Chapter 1: The Leftover Woman in Early Summer
"The lotus leaves are infinitely green, and the lotus flowers are different red. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info"The early summer sunlight shines through the dense layers of curtains, shining on the early summer of sleeping Zhengxiang, and the mother's powerful lion roar comes from downstairs. Reluctantly rubbed the warm quilt again, I really didn't think about it, but because of the lethality to my mother, I reluctantly left my nest.
While yawning and slowly going downstairs, my mother didn't know what to say when she looked at the aunt in early summer, she looked drowsy, and there was eye droppings on her eyes, this is a girl who hasn't married yet, she endured it and endured it, she couldn't bear it, and her mother couldn't bear it anymore, and once again broke out into a lion's roar, "Zhang Chuxia, look at you, what are you like now, whose girl is still in her thirties, she is sloppy in her clothes, and she doesn't go out to look for a job, she stays at home all day, eats and sleeps, sleeps and eats, Are you a pig? It's that pigs can still be sold for money when they grow up, you say that I raise you so big, why are you not as good as pigs, ah, how can you not listen, even if you don't want to find a job, find someone to marry, you say, how many people I found to introduce to you, at first you said good, okay, everywhere, but within a few days you told the old lady that it was not suitable, why is it not suitable, I think you are a bone in the egg------ nothing to deliberately find fault. Zhang Chuxia, the old lady now warns you that you are limited to marrying yourself within one year, otherwise whoever you love will find whoever you want, and the old lady will not serve. Early Summer's mother glared at Early Summer, and snorted in her nose. Zhang Chuxia stretched out his right hand unhurriedly under his mother's angry gaze, slowly plucked out his ears, and gently blew on his right hand that did not have earwax. Seeing that early summer was dead, her mother was like a deflated ball, and she collapsed weakly on the stool opposite early summer, waved her hand, and said weakly, "You hurry up, don't appear in front of me, it's annoying to see you." "Seeing my mother like this in early summer, I quickly disappeared from my mother's face, and before leaving, I also sent a parting kiss and threw a wink in my mother's eyes. Looking at Zhang Chuxia's unobtrusive appearance, Chuxia's mother collapsed on the stool weakly again.
In the early summer when I returned to the upstairs room, I didn't have the sense of inconsistency when facing my mother. Sitting at the computer desk, leaning on the table with a weak head, in fact, I don't want to be like this, I don't know why I think of going out to find a job, facing strangers, I am very nervous, very scared, and I don't dare to tell my parents, I can only stay at home every day. When it comes to getting married, it's the same feeling, as long as the thought of living in the same room with a stranger, there is a sense of suffocation, so every time I say that I look everywhere, every time I don't know.
Looking back and thinking about my life for more than 30 years, it was really a failure, I never did a thing that made my parents proud, but I disappointed my parents again and again and even despaired, and even now I don't report any hope, it's really a failure, I smiled helplessly for a lifetime, raised my head, and swallowed bitter tears.
When I was in elementary school, I was still proud of my parents, and I was always in the top five in exams, although there were thirteen people in a class. When I was in the fourth grade, because I was not good at math, my father was young because of the early summer, so I let the early summer review for a year, in fact, I regret reviewing this early summer, and I regret it every time I think of this thing, if I don't review this year, I can graduate a year early. When I was in the fifth grade of elementary school, there was another incident that broke my arm during the wheat vacation.,This is an event that I can't forget in early summer.,
It's because of this incident that I couldn't help but fail to take the exam for the junior high school in early summer, or from this time, because of the hormone potion that caused me to gain weight in early summer, and I haven't been able to lose weight since then.
When I get to middle school, I can still study, and I can get the top ten in the exam, don't compare this top ten with the top five in elementary school, after all, when I get to junior high school, there are about sixty students in a class. However, in early summer, I have been in poor health since I was a child, and it is good for others to sweat when they catch a cold, but it is not good in early summer, and it is not good if you have to have an infusion or be fine. Due to the frequent leave, especially in the third year of junior high school, I took a long vacation, and this year because of sports and experiments, which led to the fact that even the second middle school was worse than a dozen points when the high school entrance examination was made, and my father wanted to repeat it in early summer, but I didn't want to live or die in early summer, and my father could only pay a high repetition fee for early summer, about 5,000 yuan, and in 2000, 5,000 was what the concept was, and the already difficult family was even worse.
After I went to high school, it was the black history era of early summer, and at the beginning, I was still very serious about studying in early summer, who knew that the efforts paid were not proportionally rewarded, and I was disappointed again and again, which led to the early summer being obsessed with crooked romance novels, and since then I have embarked on a dark road of no return. Since I became obsessed with Xiaoyan, the results of early summer have been full of red. Don't mention the college entrance examination, I went to a third-rate college.
After graduating from university, I also found a few jobs, but I didn't adapt to this society in the early summer, and I didn't have a job for more than a year. Dangling back and forth in several places a few times. I was older than a year, and at the beginning, I took the civil service and public institution exam several times, and in the first year, I was admitted to the public institution after a good one, but I didn't know that one year was not as good as one year, and at the end of the year, I simply gave up and didn't take the exam.
After giving up the exam, I was idle, and this time I was really like a fish in water, holding a computer every day to soak at the starting point and reading on a river. I read a lot of essays, and I wanted to try to write essays, but I held back for three days, and I wrote and wrote there, but I really didn't know what to write, so I simply gave up. Continue reading the text. Every time I see the rebirth text, I wish the protagonist was myself. For this early summer, I also specialized in stocks and lotteries.,You don't see the rebirth of the protagonist of the text to make money is stocks and lotteries.,If you're reborn.,Know stocks and lotteries.,Wouldn't it be.,Sent it.,Think about it and leave your saliva.。 Not to mention seeing the text with space, it's simply a shortcut to making a fortune, Bai Fumei's anti-heaven equipment, there is no most anti-sky, only more anti-sky. Peat, with it, my mother doesn't have to worry about me anymore. God, earth, please, pity me, the last old leftover girl on the earth, please let me be born again, of course merciful God, if you can give me another space, I don't mind (a certain woman yy) (ˉˉ)
Tonight I also made an idiot wish to the sky, and I went to meet with Zhou early in early summer, and suddenly the sky was shining in the middle of the night, shrouded in early summer, and I saw that early summer, which was still in bed, disappeared with the disappearance of light.