Chapter 83: Hong Xiao's Past
How could Hu Guoan's plea shake Hong Xiao's heart, Hong Xiao had already decided to kill this old man.
Hong Xiao walked in front of Hu Guoan step by step, and the sound of low footsteps was like the call of death.
"Don't kill me, don't kill me......" Hu Guoan was still whispering.
Just when Hong Xiao's hand grasped his neck, Hu Guoan, who had been begging for mercy, lost his voice, saliva flowed from the corners of his mouth, and his eyes became sloppy.
Kindness?
Hong Xiao noticed the strangeness of this guy, raised his head, and looked into his eyes.
At this time, Hu Guoan didn't seem to know that he was afraid, so he just looked at Hong Xiao, but there was not the slightest look in his pupils.
"Crazy?"
Hong Xiao made a judgment for the first time.
Unexpectedly, under this kind of mental oppression, Hu Guoan, a bad old man, turned out to be crazy.
Hong Xiao can be sure that Hu Guoan is really crazy and is not deceiving himself.
If Hu Guoan didn't have anything, Hong Xiao would definitely kill him, but now that he is crazy, Hong Xiao really doesn't know what to do.
If you want to kill a crazy old man by yourself, Hong Xiao is a little unable to do it!
Sighing helplessly, Hong Xiao finally gave up the idea of killing the bad old man, and let him go crazy for the rest of his life!
After making a decision, Hong Xiao set his eyes on Hong Yuyan, who was not far behind Hu Guoan.
At this time, Hong Yuyan still closed her eyes tightly and didn't dare to open them.
Hong Xiao sighed secretly.
Sure enough, it was as I thought!
The last time at the birthday party, although she also killed someone, Hong Yuyan didn't see it really, and it wasn't so bloody.
But this time, he showed his bloodiest side in front of Hong Yuyan, which inevitably made the kind-hearted Hong Yuyan a little unacceptable.
This was all expected by Hong Xiao.
However, Hong Xiao must find a way to make Hong Yuyan accept.
This girl is the most important person in her life, she can't leave, and she can't have any bad thoughts about herself.
Hong Xiao is so domineering.
Hong Xiao gently untied the rope tied to Hong Yuyan's body, held her shoulder, and called affectionately: "Sister Yan." ”
Hong Yuyan was stunned when she heard this, her body trembled a little, and her closed eyes still didn't open.
Hong Xiao looked at Hong Yuyan's expression, his heart was a little low, no matter what, Hong Xiao still didn't want Hong Yuyan to be in such a state when facing him.
It seems that she is really scared enough.
Hong Xiao couldn't help but regret it.
Maybe it should be gradual, rather than drastic.
But things have already happened, and it is impossible to change them.
Hong Xiao could only think of a way.
"Sister Yan, do you know, three years ago, when I left the familiar land and stepped on the fugitive ship, I thought that I would never come back again, and I would never see you again. At that time, I was very sad and sad, but I didn't dare to have the slightest expression, I know, when I leave, the saddest and saddest thing is you, if I show anything again, I'm afraid you won't be able to accept it.
So I left, without looking back.
If it weren't for luck, I would have died on the ship that had escaped, and it would have been a kind of luck that I had survived.
Ever since the day I fled abroad, I had no choice, and if I didn't want to die, I had to kill someone.
So, for three years, my whole life was filled with blood and death.
Every day, I have to keep getting stronger, and every day, I spend my time killing and being killed.
Fortunately, it was me who killed every time, and it was someone else who was killed, so I still have a chance to come back here. Hong Xiao's voice was extremely low.
Speaking of life abroad, Hong Xiao held Hong Yuyan's arm and unconsciously increased his strength, and restrained himself stubbornly.
That period of life is a memory that Hong Xiao never wants to mention again in his life.
Speaking of it now, it is like uncovering a scabbed scar, not only physical pain, but also spiritual bitterness and torture.
"Sister Yan, do you remember the scene when I killed someone for the first time? Cao Lima's cousin, he said in front of me, I beat Cao Lima, not only do I want to pay for my life, but also ask you to pay for it with your body.
I couldn't stand it anymore, so I shot him to death, but I didn't really want to kill someone at all, I just didn't expect him to be so can't help but fight.
That was the first time I killed someone.
However, the moment I knew that I had killed someone, I was neither afraid nor regretful, I was only relieved that I killed him, and no one would bother Sister Yan anymore.
Moreover, the first thing I did when I returned to Huaxia, I found Cao Lima and broke his limbs. ”
Speaking of this, Hong Yuyan finally reacted, opened her eyes tremblingly, and looked at Hong Xiao.
But Hong Xiao didn't look at her at all, and looked into the distance with blank eyes.
The empty eyes were something that Hong Yuyan had never seen in Hong Xiao's eyes in her life, and she couldn't help but feel distressed.
Although Hong Xiao didn't look at Hong Yuyan, he could clearly feel Hong Yuyan's distress.
But at this time, even if Hong Yuyan is distressed, he can't make any concessions, otherwise even if the problem is solved temporarily, there will be trouble in the future.
Today, Hong Yuyan must accept himself and accept his all.
So Hong Xiao continued to say affectionately: "Actually, I can come back half a year ago, but I don't dare, I'm afraid that the smell of blood on my body will scare you, and I'm afraid that you won't accept me."
You are the dearest relatives of my life!
If you don't accept me, what else can I do, even if I live, it's like I'm dead.
So when I came back, I didn't say anything about what happened in the past three years, not that I couldn't say it, but I didn't dare to say it!
Today, when I knew that bad old man had kidnapped you, I couldn't help it, and the moment I received the call, I had already decided that these people must die, and they must die a terrible death!
I know you're scared, but this is the real me, and I'm going to protect you from the slightest harm.
Originally, I thought you would understand me, but now...... I didn't expect it to be me thinking too much.
You don't need to say more, now in your heart, maybe I am an executioner who kills innocents indiscriminately and uses cruel methods!
I understand, I'm leaving, disappearing into your world, never to be seen again......"
Hong Xiao let go and let go of the hand that was holding Hong Yuyan's shoulder.
It doesn't matter if she lets go, Hong Yuyan feels like her world is beginning to collapse.
Hong Yuyan hurriedly looked up, Hong Xiao didn't look at herself anymore, but the loneliness, despair, and even dead silence in his eyes were so clear, clearly destroying Hong Yuyan's world.
Hong Xiao turned to leave.
One step, Hong Yuyan's heart was like a knife.
Two steps, Hong Yuyan's tears rained down.
After three steps, Hong Yuyan finally stood up and rushed out, not allowing Hong Xiao to take another step.
Hong Yuyan knew in her heart that as long as Hong Xiao took another step, the two of them would no longer have the slightest connection between the worlds.
"Hong Xiao, don't go, I don't want you to go." Hong Yuyan hugged Hong Xiao from behind, hugged him tightly, and didn't let him leave.
"Sister Yan, let it go, I know my own problems, so you don't have to pity me." Hong Xiao's voice did not have a trace of emotion, and even used the word "pitiful".
Hong Yuyan's heart seemed to be blocked by a boulder weighing tens of millions of catties, which made her almost out of breath.
Hong Xiao is so desperate, how sad, and so sad he is to be able to say such a thing.
What are you doing?
Hong Xiao killed someone, but he is his own relative, the dearest relative, he went to school for himself; He kills for himself; He left for himself; He came back, still for himself.
But what about yourself?
Because Hong Xiao killed someone, he was afraid of him? Want to alienate him? Just leave him?
Who is Hong Xiao for? Isn't it all for Hong Yuyan and myself?
The remorse in Hong Yuyan's heart exceeded one qiē.
"Sister Yan, let me go."
Hong Xiao didn't know Hong Yuyan's thoughts, so he broke her arm hard, wanting to go out.
Hong Yuyan didn't know where the courage came from, so she rushed to Hong Xiao, picked up a dagger on the ground and put it on her neck, and shouted: "Hong Xiao, if you dare to take another step, I will die to show you." ”
Hong Xiao raised her head violently, and at this time, the dagger in Hong Yuyan's hand had pierced her skin, and a little bit of Yin Hong's blood flowed down her snow-white neck.
"Sister Yan, you ......" Hong Xiao was shocked, he didn't expect Hong Yuyan to be like this.
"Hong Xiao, I know it's my fault, I'm wrong, I'm not scared, I'm not scared at all, no matter what kind of person you are, I can accept it, please don't leave me, don't leave me, okay?"
Hong Yuyan's eyes were hazy with tears, tears were like rain, and she kept crying.
Hong Xiao knew that Hong Yuyan didn't care about her past at all, but her current state was a little wrong, a little hysterical.
Ay!
Hong Xiao sighed, and a flash came behind Hong Yuyan, and with a light knock, she fainted and fell into Hong Xiao's arms.
Hong Yuyan's performance just now proved that Hong Xiao seemed to have gone too far.
It works great though!
Looking at the corpses in one place and Hu Guoan, who had gone crazy, Hong Xiao's face did not change, he turned around and left.
He will definitely not leave any traces, and no one will think that the qiē here will be related to Hong Xiao!
……
"Hong Xiao, Hong Xiao, don't go." Hong Yuyan woke up violently, and kept shouting loudly.
"Sister Yan, don't worry, I'm here, I'm not leaving."
At this time, Hong Yuyan was lying on the small bed in the living room of Hongtong's presidential ward, and Hong Xiao had been by his side.
"Hong Xiao, you didn't leave? Great, I knew you wouldn't leave me. Hong Yuyan threw herself into Hong Xiao's arms and cried again.
Hong Yuyan is really scared, if Hong Xiao leaves, she really doesn't know what to do.
"Okay, Sister Yan, don't cry, I won't leave again, never." Hong Xiao patted Hong Yuyan's back and said.
"Eun!" Hong Yuyan hurriedly nodded in agreement.
Hong Tong in the small ward got up from the bed, quietly walked to the door, and looked at Hong Xiao and Hong Yuyan outside, with a look of relief in his eyes.
Hong Xiao did this, maybe it was the best ending.
After Hong Yuyan cried, she didn't mention what had just happened, and she didn't have a trace of nostalgia in her heart.
Hong Xiao also seemed to have nothing happening, talking homely.
But they all felt that the two hearts of each other were getting closer......
After comforting Hong Yuyan, Hong Xiao drove back to the villa, but he didn't expect Li Bo to be there, and he was quite happy to play with Xiaodian.
Li Bo has been with Zhou Yuanliang for many years, he is not married, and he has no children.
Dian Diandian saw that his father was back, and rushed over directly, constantly shouting for his father, and Li Bo didn't have any surprised eyes, obviously knowing what was going on.
Since Hong Xiao came, Li Bo rarely stayed in the villa too much, and this time, there must be a reason.
Sure enough, not long after Hong Xiao arrived home, Li Bo expressed his intention to come, and actually invited Hong Xiao to attend a banquet.
More precisely, a family dinner!