2 And only there I felt a heap of difficulties and troubles, but in the midst of that troubles, I felt something that was almost dead and dead there,

But it's still there, it's still there, it's still painful and mechanical, and I don't know what everything will become. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

In the midst of those light words and belittlements, let the tears drip down to the bottom of my heart one by one, and no longer believe in anything.

I still feel like I can't believe or trust anything in that world.

It's just that there's a real hard feeling there, but when all the weight accumulates to a certain extent, it accumulates together, and it's still crying there.

I want to use crying to vent well.

You can't easily believe in anything, because if you trust someone too easily, you will completely entrust yourself to the past, and in that case, you will just bury yourself.

It was a very real world that was cold and cold.

I felt like I was crying there, as if I had no one to care about it, as if I couldn't cry out if I cried.

In the end, only one person can hear it, and that's it. People are selfish, and it is inevitable that they will be selfish.

However, sometimes, I feel that other people's selfishness is too much, although I am selfish, but I have also paid some.

But there she was absorbing her efforts, and there was nothing in return, and she felt a very, very painful feeling there.

It is a kind of pain of being hit and suppressed, because I always feel all kinds of contradictions and targets in it.

Because on that struggling path, you will feel all kinds of problems and contradictions there, and then you will almost feel like you are dying there.

Why is everything so difficult there?

Why is everything as if everything has turned into ash in an instant, and everything has turned into cold stones there,

And he was trampled on there as if he had become a cold corpse and corpse.

I tried to get closer, but I still couldn't get warm there, and I tried hard to get better there.

But he was still hurt by some kind of needle-like sharp weapon there, and he was constantly hurt in that world.

After a thousand holes, what is left, after a thousand holes, it seems that only one of his skeletons is left there,

It's as if you've been deeply wounded there, and you're left with nothing but empty bones that have no mass.

When I go back there, I feel a weight that belongs to life itself, a kind of reliance that belongs to life itself, but I don't slack off there.

Because what is there is not yet finished, and what is there is still very, very weak there.

When something is still very weak there, it will be very easy to destroy there.

So, she needs to be a little stronger, she needs strength, if, she doesn't have the strength, she doesn't have the economic strength,

Well, in this very real world, she will not survive there at all.

Even if she died, there would be no one to clean up her bones.

What is there is long-lasting, and what is there is forgotten.

It's just that there's nothing close there. It was a helpless and helpless loneliness, just feeling something in it that I couldn't believe anymore.

Many, many people, many, many hearts, many, many loves, when I once thought how profound it was,

How deep it was to go deep into the bone marrow, but, in the end, I still didn't expect that everything was not as important as I thought it was at the beginning.

Everything was there and fluttered away like a cloud of smoke.

Because no one is really there to pay attention and care about her. Whether she exists or not, for others, is also dispensable.

She can only try to adapt to the loneliness of being alone, and she is only there to forget.

When something gives up and loses her there, then she is there to try to learn to be stronger, and then to be strong to accept the facts.

No matter whether you have been very close or not, no matter how much you believed in loyalty before, there will be times when you can't hold on to it in the end.

There will be indifference and coldness, and in that coldness and indifference, there will be something there like smoke that will disappear and ethereal with the wind.

When she thought she was the one who couldn't leave, and finally left herself, what else could she do besides being strong?

I always think that who is and who is how important it is.

And in fact, when the person who thinks it is so important, he has to completely lose himself, abandon himself,

From the moment those people abandon themselves, they are no longer important people.

Will she be resentful? Will they resent those who abandon them?

The loneliness and loneliness after being abandoned will still feel unacceptable and tolerant there, and sometimes resentment seems inevitable.

However, resentment is useless, and resentment is only there to punish oneself for the mistakes of others.

She didn't want that.

She didn't really want to forgive those who had hurt her, she didn't resent those people, she just thought,

When those people abandon themselves, they are there to calm down, and then, let themselves be stronger, stronger,

Let yourself have strength, let yourself have strong strength, knowing that Ye Luokong feels that he can use her again.

What kind of deal will Ye Luowan, who once abandoned her, continue to make deals with her. Then, she will feel that she is successful.

If everything is just a transaction, she is there just for herself, for her own no longer real and alone.

She is there to work hard to become stronger, to work hard to make herself have strength, to have strength that people can rely on and rely on,

And then...... She still seems to have some friends there, although, just to take advantage of the relationship friends.

Although this is very realistic and painful, it still seems to be there to bring some comfort.

A person doesn't work, and what does love do?

It is only in the things that truly reflect one's own meaning and value that one can truly feel one's own existence and meaning there.

Only then can I feel the meaning of my existence and life there.

It's just that she's not strong enough, it's just that she's still very weak, but she's still there and won't give up easily, she just doesn't want to give up on herself, she just doesn't want to die.

If she gave up on herself, the world wouldn't care much about her.

In other words, if even she gave up on herself, the world would have to give up on her completely.

She needs a new life, she needs a new life. She couldn't just be there making toys and tools for men's amusement and entertainment.

At least, not only is she tired of this thing, but she can't do this kind of thing for a long time and for a long time.

She had to find a new way out there. Is it there that you are more depraved because you are lazy, or is it because you are more lazy in that depravity?

Is it just a vicious circle, and it has been consuming the precious time and years of youth in vain? The answer is no.

Li Xianxian was still reluctant, so she had to abandon herself so easily.

Although you will still feel very hard and hard there, you will still feel very heavy and heavy there,

It's still very, very painful there, she just wants to find a balance in that world.

In that, I tried to find a new balance, and then, in it, I found a corner where I could survive and depend.

And she just felt very heavy and difficult something there. It's something you can't find.

That's something that I feel very resentful in it, but I can't resent it there, and it seems that I can't resent it anymore.

There I tried to comfort and comfort myself, and from the shadow of resentment, I tried to come out,

Then, I was trying to move forward step by step, and I was also trying to find a new way out and new vitality step by step.

Nothing will be so easy, nothing will be so easy.

But how can you be so easily sad and sad right there, and then be completely immersed in that sadness and resentment all the time?

There will always be some mistakes there, and there will always be some mistakes there, everyone is not perfect, and it is inevitable that there will be some defects, including themselves.

However, when you really want to make friends with others, then tolerance has to exist.

Moreover, there is still a need for something to be used, and if a person does not give something to others, then friendship cannot be established there.

Therefore, she should not be stingy with giving, and she should not be afraid of some kind of commitment.

On the road and journey of life, it is inevitable that you will meet some various people there.

Many people are passers-by in life, and after passing by her, they are completely isolated from each other.

There is no connection or connection between each other.

It's just because of indifference, under that indifferent face, all the warmth and warmth have completely disappeared in it.

Feeling angry there is like being forced to answer questions that you can't answer.

She was already there and felt that she was very troubled about her life, but she was still in the midst of that troubles and difficulties.

Step by step, he was there to fight for and maintain, but he was still there disdainfully asking,

There is also a contemptuous accusation, there is a complete contemptuous attitude and look.

It's just a kind of weariness and exhaustion in the midst of that, the hardships and exhaustion of the indifference and neglect between each other,

It is a kind of bitter fatigue and exhaustion that wanders in that world, and what kind of warmth and warmth can not be obtained, nor what kind of understanding can be obtained.

Her exhaustion seems to be left with her own taste and interpretation,

She was just there trying to stick to her loneliness and hardship, whether it was understood or not understood.

Sometimes it's just a pain of not being understood, and in the midst of not being understood, being attacked and hurt there, fighting there, fighting there.

Between the confrontations and antagonisms between people, there are some confrontations, although they are forced to be helpless, they are forced to do so.

However, there is no way. Because there was an attack, then, what else is there besides an attack? Maybe all that's left is tolerance and forbearance, right?

Is she Li Xianxian a tolerant and tolerant person?

At least there is a limit to tolerance and forbearance, and she can't just be there to tolerate and tolerate without limits.

What kind of prostration, but there a man speaks to his heart alone,

It's just that on the road that can't be found there, wandering all the way, rain or shine, it seems to be like duckweed floating and wandering up and down in that ups and downs of the world,

A lot of emotions and emotions are also clear only to oneself, which is a perception and feeling that arises after that pain and reluctance,

However, it was as if there was a vacancy and blankness there, and what direction did she need to find?

She needs to find a direction, and then, right there, work hard, and move all the way, even if it's a winding road.