Zhong Mei's face was full of memories: "In the later intersection, cousin, you didn't know, in fact, sometimes I was always envious and jealous of you." You don't know, I like you with such a good personality on the one hand, and at the same time I resent myself, why can't I live like you when I have so many hearts? ”

Zhong Mei laughed to herself mockingly: "The matter of Liang Wangfu, my cousin knows, the chaos in the back house is far darker and chaotic than what my cousin sees, I have been careful a lot, and that is because I have seen too much, and I have suffered a lot of losses in it, so I have to disguise myself." I don't want to live like this, but I can't help it, I don't do it, I'm the one who gets hurt. ”

Zhong Mei's eyes were red again, her eyes were moist, and after a while, she began to shed tears again, she took a handkerchief and gently tried her tears, and laughed more and more mockingly: "It turns out that I don't think there is anything wrong with this, in order to fight for my own things, I don't advance but retreat, and take a step back, but I may face a cliff, I am for my own life, what's wrong." My mother has taught me this way since I was a child, I'm not wrong, isn't that great? ”

"But as I grow up, the people and things I have seen are constantly challenging my cognitive bottom line, it turns out that there are many people in the world, not only those dark and dirty in the Liang Palace, but also people who can live a very cheerful and sunny life, and the real heart is as pure as white jade. But at that time, my hands were no longer clean, I had dealt with the aunts and concubines in the house, and others who I had grown up did not dare to provoke me, but I also lost an innocent heart. ”

Zhong Mei paused, and from her hazy eyes, she could still see Ding Shuang, whose complexion changed slightly, and seemed to be a little entangled, pulling the handkerchief, and pursing her lips tightly: "Cousin, I am an ambitious person, I have not hidden it in front of you, I think you should also understand me, and then I knew that we may not be the same people, people with the same ideas, in fact, I was a little lost at that time." You're someone I really want to get close to, and no one would dislike you as a kind person. ”

Zhong Mei let out a long sigh: "But I did a lot of wrong things for this liking." Actually, I don't want to come to Tianxuan Kingdom, some of the things I said to you are false, in order to just comfort myself, don't I know that in the Tiancheng Kingdom that I am familiar with, I will live better. But the emperor saw that the Liang Mansion was powerful, and I was good friends with my cousins, and the upper side was also afraid that our two mansions would unite, and we would have one article and one martial arts, so it was difficult to guarantee that it was not another force, so this matter of pro-county lord was not me, it would also be you! ”

"What!" Ding Shuang was stunned for a moment, looked at Zhong Mei in disbelief, and his lips moved slightly a few times before he blurted out: "Is it difficult...... Could it be that you are afraid that I will marry into the Tianxuan Kingdom, so you deliberately ......"

Zhong Mei shook his head: "Cousin thinks too much, this is my own decision, it has nothing to do with other people, cousin, don't think so, although I don't want to come to Tianxuan Country much, but in the end I still came, also because I have ambitions in my heart, and it has nothing to do with other people, and it has nothing to do with my cousin." ”

It's just that Ding Shuang still looks shocked, obviously digesting this matter.

Zhong Mei said: "Anyway, I'm married, but cousin, you came to Tianxuan Country, I know what you're for, I didn't have any other thoughts at first, thinking that my cousin came with me, before I got married, I could get along with my cousin more, and I could rely on this to recall the good life of Tianchengguo in the future, which is also good." But then I didn't know what the obstacle was, and I didn't want my cousin to leave. In the Vortex Country, my first plan was unsuccessful, I became isolated, I suddenly realized that when I came to the Spinning Country, I might be about to become a person with no return, this is more dangerous than I imagined, no matter how much I prepare psychologically, I will die here, I am afraid! ”

Zhong Mei cried very sadly, Ding Shuang hesitated for a long time, and then stretched out his hand to help Zhong Mei wipe it with a handkerchief, but Zhong Mei grabbed Ding Shuang's hand: "Cousin, do you know that feeling, I feel that the world has abandoned me, but at that time, you were the only one comforting me, and I was ...... for a while." I ...... in a moment Doing such a wrong thing. I took advantage of my cousin, but I thought that in Tianxuan Country, as my favorite concubine, I can always protect my cousin, that military department is just Shangshufu, I can always control them, who dares to be unfavorable to my cousin, I will not let them have a good time, I am really selfish, I am really bad, in fact, after I did it, I regretted it, but I have no way to hate, I hate myself! ”

Ding Shuang's eyes flickered a little, and he patted Zhong Mei's head helplessly and sighed.

Zhong Mei raised her head, she didn't put on makeup, her face was already haggard, and now she is crying like a tearful person, it makes people feel distressed to look at it, Zhong Mei trembled her lips, her voice was hoarse, and she flattered carefully: "Cousin...... I'm really sorry for you, I really deserve to die, I really ...... Woo, if it weren't for my cousin's happy life now, I would have loved to let myself be broken to vent the remorse in my heart! ”

After that, Zhong Mei hugged Ding Shuang and cried out loudly.

Ding Shuang let Zhong Mei cry, his shoulders were wet for a while, Zhong Mei couldn't cry, and he was still holding Ding Shuang sobbing and sobbing, very heartbroken, Ding Shuang looked at a pattern carved on the chair behind Zhong Mei, and there was no expression on his face. didn't stop in his hand, gently patted Zhong Mei's back and said, "Don't cry, you just came out, your body bones are not good, don't cry your body." ”

Zhong Mei was obviously stiff, raised his head in some astonishment, and looked at Ding Shuang in disbelief: "Watch...... Cousin, have you forgiven me......"

The eager anticipation in his eyes almost made the person drunk inside, Ding Shuang smiled helplessly: "If I want to say that I hate you, when I first heard the news, I really hated you, but things have passed." I'm married now, although Cheng Qian is not the best husband I think, but I married him, how can I change, now that the overall situation has been decided, what's the use of thinking about it again, things won't flow back to the past. ”

Zhong Mei whimpered: "Do it again, I will never ...... I really won't, I don't want to make my cousin sad. ”

Ding Shuang patted Zhong Mei's shoulder: "I know, what your nature is, how can I not know it in my heart, otherwise why have I been friends with you for so many years, people I don't like, you know, I'm too lazy to make friends." That's how things are going to be anyway, and thinking about the past will only make our lives worse, isn't it? ”

Zhong Mei stared at Ding Shuang closely, seeing Ding Shuang smiling faintly, a little regretful, but helpless, with a sense of relief, anyway, it was very complicated, and her heart was put down.

When she did this, she was actually testing how deep Ding Shuang's feelings for her sisters for many years were, and it was naturally impossible for Ding Shuang not to blame her completely, but as Ding Shuang said now, the overall situation has been decided. The two of them are in Tianxuan Country, as long as Ding Shuang has a little sense, she knows that the two of them are much stronger than Ding Shuang himself, even if it is for the sake of interests, Ding Shuang will not want their relationship to become very stiff.

In the end, Zhong Mei is in the palace, if she wants to do anything to Ding Shuang and Cheng Qian, there is still a chance, and she understands Ding Shuang, and she is the first to admit her mistakes, which is easier to understand than Ding Shuang's Xingshi asking for guilt. And Zhong Mei's shaved white, there are true and false, people's feelings are very complicated, which people can let go if they want to. If there is a grudge, there is love, which shows that Ding Shuang cares about the relationship between the two very much.

So Zhong Mei was released, and after thinking about it for a long time, he decided to see Ding Shuang first and remove this heart thorn first.

Ding Shuang may not completely forgive her now, but he can understand her, don't trouble her, and help her when she encounters something, which is enough. Originally, she just wanted to support Ding Shuang's family to marry, and she didn't take Ding Shuang too seriously, such a situation was already the best plan, but now it seems that it is better than she imagined?

Zhong Mei said softly: "Cousin, you really care about me, in fact, I am much calmer in the cold palace, think about it at the beginning, I was too persistent, what is the benefit of arguing with Princess Cang, it is really a little ridiculous to make so many things." But what happened to Tu Eqiu and Hong Meiyu was really not done by me, someone harmed me, I dare to swear to God! ”

Ding Shuang sighed when he heard this: "Then who do you think it is?" This palace is indeed very dangerous. ”

Zhong Mei's eyes were cold: "Originally, if there was no previous matter, I wouldn't be very sure, but when Tu Eqiu's yard found the epiphany before, I did suspect that it was Bingyan who retaliated against me, but later the investigation was not her, but it fell on me, I knew in my heart that it wasn't me, if it wasn't Bingyan, wouldn't it be Tu Eqiu who had the most direct contact." There is also Hong Meiyu, cousin, do you know what I was doing in the palace at the time, I just wanted to please Hong Meiyu, there was no need to do such a thing, and in the end it could involve myself, I was not stupid, and it was Tu Eqiu who benefited the most from this matter! ”

Ding Shuang was stunned: "This ...... Tu Eqiu, she doesn't look like ......"

Zhong Mei sneered: "How can I see it accurately, I didn't know that Tu Eqiu was such an ungrateful brute, I let her have today, but she hurt me several times." And she also wants to kill two birds with one stone, and at the same time harm Princess Cang, when Princess Cang was injured, Xiao Shizi was almost separated from her by heaven and man, it's really sad to think about it, this matter also forgot that my cousin and Princess Cang revealed that I can't have friendly relations with her now, but I won't let go of the person who framed me, I live a chic life, I must at least let the parties know about these ugly things. ”

Ding Shuang felt a trace of coldness in his heart, it turned out that Zhong Mei was thinking about this, and the idea hit Bingyan's head!