The library of Jingshui Normal School has a total of six floors, covering an area of more than 20,000 square meters, the library looks empty in the morning, and Ma Yonghe's flat shoes will still make a clicking sound when walking in it, which makes Ma Yonghe, who was originally mentally prepared, feel down again, and the sound hits her scarred heart one by one, and she will tremble every time. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Biting her lip and controlling the sadness and despair in her heart, she cautiously went up to the third floor, the first reading room, this is a special reading room for world literature, Zhang Chenyu has recently fallen in love with world literature, so he often appears here.

At this time, people are not very impetuous, and there are still many people who have a deep affection for books, or are drunk and dreaming of death. Of course, ninety-three years is the era when Gulong Jin Yong, Wolongsheng, Liang Yusheng and others attacked on a large scale, and many people hold these novels every day, looking for their own spiritual sustenance in them.

The reading room is quiet, and everyone who comes here is completely immersed in the story, sad or happy, and there is always an outlet for their cathartic emotions. But Ma Yonghe didn't, she walked in gently, stood at the door and looked inside, she was afraid, she was expecting, just like those young people in love, she seemed to be looking for her beloved man as carefully as she was afraid of disturbing the person who was reading seriously, and eagerly and passionately and presumptuously searched, hoping to see that person soon.

Finally her eyes fell on a table by the window, Zhang Chenyu sat in front of the table, in front of him was spread out was "Sheep Fat Ball", he sat there quietly, his face was full of seriousness, there was no other color change, Ma Yonghe didn't know if this boy had entered the world described in the book, and even he didn't have joy and sorrow, is it a fake Taoism?

When she got closer, she suddenly realized that he was holding a black notebook in his hand, and he was concentrating on writing something, and the ball of mutton fat spread out on the side lay there quietly, as if he had never turned it. Ma Yonghe stood behind Zhang Chenyu and didn't know whether she should disturb him, or because she had hopes in her heart, so she looked at Zhang Chenyu who was struggling to write cautiously, anxiously and nervously.

Dedicated men are the most handsome and the ones that attract women's attention the most. This has nothing to do with age, Zhang Chenyu at this moment is bathed in the morning sunshine, looking more confident and mature, even with golden light.

Zhang Chenyu is not the kind of person who forgets to sleep and eat, he quickly felt that there was someone behind him, he turned his head to see Ma Yonghe with an anxious face, he asked in a low voice: "Teacher Ma, you also come to the library to read books, sit here, the sun shines on your body here is very comfortable!" As he spoke, he closed the notebook in his hand and gently placed it on the table.

Ma Yonghe sat next to Zhang Chenyu, picked up the mutton fat ball casually and asked, "You just come to read these books every day?"

Zhang Chenyu nodded and didn't speak, how did she know that I came to the library every day?

Ma Yonghe was a little curious about what this big boy came to see every day, what he was writing in his notebook, and what was he thinking? She pointed to the black notebook, "I see what you've been writing with your head down?" ”

Zhang Chenyu casually put the notebook in front of Ma Yonghe, "Some of your own thoughts, read books, you must always have some ideas, record them casually!" ”

Ma Yonghe knew that this was Zhang Chenyu's permission to read his notes, so she took it and put it on the last side, which was what Zhang Chenyu had just written: "People under capitalist rule, who can have power, money, and status, are all bloody. They are like schistosomes, "dripping with filthy blood from top to bottom", as Marx said, and it is this ugly soul that brings them wealth.

Those self-righteous aristocrats, they used the sheep fat ball to get the opportunity to escape, and then they discarded the sheep fat ball very gentlemanly, and even some were disgusted for fear of being with such a low-class and inferior person as the sheep fat ball, this scene is really dirty.

Unclean? The most essential thing in human nature, everyone is dirty, but they can't see their own dirt! ”

Before he finished writing, he was interrupted, and Ma Yonghe handed the notebook to Zhang Chenyu! Capital is dirty, is he reflecting on himself?

In Ma Yonghe's heart, Zhang Chenyu or his family is the largest holder of capital, and when he sees that he dares to admit that he is a person dripping with dirty blood, will he be dirty to himself?

Zhang Chenyu glanced at Ma Yonghe and said with a smile: "Do you have anything to do with me?" He didn't even call Mr. Ma, because in his eyes, Ma Yonghe was twenty-four years old, and she was just a little girl, at most a slightly more mature woman, nothing more.

Ma Yonghe smiled hard, and Zhang Chenyu said: "We don't have to be like this, if you have something to say, what do you need to do in the class?" After he heard about Ma Yonghe from Lu Qifeng, he kept thinking about whether he should help him, or intervene in her original life.

After being reborn, Zhang Chenyu has never wanted to change other people's lives too much, he can be wanton and public, because he feels that this life is the compensation arranged by God, and he will eventually nirvana or disappear again at the age of forty-two. So he tries to do whatever he wants, but he has always been cautious about others, including his parents and older siblings, and he hopes to use the most peaceful method to slowly transition and change their lives a little. So now my parents are still busy and not idle.

, Ma Yonghe bit her lip, her lips were sexy and plump. "I want you to help me!" The voice was low and hoarse, with a crying tone.

Zhang Chenyu stood up, put away the books and notebooks on the table, and hugged them in his arms, "Let's go out and talk!" ”

No matter how hard she tried to make herself more responsible, Ma Yonghe looked more old, but after all, she was only twenty-four years old, and she stayed in school to teach for more than a year after graduating from university. Walking out of the reading room, Zhang Chenyu took out the handkerchief he was carrying, the pure white handkerchief was handed to Ma Yonghe's hand, Ma Yonghe wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with the white handkerchief, and then held the handkerchief tightly in his hand, and followed Zhang Chenyu to the first floor of the library. They looked very much like those young people who were in love, because of the quarrel, the two of them walked out of the library with their heads bowed one after the other. Expose yourself to the sun.

The sun was shining and dazzling, Ma Yonghe narrowed his eyes slightly, Zhang Chenyu stopped his steps slightly, and walked side by side with Ma Yonghe, "Let's talk about it, what's the matter?" ”

"My brother is a gambler, with a debt of more than 200,000 yuan, and my father fell ill in bed in order to pay off the debt, and now those creditors stay at my house every day, if I don't pay back the money, they will come to the school to make trouble, I can't hold on! I sought out everyone I knew, but they didn't help me! ”

Zhang Chenyu didn't speak, waiting for the following words.

"I had a boyfriend when I was in college, he now works in the district government, but he is just a small officer, he approached their leader, and they promised to say hello to me and give me time to raise money!"

"And you're still coming to me?" Zhang Chenyu asked knowingly, he had heard everything about Ma Yonghe from Lu Qifeng.

"The old man is in his fifties, and he asked me to follow him!" Ma Yonghe had tears in her eyes, and she pursed her lips.

"Where's your boyfriend?" Zhang Chenyu asked.

"Don't mention that bastard, he betrayed me, and in order to get promoted, he even locked me and the old man in the old man's office, and he drugged me!" Ma Yonghe's tears were like rain, his voice was hoarse, and the students in the past stopped to watch, Zhang Chenyu roared angrily: "Get out, what do you see?" ”

If it weren't for Zhang Chenyu's tall and big looks, coupled with his bee-waisted tiger back, a young man would have come to beat him, "Who told you to make such a beautiful woman cry!" ”

Looking at the crumbling Ma Yonghe, some places in Zhang Chenyu's heart tightened, and he stepped forward and hugged Ma Yonghe to let her vent. She pounded his chest with her small hands, suppressing her own weeping, she buried her head in his broad, firm chest, and wept, and only a hearty cry could relieve the pain in her heart. Once the emotions that have been suppressed for too long are vented, they will surge and gush out desperately.

Zhang Chenyu helped her to sit down on a stone bench in the garden, Ma Yonghe wiped her tears, and looked at Zhang Chenyu, the ugliness of the family should not be publicized, but the ugliness of his family was publicized, and there was still no one to help him.

He didn't care about his brother who had already been in prison, he just felt that the father who gave birth to her and raised her shouldn't suffer so much, and the old and sick mother shouldn't wash her face with tears every day, so she was struggling. Now that people have targeted her, she has no escape.

Looking at Ma Yonghe with pear blossoms and rain in front of him, Zhang Chenyu's heart was soft, but he remembered why he did that when he read his name when he started school, he took the initiative to ask last time, why didn't she say anything? Thinking of this, Zhang Chenyu was childlike, "Why should I help you, I don't have so much money!" ”

"I don't want you to pay, I just need you to help me talk about it, let them give me a little time, and I will raise the money!" Ma Yonghe was obviously stunned for a moment, her heart was like ashes, but she had to express her wishes clearly.

"Joke, don't want money, you're more powerful than asking for money, time, who has time for you, not to mention 200,000, plus interest, how many years will your salary of 156 a month now?" Zhang Chenyu said sarcastically, he didn't even know how to pity the fragrance and cherish the jade, and poked at the deep scar in her heart very bluntly.

Ma Yonghe raised his head in horror and looked at him with a pair of teary eyes and horror.

"I'll help you pay back the money, you will be my woman in the future, no one will want to touch you!" Zhang Chenyu sneered.

Ma Yonghe's angry eyes swept over Zhang Chenyu's handsome face, "Never!" ”

Zhang Chenyu, who has finished venting, otherwise feels that he treats his teacher like this, which seems to be too excessive and cruel, but he is not a savior, why should I be wronged and charitable?

What's more, this matter should not have been carried by Ma Yonghe in the first place, since she was stupid, she carried it, 200,000 yuan is not a trivial matter, not to mention that there is a leader involved in it now, if she can't get something, why should she confront that leader?

Zhang Chenyu sneered, "It's your business or not, now it's not just 200,000 and interest, but also that damn leader!" Why should I? ”

Ma Yonghe squatted down in complete despair!

Zhang Chenyu carried Ma Yonghe back to her dormitory and put her on the bed, and Ma Yonghe, who was extremely tired, closed her eyes.

Zhang Chenyu looked inside the room, this was the house assigned by the school, the two-bedroom house only had a small single bed, a wooden table, an old-fashioned wooden chair, and nothing else. Not at all like a female teacher, a young female teacher's dormitory, her life has just begun, and she is controlled by others.

Zhang Chenyu looked at the messy dormitory, he could imagine this young girl's mental strength every day. He silently cleaned up the simple room, put away the clothes that had been thrown around, and then found the mop and cleaned the floor.

If you change to yourself, you may be even more unbearable, and if your parents are like this, you may be even more helpless. After sorting these out, Zhang Chenyu left a note on the wooden table, "I'll take care of everything!" Then he quietly left.