Chapter 169: Farewell

When Chai Zongxun heard this unique title, he was stunned for a moment, and then he raised his eyes to see the person in front of him. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info

When he saw the visitor, his godless eyes suddenly brightened, and tears instantly filled his eyes, looking at him pitifully like a little beast.

"Yujiao!"

Chai Zongxun ran over in a few steps, hugged Xie Yujiao, and cried.

"Ouch, hey......" Xie Yujiao's thin little body was caught off guard, and just as she wanted to push it away, she listened to the suppressed cry in her ears.

Ay! She said in her heart, forget it, for the sake of the little fart boy who has just experienced a big setback, she won't care about whether she takes advantage of him or not, let him cry for a while!

When he had cried enough, Xie Yujiao straightened Tinker Bell's figure, looked at it carefully, and sighed: "Why are you so thin?" “

Xie Yujiao led him to the pavilion and sat down, holding his little hand tightly, "How can you torture yourself like this, aren't you not the emperor?" Is the throne really that important? ”

Chai Zongxun leaned on Xie Yujiao tightly and shook his head, and said sullenly: "Yujiao, Yujiao, I'm afraid, I don't have the face to see my father!" I didn't keep the country that my father gave me! I'm afraid that I won't have the face to explain to my father if I die! ”

"Yo, stinky boy, do you know to be afraid?" Xie Yujiao tilted her head, knocked lightly on the door of the little child's head, and said, "You just want to see your father without face, haven't you thought that I was also worried about you?" And your grandfather's family? Isn't it just that you are not the emperor, you have been the emperor for a year, don't you know the difficulty of being an emperor? What's wrong with someone guarding this country for you, as long as the people are doing well, what does it matter who is the emperor? Do you really care about that throne? ”

When Chai Zongxun heard this, he immediately sat up straight, shook his head vigorously, and explained, "No, I don't care about that throne. I hate myself for being useless, hating myself for being weak, I can only watch Zhao Thief take away the world handed over to me by my father, I failed to keep the Great Zhou Jiangshan handed over to me by my father, I failed to resist, I dare not resist, Da Zhou was just cut off in my hands, I was useless, Yujiao, I was useless......"

As he spoke, Chai Zongxun cried with self-blame, and kept emphasizing that it was his weakness and uselessness that he lost the country handed over to him by his father.

Xie Yujiao looked at this poor child, hugged him gently with some distress, and comforted: "No, no, Ding Dong, it's not that you're useless, you're good, you're very good, it's just that you're still young, it's just that people's hearts are unpredictable, those people have failed the trust of the emperor, betrayed the trust of the emperor, and betrayed your trust in them." It's not your fault, it's your fault, it's your fault that people's hearts are fragile in the face of power and can't withstand temptation. You're still a kid, and you can't control people's desire for power,"

As soon as Xie Yujiao said this, Chai Zongxun felt much better in his heart.

In the more than two years he has been imprisoned, he has never come out. He blamed himself all the time, thinking of his failure, thinking of his weakness and powerlessness to fight, and thinking of dying in the past, but in the end he didn't have the courage.

Whenever he thinks that the country that Taizu and the emperor worked hard to work hard for was taken away by the Zhao thief who was entrusted with the important task by his father, he was unwilling, but even his grandfather was succumbed to the Zhao thief, what else could he do alone?

He felt that he was a weakling, and he didn't have the face to see Xie Yujiao.

"But I still lost the country that my father gave me, I am a sinner, I am sorry for my father, I am sorry for the people of Limin."

Xie Yujiao saw that this kid was drilling the horns again, if she didn't drag him out, I was afraid that she wouldn't plan to come out in this life.

Like a confidant sister, she began to persuade eloquently, "No, Ding Dong, you listen to me, you are not sorry for your father." You are the only person your father can entrust to the Great Zhou Dynasty. But if it weren't for his serious injuries, this Da Zhou would be his responsibility, but he had no other choice, knowing that you were still young, knowing that the burden of the country was not easy to bear, and he had no one else to deliver, so your father could only hand over the country to you, and could only arrange for the courtiers he thought he could trust to assist you. ”

"He can only gamble like this, with Da Zhou Jiangshan as a bet, or he himself knows that he is likely to lose everything, but he has no other way."

"He can only hand it over to you this big week, your younger brothers are younger than you, and they can't afford this burden, I don't think your father wants to see you feel guilty because he gave you this responsibility that you can't afford."

"What would happen to him if you died and met him in another world? He's going to blame himself, he's going to feel guilty, isn't he? ”

"He should want you to live well, I hope you put down this burden and feel the warmth of home, you are still a child, you should grow up normally like an ordinary child, this is what parents in the world expect"

Xie Yujiao's voice was gentle and beautiful, and it seemed to have magic power in Chai Zongxun's ears, soothing his uneasy heart, making him believe what she said little by little, believing that it was not his responsibility to lose the country, and to blame him could only be blamed, I believe that as she said, neither the father nor the queen mother wanted to see him sad and sad and blame himself.

I believe that my father, queen and mother are just as her family wants her to live well, and I don't want to see myself depressed!

Chai Zongxun looked at Xie Yujiao ignorantly, and asked uncertainly, "Is it?" Just like you? ”

Xie Yujiao nodded affirmatively, "Yes, just like the original me, I am happy by my parents' side, and then I will take my younger brothers and sisters together and grow up healthy." Although I am not with my parents now, I am happy when I think of them, and they will not be so sad to know that I am still alive and well, because at least I am alive. ”

"It's easy to die, but what happens when you die, leaving your mother and brother behind, and they leave your shelter? Have you thought about it?"

"I didn't expect it to be so easy to die!" Chai Zongxun's heart knot seemed to have been untied a lot, and he sighed at his life.

"Yujiao, can you stay, come with me to Fangzhou"

"Going to Fangzhou? But I still have to go home, and my parents and younger siblings are waiting for me to go back. ”

"Yes, you still have to go home, Rongzhou, I heard that it is a far, far southwest border."

"Well, that's why it's not easy for me to go home. How good you are, your mother and brother are close by, and where there is a family, it is called home. ”

"You're gone, what about the old man who took you in?"

"I asked Li Tianlei and Brother Li to help me take care of his old man, as well as Zhao Chengxi, Qian Wu, and Sun Cheng."

The two of them were in this pavilion, chatting and chatting for an hour before it passed, until Murong Yanzhao came to urge them to leave.

Chai Zongxun reluctantly said goodbye to Xie Yujiao, and turned around step by step into the carriage.

Xie Yujiao herself also looked at the child who lifted the curtain with some tears in her eyes, her heart was sour, and tears burst out of the embankment.

You can imagine how much pressure and despair this child has endured in the past two years, I am afraid that the heart of seeking death will be there early on, but I am afraid and dare not do it!

However, at least fortunately Zhao Kuangyin spared his life.

There is only one life, how many people can have such good luck as her?