4 What is in life,

In the midst of which there is constant devastation and damage,

In the midst of the destruction and destruction,

It's a kind of declining something,

In the midst of that decline and powerlessness,

What kind of helplessness and resentment is lingering,

Also in that helplessness and resentment,

It's something that can't be freed,

In the midst of that inextricability,

I just feel a lot of hardship,

The hard time is hard,

The hardships of life,

The hardships in the blanks,

It's hard to endure in a trance. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

What you don't want to happen,

There is also something in which hope disappears and is no longer searched,

That's a feeling of not feeling,

It seems to be in the middle of that,

What kind of unconsciousness exists,

It is general to feel very much with what kind of perception you are not aware of,

What is there, what is very far away, what is there,

There is also something in the distant and unknown,

I feel a sense of separation and alienation.

Also in that rustiness,

What you want to destroy,

The object of destruction,

It seems to be yourself,

It seems to be what I cherish the most,

And because it's what I care about and cherish the most,

Sometimes, I feel that there is something very unsatisfying and insufficient.

A lot of the closest to what,

It will also be the one who hurts the most.

will be desperate in the midst of it,

What kind of despair is urging in it,

And in that it threatened,

In that there seems to be something that I can't get close to and can't get close,

It seems that there is something completely vacant and blank in it,

What kind of blows and repression are being suffered in it,

Also in the midst of that blow and suppression,

Feeling a kind of embarrassing loneliness,

It's lonely, lonely in there.

In that loneliness,

Feeling a kind of loneliness,

But he is still in that lonely and helpless,

What do you want to be strong?

I want to give up something in it,

Because of many, many things,

It's going to be in that there's something false,

There will be many, many timidities,

In the midst of that lot of timidity, what was false and illusory,

In the false and illusory void,

There will be a depressed heart,

There will be a kind of embarrassment,

It seems that in one of them it is close to death,

is a kind of cunning,

also seems to be a kind of cunning,

Or maybe it's just a fear and fear,

And in that fear and fear,

Many, many things that can't be found there,

There are many, many things that are difficult to find and track and pursue.

It's just what I endure in it,

It's just something that is haggard and waiting in it,

It's just something that is uneasy and at a loss in it.

It's a kind of fault and fault that I don't even realize it.

And in the midst of that transgression and transgression,

There are many, many things that cannot be escaped there.

Just what I want to hug there,

The reason for hugging is only because I want to rely on it,

And just because I want to get closer there,

I just want to warm something there,

But still in that there I found that I could no longer warm anything,

There's nothing to wait for and wait for anymore.

That's a betrayal,

It also seems to be something alienated and alienated in the midst of that betrayal.

Each other's hearts, in which they cannot communicate anything,

It's a kind of inability to communicate,

It seems that in the midst of that conflict,

It's as if there's some kind of communication there.

There seem to be many, many things in life that are unwilling to be so.

I don't want to do that.

There was hunger and hunger,

And there are a lot of fruits around,

In that dry and arid world,

The fruits were also dry.

No matter how hungry you are,

Patience and patience in that moment,

Stuff the fruit into the soil,

Wait until you have absorbed enough water,

Eat again,

That's how you can survive,

Otherwise just eat the dried and waterless fruit there,

In the end, it will only die of thirst there,

A lot of what needs to be endured and endured there,

It's not just a simple kind of patience that can't be endured,

With what I can't stand with,

It's easy and easy to escape there.

A lot of what,

That belongs to life and life that cannot be escaped and avoided,

What should belong to tolerance and patience,

or still there to try to tolerate and endure,

Otherwise it seems that there would still be something extinct there,

It also seems that there will still be something there is no patience there,

without patience and patience,

A lot of things will go extinct in it,

What is so much concerned about in that is going to be there in the middle of it that is difficult to maintain,

Many, many things,

will still disappear there like bubbles and bubbles,

Something that disappeared there completely,

What is there is that needs to be endured there,

There is something that seems to be something that needs to be held on there,

It's like a kind of waiting and waiting that can't be escaped and escaped.

Not for anything to boast about,

It's not for what is needed,

It doesn't seem to be for some kind of proof, either.

It's just what exists,

When you really exist in that world,

It's just that there's a simple desire to be yourself,

And only in that world,

I want to be very simple and sincere, I want to play my role there,

That's a real character in everyday life.

It's also a kind of true self,

Just one in that life,

I am still on the road where I want to work hard to grasp the direction of my life and value.

She may die,

Maybe struggle to death,

But it doesn't seem to be necessarily,

How would she know if she hadn't worked hard?

O Yinling, open your eyes,

Don't be afraid

Wake up, Spirit......

She silently read to herself in the bottom of her heart.

Go and accept reality......