Chapter 271: Past and Future (3)

Qiu Suxin, an independent singer whose talent is recognized, one of the few local singer-songwriters in the region, most of her album songs are written and composed by herself, she has signed a contract with Dongshi Records, and then broke away from the company to set up an independent music room, her music style can not be classified as mainstream or non-mainstream, is a female singer and independent music producer with her own unique style, has a large number of die-hard fans in Taiwan and the mainland, and is regarded by many young people as the most self-fresh goddess of literature and art. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Yu Youjia introduced Qiu Suxin to Pei Yueyue, and his words were listened to Chenxing's ears word for word.

Chenxing's hand trembled a little, and he bowed his head slightly. It's been a long time since he's heard someone mention this name so solemnly in front of him, he didn't expect him to react like this, as if thunder sounded in his heart, it's really useless.

He can't interrupt the other party's words willfully like he did with his friend Fan Ying, and let that name disappear quickly in his friend's tacit understanding like a blowing wind. He could only listen quietly like this, bearing the storm called Qiu Suxin, mercilessly scraping away the layers of camouflage in his heart that had been stacked with years. As long as no one tells him Qiu Suxin, those disguises can exist like this forever, seemingly solid as a city and indestructible.

It's just that these disguises are now like ice and snow that melt rapidly under the scorching sun, mocking his self-deception and conceited arrogance.

"When you say that, I seem to remember, this female singer seems to be quite niche, I have heard half of her songs, it is difficult to listen to it, it is like a ......dream," Pei Yueyue said disapprerovingly.

"That's her style." Chenxing interrupted Pei Yueyue's words, and quickly put away a trace of anger that arose because of Pei Yueyue's evaluation before others noticed him, and pretended to state the facts objectively. He can really be a good actor, such as when necessary, "Some of her songs I like a lot, but when it comes to being niche, there are actually a lot of people who like her." ”

Yu Youjia agreed, "That's true. She can be said to be an exception in the pop music industry, although she is free from the packaging and promotion of the agency and the record company, but because of it, she has made her music path more and more spacious, unlike some niche musicians who are always niche. Her market potential is very good, even if she releases a single, her sales are not inferior to those of Taiwan's local first-line female singers. The reason why I noticed her was because Huayue Company had done market research on her and wanted to invite her to join Huayue's music department. ”

"Failed?" Gu Lian said. This is an obvious thing, Qiu Suxin has such a market if he doesn't sign a contract, why bother to be an unfree musician in a commercial company?

"It's obvious, isn't it? Such independent musicians pay more attention to the independence of the spirit of music creation. Although Huayue offered a generous enough economic treatment and a sufficiently lenient brokerage contract, she refused without hesitation, and did not even give a chance to meet and negotiate. Yu Youjia sighed slightly, remembering Sister Ming's disappointed expression for a while, he felt some sympathy in his heart, this was a rare fiasco in Sister Ming's agent career that he didn't even get a chance.

"Well, it's very average, a little delicate, and the figure is numb, dry, the kind that can't be found immediately in the pile, it's not my favorite dish." Yin Rongyu commented unceremoniously, "It's just the kind of literary young woman who only pretends to be a young man of B, and it's still far from the goddess." ”

"It's not just for you to like her, there are many people who like her, and young women in literature and art are also very marketable." Gu Lian habitually choked Yin Rongyu.

"But why add her? Since she has always been committed to homegrown creation? Pei Yueyue was puzzled.

"Because she will come to the mainland in the near future to have a big concert tour, maybe this year, maybe next year. Although she works in Taiwan, she does not ignore the mainland market, even for the goddess of literature and art, it is impossible for a large number of enthusiastic fans in the mainland to turn a blind eye. Moreover, while insisting on herself, her business value has been recognized by more and more people. Yu Youjia didn't say much to Qiu Suxin until he clicked.

Pei Yueyue finally figured it out, and nodded obediently to indicate that she understood, like a serious elementary school student.

No one paid attention to Chenxing's silence, or rather that he hadn't talked much tonight, and even if it was strangely silent, it was hard for anyone else to notice.

Qiu Suxin on the big screen is a woman with long hair and a detached temperament in white, her eyebrows convey quiet and intelligence, and her expression contains transparency and agility. Her face does not have the stunning beauty, and at first glance it may even feel dull and boring. But just by looking at her expression, one can feel that this little woman has a beautiful world hidden in her heart that only she knows.

Chenxing clasped his hands together to keep his emotions stable. His thoughts drifted a little, and he looked up at the big screen from time to time, greedy but didn't dare to look more.

One more look is one more second of nostalgia and one more moment of sadness.

Almost no one in this world knows, even Fan Ying doesn't know the weight and significance of the name Qiu Suxin in Chenxing's heart. It was the most beautiful and purest love affair, and it was also the most unforgettable and desperate separation.

There's nothing wrong with this relationship. From beginning to end, Chenxing knew that Qiu Suxin would never value anyone more than her music. She is so quiet, stubborn, and independent, she doesn't need those complicated feelings to control her life, she can live a pure life on her own.

Chenxing understands Qiu Suxin, he is just sad, sad that he has never been able to give her what she wants, whether it is music or life.

Over the years, he had learned to miss silently, to hide his feelings quietly, thinking that he was good enough to withstand any news about her.

Just thought.

Once again, Chenxing understands that there is always a gap between practice and theory. 100 percent theoretical exercises do not necessarily lead to 100 percent perfect marks in practice.

"She's also been at Dongshi Records?" Pei Yueyue glanced at Qiu Suxin's profile again, and suddenly her eyes lit up, "Ah, I remember, when Chenxing was about to sign a contract with Dongshi Company, it seemed that Qiu Suxin did not leave Dongshi during that time, and the company arranged for the two of them to take a set of photos together in a fashion magazine in Taiwan, which looked very good and fresh." Isn't it, Chenxing? Chenxing? ”

Pei Yueyue's questioning made Chenxing suddenly come back to his senses, and at the same time realize how dangerous he was like this. Chenxing felt his tongue tremble, and for a moment his mouth seemed to be so sticky that he couldn't speak, naturally, these feelings were only known to Chenxing himself. In the eyes of others, he just habitually wandered for a moment, and then recalled his words with a confused expression, "Yes, she should have been in Dongshi Company at that time, and the two of us wore a lot of simple monochrome clothes to take pictures of magazines, the photographer is very level, and the photos taken are not bad, I also like it." ”

Gu Lian looked at Chenxing's expression and felt a little unspeakable, but he couldn't detect the reason.

Pei Yueyue quickly flipped through her laptop, and Yu Youjia came to her to help debug the screen, "Found it!" She said happily, opening the set of photos mentioned by Chenxing in a folder on her hard drive called "Chenxing Magazine Pictures".

On the big screen, a group of boys and girls sat quietly leaning on each other.

The current Chenxing is very young, and the Chenxing at that time is even younger.

Originally, he was small, although he was about twenty-three or fourteen years old that year, he still looked like a teenager, plus those casual plain clothes, whether it was a light blue denim shirt, or a white pullover, or a white short-sleeved shirt, or a black loose T-shirt, each piece of clothing made the temperament of the teenager in the picture more pure and clear.

The light in this set of interior photos is always soft and clear, the floors are dull and dull, looking old and clean, and the walls are always pure white with no decoration at all. The handsome short-haired boy and the beautiful long-haired girl are holding hands, or lying on the sofa, or back to back, with the corners of their eyes and eyebrows revealing the beauty and ignorance of the world, like two children snuggled together and only guarding their own world. No matter how wild and wild the sea is outside, it has nothing to do with them.

"Our Room". Gu Lian also remembered the title of this set of photos in that magazine. I can't remember what the words are, but just looking at these pictures, I feel that this topic is really appropriate, with unspeakable honesty and innocence. She also liked this set of photos, and she was still a big fan of Chenxing at that time.

At that time, Chenxing was ready to sign with Dongshi Records, the most powerful company in the pop music industry, with an unlimited future, media support, active fans, and popularity. He appears on any occasion, he is so radiant and complacent.

But unexpectedly, in this group of photos, Gu Lian felt that Chenxing in the picture revealed a very quiet temperament, and the liveliness of doing activities on weekdays could not be seen here at all. It was as if something had changed in his body that made him so quiet, as if he closed his eyes and the world would fall asleep with him. This kind of temperament is exactly the same as Qiu Suxin beside him.

This discovery made Gu Lian, who was still a fan at that time, very shocked. Others didn't notice anything. Gu Lian later paid special attention to Chenxing and Qiu Suxin, but since this photoshoot, the two of them have not had a public intersection, and not long after Chenxing entered Dongshi, Qiu Suxin immediately terminated the contract with Dongshi, and was at a low ebb in her career, traveled to a place that no one knew, and disappeared for a long time, and no media reported her news.

Gu Lian felt that he was too careful. She also thought that she could see Chenxing and Qiu Suxin's then from this set of photos, and it turned out that the two never had anything.

For Chenxing's girlfriend, not no one guessed among Chenxing's many fans at that time. All the actresses who have cooperated with Chenxing have some fans who expect her and Chenxing to be a couple. This is the same as the matching fans of various celebrities today (referred to as CP fans), it is just a kind of self-obscenity that catches the wind and shadows, because if you like two male and female stars together, you will make up for their relationship, and this kind of association that imposes too much self-expectation is generally not supported by normal fans.

Chenxing's cooperation with Qiu Suxin that time, there are also fans who make up for them, but everyone is used to this kind of brain supplement, and no one takes it seriously. And after this cooperation, no correspondence has been found between the two, and the media has never had the slightest hint of divergent association with these two people.

Gu Lian herself has never been interested in the so-called celebrity pairing, her suspicions come from intuition, but there is really no evidence to prove her intuition, and she will forget it after a long time.

For a long time, Chenxing has not had an official scandal, and there are only a handful of news that is suspected of having an affair with a certain actress. Compared with other stars, his emotional resume as an artist is so clean and empty that it makes people suspicious, and he was named by the Taiwanese media as the star artist who can best protect his emotional privacy. Only once when the album was released was promoted on a Taiwanese variety show, and was asked by a senior variety show host who was particularly respected in the circle, Chenxing seemed to be moved by it, and only then did he admit that he had a love history. He said that although he has no scandal, it does not mean that he has no emotional experience. After all, a man in his twenties can't be emotionally blank, but he is reluctant to mention too much about his private feelings, and he is still more willing to speak with his own works in public.

As soon as this interview came out, a considerable number of Chenxing's fans were mourned, triggering a frenzy of speculation about who Chenxing's girlfriend was, looking for any clues about Chenxing's communication with other people of the opposite sex, but it ended in nowhere to be found.

The photos of Chenxing and Qiu Suxin on the big screen are as clear as yesterday.

"So many years have passed in the blink of an eye, but I still ......" Pei Yueyue looked at it and couldn't help but be a nymphomaniac, and when she looked back and wanted to habitually poison Gu Lian, she suddenly realized that Chenxing was present, and swallowed the second half of the sentence - despite all these years, I still like you so much, Chenxing.

"Yes, the years you have been a fan of Chenxing are almost catching up with the eight-year War of Resistance." Gu Lian understood what his friend wanted to say, and threw a sentence to her. Today, after Laura's questioning at the age of thirty, Gu Lian is very sensitive to things like years, and she can't help but become impatient again, realizing that this episode has wasted a lot of time. She waved her hand to Yu Youjia, "Let's just introduce this past, just introduce it briefly, if you talk about the artistic development experience of these stars one by one, you can't talk about it for a few days and nights." ”

Yu Youjia agreed, and immediately switched Qiu Suxin's picture and closed the file.

Chenxing looked at the image until it disappeared, his hands clenched. When an unforgettable piece of the past suddenly appeared in front of him, he found that he was still too conceited and underestimated Gu Lian's intentions. He thought that what Gu Lian wanted to say was just a future that he was not sure about. Since the future was not yet certain, he thought he could not care. But he forgets that it is the past that determines the present, and even the future. If Gu Lian wants to talk about his future, it is logical to mention his past. Without the past, how can there be a future?

Gu Lian will never just come to talk to him tonight about those ethereal and shadowless futures without the support of reality, with her pragmatic style, she is bound to start from the analysis of his past and even the current situation, maybe in her plan, she is going to use the past as a weapon to force him. Perhaps, this is the real intention of Gu Lian's real "big lesson".

Even if Qiu Suxin's "past" is really her unintentional move, but next, Gu Lian's intentional "past" is likely to begin.

And Chenxing didn't know if he was ready.

It's strange that he doesn't feel like he has the courage to face up to his past. Those days when he was young but ignorant and had no self are not very sad when he thinks about them, and there are happy days and things, but he always wants to deny it, not to deny his past self, but to deny the past state of life.

From the day he was fearless in front of the angry executives of Dongshi Company and offered to leave, Chenxing realized that the past is not to be discussed, and his future must be decided by himself.

Whether it's Gu Lian or anyone else, they can't change their determination.

"In short," Gu Lian didn't know about the twists and turns in Chenxing's heart caused by Qiu Suxin, she was only the other party who made a key summary of Yu Youjia's evaluation of Qiu Suxin's speech in this episode, "What I just wanted to say is that at present, Hong Kong and Taiwan are no longer the entertainment center and all the focus of the three places across the Taiwan Strait. With the development of the mainland's entertainment and cultural undertakings and the expansion of the market, many Hong Kong and Taiwan artists who come to the mainland to expand their careers or even shift their career focus often achieve greater success than sticking to their old places. To put it simply, whether it is Hong Kong or Taiwan's artists, if they want to achieve universally recognized results across the Taiwan Strait, one sentence that must be remembered is that those who win the mainland win the world! ”

When Gu Lian said the last sentence, it was louder than any other sentence. (To be continued.) If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point (qidian.com) to vote for recommendation, monthly pass, your support, is my biggest motivation. )