Chapter 61: It's really over
Li Xiaoli's tears rushed out, she couldn't cry, deep regret and self-blame, yes, why is she so ruthless? Why can't you give Hayama a chance? It's just a moment of loss, can't it be cured in the next few decades? What did she think of their love? She couldn't control herself, and immediately dialed Hayama's phone, and after a while, a cold voice came: "The phone you dialed has been turned off." Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info"
She threw herself in front of the computer again, released Hayama's QQ from the blacklist, and quickly left a message: Would you like to give me a call? , and then lie down in front of the computer, waiting for the rabbit, waiting for Hayama's avatar to light up, or, the phone ringing.
All night, the office was silent. Li Xiaoli sank to the bottom.
How could she have thought that at this moment, Ye Shan had already started a new life on the other side of the ocean, and she Li Xiaoli was a calendar that had been torn off?
When she returned to the headquarters at the end of the year, the boss looked at her and asked directly: "What's the matter, you're out of love?" ”
Li Xiaoli's nose was sour, she swallowed her emotions and said, "Yes." Can the company compensate me for a boyfriend? ”
"After decades of life, falling out of love is nothing, and when you experience it more, you will understand. Besides, people always have to talk about a few failed relationships before they can succeed - well, just like when you make a product, you also take a lot of detours and fail several projects, right? Look at the opening point, there are better ones to come. ”
Hey, standing and talking doesn't hurt her back, her mouth speaks lightly, Li Xiaoli collapsed her shoulders and didn't say a word.
The boss waves, work, just talk about a new boyfriend.
Li Xiaoli asked for leave, left the company early, and turned around and went to Yeshan School. knocked on the door of his dormitory, opened in response, but it was a stranger she didn't know, Li Xiaoli was confused, she asked hesitantly: "May I ask Ye Shan, ...... him"
"Oh, Hayama, he's already gone to the United States to further his studies. It's been a while. ”
Li Xiaoli thundered, turned around and left mechanically, not even knowing what the people behind her were saying. Why is this the case? Who should she ask? Ah, go to the clothing store owner, they are friends, what should they know. She turned around and ran out of the schoolyard, stopped the car, and went straight to the clothing store owner.
The owner of the clothing store was playing a game in the store, heard the door ringing, looked up and saw Li Xiaoli's face pale, floating in like a lonely ghost, and sighed: "You're here to ask Ye Shan, right?" Before he left, he left a letter for you, saying that if I see you, I will pass it on to you. Or transfer it to Deng Chunyan - she doesn't know what she's busy with during this time, and she hasn't been here for a long time. Just so you're here, see for yourself. As he spoke, he bent down and looked for a while, and handed an envelope to Li Xiaoli.
Li Xiaoli pinched the thin envelope but felt that it weighed a thousand pounds, so she had to find a place to sit down. The clothing store owner said, "Are you alright?" It looks like you're going to have a heart attack, do you want me to call an ambulance for you? ”
"Pour me a glass of water."
Li Xiaoli tore it twice before tearing a small opening, she determined to find her senses, completely tore open the envelope, and pulled out a half-folded piece of paper from it.
"Xiaoli, when you read this letter, I was already far away from a foreign country. I want to tell you the truth of the matter, out of respect for you and the feelings between us. I made a mistake, no, maybe I should say it, and not only did I cheat on another woman, but I also caused her to become pregnant. At this point, it's useless to say anything, and I'm not in a position to beg your forgiveness, and I can't hurt anyone else, and everything is because of me. I failed you in the first half of my life, and I can't be wrong in the second half of my life, especially when it comes to an innocent life. Please forget about me and start a new life. One last call to you, my silly girl. ”
Tears gushed like a fountain of tears, and she couldn't describe Li Xiaoli at this moment, and her heart-rending wail shrank into a ball. The owner of the clothing store sighed and sighed, and finally hung up the sign "Closed today", locked the store door, lowered the curtains, and played games while silently watching Li Xiaoli struggle in despair like a trapped beast.