Chapter 212 Putting the Heart in the Heart

Yang Shaoshi finished reading the tall woman's suicide note with tears in his eyes. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 Info's wife's last words touched his nerves even more. His heart was like a knife, and he could no longer stay in this morgue full of sadness, but he quickly hid his face and walked out with his wife's suicide note in his hand.

Zhang Ruoyun had finished reading the black-faced man's suicide note, and was sad alone. Her gaze subconsciously fell on Yang Shaoshi's body again. When she found that Yang Shaoshi rushed out with some gaffes, she couldn't help but be stunned, looked down and saw that her daughter was still reading the black-faced man's suicide note, so she left her daughter and chased her out alone.

After Yang Shaoshi rushed outside, he found that there was a relatively quiet corner of the funeral home compound, where there were still some rockeries and flowers and green grass, so he leaned over and turned his face to those scenery. Secretly poured out his sentimentality.

"Brother Yang, are you okay?"

Zhang Ruoyun trotted all the way, and then came. She asked with a look of concern.

When Yang Shaoshi saw that she was coming over, he barely suppressed his tears, and shook his head lightly: "I'm nothing, I just want to find a quiet place to reflect on myself." ”

Zhang Ruoyun was stunned: "Why do you say that?" ”

Yang Shaoshi didn't answer first, but handed the tall woman's suicide note to her and said, "Ruoyun, please take a look at her suicide note first, right?" ”

Zhang Ruoyun hesitated for a moment, but still took the suicide note in Yang Shaoshi's hand curiously.

After reading the suicide note in a hurry, she couldn't help but say gloomily: "Brother Yang, her misunderstanding of you is really deep. What a man you are. But she's..."

"Ruoyun!" Yang Shaoshi interrupted sadly, "Please don't accuse her." It's all because I'm not good, I didn't know how to cherish and forgive, so I came to this point with her. I think back now that I was responsible for the perilous journey she is going through. ”

Zhang Ruoyun was stunned and said, "Brother Yang, why do you say that?" Please don't take the blame on yourself. Good no good? ”

The corners of Yang Shaoshi's mouth showed a wry smile and said, "Ruoyun, I told Lijun before, I hope she will give me a chance to forgive her." But I was wrong again. Now I want her to give me a chance to forgive. ”

Zhang Ruoyun was completely confused by Yang Shaoshi. She was stunned for a long time before she was a little surprised: "Brother Yang, although you are not a perfect person, you actually didn't do anything to be sorry for her?" And she does that kind of thing over and over again, why do you end up and need her to forgive you? ”

Yang Shaoshi bowed his head sideways to face Zhang Ruoyun at this time, and said with a sigh: "Ruoyun, you just said well, I am not a perfect person. Since I have my own shortcomings, why should I be obsessed with her faults? I'm stupid and too concerned about my self-esteem as a man. When I learned about her past, although I still loved her in my heart, I really couldn't forgive her. I punished her in a form of domestic cold violence. Although, at that time, it was also time to give herself some time to accept the stain on her past. However, I completely neglected her perspective and position. In fact, when her scars were completely revealed, she needed my comfort and love even more. But what did I do? My previous indifference to her was like pouring salt in her cracked scar... ”

"Brother Yang?"

Zhang Ruoyun saw Yang Shaoshi crying emotionally, and couldn't help but have mixed feelings.

Yang Shaoshi calmed down for a while before he spoke again: "We are all mortals, even if we are immortals, we may make mistakes. But when the other party makes a mistake, what attitude should we take to face it, this is the key to the problem. In fact, even the one who holds the truth should not be too capricious. Because, within the family, we should not be more reasonable, but more about love... But why can't we understand this truth until we have lost more and paid more price?

"Brother Yang!" Zhang Ruoyun interrupted with mixed feelings, "Please don't blame yourself. You are already a very open-minded and considerate man. I've always felt like you're a great man, and if my daughter and I hadn't met you, I don't know how we'd have survived these days? ”

Yang Shaoshi was stunned for a moment, and then asked: "Ruoyun, in your eyes, what will I be like if I compare with Xiaoqin's father?" ”

Zhang Ruoyunqiao's face turned crimson. She lowered her head and pondered for a long time before she whispered: "I always feel that if he can be half as good as you, I will be satisfied!" But..."

Yang Shaoshi raised his hand at this time: "Ruoyun, what did he leave for you?" Can I take a look? ”

"Uncle Yang, my father's suicide note is here."

Xiaoqin didn't know when, but she also followed. When she heard that Yang Shaoshi wanted to read her father's suicide note, she didn't wait for her mother to express her position, and immediately held up the suicide note and shouted.

Yang Shaoshi immediately cast a soliciting glance at Zhang Ruoyun.

Zhang Ruoyun didn't say anything, just nodded lightly.

Yang Shaoshi immediately took the suicide note in Xiaoqin's hand and read it carefully...

After reading the black-faced man's suicide note, Yang Shaoshi couldn't help moistening his eyes. He raised his head and thought for a moment, and then said to Zhang Ruoyun: "Ruoyun, I can understand your psychology of relying on me before. That's because you just learned that Xiaoqin's father had an accident, and you are completely at a loss, and you urgently need a spiritual support around you. Actually, I had the same mentality as you at the beginning. It is precisely because of each other's sympathy that we feel that the other party suddenly occupies each other's psyche. ”

"Brother Yang, do you also feel that I am better than your wife?" Zhang Ruoyun's eyes suddenly lit up, and he couldn't help but interrupt.

Yang Shaoshi nodded unabashedly: "Yes!" Some people say that the cuteness of a woman also lies in her bird-like attachment psychology. At that time, your spiritual dependence on me also made me feel your beautiful and different style. Especially, when I feel like I've lost her. The emotions in your heart are also imperceptibly tilted towards you. ”

When Zhang Ruoyun heard this, his heart couldn't help but move, why didn't Brother Yang think like this in his heart.

Yang Shaoshi suddenly sighed at this time: "Ruoyun, under the special environment and special psychological effect, the feelings generated by each person may not be permanently fixed in each other's hearts. In fact, when I saw Xiaoqin's father's suicide note, I felt that I might be far inferior to him in many aspects. ”

Zhang Ruoyun was taken aback: "Why did Brother Yang say this?" ”

Yang Shaoshi raised his head again and said, "When you needed help, if you had met me first, I might not have treated you like him." And, you know how I made a mistake with her. As far as I was conceited at the beginning, I might not have seen my wife with another man, and I couldn't bear to attack my wife who divorced me afterwards..."

"Brother Yang!"

Zhang Ruoyun almost interrupted in surprise: "Between me and Qi Er, I really didn't do anything out of the ordinary. I also admit that I was a little angry when I divorced him afterwards... Your temper and recuperation are much better than his! ”

Yang Shaoshi smiled bitterly: "My temper and recuperation are really as good as you described, and I won't ignore my wife." Your husband first went back to check the truth under the influence of rumors, and as a result, he saw the man in your house again. And, you're traveling with that person again. How can a bad-tempered man endure these? You keep saying that he doesn't care too much about your feelings. If he didn't have an unforgettable love for you, how could he tolerate you so much, and how could he be so concerned about the happiness of you and your daughter when he was on the verge of life and death? ”

Yang Shaoshi's words finally made Zhang Ruoyun pause. She suddenly burst into tears, and choked up: "Brother Yang, I was wrong, I really shouldn't be so willful in front of him, you just said that even if the truth is on your side, you can't be too willful." But I...

"Ruoyun!"

Yang Shaoshi was worried that she was too injured, so he quickly interrupted: "You must not blame yourself. Your husband is also responsible for the problems that arise in your relationship. In fact, it is not necessarily a bad thing that he has gone through this dangerous journey. Sometimes, when a person is on the verge of life and death, he can fully understand all the rights and wrongs in the world. You two have a chance to prove yourself to each other in the future. This will be enough to make up for many of the previous regrets. ”

After hearing this, Zhang Ruoyun immediately wiped his tears and said, "As long as Brother Heizi can come back safely." is to let me be a cow and horse for him for a lifetime, and I am willing. ”

Yang Shaoshi nodded: "As long as Sister Ruoyun has such mental preparation, then she will definitely get more love in return." Because, through this suicide note, I have felt his awakening and persistent love for you. ”

Zhang Ruoyun also nodded and said, "I also hope that Brother Yang and sister-in-law can reunite." Be able to cherish each other and love each other happily. ”

Yang Shaoshi cast a beam of affectionate gaze at Zhang Ruoyun at this time, and said emotionally: "Ruoyun, you are a very cute girl, I really like you." If they were really killed, we might be like Mr. Wang and the little girl, united by the emotion of each other. But since our lovers are still alive. Then let's prove our love to them. You also need to prove to him that you are virtuous and faithful. ”

Zhang Ruoyun's cheeks flushed again. She also said emotionally: "Brother Yang, you are right. I knew what I was supposed to do in the future. You also have to prove to your sister-in-law that you are a man of great heart. Let's do it together. ”

"Hmm!"

Yang Shaoshi raised his palm to face Zhang Ruoyun...

Zhang Ruoyun raised her little hand very cooperatively, and struck Yang Shaoshi's big palm happily.

At this moment, the other family members came out of the morgue one after another. Whether it was the mourning of the old teacher who died, or the sadness of leaving a suicide note for their loved ones, each other's eyes were red, and tears were hanging on their cheeks.

Yang Shaoshi saw that Wang Lijun was also holding a piece of paper in her hand, looking at him from not far away. If it weren't for the heart-to-heart communication between himself and Zhang Ruoyun. She's going to run for it.

Seeing this, Yang Shaoshi couldn't help but be stunned. He hurriedly said to Zhang Ruoyun: "Ruoyun, I'll go over and take a look at Lijun." ”

"Well, you can go over there."

Zhang Ruoyun calmed down a lot, and while taking the suicide note handed back to her by Yang Shaoshi, she nodded in agreement.

Yang Shaoshi came to Wang Lijun in a few arrow steps, stared at her tearful cheeks and asked, "Lijun, what did Huang Tao tell you in the suicide note?" ”

Wang Lijun showed a trace of bitterness in her eyes, and handed the piece of paper to Yang Shaoshi and said, "This is the suicide note he wrote to you!" ”

Yang Shaoshi was stunned for a moment, and was a little puzzled: Huang Tao left Lijun with the last chance to talk to the outside world, how could he leave the previous suicide note to himself?

With a puzzled look, he took the suicide note from Wang Lijun's hand, and looked down curiously...

"Shaoshi, I am entrusted by you to take care of Chen Xue. However, we are now in a desperate situation. If you can see this suicide note of mine, it will prove that she and I may not be alive anymore. However, I want to make it clear to you that I have done my best to protect her. However, no matter how hard I try, I can't compete with the cruelty of nature! The last thing I can let go of in my heart at the moment is Lijun. She has suffered so many grievances abroad, and now even I can't take care of her. I'm really worried about her. However, I know that she does not love me, and may not be so sad about my departure. But she lost someone who loved her. Shaoshi, I know you still have a grudge against her past. However, when you send me a message entrusting me to protect your wife, let me know what you have in mind. Now that you can forgive your wife. So why can't you forgive your first love? Now that I'm gone, your wife may not be able to go back. Can you grant my only request to you, for the sake of my death for you, and that is to re-admit Lijun! Only when she regains your love can I smile at Jiuquan and bless you both deeply underground. Don't talk about it anymore, and then ask you one last time: take good care of Lijun for me! ”

After reading the suicide note written by Yang Shaoshi, he couldn't help but ripple again...