xia Lan beside him, "Drink some water." ”

Xia Lan's mouth was full of roast goose meat, and she couldn't speak, so she nodded, stretched out her oily hand to take the water bottle, and drank a few big sips.

"Hey......" Lin Fei sighed, opened his arms and hugged Xia Lan in his arms, his eyes were moist, and he whispered, "How many days have you been hungry?" ”

"For more than two days, all the food I brought with me was given to Jones." Xia Lan wiped the oil from the corners of her mouth, frowned slightly, with tears in her eyes, and sighed softly, "They still have no experience." ”

"It's just a battle, it's normal to die." Lin Fei patted Xia Lan's arm, "I don't care about the other people here at all, as long as you're okay." ”

"Now that I heard you say such cold-blooded and selfish words, I ......" Xia Lan looked at Lin Fei, paused and said lightly: "I'm really moved." ”

"Nonsense, you're my woman." Lin Fei frowned, his throat moved, and said, "Actually, no matter who they are, as long as they fight for justice, they are worthy of our respect and remembrance."

Now that they are gone, it is useless for us to shed tears of sadness, we should turn our grief into strength and complete the next thing for them. ”

"You have a point." Xia Lan nodded, grabbed a piece of beef and sent it to Lin Fei, "You can eat a little too." ”

"I'm not hungry, just go back and eat at night." Lin Fei said casually.

"No serious big baddies." Xia Lan had a trace of anticipation in her heart, but thinking about her aching body and sore legs, she couldn't help but feel scared.

He glanced at Lin Fei with a pout, his cheeks were slightly red, and he lowered his head and complained softly: "I don't know how to pity the fragrance and cherish the jade, it's like crazy to do it, I seem to be swollen by you." ”

"Really?" Lin Fei scratched his head, hurriedly let go of his arm, and reached out to untie Xia Lan's pants, "Let me see." ”

"Don't look at it!" Xia Lan dropped the beef, hurriedly grabbed Lin Fei's hand, frowned and said, "I'll be embarrassed." ”

"What are you afraid of, you're all my people." Lin Fei swore and said.

"That's not going to work either." Xia Lan pursed her lips and whispered, "My skin is not as thick as yours." ”

"Tease you." Lin Fei smiled, hugged Xia Lan again, and handed the beef to the woman, "Eat it." ”

"That's pretty much it." Xia Lan smiled lightly and took a small bite of beef.

Lin Fei said to himself: "I admit that I am a big **, but I am not so hungry." You have been in the mountains for a few days, and there is a lot of cold on your body, and I have driven away some of the cold from your body when I was making love to you just now, but it is still not complete. When I go back tonight, I'm going to give you a good look at your body, and then I'll sleep comfortably with you. ”

"Hmm......" Xia Lan listened to Lin Fei's words, her heart felt warm, she glanced at the red blood stains on the stone slab behind her, and said softly: "I know, you look bad, but in fact, you have a very good heart, you are a good man who will hurt women, just like that time I drank too much, in order to accompany me, you would rather stay alone outside the car all night." ”

"I'm not as good as you say." Lin Fei smiled bitterly and shook his head, "I'm a bastard!" ”

"You are not allowed to say that about yourself!" Xia Lan frowned and pressed her finger on Lin Fei's lips.

"Okay, I won't say it." Lin Fei nodded.

Xia Lan leaned her head on Lin Fei's shoulder and said softly: "I said that you are a good man, you are a good man, and it is precisely because I understand you that I am willing to follow you with all my heart."

You are my sister Ruoyun's husband, and I have always felt sorry for her as long as I think about things with you, and my heart is very entangled.

You should also know that the purpose of my coming here is to forget about you, and I don't want to affect your life and Sister Ruoyun's life.

However, I found that I couldn't do it at all, and I couldn't help it, so I changed my name and left another will.

I was prepared for the worst before you came, and the bullet in the gun was my own.

Who knows, you appeared, this is fate, I am destined to be dominated by you in this life.

Now, I've figured it out, and I don't feel awkward anymore. After I go back, I will be your lover steadily, don't fight with Sister Ruoyun, and when I can be with you, I will cherish it, I am this fate. Speaking of this, Xia Lan raised her head and smiled at Lin Fei, "Am I sensible?" ”

"Sensible." Lin Fei nodded, stretched out his hand to support Xia Lan's chin, "Xia Lan, I have something to say to you." ”

Xia Lan's clear eyes looked at Lin Fei with veins and veins, quietly listening to the man's voice.

"I've had a lot of women before, but now that I think about it, I can't remember their names or what they looked like.

I have no feelings for them at all, let alone love, it's all about sex for the sake of sex. At that time, in terms of feelings, I lived a chaotic life.

The reason I'm with a woman who doesn't have feelings is simple, it's that I don't feel like I have to take on anything.

And in the face of the woman who loves me, I chose to refuse, and I didn't dare to give my true feelings, because I was afraid of taking responsibility, not that I didn't want to take it, but that I couldn't guarantee it.

Every time my partner and I go on a mission, we are on the verge of life and death, just like you, deliberately leaving the last bullet for ourselves.

A few years ago, a man-made tragedy drove me into a low point in my life, I began to doubt my own abilities, and at the same time, I was tired of my work and life, and the feeling of not daring to take responsibility became stronger.

Later, I took an indefinite long leave from the organization and returned to my home country, hoping to live the rest of my life in peace. However, when I saw darkness and evil, I couldn't help but intervene, so I met you.

Before I met Ruoyun, in addition to knowing you, I also had a woman in my life, her name was Su Miaoling, who was the first woman I met and had the closest relationship with after returning to China.

She cared very much about my life and took care of me in every possible way. I knew she loved me, but I didn't touch a finger of her.

It wasn't until Ruoyun and I were about to register our marriage that I had a relationship with Su Miaoling. You know why? ”

Xia Lan shook his head solemnly.

"Because it's Ruoyun." Lin Fei frowned slightly, "Don't you understand?" ”

"Hmm......" Xia Lan nodded.

Lin Fei frowned slightly, "Because Ruoyun woke up my dying heart, I changed my attitude towards life, regained my self-confidence, and dared to take responsibility." ”