484 Treasure in the palm of your hand, mourning star!
Luo Zhiwu raised her glass, and her voice was particularly messy and evil because she was drunk: "Come, drink this cup, and forget all your troubles, from now on you will be my ......"
Luo Zhiheng has a good amount of wine, but today is a thousand glasses of wine for her confidant, she doesn't feel too much to drink, but her psychological face is warm, because she is facing her relatives, real relatives, not Luo Ningshuang, who is crazy and only thinks about how to kill her and replace her relatives.
Facing Luo Zhiwu, Luo Zhiheng's mind that has been unable to open up finally found a way out, all the bitterness and despair were vented, although she did not say it to Luo Zhiwu, but this cup of spirits seemed to have a flame that could swallow everything, burning all her sorrows.
Temporarily put aside her worries, in front of her dearest brother, Luo Zhiheng was drunk for the first time, her cheeks were red and her squinted eyes were sparkling, and she looked delicate and beautiful. She lay on the table, barely holding the glass, and smiled stupidly, "What's yours?" Baby? ”
Luo Zhiwu also lay on the table, almost head to head with Luo Zhiheng, the two of them were childlike with their heads, he also used her strength, Luo Zhiheng was soft, how could she have too much strength, Luo Zhiwu was not willing to bully her, her big hand was hot because of the spirits, and it was extremely gentle and warm when it fell on the top of Luo Zhiheng's head. Just like his voice at the moment, mixed with the scorching heat of spirits, a little intoxicating, a little low-alcohol: "Yes, it's a heart baby, a lifelong baby, a baby bump that no one can bully." ”
Luo Zhiheng's eyes were moist because of this almost flower, and her vision became more and more blurred, she raised her head and tried to see Luo Zhiwu's face clearly, but his big hand had fallen in front of her eyes, covering her eyes, only his voice was still in the ear with a low whirlwind, with a calming liliang: "Before, I also had a heart and liver baby, but then I seemed to lose her, a few years of confusion, a dream of waking up, she seems to have come back, real and illusory, but as long as she comes back, I will never lose her." ”
Luo Zhiheng's heart tightened, she had been in the Mu Dynasty for so long, she had always been so self-conscious, she had never thought of finding her brother who had left home as a teenager at that time, so the nearly four years she missed should have been so beautiful, she didn't even know at all!
If she had been accompanied and guarded by her brother in those days, maybe she wouldn't have had so much pain later. It turns out that family affection is the most healing holy thing in times of pain.
"Can you tell me about your baby? You guys used to do it. Are you weishenme so precious her? She grabbed Luo Zhiwu's hand, rubbing his hot palm like a cat, with a somewhat curious smile.
Luo Zhiwu chuckled twice, her fingers rubbed her cold mask from time to time, and her voice fell into memory in a low and shallow voice: "When my mother was pregnant with my sister, I was already ten years old, at that time I was looking forward to the birth of the child in my mother's womb soon, I grew up with that child all the way, I witnessed her in my mother's womb from scratch, from a little bit of growth, I will read to the child in my mother's womb every day when I come back from school, my mother said that the belly must be a younger sister, my sister likes my brother to read to her, my mother said that my brother wants to protect my sister, From the time my sister was not born, I had to protect it, and I was used to protecting, and when my sister grew up, I could protect my sister more. ”
"After I read to my sister every day, I will also punch my sister, my mother will sing to my sister, my mother's singing voice is very good, as long as my sister is disobedient and moves in my mother's belly, as long as my mother sings, my sister will be very well-behaved and quiet. I always thought that our family of four would always be happy, and when my sister was born, my father and my sister and I would be together for a lifetime. ”
"My father and I will look forward to the birth of that little life every day, day by day almost like a year, although the little guy is very abrasive, delayed, but also makes us feel tormented and anxious, but we are still looking forward to it as always, but I didn't expect that the day my sister was born, it would be a disaster."
Luo Zhiwu's voice changed from faint warmth to deep pain, and Luo Zhiheng suddenly grabbed his hand, as if he was silently conveying some kind of liliang and support. Luo Zhiwu calmed down after a while, but her voice was no longer joyful before, and became more and more cold: "The weather was extremely bad that day, the rain was pouring down, and the air was dull and made people feel depressed and panicked. The child, who was supposed to be born in ten days, was about to come out on that day. ”
"Everything seems to be very chaotic, fortunately, the nurse has been commanding in an orderly manner, but that day is really not a good day, the mother has been in pain, the child can not be born, the midwife has touched it, and confirmed that the child is in order, that is to say, the child should be born very well, but there seems to be something in the mother's belly blocking the birth canal, has been delaying, has not been able to give birth, the child can not come out, the mother has been insisting."
At that time, the mother was about to collapse, where could she walk, the mother kept bleeding, and finally the thing that blocked the birth canal was gone, and after a while, the mother gave birth to a girl, and the little girl was suffocated so that her face was purple, but then the crying was very loud. Although the birth of this child was very dangerous, my father and I were very happy, because this child is what we look forward to every day. ”
"That day, my mother was also very happy, let my father hold my little sister to see, we laughed, and my father was not afraid of the custom of not being able to enter the delivery room, so he stayed by his mother's side, and his father would have long wanted to say the name of haode, called Heng! The implication of the most precious treasure, rare jade, divine pearl, is the treasure of our family. And this word has another meaning, that is, because my mother's name also has a Heng character, my father said that this woman is their Zuihou child, and my father will not let my mother get pregnant and give birth to a child, it is enough for them to have a son and a daughter in their life. That word commemorates my father's love for my mother. ”
Luo Zhiheng stiffened, she had long known that there must be other meanings in the names of her and Qin Yinheng, but today it was determined that this word actually contained the deep affection of the Luo family's parents for their beloved wife.
But this word seems to have become a memorial to our Zuihou mother. We were so happy that day, but the happy time was really short-lived, it was the first time that our family of four was really together. Then all happiness and longing for the future was completely ended by a child who should not have appeared. ”
Luo Zhiwu's fists clenched and gurgle, and her voice was cold and hard with hatred and pain: "My mother suddenly began to bleed again, my stomach hurt badly, at first we all ignored my mother's stomach, but then my mother began to hurt, we found that my mother's belly was still a little big, and the midwife said that there was a child in my mother's belly, but I had seen the doctor before, and no one could see that my mother was pregnant with twins." The midwife said that it may be the child's small hands and feet that have been blocking the birth canal just now, that is to say, this superfluous child who appeared inexplicably just almost killed Heng'er, and the mother who was also dragged down suffered so much. ”
"She shouldn't have appeared! Who knows where she came from, no one has ever expected and known her existence, no one has ever been happy about her existence, and even that day, her arrival seemed very uncomfortable. I will always remember that later that day, there was a thunderstorm in the sky, lightning fell on the tiles, the sky suddenly brightened, and then the heavy clouds in the sky seemed to fall, and the hearts of the people became more and more panicked. ”
"The child has not been born, the mother is already very weak, she gritted her teeth and insisted, fainted several times, and hung herself with ginseng. Although I was young at the time, I also knew that ginseng was used, but I was afraid that the situation was very bad. My father's face was very frightening at that time, and he didn't go out, just guarding my mother in front of the bed, and my sister and I were taken to the room by the nurse, and I could still hear my mother's weak screams. I remember that my sister is very well-behaved, she is so small and soft, her eyes are closed, it is hard for me to imagine that there is such a cute little life in my mother's belly, I am a little confused, but I am still looking forward to it. ”
"It's been a long time, it seems like a lifetime later, I heard my father's hysterical roar, when I rushed out, I saw my father holding my mother, that was the first time I saw my serious father crying, I was very scared, because I saw my mother bleeding non-stop, people were rushing to put blood out, no matter how they wiped it, they couldn't wipe the blood clean, my mother's skirt and mattress were dyed red, my mother was lying on the bed, no matter how my father called her, She didn't open her eyes to look at her father again, as she had done countless times. ”
Then I saw that my father's eyes were red, and that face was really the most terrible face I had ever seen in my life, and I later learned when I grew up that my father's expression that day was hideous. My father drew his sword and swung it at the newborn child who was being held by his subordinate. I was so frightened that I even forgot to stop it, and the people tried to stop my father. ”
"I later learned that my mother died, so she left us so easily because of difficult childbirth." It is said that men don't flick when they have tears, but they haven't reached the sad place. Luo Zhiwu's voice was hoarse, and her body gradually became colder, her cold forehead was on Luo Zhiheng's forehead, trembling slightly, and the most painful words were the most unwilling to face and say in his life, so it was very light and heavy.
"It's all the kid who shouldn't have existed! She caused our happy family of four to fall apart in an instant, she caused my poor little sister to be born without a mother, and she almost caused us to be stillborn! Later, if she had been born smoothly, maybe her mother would not have been dragged to death. But the midwives all said that my mother is already the second child, and she gave birth to a sister before this child, and the second child should be very good, but she can't give birth, as if this child was born a bad star, and she deliberately wanted to kill my mother and Heng'er! ”
"I've never hated a person so much, that kid, it really made me want to strangle to death with my own hands at that time! Although the child may not understand anything, she came to the wrong family, our family, and she is not welcome. Maybe she is not wrong, but we really can't love her, because her arrival reminds me and my father all the time that this child killed my father's favorite wife, killed my favorite mother, and caused us Heng'er to be in poor health since childhood. She is a lonely star, a scourge of fate, and a mourning star! ”
"Dad has been particularly depressed and decadent since his mother's death, and he was bedridden for a while, if it weren't for Heng'er, Dad might have gone with my mother in the subsequent commemoration. Because of the guilt of Heng'er, but also because Heng'er is what we have been looking forward to, the daughter who makes my mother happy, and the comfort that we miss my mother, so we have all our love for this child. And the other child, because he hated us and couldn't really love her, but he couldn't really kill her, so he could only ignore and forget her all the time. ”
"Heng'er is really our family's pistachio, she can be regarded by my father as a life/root, it is entirely because this girl is too smart, she has been a clever director since she was a child, she can make my father happy when my father is sad and misses her mother, she was very sensitive when she was a child, as long as her father's mood is wrong, she will immediately behave obediently, and she can always make her father think of other things, and her eyes are full of this cute and lively daughter."
"My dad treats Heng'er as a father and a mother, Heng'er is sick, my dad stays by the bedside day and night, everything is done by himself, only Heng'er can ride on my father's neck to play to the fullest, Heng'er doesn't like to eat things absolutely impossible to appear on the table, and then slowly, our family has no personal hobbies, and the tastes of our father and daughter are almost exactly the same. Because subtly, we are all used to her taste for Heng'er, and we like what she likes to eat. ”
"Heng'er slept with me until she was five years old, and I took Heng'er with her when I came back from school, and she had a slightly boyish personality and had a lot to do with me. The little girl likes to sleep with her little butt when she sleeps at night, and she also likes to sleep with her arms around my neck. ”
"When she just started teething, because she was uncomfortable, she was always crying, and the little child had a big temper, and if she was a little uncomfortable, she immediately turned her face. I put everything in my mouth, and I cried if I didn't let her go. Later, I had no choice, I ran several streets, and finally found a gadget suitable for children to put in their mouths to grind their teeth, and it would not hurt children, that thing was delicate and beautiful, Heng'er couldn't put it down, and put it in her mouth every day to play. ”
"She loves to take a bath the most, every day when I put her in the basin, she will play with herself, the little girl is very bad, if she takes a bath, my body is still clean, she will lie in the water and not come out, she has to wet me with her own hands, she just grinned and crawled out."
"Our Heng'er's childhood was spent with me, at that time I was a half-grown child, I was most afraid that Heng'er would be in danger or injured because of my inadvertent thoughts, I grew up rapidly in those years, I no longer have the right to play in front of Heng'er, my sister is the focus and all of my life."
Luo Zhiheng listened quietly, her psychological face was sour, full of sweetness, anger, and sorrow. Tears were falling in strings, she didn't know, she didn't know any of this. Even if Luo Zhiheng is really alive, I'm afraid I don't remember these things that seemed trivial when I was a child, but they were actually full of warmth and beauty, right?
"Father...... How could General Luo feel at ease to hand over his daughter to you? Luo Zhiheng pursed her lips and smiled hard, but the tears slipped into her mouth, still a little bitter.
Luo Zhiwu laughed proudly: "How can you rest assured that the little girl will be here?" At that time, I wanted to get the opportunity to take care of Heng'er, but I took great pains, my father couldn't always watch Heng'er at home, right? I took advantage of my father's absence, played hard with Heng'er, and gave Heng'er all good things, firmly occupying Heng'er's simple and ignorant little heart, hehehe, and then I played yin with my Lao Tzu, let Heng'er choose by herself, and see who Heng'er wants to be with, who can no longer have an opinion. ”
"I know that my Lao Tzu will not go against Heng'er's wishes, so as long as I capture Heng'er's pass, nothing else matters."
Luo Zhiheng is funny to hear, half-old boy, in order to take care of his sister, he really took great pains, the shrewd and powerful General Luo, you must not know how you lost to your son, right?
"And then?" In fact, Luo Zhiheng also knew the answer later, but she just wanted to ask.
"Later, of course, I won. Our Heng'er's little hands are stretched out to me vigorously, how can my father confuse her and coax her, it almost doesn't have to cry to win sympathy, but unfortunately our Heng'er just ignore the old man. Hey, hey, the old man was hurt a few days. Luo Zhiwu laughed wildly, recalling the days when she was a child, and now it is not without any joy, at least in the days when there is Heng'er, they are sincerely happy.
Luo Zhiheng laughed a little chaotically and hummed, the drunken energy came up again, and she said in a daze: "It's really happy to have my father and brother." ”
Luo Zhiwu's arm stiffened, the light of memories under his eyes was instantly shattered, he looked at Luo Zhiheng almost falling asleep in a daze, pain appeared on his face, he rubbed the top of Luo Zhiheng's hair little by little, and said as if unintentionally: "Yes, I was really happy during that time, although there was no mother, but we have Heng'er, Heng'er is everything." ”
"Dad misses Heng'er very much, I see that Dad has been obviously much faster than the previous commemoration of getting older in recent years, he is too introverted, even if he doesn't say it, but he misses Heng'er no less than me. Our Heng'er is a treasure in the palm of our hands, where can people be bullied like this? You say, isn't it? ”
Luo Zhiheng had fallen asleep in a daze, where could she still hear Luo Zhiwu's words.
Luo Zhiwu stood up without being drunk at all, squatting in front of Luo Zhiheng, his hand rubbing the golden mask, and couldn't help but want to take it down several times, but he held back again. He didn't know what was hidden beneath this mask, whether it was a great pain or a heavy humiliation. Or maybe it's a hurt he can't even bear?
Picking up Luo Zhiheng and putting her on the bed, he wrapped her in his arms as he did when he was a child, patted her back gently, and heard in his ears those words that seemed to be true and false, those words were huge conspiracy and terrifying hatred, which set off a storm in his heart.
He couldn't be sure if those words were true or false, but he didn't dare not believe it, because Luo Ningshuang was really a crazy person, if those conspiracies were all done by Luo Ningshuang to Luo Zhiheng, then Luo Zhiwu had no doubt that this woman could do such a shocking thing!
As long as he thought of the little princess he held in the palm of his hand and did not eat the suffering of the world, he had suffered so many dark and filthy conspiracies and pains, he felt that his heart was about to be torn apart by someone, and his heart was painful.
Luo Zhiheng is not only a much-loved child for the men of the Luo family, but also a man's nostalgia for his wife, and a son's miss for his mother.
Luo Zhiwu tried hard to wake up, he woke up, and the first thing he did was to ask if he had a strange woman by his side to take care of him, because he didn't know if that woman appeared in his dream. When it was confirmed that there was really such a person, Luo Zhiwu felt that a heart was really fried and fried on the fire, uncomfortable and bittersweet.
He wanted to determine if this person was really Ah Heng, and he had to admit that when he saw Luo Zhiheng for the first time, he really couldn't recognize it!
This is the sadness of being his brother, a child who was almost brought up by him, just like his own daughter, he couldn't feel a trace of familiarity in her, if it weren't for that dream-like words, if it weren't for the psychological side that almost knew the truth/appearance, Luo Zhiwu was horrified to find that he probably really didn't know that Luo Zhiheng had been transferred.
He was finally sure that this woman was really Heng'er, because she looked at his gaze, and the unpretentious care and nervousness in it made Luo Zhiwu no longer dare to doubt that this was their Heng'er.
The moment Luo Zhiwu met Luo Zhiheng's eyes, he forgot that he almost couldn't recognize Luo Zhiheng, and he didn't even expect such an unbelievable thing to happen. So much so that he had double standards at that moment. tolerated himself and limited Mu Yunhe.
Didn't Mu Yunhe share the same bed with Heng'er? Don't you love Heng'er deeply? How can you still not recognize Heng'er? What the hell! He was really angry at that time, and he wanted to beat Mu Yunhe up. But seeing Mu Yunhe's nervous Luo Zhiheng's appearance, Luo Zhiwu felt funny again, Mu Yunhe, a dignified divination priest, was made around by a little girl.
Mu Yunhe dared to look at him with such a cruel gaze! He's his big brother! Luo Zhiwu was really unhappy at that time, deliberately intimate with Luo Zhiheng, and when he saw Mu Yunhe's face black, he felt unscrupulously satisfied.
was deceived by Luo Ningshuang's bastard, what a fool.
At that time, Luo Zhiwu forgot that he himself was also a skilled liar for Luo Ningshuang, and he almost died.
Her thoughts were very confused, Luo Zhiwu thought about how to bully Mu Yunhe for a while, and then thought about how to help Luo Zhiheng avenge her, and Zuihou thought again, how to deal with Luo Ningshuang? His heart has always been thorough, and it really can't be justified at all. Luo Zhiheng is a hair that is lost, and he will use that hair to keep it smoothly. How about Luo Ningshuang, Luo Zhiwu really won't feel too much.
They have to ignore Luo Ningshuang all the time, who can smile in the face of a person who killed his mother and daughter-in-law? Although they also knew that Luo Ningshuang couldn't be blamed for this, people's feelings were very strange, and their preconceived disgust was deep-rooted. In addition, Luo Ningshuang always bullied Heng'er behind their backs when she was young, when they didn't know it.
A person has become bad, and he can't sit down so many crazy things, Luo Zhiwu has been a little numb from the unbelievable at the beginning, to the shock and horror now.
Now holding Luo Zhiheng, but I can't tell people that this is my own sister and our family's baby bump, Luo Zhiwu is full of anger and aggrieved and wants to vomit blood. I have to say that he and Luo Zhiheng have a human nature, Luo Ningshuang is bad, it is really the blood of the Luo family, Luo Ningshuang can do things from cannibalism, but Luo Zhiwu and Luo Zhiheng can't do it.
Luo Zhiheng's intention to come back for revenge is firm, and she was also forced out, Luo Ningshuang has to inch by inch again and again, and she will not back down again.
Luo Zhiwu can understand Luo Zhiheng's hatred, and his hatred is also very strong, and he gritted his teeth with hatred for the culprit who caused this kind of scene where his relatives could not recognize each other: "Luo Ningshuang!" ”
Luo Zhiheng in her arms seemed to hear the name that made her hate to the bone marrow, and suddenly moved uneasily, and her voice was full of hatred: "Kill her!" ”
Luo Zhiwu was stunned for a moment, lowered his head and looked at Luo Zhiheng's eyes under the mask were closed, but they were twisted out of the folds, his heart ached, and he hugged Luo Zhiheng tightly and said in a low voice: "Kill her?" Is it true that her death will solve all the hatred? shouldn't have cheapened her. ”
"Heng'er, how many grievances have you suffered over the years? My brother doesn't know anything, and nothing can replace you, but what you want to do, my brother will never stop you, if killing her can really make you happy, make you the carefree Luo Zhiheng in the past, and keep you away from hatred from now on, then my brother is willing to help you kill her with his own hands! ”
"Don't be afraid, don't be burdened, let my brother do the bad guys, my Heng'er, just live well. How can a mourning star destroy our treasure! Luo Zhiwu's words were cold and ruthless.
Luo Zhiwu was in a trance, remembering what his father had said to him a few years ago.
"Luo Zhiheng is my treasure in the palm of my hand, and I can't bear the slightest pain. She is auspicious, a blessing from heaven, and a treasure left to us by your mother. Luo Ningshuang is a mourning star, a bad star! She should be like her name, frost falls, life withers! ”
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