142 Healing Memories, 2

2"Daddy, you can't say that! He's our only son! He's still too young, and he's not sensible! He's not sensible! ”

The mother who opened her hands and hugged her husband so hard that she didn't let her husband throw out the whip to whip her son,

She just cried blindly and said, "After all, he is also a child, he is still just a child!" It's our only child! ”

Ye Luokong was just there in a daze, he was just forced to kneel on the ground, and he didn't know how long he knelt there, how long and how long,

He didn't seem to remember how long he had been kneeling there, he just felt as if he had been there for a long, long time.

For so long that he doubted that he would ever stand up. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

After kneeling for a long time, kneeling down painfully and numb with pain, getting used to it, and then there will be afraid to stand up,

Because when you are paralyzed on your knees, and you get up again, it becomes very difficult and difficult there.

And the inertia of everything that leaves fall into the void is also formed unconsciously, including embarking on this evil path,

It was there that unconsciously, for some reason and factor, that he embarked on the path of the murderer that his father had said.

He was so demented that he embarked on his path of no return, and he didn't figure it out himself.

What kind of path did you take, and how sinful this path was?

It's just that he gradually can't turn back, as if he has fallen into a quagmire, but he is sinking deeper and deeper, and he can no longer pull himself out of that quagmire.

He was already there hopeless, he just bowed his head there, numb enough to let his father scold him and whip him,

He had to endure it, endure his father's abuse and lessons, and the whips that were completely merciless.

Even Ye Luo's father himself was tired from the whipping, so tired that he held the whip, and his hands were so weak that he was panting there.

But he knelt there when he was whipped again and again, leaving the marks of the whip on his body and face.

Ye Luokong was still there, numb and kneeling there like a statue. It's as if he's not human anymore, he's already a cold stone.

"Smack!" Under his father's strong whip, Ye Luokong was also knocked to the ground by the powerful whip, and his face showed bright red marks one after another.

Then, there the leaves were just there mechanically and paralyzedly getting up again and again, only continuing to kneel, as if there they were waiting for their father's next whip.

And his father only gasped and stared at him with a cold and stern gaze.

At that time, there was no one to stop him, because Ye Luokong's mother was already crying there, and Ye Luokong's father asked someone to help his wife into the house.

When the mother of her heartbeat son finally fainted from crying, and there was no one to defend and protect him anymore,

Then, it was Ye Luokong's father's whip that had to be whipped like falling raindrops, and in that time of being whipped, he would feel that time passed very, very slowly.

That painful time, every minute, every second, seemed like a long, long time, and he just felt pain there,

He was in the pain and pain of being alive, he wanted to escape, he wanted to die.

Because it was too painful, there was a kind of physical and mental pain and painful torment, and he wanted to die in the midst of that great pain and pain.

He just felt that death was a relief, but death was an escape, and he shouldn't be so timid that he was left to escape.

The escape of life, the escape of difficulties, the escape of some of the things that I can't do or something,

It's just running away there, just blindly running away there, but it's useless, it's contemptible, and it seems to be helpless there.

It's like life itself, life is always there to suffer, life is always there to suffer, there is pain to wear,

There is pain and torment, there is no choice but to suffer, that is something that cannot be escaped,

It was a kind of pain that he wanted to die, but he couldn't die, he would feel that he was living there very burdensomely, and living was a very hard and exhausting thing.

Moreover, it was still troublesome, and besides, his very life seemed to be a sin.

His survival also seems to be always giving all kinds of troubles and troubles to the people around him, although he doesn't want this either.

He didn't want to deliberately burden and trouble the closest people around him like this.

However, he didn't know why he ended up being a burden and burden to his dearest and most loved person.

He was always a tumor in his father's heart, troubled, and in it endless irritation, annoyance, and worry.

Ye Luokong has never been a father by himself.

He didn't know how hard it was to give birth to a child, and how painful it was to educate a child.

It's just that he has always felt that his father is really angry sometimes, when he is helpless, and he really wants to kill him.

If the father really killed him, or whipped him to death,

Perhaps, Ye Luokong was also there without any reaction, and he accepted a death there without any resistance.

However, Ye Luokong didn't know why, whether his father's conscience found out, or his father's heart softened, or his father was reluctant.

The father should treat himself as a son. Eventually, the father dropped the whip and walked away with heavy steps.

He just knelt in place, motionless, he didn't know what his father was doing to help him and tolerate him?

Or did it hurt him?

It's just that his father's let go, and his father's no longer whipped him, and he still didn't let Ye Luokong know how to find his way,

Ye Luokong is still there to see clearly, and he can't see his life path and direction.

The direction of life always seems to be there, and the direction of life always seems to be messy and difficult to choose.

He can't find his purpose, he can't find the meaning and value of his life.

He didn't know what else he could do. Little did he know if he would be able to stay in the house. His mother and father still didn't drive him away, although his father also scolded him, and thought about driving him away, and scolded him in his mouth.

However, in fact, he was still there with one eye and one eye closed, leaving Ye Luokong, a son, to accompany their old husband and wife.

Perhaps, when parents are old, they will be lonely, and they also need a son, a dependent.

A strong son can be relied on.

However, the ridiculous and sad thing is that his son is so unreliable, that is, he can't bear the sustenance and reliance of his parents at all.

He simply can't take on all the responsibilities that belong to him.

He also could not afford to take care of his elderly parents.

And on the contrary, Ye Luokong is still a person who wants to escape. He just felt pathetic......