The twelfth episode Wanning tells about bitter lovesickness, and Concubine Li is sad and self-sad
On a winter morning, the mist is light. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć info was filled with a cold atmosphere, and Wanning got up early. Then he picked up the pen, ink, paper, and inkstone on the table, and stacked the folded books one by one. The elegant fragrance of gardenia was ignited again, and in an instant, the study was filled with the smell of spring.
After a while, Jun Hao walked in. Wan Ning hurriedly stepped forward and took the robe in Wang Lianying's hand. Wang Lianying hurriedly motioned for Wan Ning to make tea, and said with a smile: "The emperor is angry for the time being, where is the Hu family, the slaves will send someone to do it......"
When Wan Ning put the brewed tea on the table, Jun Hao inadvertently saw Wan Ning's left hand wrapped in white gauze. Then he asked lightly: "When was you injured?" Why don't I know? "It's ridiculous, the porcelain piece that was broken yesterday seems to be still in pain in the palm of the hand.
He didn't know it, which shows that he really doesn't care about himself at all. Just when Wan Ning was secretly hurting herself, she heard Jun Hao say to Wang Lianying: "Take out that bottle of ointment...... so Wang Lianying answered the call and brought a bottle of ointment after a while.
"This is the maple dew ointment of the Western Regions," Jun Hao took it and handed it to Wan Ning, "It is the most effective for pain and bloodstains, you can try it." Looking at the blue and white porcelain vase with a white background in front of her, Wanning was suddenly shocked. Isn't this the ointment on the table when I was injured a few times ago?
Half a month ago, I was still scarred and woke up every night. On the table, there will be a small blue and white porcelain vase. In the bottle was an elegant maple dew ointment, and she remembered asking Jun Yan. But there was no answer, and half a month had passed, and she had long forgotten about it.
I didn't expect that it would be in Zhengyang Hall today, in Jun Hao's hands. Seeing this bottle of ointment, at that moment, Wan Ning knew everything in her heart. It turned out that this ointment was sent by Jun Hao, and he just didn't say it to himself. Wanning thought about it, and her heart warmed.
"Why, I still want to give you ointment?" Jun Hao said suddenly, and Wan Ning slowly came back to her senses from her memories. Looking at Jun Hao with tears in his eyes, he trembled in his voice for a while: "Why, why did you never tell me?" ā
His heart trembled, but he was still at a loss: "What are you talking about?" "Chu Junhao," Wan Ning said seriously with tears in her eyes, "Is it you, this ointment for me?" You've always cared about me, haven't you? You tell me, you tell me......"
Seeing this, Wang Lianying on the side was not easy to interject, so she quietly retreated. Jun Hao looked at Chu Chu's pitiful Wanning, and seemed to have touched the softest place in his heart. But he couldn't, before he had the ability to give Wanning happiness. He couldn't make any promises to Wanning.
"You're thinking too much," Jun Hao slowly got up and said coldly, "You're just a little maid, how could I send you some ointment?" I see that you are pitiful......" "You're lying to me! Wan Ning suddenly grabbed his shoulder and shouted, "What are you worried about?" Tell me! ā
Her tearful eyes couldn't help but make people feel distressed. The breeze blew, swaying the embroidered soft curtains. Jun Hao was about to say something, but he heard Wang Lianying's voice outside: "Why is the prince here?" The emperor is busy now, the prince might as well come over in a while......"
"Let him in," Jun Hao shook off Wanning's hand and walked straight to the entrance of the hall. Seeing him talking to Jun Yan with a smile, Wanning only felt a pain in her heart. She didn't understand why Jun Hao would treat herself like this, if he didn't care about herself, how could he be so good to herself.
Leaning on the corridor alone, looking at the sky, there is no way back. How is the end of the world, helpless to scatter the leaves. It is full of desolation, and the night wind is Hengtang. Wan Ning hugged her knees and sat alone at the tuyere, thinking about what Jun Hao had said, and her heart ached.
"Isn't it, the royal brother bullied you?" Jun Yan's familiar words sounded in Wan Ning's ears. Wanning shook her head, but Jun Yan could see that Wanning was unhappy. He sat down next to her and said with a smile, "If you have anything on your mind, you can tell me." ā
The wind is broken, in this hazy winter day. Wan Ning choked up and said, "If, there is someone who cares about you silently." But for some reason, I had to leave you. What would you do? "This question, why Jun Yan seems to understand, I don't understand it very well.
"At least, explain everything to him," Jun Yan said to Wan Ning from an outsider's point of view, "Otherwise, both of them will only suffer." After he said this, he was suddenly silent for a long time. Why not himself? In the face of Wanning, what should he do?
Wanning listened to his words, and nodded slightly: "That's the truth, it's just ......" She suddenly stopped, because she saw that Jun Yan's eyes seemed to hide a trace of sadness. "Isn't the prince, he also has something on his mind, right?" Wan Ning asked, tilting her head.
Jun Yan listened and smiled lightly: "The day after tomorrow, it will be my wedding with Yuan Xiyue...... "The wedding should be a happy event, but Wanning can't see his joy." Suddenly, she realized that everyone has their own difficulties.
She thought of herself and Jun Hao, and then compared Jun Yan and Xiyue. sighed unconsciously: "The same is the end of the world, why should we have met before." "There was a wind blowing, stirring the graceful green silk. Jun Yan looked at her and suddenly said, "If you can, I'll take you away and get out of here." ā
What, leave? Wanning's eyes widened. No matter how hard she was in the palace, she never thought of leaving. Because of her special status, because of the deed of sale. She can't go anywhere, even if she goes to the ends of the earth, she is a woman in the Qinglou who has fled.
Thinking of this, Wanning shook her head bitterly: "The prince's departure is very light. But I must stay in the palace. For some reason, Wan Ning remembered the deed of sale. Since Jiang Lingyan handed it over to Jun Hao, why didn't Jun Hao dispose of himself.
You must know that a woman in a green house enters the palace, but it is a capital crime. I really don't understand, what is the use of Jun Hao holding that deed of sale. "What are you thinking?" Jun Yan looked at Wanning and thought about things seriously, which was very beautiful.
Wan Ning lowered her head slightly and shook her head slightly. Suddenly, she said: "The prince is married, but the slave and maid have nothing to give...... As soon as the words came out, she felt that she had said something wrong. I stopped talking and didn't say any more. Jun Yan smiled unconsciously: "You can come, it's my best gift." ā
"Don't say that, Lord Wang," Wan Ning's heart was a little messy, "Miss Yuan, she is a very good woman." "But in my heart, except for Concubine Li, you are unparalleled in the world." Jun Yan's voice lingered in her ears. made her suddenly confused and at a loss.
Unparalleled in the world, what is Concubine Li? It wasn't until many years later that Wanning understood why. The old feelings and Jun Yan and Concubine Li were just helpless encounters. Xu is the cowardice of Concubine Li, and Xu is the passage of time. It's all a thing of the past. When I wake up from a dream, I forget everything.
In the Lotus Garden, the lotus has long been decayed. There are no dead branches and leaves, and there is quite an artistic conception of "leaving the residual lotus to listen to the sound of rain". It's just that at this time, Jun Hao has no time to appreciate, but is pacing back and forth. It's been two hours, and Concubine Li hasn't given birth to an heir yet.
Yuan Yibin ran out, wiped a handful of sweat, and said that Concubine Li was weak and dystocia. Jun Hao's face was very ugly: "No matter what the method, I have to watch their mother and son be safe!" So the imperial doctors everywhere were busy going back and forth, and the maids were also making hot water. Lianxiang Garden has never been more lively.
In the corner, a lonely figure was silently watching all this. Wan Ning encouraged him: "Concubine Li, now, I'm afraid I want to see you the most." "Look at the imperial brother guarding," Jun Yan saw Jun Hao with an anxious face, and felt a little ashamed.
I don't know how long it took before I heard a baby's cry in the room. Seeing Jun Hao striding in, Jun Yan also secretly breathed a sigh of relief. Wan Ning felt sad for him: "The prince should go and take a look, Concubine Li must miss the ......prince very much in her heart."
But Jun Yan smiled sadly: "She is Concubine Li's mother, and she has her own royal brother to take care of her." Why should I worry? As he spoke, he quietly left. Wan Ning shouted a few times, but she didn't stop Jun Yan's footsteps. It can be seen that Jun Yan's heart must be uncomfortable.
"The prince should go and see Concubine Li," Wan Ning persuaded again, "no matter what, she will feel better." Listening to Wanning's words, Jun Yan slowly turned his head and glanced at Lotus Xiangyuan. But he still didn't go inside, he knew that it was already an old dream for him.
In the evening, Wan Ning prepared to visit Concubine Li. saw Wang Lianying at the door: "The emperor is inside, the girl should go and clean up the bed." "Yes, Jun Hao is here with Concubine Li. As it should be, she comforted herself like this, but she felt a little uncomfortable.
Seeing Wanning like this, Wang Lianying smiled and said: "The emperor will go back in a while, the girl is waiting here, in case she catches a cold, the emperor is worried again." "Worried? Why does that sound so awkward? Wan Ning had no choice but to turn around and leave silently, feeling a little sad in her heart.
When she walked to the Yilan Pavilion, she heard Jun Hao's voice behind her: "The injuries on my body are not healed, why did you come out and walk around?" She turned around and looked at him in the moonlight, her expression still cold. She replied lightly: "The slave came out to see, has the emperor come back?" ā
Although her words were plain, Jun Hao still felt a little happy in his heart. "If you catch the cold, I won't allow you to fake," Jun Hao said, and left with his hands in his hands. Wan Ning was resentful in her heart, so she silently followed behind him.
"Are your hands better?" Jun Hao suddenly turned around, grabbed her hand and asked. This scratch, she screamed in pain. Jun Hao looked at Wanning's wrist, and there was a trace of redness and swelling, so he frowned and said, "The ointment I asked you to apply, are you useless?" ā
Back in Zhengyang Palace, Jun Hao picked up the ointment and personally medicated Wanning. A cool ointment that moisturizes the skin. Looking at Jun Hao's serious appearance, she was very satisfied. If you say that you don't care, it's just Jun Hao's self-deception.
"You can still make tea with your hands," Jun Hao's indifferent tone made Wanning still feel cold. However, she could already feel that Jun Hao was actually not so cold. She smiled and said, "Slave and maid, thank you for the emperor's ointment!" At this moment, not only Wanning, but even Jun Hao also felt warm in his heart.
The cool breeze was swaying, and Wan Ning walked to the Lotus Garden. Seeing Concubine Li alone, silently leaning against the window in a daze. Wan Ning walked forward unconsciously: "Niangniang should go back and rest, I just gave birth to a little princess......" There was a wind blowing through the crack in the window, and Concubine Li's eyes were a little moist.
"I only glanced at the little princess," Concubine Li turned around, looked at Wan Ning and said, "I was taken away by the nurse, but I hate me, the mother concubine, I didn't leave her anything......" Concubine Li's voice was a little choked, and she seemed to have many grievances.
Wanning patted her shoulder and comforted her softly: "Niangniang doesn't have to be sad, the nurse will take it well." When the little princess grows up in the future, she will come to visit her mother. Listening to Wanning's words, Concubine Li didn't feel shallow self-deprecation: "When she is about to be older, she won't, recognize me as a concubine." ā
That's right, the prince born to the harem concubine. will be taken away by the nurse until the little prince or princess, when she is fifteen years old, she will return to her mother. Every time she thinks of this, Concubine Li feels her heart hurt. Moreover, her eyes kept looking out.
Wan Ning knew that Concubine Li must be waiting for Jun Yan. So she comforted her: "The prince is preparing for a big wedding, so he has no time to come to see his mother...... However, the prince said that he wanted his mother to take care of her body...... "Wanning said some words of relief, and Concubine Li felt better.
Although, Wanning also wanted to tell the truth to Concubine Li. However, Concubine Li is not in good health. I'm afraid it hurts her heart. Moreover, her children are not by her side. What a pathetic! "At least, you also glanced at the little princess," the queen's voice suddenly came.
Wan Ning and Concubine Li hurriedly got up and knelt down. The queen waved her hand and said, "No need, this palace is here to see you...... When Hongu gave birth to Anping, it was too late to take a look. The nurse took it away, and the queen mother didn't come to comfort me. So sister, you have to learn to adapt to ......"
After listening to the queen's words, Concubine Li stopped her grief a little. said softly: "I'm really sorry, concubine, I couldn't give birth to a little prince for the emperor......" In fact, for the queen, this is really a happy event. If Concubine Li gives birth to a little prince, then she is likely to be crowned the crown prince.
In any case, the queen can put her mind at ease at this time. She walked up to Concubine Li and looked at her moist eyelashes. knew that she had just cried, so she sat down and slowly persuaded: "Sister doesn't have to be sad, crying hurts her body, it's not good for herself." ā
Seeing that the queen and Concubine Li were talking endlessly, Wanning found an excuse. retreated, but outside the palace wall of Lianxiangyuan, he saw Jun Yan dressed in white. "The prince is here?" Wanning was overjoyed, and hurriedly walked over and asked, "But Lord Wang, why don't you go in?" ā
Jun Yan, in fact, has been here a long time ago. just saw the maid beside the queen outside the door, so he guessed that the queen was inside. So he didn't go in, in fact, for Concubine Li, Jun Yan was more guilty. Wan Ning was very puzzled: "Don't you like Concubine Li?" ā
"Two little guesses, I liked it at that time," Jun Yan looked at the distant sky and said faintly, "For the sake of the family, she still chose to enter the palace." I never blamed her, as long as she was okay in the palace...... I don't ask for anything......"
How to sound his words, a little sad. Wan Ning shook her head: "But the slave doesn't understand, why does the prince have to hide from Concubine Li?" "She's Concubine Li's mother," Jun Yan emphasized the title again, "between me and her, it's no longer possible." ā
He said as he shifted his gaze to Wanning. Wanning was embarrassed to watch: "The prince once said that if you can, take me out of the palace." Isn't it okay for Concubine Li? Speaking of this, Wan Ning felt that she had said a little more. Hurriedly lowered his head and covered up the inappropriateness.